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It's not something you're supposed to drink yet you can't help yourself.

But not because you like the taste...

No, a pint of heavy cream means something different to you.

Every time you drink it, you know as it fills your stomach that there's no turning back.

You're going to wake up fatter tomorrow and all it took was one drink.

Because the truth is heavy cream is not just a drink...

It's a fat potion.

And simply realizing that you're drinking fat potion just makes you want to drink it faster.

And it makes it addictive, knowing you can so easily drink yourself fat.

So you do it.

You start drinking heavy cream every day, slowly pushing your limits with how much you can hold.

The speed at which you gain always surprises you.

Blowing past 20lbs a month like it's nothing.

In almost no time at all you've gone from being average to very chubby.

Nobody says anything but you know they notice it.

How could they not?

You have a belly now, your face is fat and you're chubby all over.

But the pace of your gains never seems to falter.

And you know that you're just a few months away from becoming the morbidly obese person you've always wanted to be.

Heavy cream will transform you.

aka, how to optimize your gains 🙂‍↕️

learn to love food. it is HARD to gain if there aren’t many things you want to eat; expand your palate! try new things!

along the same line, learn to love eating. sometimes food is better as a textural experience! burger after burger after burger gets boring and you might not want to finish everything. add some chips in there, something crunchy or something sweet, and it’s a new experience that’ll keep you eating!

a diverse range of food in your diet will help your health regardless of if you’re gaining or not btw

don’t force yourself to the point of fullness. eating only one ginormous meal a day because you got insanely full and can’t eat anymore is NOT helping the gain in the way you want. several small meals throughout the day can sometimes help you eat a lot more than you would otherwise!

don’t skip the veggies!! i’m 100% serious. if you have issues with that, find ways to disguise it in food, or pair it with foods that hide the taste/texture/whatever it is you don’t like. peas/green beans are paired with meatloaf/gravy/mashed potatoes because they taste yummy together—find what combos work with you! your digestive system will thank you.

try to get enough fiber every day!!! this is fucking KEY.

weight gain shakes won’t do shit if you’re not eating properly alongside them. eat real food!!! do not rely on shakes!!

boost/premade shakes/wg powders are hot as fuck to think about but can be hurdles in the gain. listen to your body, don’t overdo it, and be aware that when you’re drinking these things regularly, your body will be processing insane amounts of minerals/nutrients and whatnot. these things are not kind to your organs.

comfort is an easy way to gain weight. make things easier on yourself—buy clothes a few sizes up, plan as if you are larger than you are (take into consideration these things when looking at housing, cars, jobs, etc.).

be honest with your friends, tell them when you need a break. good people, people you want to have in your life, will slow down.

do NOT depend on THC/weed/substances to increase your appetite. withdrawal is a bitch and if you have to stop for whatever reason, it will fucking suck and you’ll think you’re dying and you WILL lose a bunch of weight you worked hard at putting on. it can be an aid, sure, but your appetite should be separate

find the situation in which you can happily and mindlessly eat, and utilize that to your full advantage. i, personally, love to have a couple shakes on hand while i’m gaming

it’s OKAY to have food in like every room. it’s OKAY to have a desk fridge, a living room mini fridge, etc. in fact, it’s encouraged! make it easy to get food when you’re feeling lazy!

YOU HAVE TO BE OKAY WITH BEING FAT AND ALONE. you do not need a feeder to be whole. there’s a reason the phrase is “fat and happy” and not “fat and happy and attached”

tight clothes are hot but are not really great to stuff in. it will restrict your belly and sometimes that doesn’t make you feel great when eating.

gluttony

noun

glut·​tony / glə-tə-nē  

1.

: excess in eating or drinking

2.

: greedy or excessive indulgence

3.

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this is what i got tonight:

sure!

before i start i have to preface with some warnings; this gets pretty detailed and graphic regarding some of the health issues i had at the time. do not read if you are not okay with that please.

i was in a weird spot at the time; my husband had left me a couple months before all of this and i was exploring myself and who i was now that my marriage was over. a large contributing factor to that separation was feedism; my sexual needs just were not met with someone who wasn’t into it.

it started early in the week of Thanksgiving, Tuesday 11/20/18. i met a feeder online four years prior who had gotten me from just above 200lbs to 300lbs slowly but steadily. to this day the best feeder i’ve ever met, sincerely considerate and never once crossed any boundaries.

he came to me with a proposition the weekend prior; gain from 300lb to 350lb by the end of the year and i will fund it.

say less.

