My Mystical Library of Souls

A lingering touch on your hip, another pulling you nearly flush against him as you both dance on the ballroom floor.

Despite being in the Citadel as his sister and the Prince, well King now, had thrown a small ball to celebrate the approaching holiday and new year, where he would scold behavior like this, Ravus had no qualms about his touches, both frisky and not.

“You’re no fair,” You whine, after he pulls away from another deep kiss, one that left you both breathless and weak in the knees.

Ravus said nothing, but his usual stern look made way for a hint of a teasing smile and you gape at him in surprise.

No way, Ravus of all people-! If you weren’t surrounded by a good amount of Lucis’ and Tenebrae’s nobility you would have let out a less than dignified curse.

But instead, you smile in return. And Ravus blinks, before raising an eyebrow in interest.

Taking his hand, you lead him to the ballroom floor again, this time standing much closer as you both begin to dance anew.

Particularly when he twirls you around, your hands linger just above the waistband of his pants. You hear him inhale.

Later when the festivities die down and you both have snuck off to a much more, private, setting, Ravus, keeping you in place, both hands on the side of your head, eyes focused only on you.

You only grin, “Hey cut it out, it’s the holidays.”

Ravus breathes out a laugh.

The short conversation continues without any problems. An attendant, who seems just as nervous as you were, is announced at the doorway. With so many gazes on her, she stutters that it was another fitting for the Oracle's wedding gown.

Lunafreya smiles gently, more for the young woman's sake than anything, as the poor thing shook like a leaf. Before quietly excusing herself, she takes your hands in her own, giving them a gentle squeeze. Ravus only nods in response to her goodbyes for the afternoon. You hear her footsteps, alongside the attendant and the guards assigned to her, retreating down the hall.

Which left you awkwardly sipping at the same cup of tea you had received when you sat down.

"I am... I am glad that you are doing well too," You almost miss it. Placing your teacup down onto the small saucer, you see now that it was Ravus being far more hesitant now that Lunafreya was gone.

A part of you thinks, that maybe he had not changed as much as you thought he did. As you grew up in Tenebrae, you had considered Ravus just as much of a friend as you did for Lunafreya, best friends even. But then, it all went terribly wrong, as all things in this world seemed wont to do, and now you had made it here.

"You don't need to be a stranger Ravus," Your tone is much lighter, "If I remember, you were the chatty one, even talking us out of trouble for a lot of your pranks."

Across from you, you might have thought he blushed. Poorly hidden behind your hand, you snort.

"I suppose not," He agrees. For a time, it was just you both reminiscing about your shared childhood. But like all good things, this meeting too comes to an end. You hesitate in saying goodbye because it sounds final. Like with Lunafreya, you take Ravus' hands into your own, much to Ravus' surprise when you even take hold of his metal one too.

Promises to meet again, such as when the wedding preparations and the summoning of the Leviathan were over, were made. You collect your things and make your way out.

You let out a heavy sigh as you walk down one of the many halls of Zegnautus Keep with some paperwork in your arms. You’ve been working hard all day and yet, you’ve been distracted by the events of the past few weeks. You had moved out from your parents house a little while ago and while you were an adult and struggling, you’re holding on pretty good. You’ve also been keeping contact with your parents which to start was nice but it’s now becoming a burden to do so. A watch you had just replaced a few weeks ago had broken and you made the comment to your parents how it sucked. They immediately told you off saying that there’s worse things and that it doesn’t suck but an inconvenience. You were having breakfast with them as well and mentioned how busy you’ve been and unable to take time for yourself when your father spoke up and said that they have ten times more things to do since they are taking care of the youngest child still and that you just need to suck it up. You felt as though this was unfair as you were always a time oriented person and always working hard to try and make time for them over time for yourself. Even today you received a call at lunch and had an argument over the factor that you were too busy to see them tonight as you wanted to do some laundry and self care and not go out with them after work. This has put an even bigger damper on your already bad mood and you just wanted today to be done and over with so that you could curl up in a ball and cry because you don’t get a chance to do any self care. What’s worse is that you did a volunteering teaching job at a martial arts place after your main job and you were always told you could join in on classes afterwards. You never get the chance to though as the instructors kid who was also a teacher would always take your place and your instructors would get mad if you voiced your frustrations. Your thoughts are suddenly interrupted as you bump into a chest face first, you quickly look up with wide eyes and see Ardyn Izunia, the Chancellor of Niflheim.

