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Hi rommy, I was just wondering if you use mobility aids yourself since you represent them so often in your writing?
Nope! I just think it's pretty realistic for the guys to use them considering the INSANE SHIT they live through (glances at gaz literally hanging from a rope out of a heli)
Ngl I'm kinda shocked how little disabled!141 the fandom has especially with retirement fics. I always think of gaz to have a cane, and soap when he's alive either uses a walker/cane/wheelchair bc of the TBI. Ghost is so the kinda guy to be nonchalant about his aids, he's kicking your legs in regardless of how he does it. Price, like gaz, probably has some pride issues surrounding his knee braces but christ does he need them.
Sorry, got a little rambly, I just think the fandom needs more mobility aids! :3
Chapter 1 of 'Rotwood'
Part of The 'Eyes of Lilith' collaboration
König x Afab!Reader || 4k
CW: This chapter contains Body horror, post-apocalyptic setting, environmental horror, existential horror, monsters/creatures, societal collapse, 'matriarchal societies', implied death/disappearances, disturbing imagery, themes of survival, slight objectification of men, gore, injury descriptions, blood, claustrophobic environments, protectiveness, animal gore, auditory hallucinations and potentially more.
The western road disappeared sometime during the night.
No one knew exactly when. At dusk, a makeshift watchtower on the settlement's eastern wall reported seeing the stretch of cracked asphalt winding toward Dornau. By dawn, all that remained was a wall of trees. Not fallen trees. Not overgrowth. Trees, hundreds of them, towering trunks packed shoulder to shoulder where open road had existed less than twelve hours earlier.
The Council called an emergency meeting right before breakfast and by midday, three arguments had broken out, two people had suggested fire (again), and someone had been escorted from the makeshift meeting hall (an old church) for insisting the forest was communicating through ‘root frequencies’. You sat through most of it with a pencil tucked behind your ear and another in your hand, trying and failing to make sense of the latest reports:
-"Roots observed beneath the southern watch post but unable or unwilling to go further."
-"Livestock disappearance. Unconfirmed."
-"Possible movement within the Rotwood after sunset."
Your handwriting changed halfway down the page, feeling more annoyed, more urgent,
-"Route to Dornau now inaccessible."
That was the problem. Not the roots, not the stories. Hell, not even the trees, mostly. It was the goddamn route. Sure, the settlement's stores would survive another month, maybe two. But Dornau had medicine. They had fuel, working solar panels that they were willing to trade. If the road was gone, someone needed to find another way through. And unfortunately, that someone was apparently you.
The head of this makeshift council suddenly slid a folder across the table in your direction, and you stared at it before flicking your eyes to her, then back at the folder.
"No."
"An excellent opening argument," she said.
"-It's a complete argument."
"You haven't even opened it, I suggest you do."
"I don't need to."
A few people around the table snorted, all except her.
"The route needs to be surveyed."
"Then survey it."
"I haven't left the walls in six months."
"That sounds like a you problem."
A twitch appeared near her eye at your stubborn rebuttal. Progress, at least you assumed as much.
"You know the road network better than anyone here."
"Yeah, but only because I drove it."
"See? That’s exactly why you’ve been selec-”
"-Before the world got eaten."
The silence that followed left a thickness in your throat that pulled an unease out of everyone. But nobody corrected you, no one dared encroached on that. Besides, the world hadn't technically been eaten, that was simply the easiest way to describe it.
One year ago there had been highways. Cities full of life and people. Cities with streetlights, cell towers… Now there was mostly the Rotwood and the far and few settlements that dotted the landscape. No one understood exactly how it had happened, just that one day people were discussing rising food costs and failing infrastructure, and a few months later, roots were bursting through apartment floors in the middle of the night.
The forest hasn’t stopped growing since.
The woman folded her arms across her chest and looked down her nose at you, "You won't be alone, at least."
You immediately distrusted the tone of her voice and narrowed your eyes at her, "Who?"
She smiled, it was a poor attempt at one, but a smile nonetheless. The kind people used when the answer was going to make your day worse.
"König."
The room went quiet and your stomach dropped.
"Oh."
"That's usually the response."
Arguing was no use here. You pulled the folder toward you and opened it to find scraps of map, mostly. A handwritten list of what Dornau had last offered in trade and a photograph of the old western road that had been taken from the makeshift-watchtower around four months ago. They acted as if the road still looked the same, and you stared at it for a second before flipping it face-down. You were to accept that you’d been ‘unanimously selected’ to pack your shit and find a way back to Dornau. They called it a mission, a survey. They called it, with straight faces, an ‘opportunity’. Nobody in that room said the word ‘expendable,’ but it sat at the table with you anyway, weighing your stomach down like lead.
“You leave at dawn.”
“Fine.”
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You zipped your rucksack shut and felt the tension in your thighs as you resist the urge to launch the whole bag across the room and into the wall.
