Sacmalayaninsan aka absurdperson

selfish bites the bait, tainted eyes lead in midst of the void

2028 is where I belong,

when Dante halved his life

in the midst of the inferno

sunlight dim, dimples on the cheek

september closing in, it’s better emptier

you walk on streams of streets

darker side of the moon

you blown your own breath

in a red fluorescent balloon

thinking what if,

what if, they could escape

this weird atmosphere

maybe at high noon

shimmering on the

spectacular with you,

sunsets coloured slipknots

sits there in the throat

as touching feels heavy

skin sinks in the skull

got you all blue

we could be happy

im sorry,i fell in love

twenty-eighteen

and a monologue,

prolounges urges

along the facade

of your face

inevitably touches,

all the odd spaces

myself mostly speaks baritone

says,”bite her belly,bite her belly”

in my gin and tonic 

hallucinating ice floats

just fell in love,couple months back

because she quotes pushkin,

bloats me with love.it’s chronic.

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YOO CUT THAT SHIT,

CUT ‘EM ALL OUT.

THIS LIL SAWMACHINE 

WILL CUT ME HEART TO the BOTTOM.

IM CUTTING IT,CUTTING IT ALL OUT.

it’s loving but not the kind you want

and you will never have it,i wont feel

it’s loving but like a happy family,haha

that i never had,sit on my bed be a plushy.

it’s loving but not the kind you want,

making mistakes sweating necks.

it’s loving but not the kind you want,

damp cheeks,salted freckles;sad kind

it’s loving but not the kind you want,

double guesses,penetrating eyes.

it’s loving but not the kind you want,

it hurts both cheeks like a slap

caresses strong,wants to run away

it’s loving but not the kind you want it to be,

tv static buzzes,as you lay in my arms

chakra opening touches w/eaten cuticles

dissolving in vivid particles within this

THOUGH THEY IMPLIED THAT YOU TAKE

SMILES,MAKE THEM ALL YOURS,FOR YOU

FOR A QUICK SIT ON  BELLYS,MAKES YOU

THINKING,HOW YOU SPENT THIS WINTER,

WITH HIM KNEELING,ABSURD,EATING BEER CANS

JUMPING BEHIND THE TORONTO SIGN,

BECAUSE IT LOOKS SECLUDED,SO HE WONT

BE SO SHY,AND STILL CAN IMPRESS YOU.

IF YOU WEREN’T TRACKING,PROBABLY BEEN

SOME HUNDRED MILES,MAYBE A LITTLE LESS

YOU GUYS WERE WALKING,ARMS LOCKED.

i got my waxing gibbous moon

on the sky lit,very high.just shines

tequila buddy,waited on the line,

for alcohol for thirty some mins

and he thinks 750ml is enough...

lemon girl breaks the door,

she says,she got the salt

she looks for a hand to salt,wants to lick

ah she got the licks,she licks the salt,

right to the bubblegum,tsa surprise;

hey rapunzel in the morning,your hair knots

a lil confetti in a kaleidoscope

never felt so complete,

like your last cigarette,

smoked right up to the cotton

hot and on my bed,slipped

FEVER

cold touch of your skin

wish i never knew you.

  COUGH

i was yelling, just so you can hear

this guy was whispering into your ear

  FATIGUE

i just wanted to sit,

and watch you.

  LACK OF APPETITE

i don’t want to eat nothing,

but you.

  SHORTNESS OF BREATH

putting me asleep, with a cotton