“Good day to you y/n!” he greets with his trademark smile, you nodded politely and force a smile.

“Hello Chancellor, I’m sorry for bumping into you” you apologize, he chuckles and shakes his head.

“It is quite alright my little bird but… is something wrong? Your smile is not reaching your eyes today” Ardyn says as he studies you carefully, you take a deep breath.

“I’m fine Chancellor” you say, trying not to show your annoyance at the fact that he has picked up on your mood again, his smile disappears.

“Do not lie to me y/n, I can tell that you’re not fine” he states in a firm tone, you sigh.

“Fine… I’m not ok… I’m just, stressed over a few things” you admit, Ardyn raises an eyebrow.

“Oh? And what could possibly be stressing you out?” he asks, you shake your head.

“It’s personal life things, nothing to do with work… in fact, work is my place to relax right now” you muttered, Ardyn puts an arm around your shoulders.

“Very well, let’s go chat in my office then” Ardyn states and begins to walk you to his office, you feel confused.

“I’m sorry Chancellor but these papers have to make it to high commander Ravus” you say, trying not let yourself lose track of your current task, Ardyn takes the papers out of your hands and hands them to an MT.

“Take these to the high commander” Ardyn orders, the MT takes the papers and walks away, you feel stunned.

“Chancellor, what are you doing?” you ask, Ardyn continues to lead you to his office.

“I am having a meeting with you of course and we can’t allow a small thing like paperwork prevent us from having the meeting” Ardyn replies, your heart sinks. You always hated meetings because at your first job any meetings you had, were always write ups or what you were doing wrong at a constant. Which made your anxiety worse and caused your parents to only get on your back more about how you needed to step things up even more and be more like your older sibling who was much more successful than you. You and Ardyn soon reach his office and the moment and he closes his office door, you look down, and your heart begins to race.

“So what am I in trouble for this time?” you quietly ask, Ardyn seems surprised.

“You’re not in trouble” he replies, your head snaps up and you’re stunned.

“I-I’m not?” you ask, Ardyn shakes his head.

“Not at all my little bird, come take a seat by my desk though” Ardyn replies as he goes over to a cabinet and pulls out a bottle of wine and two glasses, you feel uneasy but sit down on a chair by his desk. Ardyn takes a seat in his chair across from you and pours wine into the two glasses, he hands one of the glasses to you.

“I shouldn’t be drinking at work” you mumbled, Ardyn chuckles.

“It’s alright y/n its only one glass and I’ve seen how much you can drink after the last little party here” Ardyn shoots back, you feel your face heat up and you gently take the glass from him. You sip at the wine and much to your surprise it’s quite sweet, you have another sip and begin to relax a little bit.

“Thank you Chancellor Izunia” you thank.

“Please, just call me Ardyn” Ardyn says, you smile a little bit.

“Very well Ardyn, what is the meeting about?” you ask as Ardyn takes a sip of wine from his own glass.

“What is ailing you today my little bird? You aren’t yourself and while I don’t normally mind this. You aren’t normally this off during a work day” Ardyn replies, you sit there in shock.

“I… it’s nothing” you mumble as you look away, Ardyn’s eyes harden.

“No, it’s not nothing my little bird, I can tell” Ardyn shoots back with a firm tone, you sigh.

“Look, its just… personal stuff, okay? None of it is work related” you reply, Ardyn raises an eyebrow.

“Go on” he urged, you shake your head.

“I’m sorry Chancellor, but I’d like to get on with my duties” you say and then go to get up, Ardyn is quicker, though, and he gets up and is by your chair in an instant. He has his hands on the armrests and you’re unable to get up.

“I insist you tell me little bird, I cannot allow you to go back to work. Not when you have me intrigued, besides, you’ll feel better once you vent it out” Ardyn presses. His golden eyes meet your e/c ones and you knew that look, you weren’t going anywhere until Ardyn knew everything.