‘Bullshit’, you thought, and then said it out loud. “Bullshit… absolute bullshit.”
Your breath plumed in the cool morning air and the echo you gave yourself was a comfort in the weighted tension that dawn gave. But the curse gave no relief as the clock ticked the seconds away, night melting into day. You stood from your bunk and drug the bag closer before shouldering it, shucking the weight of the pack from shoulder to shoulder, feeling the ache set into the hinge of your arm and the base of your neck before you’d even stepped a foot outside. You caught a glimpse of yourself in the partially-broken mirror near the front door, taking note of yourself: jaw set and chin lifted. A facade of bravery that you’d have to carry the weight of the moment you walked out.
Once outside, every neighbor, every 'friend' and 'foe' alike kept their eyes cast to the ground. You told yourself it didn't matter, and maybe it didn't.. Someone near the gate cleared their throat and looked away before you could catch their eye, and you felt something ugly rise in your chest - gratitude, maybe, that no one was watching, or something closer to its opposite. You'd heard the stories. Seen the way people came back unlike themselves only to disappear nights later. Your feet kept moving anyway, which was either courage or just the absence of a better option, until your eyes landed on him.
He was unmistakable. Even hunched over a pack in the early morning fog, he had the kind of size that made the space around him feel borrowed. Dressed in fatigues that had been hand-repaired several times over and a worn balaclava that left him all but featureless aside from those ocean eyes that carried night after night of sleeplessness. You could only wonder how he fit through the doors in the settlement and whether or not Waldheim even had a bed for someone like him. And as you approached, he regarded you as one might a fish left floundering on a riverbank: not unkindly, but with a private amusement that suggested he wasn't entirely surprised.
“Take off your rucksack. Show me your things.”
You pulled the ruck from your shoulders without a word and set it down, unzipping it and stepping back. He crouched and went through it with gloved hands - flashlight, water filter, purification tablets, field knife, antiseptic, the maps, compass, cordage, two pairs of socks, insect repellant, bandages. He turned the last of your coffee over once in his palm before setting it back. The MRE’s he stacked to one side were reorganized, then he packed it all back the way he'd found it and stood, and his eyes went to the wall of trees that once was the western road.
"The woods aren't like before," he said. "Growing fast again, ja? Must be angry."
You waited, but that was all he gave you before the gate opened. One guard spat over his boot and nodded to you, the motion dry and terminal and the other simply just opened the gate, muttering a quick ‘good luck’ under his breath. And before you knew it, the gate was already swinging closed behind you, the clang of the latch echoing like a starter’s pistol, and König was walking forward with a stride that said the only way out of this was through. You hesitated a beat, half expecting him to look back, acknowledge you as a teammate, or at least a grunt of a goodbye at the wall, but he was all business, a silhouette bulking rapidly into the dark edge of the tree line.
You hustled to catch up, toes of your boot meeting and catching the roots that buckled the tarmac underfoot, making each step a negotiation with your ankles, but your mind was already outpacing your body, running through every rumor, every apocryphal tale of the Rotwood. All of them ended with someone gone, or changed, or worse. The trees here looked as if they’d been poured out of the sky: too thick, too tall, packed side by side so tightly in some spaces that you couldn’t throw a stick between them. You imagined the old road still running underneath, a black ribbon suffocating in ancient roots, the last gasp of the old way dying beneath.
König didn’t pause at the treeline; he simply slipped through the gap between two peat-colored trunks and vanished, the camouflage of his fatigues merging instantly with the ambiguous dark. You followed, the air instantly shifting from needle-toothed morning cold to a humid petrichor-heavy air that made the hairs on your neck stand up. The sounds changed, too. Gone were the familiar sounds of the settlement, the squabbling chickens, the diesel cough of generators, the low chatter of old neighbors.. They were all severed in an instant. In their place rose a breathing, rustling quiet, thick with the scent of wet earth and things growing too fast. Every leaf held a separate tension; every shadow seemed to pulse with a slow, deliberate malice.
“H-Hey! Wait up!”
Your voice went nowhere, immediately suffocated in the churned loam and thunderous silence pressing up from the roots below. The sound of your call was devoured before it had traveled a hand’s length in front of your face, as if the trees themselves had breathed it in, tasted your attempt at intrusion, and dismissed it. König didn’t slow but rotated his head a fraction, giving you a warning in the form of a single, stern glance - something behind the eyes that said, ‘If you keep making noise, one of us is not coming back.’ You swallowed the rest of your shout and kept your eyes low, pace doubled to close the gap without incident. The lesson was already written: in the Rotwood, only an idiot announced themselves. Idiots and inhabitants, anyways.
