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Right? Like how we learn in our twenties, or earlier for people not me, blonde is a good base for any other color. That's is true same tones and udnertones. Yeah I stopped dying my hair so bright last year, more natural blonde than bleach and Im like if it gets too dark can I go with a natural lookign red haha

If you can pull off blonde, I'm convinced you can pull of any colour. I've been loving this new, natural blonde on you by the way. I mean, you're gorgous no matter what, but it really suits you. If you ever decide to test out the red, I'll be there to hold your hand as you go through the change.

i told you i would not miss it for the world! swear, i went though a bucket of tissues. you were phenomenal, sadie. you belong on that stage. you were transcending. i could not be more prouder of you. you are amazing. please let me buy you dinner her in napa we have to celebrate.

Still, it meant a lot to me that you would actually show up. A lot of people told me they would go and haven't, so to see you in the audience was so cool. Sorry for making you cry, but not that sorry since that was my entire purpose on stage. Thanks for dinner, by the way. It was so nice to catch up. Have you headrd straight home now or are you visiting somewhere else?

i keep seeing all these clips of you at your play during the closing applause and the captions talk about how you're in a bad mood? though i'm starting to think that's nothing more than clickbait and people are clearly reading your emotions wrong. are you enjoying your run though? has to be exciting to get back to your theater kid roots, right?

Don't get me started. People are so dramatic about the curtain call, but it's not my choice. I would've been smiling, but the shows creator wanted everyone to stay in character during curtain call and well, I don't know if you've ever read of seen Romeo and Juliet, but it's labelled a tragedy for a reason. I have been enjoying it, but it hasn't been too long since I've been on stage. I go back to Broadway whenever I get the chance. I saw you in Euphoria. What was that expierence like?

you're right. you don't match my beauty at all. you surpass it in ways unimaginable. how would i feel if this were to happen? that has to be a rhetorical question, because i would be over the moon to work alongside you and be your faux mother or sister in a project. you're an obvious generational talent. how about we meet up during this napa trip and stop the internet in it's tracks, take photos together, and give the people watching a new favorite pair to look out for?

Now I know you're lying to be kind, but there's no need. You're angelic and no one could compare, I've made peace with that. That was so kind of you to say. Hanging out with you at Napa and discussing this imaginary project really me such a huge confidence boost, I think I'm set for life. Should I post the picture of us now ot later? We really need to get these huge production companies to start talking.

here i am saying that's the ultimate destination of mine, to be this generation's scream queen, and here you are saying i've arrived already! you're a sweetheart, and i appreciate the compliment so much. please remind me of that whenever i'm having one of those confidence lacking days on set and feeling like i'm the worst actress, because hearing that would give me such a boost. honestly, it's a bit of happenstance that i happened to fall into horror for a lot of my projects, though i want to do a little of everything, you know? just put me in everything and i'm happy. though i hope that means you and i will be in something together one of these days, since you're one of the people i'd absolutely be thrilled to work with!

Were you really ever doubting that you were the proud owner of that title? I would love to see the competition, but unfortunately for them, they'll have to fight for silver since gold has already been taken. You have days where you feel like you're the worst actress? Girl, in what world? If anything, you're underrated and should be Oscar nominated by now. The academy are idiots. If you ever need a reminder, hit me up and I will sing your praises. You're so versatile and I really couldn't see you doing so much with your career, I can't wait for what's next. Are you kidding? That's my dream. Sign me up, I don't even need details about the projects. Working with you would be the highlight of my career and no, I'm not joking.

PRIVATE: Things are good! He's not, he left some time ago. Look, thank God you didn't ask me either, because I genuinely wouldn't even know what to tell you. I'm figuring it all out myself, to be honest. I'm laughing at you threatening violence on Finn's possessions, this is exactly why I adore you. He's been really lovely. I'm still overthinking everything because unfortunately that's just who I am as a person, but he makes me feel very safe, which I think is probably the biggest thing. It still feels surreal sometimes that this is even happening, though. Wait, you can't casually drop that on me and move on. I need details immediately. What happened? Who is he? Spill!

PRIVATE: Pity he couldn't stay too long. I know how much you loved having him there. At the end of the day, I trust you to make the right decisions for yourself and please know that if you ever need me, I'll be right here. What can I say? I love the guy, but you will always be number one in my heart. If I have to threaten violence to get that point across, I'll do it happily. You always have been your own worst enemy, but it's good to acknowledge how safe you feel around him. I know that's ultimately what he cares about the most. He told me once he was going to make a bunch of take online accounts to argue with anyone saying anything mean about you. He's fully invested. No, it feels so stupid to admit it out loud because of course this would happen to me. Don't judge, but... it might be Louis.