“Okay, fine… so I’ve moved out on my own and have been struggling a bit, but I seem to be doing an OK job at it. However, every time I go to just vent to my parents, I’m acting like a victim, and that the things I’m losing or having breaking on me are an inconvenience. My parents are also upset that I want some personal time and then in the evening at martial arts, the instructors kid gets everything she wants as a teacher while I’m just told to suck it up and not allowed to do classes” you mumble. Ardyn leans in closer to you and his golden eyes study yours, you look down and lean back.

“Keep going little bird” he urges you, you start to tear up.

“It hurts… when I think that everything I’ve been doing, EVERYTHING, seems to be for nothing, I swear to the astrals that sometimes I just want to go find some tonberries and fight them as that might be easier than what I’m going through” you say.

“I’d rather you not fight any tonberries as you’re a valuable member of the Niflheim Empire” Ardyn shoots back, you slowly look at him and a tear escapes your eyes.

“I don’t feel that way” you admit, Ardyn stops holding onto the arms of your chair and wipes the tears away with his thumbs.

“I can assure you that you are, and perhaps you are in need of some days off” he states in a matter of fact tone, your eyes widen.

“No, I’ve called in sick too much due to illness already and-“ you’re cut off as Ardyn grabs your chin with his right hand.

“I insist, and I’ll personally make sure that you’re paid for your time off in full” Ardyn interrupts.

“Chancellor, please…” you mumble, Ardyn releases your chin and wags his index finger.

“Tsk, tsk, tsk, just call me Ardyn my little bird” Ardyn says, you sigh.

“Ardyn, I can’t accept that as I have much to do” you protest, Ardyn smirks.

“You have no choice but to accept it as I will also be taking some time off to make sure that you’re not working” he says in a serious tone, you finally give Ardyn a genuine smile.

“You’re impossible sometimes” you mumble, Ardyn’s smirks grows.

“Oh, I know I am, now, off you go” Ardyn says as he backs away from your chair, you quickly down your glass of wine and get up. You go to leave and you pause at Ardyn’s office door and look at him.

“Thank you for listening to me” you thank, Ardyn nods.

“I know but it's—” He grabs one of your breasts, squeezing the flesh and fondling it “It's hard to resist, just excuse me this one time yeah? I'm only gonna touch.” He finished, thumb grazing over your nipples as he drew small circles around the bud. He presses against your bud, making you jolt in surprise.

You could feel his breath against you, which made you nervous, Suguru's grip continued to hold you tight as Satoru played with your tits, you looked away, not wanting to watch yourself get toyed by him.

But then you felt it, the wetness of a warm tongue enveloping your bud into its damp environment before the same tongue flicked it up and down and proceeded to suckle onto it.

Your eyes widened at the scene, you thrashed in Suguru's hold as you tried to get Satoru off you.

“‘Toru— you— you said you're only gonna touch!” You gasped repeating what he said earlier, but Satoru just smiled, humming in agreement while he continued to suck on your tit. He let go momentarily to respond.

“Haah—? Yeah I'm touching, wiffth my mouffh” His words were slurred and muffled as he latched on again, pushing you down onto his bed. This caused Suguru to let go of your hands.

You immediately use that opportunity to pry Satoru off but he slaps your hand away. While you're focused on him, Suguru makes his move, you feel another wet tongue enveloping your free breast and sucking on it.

You tried to push them off but they were heavy, so you tugged on their hair, it was just useless cause they instead just bit onto your breast to hang on. You gave up with a heavy sigh, knowing resisting will only make it worse.

Satoru fully immersed himself, sucking on your tit with his eyes closed, licking the bud with generous care and precision that caused wetness to pool in between your legs.

Suguru on the other hand, held eye contact as he looked up at you, teeth grazing and nibbling on your nipple as you let out a gasp at the pain before he quickly soothed it with his saliva.

It felt degrading, having both of them suck on each of your breasts like you were some sort of treat.

“Mhmm, so fucking cute.” Suguru let go of your tit with a pop before he shifted a little upwards and captured your lips in a hot kiss. You shook your head trying to tell him no, but he continued to just do as he pleased.

You just laid there, having Satoru suck on your tits while Suguru engulfs your mouth, pushing his tongue inside while he cruelly pinches the nipple where his mouth once abused it.

Suguru pulls away from the kiss, at the same time, Satoru lets go of your tit as well.

The mattress underneath your head dips, causing you to look up and see Suguru. His thighs were placed on either side of your head as he hovered over you, pulling down his pants and boxers.

