Rowan's Garden

I'm surprised that Joll isn't as popular of a ship as it should/could be. The idea of two people who have been so consumed by the feeling of loss left behind at the death of a loved one/ones that they have thrown away their chance at a life of their own and barricaded themselves from truly loving again. And being able to find that love and newfound purpose with one another, thus learning to accept that those they lost would have wanted them to move on and find new love instead of being trapped by an event they could have never changed. It is such an emotionally strong concept that deserves to be explored more.

I don't think enough people really think about how traumatic just being a disassembly drone must be, you had your own body basically mutilated beyond recognition from your original self. An eldritch AI is now just able to take away your freewill when it feels like it and take control over all your actions. You are forced to feed on what is basically your own kind to survive. Like, I understand why N doesn't want to think about what they are, it's mentally scarring.

The Headcanon that Cyn and the Solver are two separate entities has to be one of my favourites. Not only for the storytelling potential, it creates but because it fits the Solver so well one of its core traits is hunger it is a predator and the universe its prey with Cyn being its first. When the Solver told Cyn it wasn't going to discard her, it didn't mean it in a "I won't abandon you" fashion, but in the way of a hunter not letting a scarp of a kill go to waste. The Solver took everything Cyn had to offer her body, her mind, her personality, everything she once had was now its she was left as nothing more than a puppet, the first of its many victims.

My brain wants me to write a Juzi fic so bad but like I'm eepy and like gay and lazy please stop giving me neat ideas brain you know this you know ill just get a concept chapter 1 done then lose energy and forget about working on if for like 3 months.

Saw someone present the idea that J was originally scrapped because her corporate behaviour got on her original humans nerves. Now this gives me the idea what if Cyn /The Solver didn't make J squad leader because oh she's the most serious out of the three but to ridicule her in an oh the only thing making you useful to me is your defect way.