You tailed him deeper, yours ears pricked for the unnatural stillness. Birds did not sing, there were no insect sounds, no wind. After twenty, thirty minutes, you realized you’d stopped keeping track of time, or distance, or cardinal direction for that matter. Maybe König could navigate, maybe not. You were already disoriented, uncertain if you’d gone a hundred meters or over a kilometer. The trunks were packed so tight that the light above was trapped in a permanent twilight, the colors shifting between bloody brown and putrefied gold as leaves above caught stray rays and filtered them through furious chlorophyll.
Then there was a sudden rustling to your left.
You jerked, your hand moving to the hilt of your knife before you even realized it and König simply kept walking. You want to say his name, but the syllables won’t even form on your tongue. Instead, you pivot just enough to put the noise at your twelve and narrow your eyes, squinting through the tight, oily filament of light that seeps in sideways. On the surface, nothing stirs: the trunks are massive, their bark both old and new and deeply fissured, and the ground is a quilt of last year’s leaf mold and spongy peat, all twined together with roots both hair-fine and thick as sewer pipes. But you know something is there; you heard it, felt it down in the cut where the animal-self resides.
Then the movement comes again, barely more than a twitch, and your eyes catch the suggestion of motion above shoulder height. In another life, in another world, you’d have said it was wind, a branch shifting. Instead, it is something darker: a tremble in the air itself, a sense of gaze and presence so complete you nearly drop into a crouch out of instinct to make yourself smaller. You fumble for the logic of it, for a way to explain what you’re seeing - branches, yes, but not branches, not alive, more like the memory of limbs reaching for light that isn’t here - and you take a slow step back, your heel sinking into mud.
The silence pushes in and swallows whatever breath, whatever words you’d planned - only to be broken once more. A familiar voice slipped into the hum and hit the soft spot beneath your ribs. “You always did run toward the wrong things, didn’t you?” Just the shape of the words, not the sound - like a sentence spoken in a dream, perfectly familiar, impossible to recall. The accent, the rhythm, the.. everything.. right up until it snapped, shredded, and was cut off by the wall of a body, the literal meat of König, crowding out sensation. His gloved hand clamped around your bicep with careful force, more restraint than threat, more warning than comfort.
He studied your face with a peculiar totality, as if trying to count every beat of terror and outrage in your skin. Then he made a barely audible click in his throat and jerked his chin forward and up - eyes on the woods, not on you. It was his soldier’s way of saying ‘move’, you think. You let yourself be pulled along, the mud beneath your boots squelching in subtle protest, and you tried to shake the voice from the soft meat of your memory.
But it lingered.
You walked with König, feeling his stride like a metronome set to military time, but your mind kept snagging on the echo of that whisper. Was it memory? Hallucination? You’d been told the Rotwood played tricks, sure. But this was something else. It clawed at you, the near-certainty that someone had spoken directly into the labyrinth of your mind, twisting it into a smaller, meaner shape. The inflection, the cadence, the way it flicked the tip of each word - all of it sewn into your brain by years of dull familiarity. A simulacrum with just enough longing in the vowels to excavate marrow-deep ache. You were so sure it must have been real that you turned, slow as prey, expecting to find the source wearing a face or a body, but the only thing that met your eyes was the familiar - or not so familiar - sight of the Rotwood.
Eventually König released your arm and began forward once more, his bulk carving through the trees as if expecting them to part for him. You wanted to grab him, to scream his name and demand that he explain why the forest could speak your memories into a false existence, but you settled for stumbling after him, jaw clenched tight. The roots shifted underfoot, bulging upward like someone tugged a rope, and you tripped and fell, palm-first, and the taste of leaf mold and something bitter filled your mouth. You pushed up into a squat, spit, and choked on the realization that the ground itself was warm and swore that the roots where you’d fallen pulsated in slow, deliberate waves. Almost reminiscent of an animal breathing. You wiped your hand on the thigh of your pants, but the heat stayed with you, crawling up your wrist toward your elbow.
König turned at the sounds of your distress, his head cocking as if triangulating the exact flavor of your fear. And in two strides he was on you. "Bist du noch ganz dicht?" Not a hiss, something worse, something pressed flat and airless, like the way you speak when raising your voice would kill you both. He hauled you upright by the arm. "You bleed all over the silence." His thumb dug into the meat of your bicep once, a period at the end of a sentence. "That is what it wants." The accent hit the words like a blade finding the same notch twice.
You gave a soft whine at the pain of his grip and he released you, and, for an instant, you saw something behind his balaclava not entirely made of human concern: a sweep of calculation, something like regret, then he walked ahead. You spat again and made yourself match his pace. You tried not to think about the heat crawling up your veins, but the feeling pressed on your nerves, body itching as if the root’s warmth had left eggs in your skin.
The going only got meaner from there.
