I love that you outgrow everything. Especially because it always seems to sneak up on you. It's such a sexy surprise.
You eat dinner and your undershirt starts to ride up, displaying the stretchmark riddled fat belly that you've created. But you like the feeling of the cold air tickling your exposed and sensitive flesh. You don't even try to pull the shirt down. It's as if you want your belly seen.
You wake up in the morning, earlier than you need to, feeling ravenous. (But of course you're starving, the way you eat before bed, you're too full to breathe... your stomach is a suffering empty vessel the next morning). You gluttonously stuff yourself with everything you can. What else would that extra time before work be for? Coffee? Hell no.
Your appetite is impressive. But then, you try to dress for the office, grabbing the largest clothing you have, and you can't even button your shirt. You had just purchased these button down shirts, how do they no longer fit?
It looks like it'll be another day off for you... but will you spend it buying clothes that fit? Or will you push that to another day so that you can indulge your gluttony? For you, time off is an invitation to spend the day ordering take-out and treats.
You're going to lose your job soon... I don't think the "I can't find clothes that fit me" excuse is going to work with them too much longer.
Outgrowing clothing is one thing; but eventually, you'll waddle into the house at the end of the day, plop yourself on the sofa, and it WILL collapse beneath you. It's really only a matter of time until all the furniture fails on you and suddenly even the doorways themselves will become restrictive.
But, for me? You outgrowing your world is such a pleasure to watch. You always seem surprised as you become too fat or too heavy for one thing after another.
But I'm not. Not one bit of me feels shock or surprise. I see the way you eat. I see the way you avoid exercise (you won't even stand from the couch to get food if I'm there... you let me use my energy; after all, we can't have you expending calories).
You want to be immobile. Your beautiful deep voice has never literally stated your goals or desires on that front. It's that unspoken, elephant in the room. But your actions certainly shout out your need to become as fat as possible.
I can't keep my eyes off of it. But you know I love it. The way I stare at you... you know you're sexy. And the bigger and fatter and more jiggly you get... the more I can't take my eyes or hands off of you. They aren't stares or touches of digust or disappointment. In fact, my positive attention only makes you want to get fatter and outgrow everything in your life.
At this point? Go ahead big boy... outgrow your clothes and waddle naked around our house. Outgrow our furniture, force me to buy bariatric items. Outgrow our home... make me spend tens of thousands widening doorways, reinforcing flooring and the structure itself.
Be that impossibly morbidly obese man that I've always dreamt about. We both know that it's your dream too.






















