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For anyone interested in a few detail photographs of the altar mural featured in my recent “Underpainting” video, here is a little gallery o
Follow up post - some details and full length shots of the current state of the altar mural featured in my "Underpainting" video. Plus a link to the ad-free version of the video... and some bonus kitten blep!!!
From "Aesthetic Goals"
One example of how I like to play with historical reference is by making jewellery choices that not only harken back to specific painters/portraits *but also* to use those portraits as commentary on personal narratives (for those in the know.) These days we might readily assume that a big fuck-off gold chain or statement jewellery piece on a person with long reddish hair projects a certain baseline autonomy and a healthy sense of self, regardless (or in spite of?) perceived gender... But the life stories - education, personal liberty, social permissions, political authority, etc - of the subjects of some of these portraits make for some very interesting added nuance. From the semi-cloistered minimally educated upbringings of Sibylle of Cleves (and her sisters Anne and Amalia) to the relative political agency of figures like Catherine of Mecklenburg and her daughters - Sibylle (who initiated a trial of witchcraft against the married woman with whom her son was having an affair) and Emilie (the only wife of her husband's total of three to hold the title Margravine of Brandenburg-Ansbach)... and their entire family's anti-Catholic stance in the wake of the reformation - these are portraits with often problematic stories to tell!
I can't imagine how I might have turned out under preconditions like theirs... but I like the idea that a bold sense of style in the current era, utilising historic reference, might communicate free autonomy not only in the visuals themselves, but also in the contrast between the 'then' and 'now', 'them' and 'me' - a sexually expressive nonbinary witch with no lineage of note. Though, of course, you KNOW I pair these gold choices over black...
Image references - all portraits by Lucas Cranach, the Elder
St. Barbara in a wooded landscape, c. 1530
Portrait of a Woman, 1526
Portrait of the Duchess Catherine of Saxony, 1514
Sybille of Saxony, 1530s
Emilie of Saxony, 1535
Sibylle of Cleves, 1526
Lying on the floor listening to music in between drawing belladonna on my walls, I no-faced up a bunch of poems yesterday. Here are two of t
It’s great how things come together sometimes. When a combination of planning plus serendipity collides to make something really *work*, it’
What I did for the full moon on "May Day" ^_^

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Sigh.....
thinking some more about the notations I made on this post, talking about the concept of follies. That is, decorative architecture made to be garden pieces that are designed to look like old ruins or architecture.
It's funny, the whole point of such buildings is that the people who commissioned them wanted to evoke and emulate the past. History was glamorized. It started with the grand estates of the wealthy in Europe, some of whom would have real ancient ruins from the Roman era or pre-Roman empire, and others who didn't who wanted to give the impression of that sense of history.
And I think now, as with that photo set, some people will look at such follies, not knowing what it is, and get very excited at the thought of it being some grand place loaded with ancient historical significance. Which is precisely the purpose they were built for, tbh. As an art piece, such things are effective. But I think a lot of people, realizing that they are actually recent structures, it can seem like a cheat, or a scam. It loses value specifically for the same reason that it was created - this glamorization and romanticization of the past, but also this disillusion and dismissal of the relevance of recent history, of the here and now.
But I look at the Druid's Temple Folly, and I think, someone carved those stones and moved them and took them here and placed them, and it may not be as old, but... is that not what happened when Stonehenge and other standing stones were set?
Someone builds a castle. 800 years pass, and we call that history. Someone builds a castle today, and we call that artificial. And you can argue about purpose, but if the purpose of the building is to be an artpiece, to provide a work opportunity for someone to build it, to evoke a feeling, to make someone happy about how their home or garden looks... and it succeeds in that purpose, well then it has no less served its intended purpose than the real ancient structure was.
My point, I guess, is that purpose and meaning comes from us. It comes from our intention, our feelings, our belief. It comes from what emotions we instill in a piece of work, and what emotions it stirs in other people.
And I think there's a lot of disdain out there for mimicry, for emulation, because we have always and continue to highly glamorize and value the concept of originality as well as historicity. Novelty is considered a virtue, over resonance, and I think that's a mistake. We are social creatures. Tradition and custom and, yes, emulation of things we admire, comes because we are a social species. We are geared towards the sharing and trying to match each other and to help each other.
And so, because this is my blog for yakking about magic - this too is how I often think about magic and pagan practice today. Knowing our real history IS important, and respecting the culture and history of various practices and peoples IS important and necessary.
But I think sometimes people look at new practices and forming traditions with that same disdain, thinking that it is somehow artificial or lacking meaning, when really what's happening is we have sometimes only scraps of historicity that is highly prized, and we're trying to fill in the gaps with what makes sense and is meaningful to us. And I think that's okay. Stressing the importance of historical weight over everything else both creates the desire to reconstruct or emulate previous culture but condemns it as a poor imitation. Modern-made traditions, meanwhile are denigrated for not having historic weight behind them.
But again, historicity is not what instills significance, be it in a practice or a building or a piece of art. We are. People are. What we believe in, what we do with it, what meaning and impact we try to create and convey to others. Historic buildings and practices matter because we try to retain the memory of people long gone, because that's what humans are. We are love and memory and meaning. But we, the living, are also worthy of that love and respect. It's why being respectful of living cultures and people is paramount, why we owe it to ourselves and each other to educate ourselves on history - not just for the sake of history itself, but out of respect for where we are today and what struggles people face, and to create a better future for everyone.
One day, we too will be ancient history. Do you think people then will look at us as charlatans, as artificial, because we were making things and instilling beliefs in those things?
Somehow I don't think so.
"Novelty is considered a virtue, over resonance, and I think that's a mistake." 🔥 THIS QUOTATION IS THE SINGLE MOST IMPORTANT CONCEPT I BRING TO EVERYTHING I DO... I wish I could have said it so well. It's what I don't see in the viewpoints of people who use the word talent (in an apparent vacuum?) or who express disappointment at artistic reference and visual conversation.
Whew! Great quote. 10/10. Made my day. 💚💚💚
If you were to ask, “What is it like to be a born a changeling witch?”, or, “What was it like to be a child stuffed to the brim with dark ma
From "Aesthetic Goals"
So I’m reworking the first disc of my “You and Me and the Devil Makes Three” mix-set to be less of a randomized selection of the others’ tas
Another blog post... Some of the sensory stuff that feeds into larger projects :)

