It's just a secret
An idea, just because... well, just because.
But first!
This whole thing sparked from a little character study on Tom.
Mainly because... well, Tom is a total jerk. And yeah, the concept of him falling for Ryland is super interesting, but let’s be real—Tom is completely codependent on his celebrity status. He loves the fame, the perks, being the center of attention, and being seen as "the man"—the ultimate sex symbol of his generation. So, when you factor in how much weight he puts on his public image and how far he’s willing to go to maintain his A-list status... it speaks volumes about him.
Of course, Gail is a huge asset to his character, and yeah, she’s the one doing most of the dirty work. At the end of the day, Tom is her little golden goose... but if Tom doesn't want something, she won’t push it.
She manages so much of his life—his brand, his gigs, the way the world perceives him; she is, when it’s all said and done, his manager. But she never crosses a line she knows Tom wouldn't want her to. In other words, even though Tom gives Gail free rein to do whatever it takes, he only does it because he knows Gail gets what he likes, period.
So, if Tom wants to land major film roles year after year, loves being labeled the ultimate sex symbol in the US and Australia, and thrives on the talk-show circuit... he knows Gail will simply take whatever path gets him there. ONLY because it serves his interests.
And that, one way or another, definitely messes with the boundaries between his private self and his public persona. Since he is so deeply exposed in the media with every detail of his life out there, it implies that Tom doesn't actually separate the two. Tom is the actor on set, and he’s still the actor off it.
But anyway, I’m getting a bit sidetracked. Actually, a lot. Keeping this quick character study—or rather, this simplified breakdown—in mind... here’s the plot pitch:
While the public thinks Tom is single and straight, the truth behind closed doors is a completely different story. Tom has actually been secretly married to Ryland for several years. Back when Tom was just starting out, he never brought it up; it felt like a deeply personal thing, and the topic just never crossed anyone's radar because his early roles were minor co-stars or lacked the clout to get him interviewed by the media.
I mean, the only time Tom ever hints at being romantically involved with someone is when a crew member catches it on a Behind-the-Scenes clip for a low-budget indie film. But the habit of keeping it under wraps stuck. Over time, Tom stopped dropping even the slightest hint that he wasn't straight at all.
Ryland put up with it at first. He knew how much it meant to Tom, plus, since he also works in an industry where toxic masculinity and homophobia are still very much a thing... honestly, he kind of got why it was necessary.
But while Ryland was simply being private about his love life... Tom was straight-up denying it. He started getting into PR relationships with other actresses to keep up appearances, all while texting Ryland on a second, secret burner phone, asking how his day went.
And you can pretty much guess what that kind of dynamic does to a relationship.
To make matters worse, it's not like Ryland could turn to Colt or Jody for comfort. From day one, Colt had been vehemently against Tom and Ryland tying the knot. Colt and Tom couldn't stand each other—way before Gail ever hired Colt as Tom’s stunt double—so he refused to attend both the civil ceremony and the symbolic wedding. At first, Ryland tried to play peacemaker, but it reached exhausting levels since he and Colt would end up in massive, draining arguments. It got to the point where... well, Colt just cut ties with Ryland completely.
They hadn't heard from each other in years.
In short, Ryland was emotionally stranded.
His only comfort came from Rocky and his husband, Adrian, who were old college friends. And even to them, Ryland was basically single, given that Tom was hardly ever around unless he was on a hiatus between shoots.
And it was always on the down-low. Tom would completely alter his appearance whenever he had downtime and went home, even going as far as hiring a body double just to make public appearances at exclusive spots so the paparazzi would think he was still living the usual high-profile life. It was as if Tom wasn't truly home.
Sure, he was romantic, he was affectionate during those "vacations"... but as the years and the secrecy dragged on, Ryland began to feel like Tom was just acting. Like their home was some ultra-contemporary art project and Tom was constantly putting on a performance.
They couldn't go out to the movies, grab coffee, or—without exaggeration—go grocery shopping without Tom getting paranoid about whether someone had clocked him or not.
In fact, Ryland actually had better communication and mutual understanding with Gail than with his own husband—which totally blindsided Tom, considering she was supposed to be his confidante above anyone else. Gail, in a way—and for the longest time—had been the mediator holding Tom and Ryland's marriage together.
She knew that despite everything, Tom genuinely cared about making it work with him. Because she knew Tom loved Ryland. And that’s why she pulled strings for him, even if it meant lying through her teeth. Like the times she lied on Tom's behalf so he could take breaks from filming just to spend time with Ryland.
She knew Ryland missed Tom, and vice versa, and that he just wanted to be with his husband. Even if it had to be hidden from the rest of the world.
But obviously, that kind of lifestyle never leads anywhere good. The arguments turned into a daily routine. Gail got caught in her lies on more than one occasion. Tom insisted on staying completely off the grid.
So, when Colt’s accident happens—which this time was a genuine accident, a total miscalculation that played out just like in the movie—Ryland rushes to the hospital to meet up with Jody, ignoring Gail’s warnings about how Tom was on his way and that they shouldn't be spotted together.
Ryland arrives at the hospital, asks about his brother, and hands Tom a manila envelope containing divorce papers.
