Whispers

I keep trying to outrun this sadness but it always catches up

Nobody knows how to love the sad girl

my heart is so sad

This loneliness runs deep.

If only you knew how much I hated myself.

Days are rough but nights are hard. Night is lonely. Night is the time when everything comes out. Night is aching. Night is hurting. Night is feeling empty. Night is tears streaming down your face. Night is feeling your heart break. Over and over again.

Love isn't real

I would've given you all of me but you only wanted the pretty parts

I'm so good at pushing people away when I need them the most.

I've never disliked myself so much before.

Life sucks sometimes.

Nobody loves the fat girl.

I wonder what it's like to eat a meal and not hate yourself for doing it.

I'm hurt. I'm angry. I'm disappointed. I'm heartbroken. And the worse part is? You don't see any of it.

I need somebody to take away this loneliness burning in my chest.