that Tuesday was the first time i ever video called with another feedist; it wasn’t the feeder that proposed and funded this challenge, instead it was a guy that pushed me to eat until i threw it all back up because he’s really into emetophilia, i didn’t really know the limits of my stomach so i let him.

however, that evening launched me into the most insane five weeks of my life.

when i woke up Wednesday morning i was somehow starving; despite not keeping anything down the night prior my stomach had still stretched out considerably. that on top of how insanely horny i was at the thought of packing on 50lbs by new years i spent the entire day shoveling in as much food as humanly possible. i didn’t count calories that day, just pushed myself to the absolute limit.

when i woke up Thursday i was impossibly hungry and ready to do it all again. i did the same thing as before, just as much food as humanly possible all day; i distinctly remember dinner being a large pizza, garlic knots, specialty chicken, lava cakes, and a 2 liter of soda from Domino’s.

when i woke up Friday i had a goal; 10,000 calories a day until the ball drops.

and that is exactly what i did.

every morning i would wake up and drink a pint of heavy cream for an easy 1600 calories to start the day right. i would swing by McDonald’s on my way to work and get two McGriddles and a large iced coffee. i’d get to work and have a blender bottle on my desk also full of heavy cream and sometimes condensed milk, i would either drink straight from it or add it to cups of coffee from the break room.

at lunch i would always order with my coworkers to have something delivered… but i would also leave on my lunch break and go back to McDonald’s for 4 McChickens and a large diet coke. then come back to the office and eat the lunch i had ordered with my coworkers.

after work i would swing through another drive thru, often McDonald’s once again. I’d get a couple sandwiches but nothing crazy, just a light snack to hold me over til dinner.

i would order massive feasts for delivery from Domino’s or I’d go back out after dark and order enough food for a family of 4. you guessed it, usually from McDonald’s.

to finish my night, i would drink another pint of heavy cream. totaling 3200 calories of straight fat every single day.

the weight piled on rapidly; new stretchmarks were appearing daily.

this is where i should put a disclaimer. this is all 100% true, every single detail is lived experience. i know it sounds insane. it was. i have literal scars to prove it. one feedist saw me do it live and in person, in the flesh, i believe he follows me on here so if you’re reading this G, please corroborate.

i gained 10lbs a week through the end of the year. i was cumming harder than i ever had before. my entire life was consumed by food and gaining.

i did not have a bed to sleep in at the time; there were some other issues i was dealing with that made it so i had to sleep in a recliner in my living room.

because i was gaining so rapidly and sleeping with my legs below my heart, i developed extremely bad edema. my legs were so swollen they started to weep a clear liquid; i would put on a pair of leggings and they would be soaked from the knee down before i even left the house. my shoes were soaked. i developed ulcers on my shins that just would not heal, the skin almost looked necrotic but they would just weep all day every day with no relief and stick to anything i tried to wear.

mid-December i was bursting out of my clothes. most of the weight i gained went straight to my belly. i went on a little shopping spree at Torrid and had to buy all 5’s and 6’s for the first time.

my mobility suffered at this point as well. i couldn’t do much of anything without getting red-faced and winded within a minute of moving. i had a step tracker at the time and was only walking about 200 steps a day, literally the bare minimum for me to go to work and come home.

i had no time for my body to adjust to the weight so i developed a heavy waddle. my back absolutely killed me.

i swear some days i woke up actually feeling fatter and looking fatter. it was the absolute hottest thing i have ever done and probably ever will do. i started at about 303lbs and landed at 357lb on New Year’s day. my gains didn’t actually slow down til i was in the mid 360s despite my efforts to pump the brakes.

would i do it again? absolutely not. i was in excruciating pain and the ulcers on my legs did not stop for an entire year (after i gained another 50lbs in an 8 week period but we ain’t talking about that [even tho i still have all the content i made from that gain lol])

but if i went back in time i would not change a thing except better leg elevation and compression. i do not regret it for a second; it’s what shaped me as a feedist and i’m grateful i was able to do it, i don’t have pics from when it was really bad but the scars i have today are still evident.

so yeah! that’s the story! sorry it’s super rambling, i sincerely hope it was coherent, now i gotta go clean my toys so i can take care of myself cause lord 🥵 thems some intense memories, my only regret is i deleted 99% of the pics and videos i took at that time.

here’s a couple more pics; one is my cart at the grocery in early December, the other is a screenshot of the weight gain calculator i used from the same week when i realized i didn’t have to eat 10k a day, i could make it happen with 7k a day but the former sounded much better (read: hotter) to me

I recorded possibly the hottest clips of my life last night. Putting on this collar really does something to me 🥵