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i grieve a p3rp who never knew i existed more than erika grieved charlie

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Well damn 💀
i cant stop thinking about this picture… this is what his face looks like without widening his eyes and he has a natural face expression, not the ones he forces during photos. this is what he’d look like if you just saw him randomly walking by.
at the doctor right now, I hope they don’t comment on my weight 🙄
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Date: June 22, 2026
Location: Near a hotel in the Côte-des-Neiges neighborhood, Montreal, Quebec, Canada
Fatality: 2 people dead(bystander, cop), 1 injured cop
Perp: Seth Scott Hatfield (Born: c. 2001; Died: June 22, 2026-was shot by a cop)

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No but seriously imagine it:
You're seeing adam shoot up sandy hook. Everyone is having a great time. adam seem a little excited. "i have a surprise for you guys." adam says. All of a sudden andrew come out and start singing "pumped up kicks." When andrew gets to the chorus, someone else starts singing... "Black combat boots pacing in through the school building." Lights flash everywhere, and you see adam singing "pumped up kicks" along with andrew, while nicole dollaganger is singing "rampage". Everyone in the crowd is going wild and crying. Then if things couldn't get any better, Eric and Dylan walk onto stage and kiss, holding the gay flag.
this is based off that one 2015 bandom/dnp post ok. like the post about mcr and fob and p!atd that ended up sort of kinda coming true
Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.
Some new info on Sandy Hook lads
So the FBI just released 1,500 pages of documents on Sandy Hook. They mostly consist of documents on Adam Lanza’s life prior to Sandy Hook. I’m not sure what’s already known about the case I’m just gonna put it all here.
The information consists of school information and medical records. There are also accounts of the websites he frequented. He had been taking some online language and college courses and also sold National Rifle Association safety qualifications after visiting shooting ranges with his mother, who had been described as a “gun nut.” Some blame her for her son’s mental health and for having weapons in the house at the time.
Above: An image believed to be Lanza as child
In addition to these, there are also records of his relationship with his mother as he only communicated with his mother via email as he does not leave his room for three months prior to the shooting, some neighbours even said they had not seen him in years. In these three months, he did very little, mostly listening to Japanese techno music and playing video games. (Grand Theft Auto, Call of Duty, Doom, Left 4 Dead, Pikmin, Paper Mario, Shin Megami Tensei, Lego Star Wars, Kingdom Hearts.) The police discovered a number of gaming devices and computers upon searching the Lanza household which had been “significantly damaged by force trauma” and “scratched with an implement.”
Above: Lanza’s home
In his medical records, it stated that he was a vegan who did not like the texture of food, he was only 111lbs (50kg) when he died. In addition to this Lanza adopted “strange behaviours” such as preferring to sleep on the floor instead of the bed. He also liked to go on walks but avoided bright and natural light. It is also worth noting that Lanza was diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome (which is on the autism scale) though he had a hard time accepting this and refused to take his perscribed medicine.
In regards to his mother, it detailed that his mother once worked at a school, which Lanza also attended and he felt as though “his mother loved the students more than she loved him.” A witness told an agent that Lanza had been bullied at school though “not excessively” due to his “social awkwardness” and appearance. Also, when Lanza was in ninth grade he hacked through two levels of security to an undisclosed government computer. It was also reported that Lanza threatened to kill his mother sometime around December 2008.
Above: Lanza in 9th Grade
An online friend he met on a website dedicated to Columbine said he was the “weirdest person online.” Lanza also used screen names based on Tim Kretschmer and Kimveer Gill. It was said in an interview that Lanza “was singularly focused and obsessed with mass murderers and devoted almost all his internet activity to researching and discussing mass murderers and spree killing.”
He also had an online relationship with a woman, whose identity was protected for privacy reasons whom he met through a website where players adopt the roles of the Columbine shooters. She noted that it was clear that he was depressed and viewed the world negatively. He expressed occasional suicidal thoughts but she did not think he was capable of killing himself nevermind others.
Despite this, the FBI concluded that Lanza had done “careful, methodical planning and preparation.” and could have possibly been planning the attack since March 2011. She also told authorities that he had gone into details about his sexuality, he also hinted at the fact he might’ve been asexual. She mentioned that he composed “at least one lengthy email” on his views about paedophilia. In which he expressed his hatred of it but also said it could be “possibly beneficial to both parties.” FBI agents found a file on Lanza’s computer ‘advocating paedophiles’ rights and the liberation of children’ as well as a screenplay about a relationship between a 10-year-old boy and a 30-year-old man.
Another online friend was quoted to have said that Lanza felt “pity” for children as they believed that authoritarian people were “improperly controlling” them. She added that Lanza possibly felt as though he was “saving” or “protecting” the children from “taking them away from harmful influences.” He also viewed death as “an escape from the pressures of life.”
FULL RECAP ON NEW ARTHUR INVESTIGATIONS
Austrian news source “ServusTv” investigates his home, finds out he has been medicated for schizophrenia and depression since he was 13.
When the police searched his room, his room was filled with pills of all sorts.
His diary isn’t fully released yet but his final entry is “I hate you all”.
Friends of the perpetrator claim he used to jokingly threaten to shoot up his school and tell them about his favorite american school shooters.
His mother recalls him telling her that he’s gonna get a gun to “kill everyone.”
His siblings said they were aware that he was cutting himself.
ServusTv is pushing to reopen investigations, sign petitions pls ❤️
Smiggles, you're beyond weird.

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>:)
☆THE ACCOUNTS OF ADAM LANZA (2/?)☆
*this one shouldve came first…*
☆BLARVINK
Blarvink is known to be Adam’s first known account. And the first mention of this account was on Wikipedia. But, he wouldn’t use it for another two months.
The first existence of this account was on Wikipedia on February 4th, 2007. When Adam was just fourteen.
*during this time, Adam in late October (October 4th, 2006 to be exact was going to Yale Child Study Center in New Haven, Connecticut, seeing Dr. Robert King and Kathleen Koeing.*
And some edits that he did on this Wikipedia account (NONE OF THEM ARE MAJOR BTW…):
April 11th, 2007 (3x)
April 16th, 2007
April 26th, 2007
May 28th, 2007
May 31st, 2007
June 7th, 2007
June 27th, 2007
June 30th, 2007
August 4th, 2007
August 5th, 2007 (2x)
August 28th, 2007
September 3rd, 2007
September 9, 2007
September 10th, 2007 (2x)
March 1st, 2008
*INCLUDING DURING THIS TIME Adam turned fifteen, and Adam has his last meeting with nurse Keoind early February [Feb 7th, 2007])*
*Adam Lanza’s account ‘Blarvink’*
Another website that Adam joined was “2draw.net” on June 7th, 2005, where he posted a drawing of his named, “Elder Crying Over Nuclear Weapon.”
On the account, mid-2009 (June 6th, 2009); Adam was seen to attempt to delete his account.
*Photos of Adam’s account on 2draw.net*
[NOTE: the account was last logged into on June 10th, 2024, most likely pged or smth.]
On July 18th, 2011 Adam logged in as Blarvink on the website “gamefaqs.com” for the last time.
I think cult cases are pretty interesting, but I rarely see anyone talk about them on here. I kind of want to make some info posts but idk if anyone’s actually interested in cults 😞
Happy 21st birthday, Tim. Dying at 17… Some guys have all the luck.

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so many birds in the 🍵cc oml
I remember back when I was in middle school I heard through the grapevine vine that an unarmed intruder entered our school one time. It happened long before I started attending the school, though. I really wanna see if I can find anything about it in a local news paper or something.