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You hated the way your knees ached; hated more that the way the old asphalt clung to the edge of your memory but not your feet. Hours bled into each other, the focus of your entire being reduced to not tripping, not losing König’s bobbing head, not screaming when the trees grew so close you had to slide between them sideways, breathing bark and the rot-sweet perfume of sap. It felt as if every dozen meters, the forest changed its mind about what it wanted to be: from humid, fungused tunnels of collapsed branches to wide clearings hung with veils of mist and the latticed structure of vines that seemed to congregate around old human structures. Sunlight faded, or the Rotwood simply denied it, until you were moving blind at times, only able to rely on the flashlights the two of you had brought in.
A thought prodded your memory, remembering that you’d read somewhere that in deep forests, your senses lose calibration. That, deprived of true sound and true light, the mind starts to mistake direction, time, even your own position in the world. By the time König halted, you could not have said whether it was morning or nearly dusk, only that the hunger in your gut had bloomed into a second, more bestial self when he suddenly decided to put a hand back to halt you. König tilted his head, cocking an ear toward the hush ahead. Then with all the care of an animal deciding whether to trot out onto the ice, he peeled his pack off, signaled for silence, and squatted. The gesture was clear: Stay put. Watch. Wait.
You went to the ground beside him, your breath a bitter cloud stifled against the crook of your elbow, and peered into the low gloom. At first, only layers of bark and root, all depth and no movement. König’s hand slid back and snared your wrist, pressing your palm flat to the earth. At first, you recoiled, then felt it: a faint thump, not unlike the rhythm of a heart, muffled but distinct. Then a hum, subtle, through the loam. König’s head swiveled, and he put his lips almost to your ear: “Down.”
You pressed yourself prone, cheek against black soil, and the taste of the earth, iron and acid, filled your jaw. Somewhere ahead, the root-heartbeat deepened and stretched, and then something moved.
Across the clearing, it appeared; a thing like a deer, but taller, gaunter. The shape did not fit your standard Stag, too tall, too thin, a rack of antlers blooming from the head like an explosion of root and bone. You braced yourself for an animal, then for the ruined parody of the thing it used to be.
But even with all the warnings, the stories and your own instinctual dread, you were not prepared for the way it moved. The animal, if it was still an animal, limped and swayed, its limbs impossibly long, its body a coalescence of maggoty sinew and rot-laced fur that barely held together. Its ribs pinched the skin into lacy webs, and parts of its hide flaked off, revealing a thick, twisted ichor that oozed between exposed vertebrae. The antlers were wider than your own arm span, not antler at all but fused fibers and twisted root that still bled, the velvet hanging like the gored flesh of a fresh kill. Its jaw worked side to side as it walked, broken, unhinged and empty but for splinters of bark, and what should have been eyes were simply wet holes, raw and gaping.
Its hooves didn’t make a sound aside from the vibrational hum that vibrated through the ground. It stepped and paused, nostrils flaring as if sifting the world for molecules of you. A rank dread peeled your ribs apart, like the memory of a belt whipping across your back - a childish, primal humiliation. If you could have stopped your own heart, you would have, for fear the thing might taste it. But you didn’t have time to process the impossible thing you were seeing before a fist of stench slammed into your face. It was raw, animal, but abraded through the filter of organic rot and ammonia that only comes from something that should never have lived. König’s hand was at your mouth before your diaphragm could choose between retching and screaming, gloved fingers crushing you silent as the Stag’s head snapped up, the antlers spidering a shadow across the ground. Its gaze was a searchlight, and though its face had no eyes, you felt it burn through the marrow of your bones with the precision of an autopsy scalpel.
Then it made a sound, nothing like that of a standard deer, no, it was a vocalization torn apart by the half-life of its corrupted throat. A sickening, liquid wheeze like wet leaves sucked through a drain, like the sound organs make when spilled from a gutted animal. The noise struck you as exactly what the end of the world would sound like if it had a mouth. König’s grip tightened and suddenly, every muscle in your body became static, waiting for the engine of horror to lurch or charge. Instead, the thing simply inhaled. If air were currency, this was theft; it flickered its nostrils so violently the skin at the bridge tore further, splitting wide enough to weep a line of coagulated blood.
And then it did something you could not have prepared for: it reared, it’s rear legs splintering off blunt bone where hoof met hock, and twisted its entire being toward the darkened woods. The backward articulation of its legs was so sharp and abrupt that even König flinched, and you bit your own tongue in the effort not to scream. An entire bouquet of sick sweetness and ammonia lathered your throat and König’s hand, and for a moment you thought you’d black out. The Stag was gone. One heartbeat it was there, the next, it had vanished into the thick behind a maze of branches.
You waited.
König waited.
The only evidence that anything had happened at all was the stench burning the insides of your nostrils, and the black blood-like resin that had spilled from the roots where the Stag’s hooves buckled the ground. Only when König finally released his hand did you realize you’d been holding your breath for at least a count of thirty. Your jaw ached from the pressure, and you spat again, except this time it was blood, the copper tang mixing with the aftertaste of decay. You didn’t even register the pain.