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Sitting in my weedy lair, thinking over creative ambition, doors between worlds, and the way witchcraft works wonders – staring out at black
First blog post in a while...
So, I’m in the middle of a massive change right now and, at the same time, I have also recently done myself the (mixed) favour of getting tw
New post! Big changes taking up all my time but also... aethetics! tattoos! rambly brambly vibes!
Image credits in order of appearance:
The Seamstress by Christian Krohg, 1880
Kitchen Interior by Viggo Johansen, 1884
Seamstress, Whitsunday Morning by Wenzel Tornoe, 1882
The Little Seamstress by John Faed, 1890
Elements of particular interest are ~
Form-fitting nature of the torso - sloped shoulders, some bulk in high placed arm scythes (for movement and dexterity), waist height, and over all plain silhouette.
Relatively uniform, useful, but also elegant plaited hair for every day use. Small pops of colour and/or texture achieved through choices of ornament... In a modern sense, I would switch the emphasis on ribbons toward an emphasis on jewelry (including statement pieces.)
Note the emphasis on the 1880s.
Also, I fall asleep while sewing *all the time* >_< #relatable
Love poems are easily the hardest to write. I have composed only a handful that I consider successful in my life time. Here are three of tho

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Introducing another category from my pinterest boards... Reference - Antique Photography. This is from the Labouring Class & Folk Dress sub-section. (Other sections being grouped into Leisure Class, Activities/Outings, Art/Fashion, loose arrangements by decade and so on.)
The aim, here, is NOT to romanticise either the past or to glorify some imaginary ideal about 'the rustic' nature of hard work. My focus is on clothing with practical applications, that allows for fuller movement and flexibility in assembly. I find this helps bridge the gap between the historic and the modern in daily life too - which is fitting!
Not all of these will have dates available and working class clothes change less decade upon decade than high end fashions... but judging from the hair I would guess we have a range of 1870s (?) to 1930s here today...
All photos today feature women working on the harbour with/around herring, variously located in Scotland and the North of England.
The girls with the knitting needles at the top were a little hard to source but it seems they come from the postcard collections of George Nairn. Here is the first source I found where the image was cited: https://oldlowlight.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/A4-whole-story-book-Herring-Girls-17ppcover-5.7.21.pdf
The three girls with the middle parts are included in this post on "herring gutters" ~ https://www.highlifehighland.com/nucleus-nuclear-caithness-archives/wk-history-of-a-harbour/online-exhibitions-wk-history-of-a-harbour/herring-gutters/
The photograph apparently originally comes from the Johnston Collection in Wick ~ https://www.johnstoncollection.net/index.php
The women with shorter hair seem to be from Ullapool but I can't find the original photographic collection this came from. One main image posted online seems to be from a blog that claims copyright, *I assume* of their own photography? Because a) I have found the original source collections for the historical photographs on that blog in other instances (despite their lack of citations) and b) this image has been used in a pdf published in 2024 on the immigration of Donegal Women from 1845 to 1950 (it's on the inside cover and on page 18) } https://issuu.com/donegalculture/docs/103974_donegal_county_museum_16pg_booklet_a5_4
It implies the photograph is from the 1930s but also does not cite the original photographic collection.
The last photograph is of a herring packer postcard. This colourised version comes from a now sold etsy listing and was apparently sent in 1905.
I'll apply "antique photography" an "working class" as tags for these kinds of posts on this blog!