Even though Colt refused to see him, Ryland just walks away. He wants absolutely nothing to do with Tom anymore, and just start signing all the legal documents for Colt's treatments. Now, the only thing he cares about is at least getting the chance to talk to Colt, letting him know about the split, and mentioning that he’s leaving for a research assignment in Antarctica.
Gail finds Tom completely broken, crying on the floor of a private hospital bathroom.
Tom didn't even need to sign the papers; Ryland had more than enough proof to show that Tom hadn't lived with him in ages. He had already sold all their belongings from the house, and inside the envelope, he left the ring they used when they got hitched in that tiny room at the registry office.
@kerlight So... to answer your question. It's complicated! :v proceeds to sip their hot chocolate.
While in my previous Starstruck divorce AU (it’s on my profile if you want to check it out! 😊), Colt was always glued to Ryland’s side, supporting and walking him through that incredibly messy process... as you can see, that is definitely not the case here.
Sadly, Ryland has already grieved the loss of his brother. His twin, actually, just to add an extra layer of heartbreak to the whole situation.
The two of them hadn’t spoken in ages—and to give you a clear picture, we’re not talking about just a couple of years. Tom and Ryland tied the knot back when Tom was just starting out in the industry; Ryland could have gone through a million things, and vice versa, without Colt having absolutely any clue.
Colt hadn't just been hostile toward him during his relationship with Tom—back when Tom wasn't even that famous yet—but he was also incredibly passive-aggressive whenever the topic of marriage or weddings came up. Tom was no saint either, and he wouldn’t hesitate to push Colt’s buttons or clap back whenever things got tense between them.
Honestly, it was like watching two dogs constantly trying to mark their territory.
Colt was hostile toward Tom, and it got to a point where Ryland was always stuck in the middle, forced to choose. This constantly triggered arguments, resentment, and bitterness.
It was emotionally toxic for all three of them. When Tom sent Colt the invitation—because he noticed Ryland was way too terrified to do it himself—Ryland was completely devastated when Tom came back empty-handed. Tom had personally gone to hand-deliver the invite and ask him to show up for Ryland’s sake, but instead, he brought back a letter where Colt basically cut Ryland out of his life.
Ryland held onto hope until the very last second, waiting to see his brother there. In the end, Gail had to step in as a witness for the symbolic ceremony—and back then, she was just an acquaintance of Tom's, not even his manager yet, which just goes to show how close she was to their marriage from the start.
Ryland tried reaching out to his brother, thinking it was just a heat-of-the-moment phase and that he’d cool down over time, but nothing worked. Colt had him blocked on absolutely everything.
The only updates Ryland ever got about his twin were whenever Tom or Gail brought him up, or when they kept an eye on him for his sake. In fact, on top of her great track record, Gail hired Colt as a stunt double specifically so she could keep Ryland in the loop about him.
As for Colt... he felt completely betrayed by Ryland for "choosing" Tom, and that resentment consumed him for years. Much like Tom’s betrayal, Colt never used his real last name, and he never let it slip that he was a twin.
That’s why the journalist in the movie only mentioned seeing their mother and focused solely on Colt’s life. Colt himself completely erased Ryland from his narrative.
And even though it killed Ryland inside, he also stopped bringing Colt up. It was just becoming too complicated and painful to explain why his own twin was no longer in his life.
When Ryland rushes to the hospital after hearing about Colt's fall... I’d say he does it for the exact same reason he decides to physically hand Tom the divorce papers.
He wants closure. But at the same time, he needs to feel like he didn't just walk away without putting up a fight or saying goodbye to his twin.
So, any effort to patch things up has to come entirely from Colt. Which is not going to be easy, considering Ryland literally packed up and moved to Antarctica to completely unplug from his drama and hit the reset button on his life. The only breadcrumbs Colt can even find about Ryland are from niche science news outlets—and even then, barely.
My absolute most angsty, evil self envisions Colt trying his hardest to find out what happened to Ryland anyway. He only finds out about Ryland’s hospital visit through Jody—who, by the way, totally ripped him a new one for keeping the fact that he has a twin a secret. But Colt's search leads him straight into a guy named Carl, who very politely—and key word: intimidatingly—tells him to stop sticking his nose where it doesn't belong. Carl warns him that he’s annoying his boss, and she won't hesitate to put Colt in a wheelchair if she finds out he's making her emotional support scientist nervous or anxious.
Honestly, she’s already got her hands full dealing with superstar Tom Ryder and his sketchy, low-key stalking—and the only reason Stratt hasn't completely erased Tom from the equation is because it would be a PR nightmare, and she absolutely loathes seeing her precious scientist plushie depressed. She definitely doesn't have time to deal with a long-lost twin trying to make amends.
Meanwhile, Ryland is putting himself back together, living his absolute best 'fresh start' movie life… on the Stratt Vat. He’s got an ice cream machine all to himself, finally conquered his seasickness out on the open ocean, and there’s this cute, dark-haired aerospace engineer who occasionally smuggles him ramen from the mainland. On top of that, he’s got a direct line to Rocky and Adrian, who don't hesitate to FaceTime him late at night all the time.