“It did not scent us as prey,” König said, and the way he said it, low, almost to himself, made it worse. “This is.. strange..”
Your body returned to you in a series of violent failures: the coppery slick flood under your tongue, the tremor that began deep in your chest and seized your limbs until your hands were shaking so badly you couldn’t have held a bullet. Your breath hitched and caught, a wet, broken sound like a damaged engine refusing to turn over. You ground your knuckles into the dirt, trying to press the memory out through your bones, to force yourself back into the shape of a person who hadn’t witnessed the world peel back to show its rotting heart.. But König was already methodically searching the treetops. “We stop here tonight,” he stated, his voice flat, and he did not turn toward you again.
And that was alright with you.
Contrary to popular belief, ghost is the parent who insists on taking photos of his baby all the time.
Little chubby thing with the reddest face anyone's seen, ghost lovingly calls baby his little ladybug. He genuinely doesn't understand the men he would overhear on base, talking about their babies and wives at home as if they were some parallel lines running next to eachother.
He laughed the first time a supposed father proudly proclaimed he'd never changed a diaper, because "yer no father at that point, jones. Just the poor excuse for the kids other half."
No, ghost is obsessed with being in his babies life.
He wants to be there with you when baby is crying all night and the only thing that makes her sleep is the sound of the vacuum. He wants to have her photos plastered around the house, more than that he wants to be in the photos.
Before you, before the baby, the only photos of ghost existed in a classified folder documenting the injuries of one simon riley. Ghost hated appearing in photos, had no interest in documenting the disgusting thing that he inhabited.
Now? Now, ghost is forcing himself to be in nearly every photo with baby. One with her Curled up on his bare chest, bumblebee onesie almost too big for her. One with ghost hunched over in the couch while he feeds baby because she only drinks when she can see both you and ghost.
Eventually, he fills a baby book. Countless photos, all evidence of his love.
He doesn't think about his own father, how the only photos they had together were on his 6th birthday after the cops talked to mum and da for hours. He grew up wondering what a dad does, what if feels like to be loved like in the movies.
Ghost never wants his daughter to wonder if she was loved. Even if he doesn't come back from the field, he wants pages of evidence to quell any insecurity she has.
If there's one person you want to go with to amusement parks, it's ghost.
Price is good for maybe two coasters before he's grumbling about an aching back and complaining about the food. Soap may like coasters, but he's a total snob and extremely prone to food poisoning from theme parks only. Gaz will outright laugh at you and tell you—for the 30th time—about the time he flew hanging from the rope of a helo.
But ghost? Oh man, he's perfect.
"We have to get there early, beat the lines, kid." A total fucking masochist, he wants every ride they have. He wants to feel his blood rush to his feet when he's turned upside down, wants to stumble off that ride happy to be alive.
"C'mon, that one almost killed someone two years ago." He tells you, pointing to the most extreme ride as a 'warm up' and when you mumble about saving it for last, he just laughs at the assumption you'll only ride it once.
If you get sick, he laughs like a proud brother and takes a photo of you instead of buying one off the gift shop.
He never really uses the money price gives him anyways, so he'll buy you a plushie from the giftshop to celebrate your big achievement.
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In the three months you've lived in your apartment, you've only seen your neighbor twice.
Once, when you caught him on his way back from the store. Carrying an obscene amount of bags in one arm, all of them looking suspiciously like microwave-dinners. The other time you had caught him in the lobby looking about ready to murder the out-of-service elevator. You chatted with him while you both walked up the stairs, and he introduced himself as "simon"
And, sue you, you feel bad for the guy. Doesn't get visitors, doesn't go anywhere as far as you know.
And those damn tv dinners.
So, you buy all the fancy ingredients you usually reserve for celebrations and cook dinner for two. Your school drama teacher would have been proud of your performance when you sheepishly knocked on his door with a tray of lasagna "uhm, hi. I'm your neighbor, I don't know if you remember me–"
"I do." Simon cuts you off, door barely hedged open. His arm, the one on his cane, shakes with effort. Eyes cutting down to your tray, narrowing, "what's that?"
"Oh– uhm. Lasagna. I made more than I expected, and I'm out of town in a few days and I don't want to waste it–" you rattle off, faster than you'd like but conscious of the way his shoulder must be aching just to stand and talk to you, "I thought– if we shared–"
"Fine." Cutting you off again, door pulling further open "but I don't own dishes. Bring yer own."
Which is how you end up sharing a tense dinner with simon, footie match on the tv in the next room. You try not to stare but...he's handsome under that surgical maks he always wears. Good, strong jaw, pretty lips, nice scars.
When he's done, simon whipes the food that spilled off his chin and grunts "best damn meal I've had in years."
Really, it becomes routine from there.
You bring over a homecooked meal, every week at least. Eventually you and simon start chatting, at first bitching about the elevator and neighbors, then life in general. Ghost starts to accumulate actual plates and cups in his home, some food items other than microwave meals.