You realised what was happening and tried to get up but Suguru forced you down with one hand, holding you by your jaw as he shoved a finger into your mouth.

“N-no please don’t—.” You beg as you watch him stroke his cock while staring at you from above. He pried your jaw open a little.

Tears began to form in your eyes as you shook your head, but defying your wishes, Suguru shoves his fat and thick cock right into your mouth.

You closed your eyes in pain, your jaw muscles ache while your mouth struggled to stay open as he pushed his cock inside your throat. You felt him pass the back of your throat and deep inside causing you to gag and choke.

“Holy shiiit.” Suguru gasped, shutting his eyes in pleasure as your warm mouth and throat welcomed him. He bites his lip at the way your throat was bulging because of him, he could see the outline of his cock as he settled as deep as possible.

He felt you gag around him, your throat muscles clamped around his dick which made him let out a lewd grunt as he controlled himself. He didn't want to bruise your throat like the last time.

While you and your throat took its time to adjust to Suguru, Satoru was on the move, he stripped off your bottom apparel in a swift motion, pulling your panties along with it too. It made you even more panicked cause you couldn't see what was going on because of Suguru.

You flailed your legs, trying to kick Satoru off as you tried to pull yourself away from their hold. For a second you thought you succeeded in escaping from them when you felt Suguru's cock pull from your throat.

Yet, that moment was short lived when Suguru pistoned his hips forward and pushed himself further into your throat. You choked around his length, throat burning at the stretch while tears continued to fall from your eyes.

You took deep breaths, trying to not suffocate to death due to Suguru's cock.

Your legs were held by Satoru who seemed annoyed by your reaction a few moments ago. He forcefully pushed open your legs, spreading them as wide as they could go before positioning himself at your entrance. You felt his tip press into your clit, you wondered when he'd unbuckled his pants cause you didn't hear any sound— probably because your ears were too busy ringing from Suguru’s assault.

“She's so wet and yet pretends like she doesn't want us or like us doing this to her.” Satoru mocks as he rubs his tip against your cunt, letting the tip bump into your clit, ultimately stimulating you.

Everything was made worse by the fact that you weren't able to move your neck to see him, all you could do was just feel him.

His mushroom-headed tip continued to rub against your vulva, coating his shaft in your wetness while his precum leaked out in beads. Satoru bit his lip in arousal before he grabbed you by your thighs.

He let go of one thigh momentarily as he guided his cock to your hole before pressing his tip right against your entrance before he held onto your thigh again and pushed into you.

You wanted to scream at the way he was stretching you, he was way too big and was shoving himself instead without letting you loosen fully. You couldn't scream because your mouth and throat were occupied, so all you let out was a failed form of wails. Suguru hushed you, gently caressing your jaw.

“Oh god— fuck.” Satoru whispers breathelessly, completely indulging himself in the way you feel wrapped around him. He closes his eyes, basking in the feeling for a little while.

He then begins to move slowly, pulling out before he thrusted in, this makes your body push upwards and take more of Suguru's cock into your throat. You shut your eyes in acceptance, knowing there was no escape because they both had you locked up below and above.

Suguru withdrew his hips, grabbing your throat with both his hands, using it as leverage to thrust himself in your mouth and throat.

Both men continued to ram into your holes messily, but that didn't last long as they developed a rhythm soon after. When Satoru would withdraw, Suguru would thrust, pushing your body downwards and causing your cunt to envelop his cock and vice versa.

Your body continued to rock between the two men as they continued their abuse on you. You felt yourself losing your mind as your brain scattered to make this experience make sense. You breathed in slowly and tried to calm yourself to make this less painful and humiliating.

Saying that this situation made you feel embarrassed would be an understatement, it was truly degrading to the highest extent. They were both using you like a fleshtoy, one in your throat and one in your cunt, pervading your holes as they wished without a care for you.

You shouldn't have agreed to anything they demanded, you thought they would stop if you just took your top off, but they prodded further, making you take your bra off too, then they wanted to see, and then touch, and then— thrust!— you let out a squeak when you felt Satoru’s tip bump into your cervix.

Their demands will never end until they get what they want.

You should've known.

Because this wasn't the first time it happened.

You hated how you couldn't stand up for yourself, how you mend so easily by people's demands because no one ever taught you to put yourself first.

