Definitely autism and some mental illness shit

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

the panicky alarms of a fearful part (freeze) can alert the individual to danger;

a playful part might try to lift the parent’s irritable mood and facilitate a positive connection by making him laugh (social engagement);

a caretaker aspect of self (submission) can become the precociously responsible child who tries to protect herself or younger siblings in the face of the violent behavior;

or a hypervigilant aspect of self (fight) may become a kind of bodyguard, carefully observing the parents’ mood and directing the child’s activity to best defend against their ‘frightened or frightening’ behavior.”

Did I seriously just do this.

Did I seriously just write and draw a fifteen and a half page comic about Underfell Toucan Sans.

He’s not really UF Toucan Sans, since he only has six human souls, not seven and a bit (thus he’s not as blinged out). But I’d been thinking about Underfell, and questions like who would be the final boss if Flowey isn’t evil, or what would happen if Sans kept his role as the judge; or, if control of Asriel was split between Asriel and Chara, would absorbing six human souls mean control of your body was split seven ways? And this wound up happening. And when I die and am called forth to be judged, they will show me this comic and say “Really? AU crossovers? This is what you spent your time on this good earth doing?” And they will look to me for a response, but I will have none, and they will mirthlessly shake their heads before casting me down to the deepest pit of hell

Toucan/Seraph Sans by @tratserenoyreve (http://tratserenoyreve.tumblr.com/) Underfell by… I’m not sure? The main UF blog seems locked.

you can all unfollow me now

BONUS:

wait until it gets dark and make tea or coffee or hot chocolate, or if it’s too hot outside make yourself a healthy smoothie with your favorite things in it at any point during the day

put on your favorite underwear, it helps, trust me, it’s an old family secret (i’m not kidding)

if you have a pet, play the “how many things can i stick on you until you move or get mad” game (bonus points if they fall asleep, extra bonus points if a family member sees you and tells you to quit it, extra double ultra points if they join in)

rip a peice of paper into as many little pieces as you can

go to animeseason.com and click “random anime” until you see one that looks completely ridiculous (or actually good) and watch the first episode. repeat if it sucked or if you get bored halfway through

spend at least an hour making a music playlist for how you feel right now and save it for now or when you feel a bad mood rise again

curl up in bed and cover yourself with blankets and pillows and put in music and just lay there for a while (sleeping is also good)

eat everything

drink lots of water

it’s okay bad moods don’t last forever!!!!!! i promise!!! you will be yourself soon and there are people who love you very much, don’t be afraid to reach out to them

you are lovely

i bet there is still a box of crayons in your house somewhere (if not you can get them cheap during back-to-school sales); find them and use them (maybe while watching ridiculous anime)

sunshine if you can manage it or just a sun lamp trust me it matters more than you think especially in winter

hugs even if they are stuffed animals or your pet or your pillow whatever is on hand

if you’ve got a favorite lotion/soap/thing that is scented use it liberally

cry if you need, if it doesn’t start by itself or if you don’t want to attract attention put on a sad movie so you have an excuse

write this down to pull out on future bad days:

it is okay to have a day where you don’t get things done

it is okay not to have a reason for feeling bad

taking care of yourself is a worthwhile use of time

The Comfort Spot- anon venting, it’s like a community based thing

Quiet Time

90 Second Relaxation

The Dawn Room - please check this out, it works