You learn a lot about simon. About what he did before the injury, about the mates he calls now and again. Eventually, you bully him into using his wheelchair when you visit instead of forcing himself to use a cane. He also bullies you into getting your shower head fixed.
It's....nice. you never notice, but when you aren't looking simon looks at you like a lovestruck fool.
How will tf141 react if you stole their shirts/hoodies
Okay now imagine this but with dragon!reader....
You've never really had a proper hoard, what with going through the military. Constantly changing bases, moving locations for ops, having your bunk torn to shreds by drill instructors...yeah. bad times for your hoard instincts.
Sure, you kept a small bag of trinkets and momentos that kept you sane, but nothing like the sprawling hoard your ma had back home.
Not until captain price pulls you onto his team.
Now, you've got a relatively stable base you work from. More than that, you're starting to feel those hoard-pack instincts with your teammates....
You know you shouldn't. You know humans find it weird, but asking them outright is somehow worse. No soldier talks about feelings unless they're bleeding out or blackout drunk.
So...you maybe grab a few items here and there.
Ghosts hoodie that he left in the lockers while he showered, prices jacket he left in the humvee that one time. Snagging a pair of gazs sweatpants when they go through the wash, and one of soaps old band-tees from the same load.
They all go into your hoard, a comfortable pile on your bed that smells like pack.
You don't wear them around base, of course not. But on weekends or nights out enjoying yourself, you do. It's comforting, like your packmates have claimed you though they don't know it yet. Sometimes you like to just pop up to the local shop wearing one of their things for the sole purpose of being seen by others in it.
You...massively miscalculated exactly how hidden you've been until you see a notification pop up on soaps phone.
Lizard shots
Gaz: got this one last night at the park, I think thats johns beanie [image]
The photo attached was a blurry shot of you.
You, at the part, wings spread mid take-off. You scroll up a bit, and find photo after photo of you in their clothes. Some hastily taken, some clear and seemingly hidden behind corners and doors.
Those assholes knew the whole time, and turned it into a game.
how would ghost deal with a reader who has a phobia of bugs? aka me haha
He would actually be more understanding about it than others because he has an irrational fear of snakes.
He's more than happy to remove any bug from any room. sometimes he spots one before you and pulls out his SAS training just to sneak the bug out, knowing just the thought of being near one stresses you out. In fact, he's more than happy to not talk to you about bugs despite them being on his mind constantly.
His two rules? At least once a week he wants time to go look at bugs or visit the local butterfly garden, and you have to be okay with the caterpillar plush in his bed.
Other than that, he doesn't mind. His joy for something is never a reason to cause you hurt.
No thoughts just ghost who struggles to sleep at night, right?
He tosses and turns even in your arms, even with you safe beside him. Tormented by the things he's done, the things that have been done to him. You love your boyfriend more than you should, and it hurts you to see the battlefield follow him home.
Some nights, ghost shifts out of bed when he thinks you're sleeping. Moving silently around the house, trying to stay sane.
Other nights, when the thunderstorm outside has cold creeping in and your own will to sleep dwindling, you shake his shoulder "si. Si, wake up, c'mon."
Everytime, ghost grumbles like he was actually asleep, rumbling while he grabs some pants "wha? What is it, love?"
"C'mon, lets go drive." You tug at him, grabbing the blanket from the closet.
That's exactly what you do, ghost in the passenger seat snuggled up in a blanket. You drive for hours around in the rain, stop to get greasy junk food and fill up on it until the food coma creeps up on simon and he's snoring like and engine beside you.
Scarred cheek mushed into the seat belt, shoes in the back seat and socked feet tucked under the blanket.
Once, he told you that his mom drove him around and bought him ice cream the day after his father...well. he told you it was the nicest thing she'd ever done. Now, tucked into the seat of your car with rain pelting in the rooftop in some empty parking lot, all the scars even out under the dim light. The injury and trauma melts away and he looks young again.
Price has, on mutliple occasions this week alone, verbally torn some poor unsuspecting soldier to shreds.
It's absolutely terrifying, given the captain hardly deals with anyone outside of the task force and never cared enough to properly yell. The entire base has been eerily tense, terrified of being the next to fall to his wrath.
Which, of course, means the team are insistent on figuring out what the hell is wrong with him.
They subtly track him around base, updating the group chat with any information. Price follows his usual routine with a firm scowl on his face, people leaving rooms when he walks in, but nothing out of the ordinary.
Not until gaz watches price step out to his usual place to smoke, walk and annoyed circle and do....nothing? Gaz is about to approach when price pulls out his phone.
"Hi, love," the scowl on prices face smoothes out instantly, and gaz knows he's talking to you, his spouse. "Just checking in."
He scrubs a hand over the back of his neck, the same motion he does after an exhausting mission "I miss you too, sweet'art. Just a few more days an' I'll be with you, okay?"
