#absurdism

a sudden excitement that abruptly feels mundane as if everything has happened before a lingering suspicion that continues to haunt because things don't usually go like this

entering the wrong place, a zone you don't master you can only smile,pretending to understand your answers are theoretically inaccurate but that's precisely why you're adored because you say it with confidence

this world stands upon lies where everything has been sterilized everything has been selected to feel safe a cage is necessary for stability so every group avoids confrontation this world stands upon lies our innocent is believing it indifference becomes an advantage

routines that occur automatically, feeling ordinary the formation of control, systematic and subtle nothing seems suspicious, it's just my feeling never mind, everything is just like this

Your body has begun to heal slightly All your scars have begun to dry and now they leave marks You don't need to be ashamed, you should be proud

Carry your head again with confidence Forget that you ever submitted out of fear Forget that you ever ran out of paranoia Now show everything as it is

I have just returned from a war with no casualties Because I sacrificed myself and sought a new body No city fell into ruin Because I took back my words I pulled myself back from destruction I pulled everything back as my new self

Look at who lies beneath the ground in shame His face resembles yours when you were exhausted You only need to bring him back Into a place called the body

Carry your head again with confidence Forget that you ever submitted out of fear Forget that you ever ran out of paranoia Now show everything as it is

you don't need to speak much this world runs on things that don't make sense you know it might be ridiculous but it's really happening you thought it was ordinary but it turns out to be meaningful

so many things cannot be repeated but it's too strange to be called a coincidence if everything happens suddenly where did it all begin?

now I am walking leaving all attachments behind and falling into the snare of fate there is no path on the left or right I just need to walk or stand still the world will pull you back

you can pretend to be authentic in front of others but that paint will fade before you sleep the hell, what I went through today tomorrow I will wake up as someone else

so many things cannot be predicted but it's too illogical when they happen if everything returns to the starting point what mistake did I make?

words start to feel small when faced with reality everything has begun to spiral out of control when we realize it,we cannot hide

when you have no place you create a place for yourself you try to make it real and it still doesn't match your desires

there is a price that must be paid and you must pay it with yourself or others there is something that must be staked,and of course, you sell out others

you have touched the reality you desired a journey of many years you have obtained what you dreamed of a contemplation full of struggle but you always feel like you've gained nothing

excessive ambition drags thousands of innocent people into the game unreasonable desires become a justification for moral violations all for what you believe is right all for your desires that are increasingly out of control

you have touched the reality you desired a journey of many years you have obtained what you dreamed of a contemplation full of struggle but you always feel like you've gained nothing