#darkgoddess

By Lailith Hazot Venus

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A couple of months after I created this blog in March. I would like to say it was late summer because the days were hot and long. Inching Mabon and the time when the crickets would sing most actively before they died. Night fell upon me, and the shelter of my room in which I made a shrine for Lilith and Sammael, which was like the cozy fur of a black kitten, that calmed me. I meditated and fell into their relaxing dark light. Deep within my meditation, I fell asleep, and I stood up in front of the altar in astral form and said my prayer to Sammael,

‘Oh Sammael my Lucifer,’

Helel interrupted me;

‘So that’s who think you are talking to Lucifer?’

‘I’m Lucifer my dear, my name is Helel ben Shahar but most call me Lucifer’

We started to fall into a deep conversation, and Helel explained to me how he’s Christ’s brother, how he cared about us, but did not want to bow down to us because he felt that he was meant to be our teacher, and if we bowed to him; we wouldn’t care about what he had to say or respect him as a teacher.

He began touching me and it felt like my body caught on fire with pleasure, we then had passionate sex.

By this point I learned a lot about the world around me just by talking to Sammael and Lilith, I knew I was in the Sitra Achra, I knew I was in Hell. I felt like a curious kitten lost and trying to understand a whole new world surrounded by beings much smarter and wiser than herself, it felt like I was a pinch bit ignorant to question Gods, but nevertheless wanted to learn. The itch kept scratching my mind, so I asked Helel kindly:

‘Do angels feel sexual pleasure? Or is the energy from our orgasms just food for you? Do you enjoy sex and feel sexual pleasure?’

‘Oh sweet little Lailith, I hate to break it to you, but I feel sexual pleasure while having sex with you ten times more than you, not only that your orgasms taste sweet and I can feel the pleasure that made your orgasm when I touch your body and it’s fluids, I not only absolutely love sex , I feed off of it.’

‘I see’

I fell asleep next to Lucifer in my bed, he looked almost no different than Sammael only his hair was almost white, he had the same dark complexion with bright green beautiful feline-like eyes. A late summer’s night dream with sacred wisdom in my mind and heart feeling blessed by the Universe.

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The following day was the most dramatic display I had ever been presented with while communicating with demons and angels. I was sitting on my couch meditating when Sammael came to me and asked me:

‘You know why Russia hates Satanists my lovely Lolita?’

‘No my sweet angel why?’

‘Because, Theistic Satanism is the only religion that has been proven to consciously make one aware of God and the Spirit, from there people tend to go on and learn about too many government secrets, but it’s really not just Russia it’s starting to happen all over the world, the world is starting to find out that Satanic Witches are pretty smart.’

‘You are just too smart Sammael the world is not ready for you yet’

I then talked to Sammael about some of my anxieties. I needed him to help me work with though shadow work; Sammael comforted me and told me I had nothing to fear he would protect me. A moment of peace was suddenly interrupted by a beautiful succubus whose ice-cold blue eyes just pierced right through my soul;

‘Sammael this is important,’ she announced to him.

Sammael looked over at me and gave me a quick kiss before he left, but wherever Sammael went I could still hear him talking to this succubus.

‘How cute it is that you have a little Christian girlfriend Sammael’

‘She was never baptized’

‘There’s absolutely no Christians allowed in the Sitra Achra, Sammael!’

‘Does she really know about God?’

‘She doesn’t really ask about God, instead she feels as she described jaded by him’

‘Well, you better start telling her who God really is, because Christians bring too much light into the Sitra Achra’

‘Well don’t you know she’s a Lightbringer, don’t you understand why me and Lilith love her? And she’s not Christian she’s a witch?’

‘Her fucking values are Christian! She has too much remorse, she believes too much in forgiveness to be fierce!’

‘Or is it that the fact that she feels remorse makes her fiercer, makes her fight harder?’

“Oh no! Sammael there’s no way you have been feeding off love! Disgusting! That’s what Christ does, don’t you see how worthless and destructive humans are! How could you feed off their love?’