For the first time in weeks, price smiles that soft loving smile. Gaz narrows his eyes, waits for price to fish out a cig while he talks but...it never happens.
Instead, price pulls out a piece of gum, settles heavily against the wall, and asks with all the adoration in the world "how's baby doing?"
Oh shit.
Turns out, price has been on the verge of homicide because his beloved spouse is pregnant and he doesn't want to make baby sick smoking around the house, nor does he want to upset said spouse with the "most foul smell I've ever experienced, john" by smoking on base.
Price quit smoking cold turkey for you and his future kid.
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Ghost with erectile dysfunction, but he'd never waste a moment to have you even if his body doesn't cooperate in the stolen moments.
So he fucks you with the suppressor on his pistol instead.
Huffs about you being "such a slag for me, hm? Take anything i give you." When you only screw your face in disgust but open your thighs wider for him. Notches the suppressor just barely inside and kisses you, one hand roaming your body, until you're grinding down on it of your own accord.
"Gonne cum for me? Make me a new favorite weapon?" He teases, smiling at the desperate little groan you let out. Ghost starts fucking the suppressor into you properly, pushing further and further until he can angle it just right–
"There you go..." a delighted growl when your whole body seizes, the edge of the suppressor brutally massaging that perfect spot inside you.
He doesn't stop until you're shaking with overstimulation and desperately grabbing at his wrist to pull out the gun.
You earn a kiss on the cheek for schooling the embarrassment on your face after a moment, and a promise "why don't we work through the rest of my collection this weekend?" When he leaves you in that closet, holstering his pistol.
HIII i js wanted to say i LOVE ur hybrid reader aus and how u don limit it to js mammals and each one of em is such a treat uve introduced me to weird!simon and its safe to say im HOOKED im sniffing ur acc more than i should to check in n see if uve posted smtg new
Also another thing im really appreciative of in ur writing is how gender neutral the reader seems to be—imo ofc, or even if my memory serves me wrong and u write for a specific audience, ur work is rlly gud and usually i would feel uncomfortable with the self insert having another gender but i really js enjoy ur work how it feels like im wrapping a warm blanket around myself. Ig its the lack of emphasis of the femininity of the reader in ur fics which makes me feel more comfortable but i luv ur work nonetheless.
Have a good week and take care of urself ^^
Omg thank you!!!!!!
The neutral writing is 100% intentional! I kept getting jumpscared by untagged fem readers OR """neutral""" readers that were excessively feminine but didn't use she/her, or sudden afab readers, so I decided to make my default reader as gender and biologically neutral as possible!
I love the cod fandom, but my one gripe with the fanfic side is how horrible people are about properly tagging their readers(*´-`) I'd love to see more neutral or masc stuff in fanfic so im going my part!🫡
No thoughts just wolf shifter!ghost who lost the ability to properly shifter due to injuries from roba...
Instead of shifting into a proper wolf, he becomes something...different, wrong. Limbs too long, torso bent at an odd angle. His fur is patchy and thin, tail wiry and ears too pointed. Ghost can't escape his disfigurement even in his other form, the one meant to bring comfort to him.
If ghost had it his way, he'd never shift again. Live his life as a human and pretend his wolf never clawed at his insides begging to be seen.
Unfortunately for ghost and his tendency to never address his emotions, shifters have to shift at least once a month to prevent hospitalization.
So, once a month, ghost drags himself deep into the forest outside of base.
Government property technically, least risk of being seen by civilians or gunned down by hunters. Under the moonless night, ghost becomes a twisted memory of a wolf. He stalks the ground, indulges in every instinct while stubbornly refusing to acknowledge his body.
Every stumble is just excitement, every wrong-sounding howl and bark just a weird echo. But when ghost finds his way to the river he loves, he also finds another shifter.
Another shifter like him.
A deer, at some point. But your fawn spots still paint your hide, your legs have too many bends in them, and antlers sprouts only from the right of your head. You, too, are a creature born of violence.
It is a silent agreement, what happens between you.
That night, two monsters follow eachother through the woods. For once, ghost finds himself play-bowing and chasing another creature again. He feels light, happy. Working his twisted muscles until you end up curled into his soft stomach, soft grass under you and polluted sky above.
Only in the morning will ghost learn that the terrible scarred thing in the woods is the shy archivist on base. The one who smiles at him when no one else will.
[This] post had me thinking about hybrid being touch starved due to their toxins and such, so...
Imagine being jellyfish hybrid and, due to the nematocysts covering your skin, no one can touch you without risking death. So they just...don't.
A few brave soulds are willing to touch you only with your extra thick gear on, letting them borrow your gloves so any touch feels more like a barely-registered pressure. You've grown used to setting things down instead of handing them to people less you glove touch them. People give you a wide berth in crowds, and some flinch when you accidentally brush against them
There are no words to describe the type of lonely born from being surrounded by people that refuse to touch you.