Oh, yeah, definitely! I think seeing the reaction to something like that does make all of us a bit more aware of just how deeply people care about artists like that and the legacy attached to them. They aren't just a band, they're stitched into the fabric of culture, so there's a level of responsibility there that you try not to think about too hard or else you'll spiral immediately, you know? Though, stop it, 'cause you're putting even more pressure on me! Nah, I'm only jesting. If Here Comes the Sun suddenly starts climbing the charts again because of us, I will absolutely be demanding financial compensation on George Harrison's behalf from beyond the grave. I'll tell them other people think I should, too, maybe throw in your name to the mix so they take me more seriously.

Playing real people with such a massive influence was never going to be easy, but I think it makes a difference when the actor actually cares for the people and the legacy they're portraying. As scary as I'm sure it is for you and the other guys, you have to admit, it's really cool that you've been given the role. The Michael biopic must have been scary for Jaafar with the added layer of playing his uncle on the big screen. Sorry, I didn't mean to add more pressure. I know you must he dealing with a lot of that already. I think it's only right you actually do. I mean, he was the most underrated in the group. He wrote some of their best songs and barley got any credit for the masterpieces he lovingly crafted. You might finally give him the recognition he absolutely deserves. Could you imagine throwing my name into the mix? There's no way Paul McCartney knows who I am, but it's fun to pretend.

i have no idea, sadie, but this needs to change when we're basically neighbors right now! so please do get a train and come to set to visit, since i miss hanging around you and doing so on set would just be the ultimate nostalgia callback. i think you're the busier of the two of us being a stage actress, so whenever you can visit, i will make the time, love. and don't think i won't randomly drop in some weekends to see your play again before the run is over!

It's so surreal to know that you're so close. I'm actually looking at train tickets right now. I'll be there before you know it and you'll be rolling your eyes within with first hour when you realise your annoying little sister won't leave you alone. The ultimate throwback and I already know the others are going to be so jealous when I send a photo in the group chat. That's true. I'll let you know when I can make it, it won't be too long. Please come to a show. I'll be my very best version of Juliet knowing you're in the crowd.

on a typical day, once louis was done filming, there had always been a certain comfort in staying behind in his trailer for a while. partly to wind down after long hours on set, but mostly because he liked spending time with the people he worked with. bonding with co-stars mattered to him, especially when certain scenes demanded trust, or at least some level of closeness. that was how he worked, anyway. lately, though, the second they wrapped for the day, or at least wrapped him, he had become the first person out of the building, keys already in hand as he made the drive back from sussex to london. the reason for that had become painfully simple over the last month. sadie.. and even if he wasn't proud of it, the more he thought about her, the more obvious it became that whatever this was had long since grown past friendship. at first, he'd felt almost ashamed of it. it wasn't like he had offered her a place to stay while she worked in london only to suddenly develop feelings strong enough to potentially ruin the friendship between them. that had never been the intention.. at least.. but it happened anyway. and now he found himself overthinking every little thing because of it. he knew he had to be careful with how he approached it all, because the last thing he wanted was for her to think this had only happened because they were suddenly living in close proximity to each other. though.. maybe, now that he really thought about it, that was part of the reason. and that had to be normal, right?

It had never been the plan for her to feel this way about Louis. In fact, she'd strongly tried her hardest to avoid this exact situation. It wasn't just that they were friends or that he'd been kind enough to grant her a place to stay when she found herself in need, it was actually a far heavier weight she bore. Millie. Her best friends for years. But that was the thing, she wasn't only Sadie's friend, she was Louis' too. There were layers to the doubts and more than anything, Sadie had come to a quite clear conclusion that she couldn't say anything about her passing interest towards her new found roommate in fear that it would make things awkward not just for them, but their friend too. It seemed easy in theory. Ignore your feeling and eventually, they will go away. How naive she had been to think that to be true. His terrible jokes sometimes made her cringe, he rarely put his dirty clothes in the washing hamper and he constantly sang off key every time he turned on the radio. Those were the things she tried to cling on to, the subtle faults she could find in the man that could drive her crazy. Then he would smile at her, he would bring her tea in the morning as soon as she woke and he would share his fries with her when she got back from work. Just like that, her heart would start to race again and all the miniscule things that drove her crazy about him suddenly didn't matter. Louis was unfairly captivating and she was hopelessly smitten.