You'd always gotten taken advantage of due to your personality, but not to this extent.

Others would only take advantage of you for basic tasks by dumping all their chores and work onto you, basically running errands for them, your dignity, shame, and everything would still be intact.

But Satoru and Suguru strip you bare, they take advantage of you from all the sides, making you do their work, their chores, and completely use you as they wish. Most people didn't push you as far as these two did, because unlike these two, they are decent human beings.

Satoru and Suguru however, never miss a chance, it is literally so easy for them, they just need to get you all helpless and in a situation where you cannot refuse them— even if you do refuse, they just won't stop. It's not like you refusing would change their already made up minds.

Even if you didn't voluntarily take your top off and refused, they would've just ripped it into shreds and put you in this situation anyway, cause that's what they both do, everytime.

Satoru grabs your tits with both hands, groping them and squeezing them like they're some kind of stress balls to play with, cruelly digging his nails into them while he thrusts into your cunt extremely rough.

Suguru slaps his hands away, shooting a glare at Satoru before his own hands gently caress the area where Satoru's nails dug in, a gesture that was supposed to be comforting.

It would've been if he wasn't inches deep inside your throat and fucking it like a madman.

Satoru let out a grunt before his hands found your clit, he rubbed the sensitive bundle of nerves gently before slowly getting faster.

The sensation made your gut churn in excitement much to your horror, you felt your body voluntarily chasing it and bucking into his hips instinctively. Satoru smirked when he noticed it and continued to do it.

He wanted to rip an orgasm out of you so badly.

Satoru's thrusts sped up, a rhythm that was starting to get familiar was shattered due to him. Suguru did the same, rutting his hips at a high speed, he could see the line of his cock thrusting in and out of your throat.

You were losing air, choking and suffocating around his cock, you felt like passing out.

Suguru lets out a loud moan, pushing his cock further inside your throat as it twitches, shooting his load inside you, forcing you to instinctively swallow it. He stays there like that for a minute before pulling out.

Your body automatically whiffs in a huge amount of air the minute he leaves your mouth, making you let out a loud gasp. You could still feel his sticky residue in your mouth which you swallow since you know that spitting it out would make Suguru upset.

You shouldn't care if it upsets him, but you do for some reason.

Just when you thought you could catch a little break, the familiar knot begins to tighten in your stomach, you lift your head up to see Satoru rubbing your clit faster and harder, all while his tip brushes into your gspot.

You couldn't even process the feeling or the sight before your body is overloaded with an intense amount of pleasure, it courses through your nerves, evoking goosebumps at the sheer intensity of it. Your body twitches, back arches as you let out a filthy whine-like moan of Satoru's name.

You shut your eyes because you felt like you'd go blind if you didn't, that's how intense the orgasm was.

Satoru smiles in satisfaction before shifting upwards and capturing your lips in a kiss, his tongue licks the inside of your cheeks, he could taste Suguru which made him let out a whine.

He continued to kiss you as he thrusted in and out. His hand reached for yours as he held you gently, before locking his hand with yours.

The moment felt so oddly romantic and intimate, but it quickly went away with your senses returning back to you.

Satoru didn't take long to finish after that, shooting his load inside you. He rode out his high for a moment before pulling out and watching his semen leak, dripping out from your pussy.

He scooped it up with a finger and pressed it against your lips before forcing it in and making you suck on his finger.

“I want you to taste me too.” He muttered before he pecked your cheek and pulled away.

You laid there, staring at the ceiling as they both cleaned and fixed themselves up. You felt enraged, gross, disgusted, constantly being used like this. You wanted to say something, tell them to fuck off and leave you alone.

But the thought of being alone and not having friends makes you hesitate.

You sit up in defeat before you clean yourself and dress up again properly, it takes a while but you're finally able to work on the project again.

Suguru makes you sit on his lap while Satoru comes up with a draft and multiple ideas on how to go about the topic. Suguru felt warm and cozy unlike just a few moments ago, and Satoru's words don't feel condescending. It feels so normal.

Moments like this make you question whether what happened just moments ago is actually real or not.

Perhaps that is why you can never truly stand up for yourself, as cruel as they are, they also make you feel comforted at the same time, give you the attention and care you lack from others. You wanted to laugh at yourself.

It's truly pathetic.