It's a grief that you've grown into, something you wear alongside the rest of your gear that protects people from you. No one can touch you, and you have to be okay with that.
Then you meet ghost, a leatherback sea turtle, and your whole worldview changes.
The first touch you experience in years is a hand around your throat and the blunt reminder that you aren't special. That you could die any day. It's brutal, it's terrifying, but late at night...all you can think about was the texture of his skin against yours.
You hardly notice you're doing it, but everyone else does.
How you linger after ghost, eyes locked onto him anytime he isn't looking at you. When you two spar, he keeps all the gear on because "this is how it will be on the field. Sink or swim, soldier."
Some part of you is buzzing just at that. You walk away from every sparring session with electricity under your skin. You pace your room for hours just trying to acclimate to all this touch, never having felt it so much before.
Then one night his hand slips, glove coming off at the same time your helmet shifts and–
His hand. On the bare skin of your neck.
You can hardly think, mind blue-screening from the sensory input of skin that isn't your own, whole body frozen.
Ghost narrows his eyes above you. Distantly, you know he's coming to the right conclusion, he's an SAS operative, he can figure out simple shit like this.
Instead of yelling at you, he carefully removes your hand "you would have been gutted on the field for freezing like that."
Then, he tilts his head, contemplating "you need to familiarize yourself with skin-to-skin contact. We'll start working on that, too."
Christ, ghost wants to kill you with all this training.
Being roommates with soap means he gets to hear every part of your life, and vice versa.
Every weekend when you're both able to, you buy takeout and gossip. Soap fills you in on the ongoing bet about when exactly ghost will realize gaz has been flirting with him for weeks, and you fill him in on your recent bedmates without noticing how jealous he is everytime you talk about them.
Right now, fore example, he's working very hard not to snap his chopsticks while you tell him about the guy you hooked up with two days ago. You wake a hand dramatically "like, I get that I'm into older men, don't get me wrong– but usually they can keep up with me!"
"What? Finally sent one into cardiac arrest?" Soap raises a brow teasingly, then adds "so what happened?"
"Nothing!" You toss your hands up, every bit dramatic and charming as you always are "why?! Because he couldn't get it up!!"
"Yikes." Soap mumbles more for the cue to continue, quietly thinking he'd never have an issue getting going if you'd let him–
"Which, isn't usually a problem, it happens yknow? But he was such an ass–" you scowl at the memory, takeout box crinkling slightly from how hard you hold it. Soap frowns too, mostly because he hates knowing someone you trusted to sleep with was mean, "he blamed me! Me! Said I didn't work hard enough!"
From the many, many, detailed accounts soap has heard from you he knows that isn't true. He's had dreams of you sucking him off from how often you talk about it. "What a cunt," soap sneers, knocking his shoulder with yours "bet his profile sucked too."
"It did! But he was nice, so I took a chance. Here, I'll show you–" you reach across the spread of food to grab your phone, settling back practically tucked into soaps side to show him your screen "here, look."
Soap leans over your shoulder, ready to verbally tear this man to shreds like you and him often do only–
John Price, 47.
Not looking for anything serious.
Soap coughs, doubles over choking on his food–
"Holy shit–! Are you okay? Johnny?" You gasp, slapping him on the back until he stops making concerning wheezes.
"That...that's my captain–"
"....oh shit, really?" You look back at the profile. Technically you never ended anything for good with him, just told him to fix his attitude. "Should I go back and bet blackmail?"
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lowkey thought this was going to turn into angst about johnny dying 😅
Glad to know I've sufficiently traumatized all of you >:3c
The two types of rommy soap posts are "oh and he DIED" or "post tbi soap" and honestly I think that's beautiful. Man...I should write more tbi soap...I've been toying with him as an ambulatory wheelchair user for some stuff...lots of potential...
Of the many things you've said about your lieutenant, ghost, never once would you have expected to say he's...shockingly good with babies.
"Hey lil' man," ghost coos to the baby sat in his lap, happily chewing on the ear of a snoopy plush with a tiny fist wrapped around ghosts pinky. "Having fun? Thinking up some big things, I'm sure."
It looks comical how small a normal, healthy baby looks in his lap. Little arms waving absolutely while it turns to look at ghosts unmasked face. Baby doesn't cry, only stares up at ghost before exclaiming "ahh!! Babbfaaahh!!"
Ghost, he only laughs and holds baby up in his palms so baby can touch all over his scarred face. Little excited "ah ah ah"s and random giggling interspersed whenever ghost pulled a funny face.
"Smart fella, ain't you?" Ghost snorts, sets baby back down to chew on snoopy. He's got this soft, sappy expression on his face. Looks so natural with a baby in his arms. You can't help but snap a few photos.
Next time you baby sit, you'll ask your cousin about letting the twins stay over. You have a strange feeling ghost would love a princess fairy teaparty.