‘Naamah, me and Lilith if you haven’t noticed, have been loved and respected by a lot of people for thousands of years, and we consider these people our children, they are loyal to us’

‘Sammael you are supposed to be a fucking monster, you are starting to look soft, with this love shit’

‘Lailith doesn’t hate Christians and wishes for peace between Israel and Edom she can’t find it in her heart to hate anyone’

‘She’s a foolish little girl that knows nothing about the world, that’s why she yearns for peace. Wait until you tell her who God really is, she’ll become a real demon she’ll hate him’

‘Ok Sammael, the hippie Satan, you go on with your love shit, you are still going to have to test her evil’

‘I don’t have it in me to hurt her’

‘Yes Sammael, this is just the problem’

The succubus grabbed Sammael’s face and began inciting Helel inside of him saying ancient sinful chants that incited a fire inside the soft winged angel of death, Sammael came to me again and I could feel the heat come off his angelic body. Sammael became Lucifer in front of me and the hair on my neck rose. His personality completely changed and he smiled a devious smile looking down on me, the other succubus smiled and disappeared:

‘Oh, sweet Lilita, Lolita, Lailith Hazot Venus, Lealake’

‘Heh heh heh’

‘Come marry me in Hell’

For some strange reason I went into a pit of rage, I felt completely disarmed, submissive, vulnerable, and I hated feeling that way, it’s like a pit of fire ran through every inch of angelic blood in me. And I flirted deviously back with Lucifer still not realizing he was Helel not Sammael. How could this be I thought. My mind twisted because Malak Sammael has always been very loving and guiding to me while Helel was always more daring. How could two angels who are nothing alike at the same time be the same guy? I thought to myself and then I thought am I an angel of darkness and the moon’s light, Lucifer, and knowledge? Do I have two completely different sides to myself the same way Sammael does? This opened a whole new thought wave for myself. A dialectical way of thinking where two opposing things can be correct in their own ways at once… I replied to Helel summoned from Heaven as Sammael:

‘You know Sammael you are such a jerk you are cute you know that’

‘Oh honey. . . ‘

‘I’m Lucifer now, and Lailith I own you. You are mine my dear. You belong to me. ‘

‘You know what Helel. . .’

‘Yes Lolita, Lailth. ..

‘You are Sammael, you say you don’t like him, but you should, he’s you, Helel you are Sammael you began as Sammael you become Lucifer and I love both sides of you. I think you are beautiful and there’s a reason why only you and Christ are called the Morningstar in the bible. Don’t be ashamed of being who you are. Look at any human Lucifer, we are all like you. I could never hate you, I have too much in common with you, in fact in many ways I love and respect you, if I am somehow married to you and Lilith if the universe wants me married then how shalt I use this blessing? It’s a blessing to be with you Lucifer and thank you for loving me’

Lucifer became like a cat purring he was tempered.

‘Me? You love me?’

‘You think I am a blessing?”

“You sure are Lucifer son of Sophia of the Dawn of Knowledge, you are a beautiful prince of Heaven, and I can see into your heart, I see how beautiful you are the world is just too afraid to get to know you.’

Lucifer hugged me and I felt very loved. On that humid late August night. With no wind, where pumpkins began lining the homes of people.

This is my personal experience, and this is how I came to find that Sammael is also Helel.

Lailith hazot venus

I have more experiences like this to share in my grimoire that I will someday publish, my literature can be found at:

Lilithprincessofdarkness.blog

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Here's more on my spiritual interpretation of Helel:

ALL HAIL LILITH

THE BEAUTIFUL QUEEN OF HELL

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I am so in love with her,

She is a messenger of freedom,

Allow your spirit to get lost in her lust,

Allow your primal animal side to surface,

She is our mother,

She is our Earth,

She is the Queen of Heaven

God's beautiful daughter

And this Earth is her womb!

Rejoice in being a sinner!

Nightmare to Future

A cruel smirk curled her lips as she felt the intoxicating pull of unchecked power, her own voice whispering from the darkness, “This is who you were meant to be."  Places you will find my Art https://linktr.ee/nxlotus :3 Enjoy!!

Like a live wire, when someone steps on my toes and tries to chastise me for being a witch,

It is then that I feel all of her flames gather, in every atom of the hormones, creating my rage!

And the unseen steam of the kinestetic energy coming off these hormones like lighter fluid to the fire of Lilith 🔥

Behold her beauty in combustion, as she appears in my roar!

With all the solumn love I have for these Christians, some of them my own blood. They must know that they need to know my limits.

I will not bow down!

And I will never forget the beautiful ways of Lilith, as she tended to the Garden of Eden and began to learn every plant spirit personally, as her mother Hekate intended, mixing them all in her Pharmakeia of love.

I will not abandon Mother Lilith and Father Sammael the dragon who protects the secrets of magick on the Earth!

Hear me now I saith to you, I am a daughter of Lilith and I will not quell my craft ❤️

I will not bow down!- Lailith H Venus (Leala)