#md doll

historieta ahí que terminé recién hoy. la empecé la semana pasada pero andaba con fiaca de pintarla

it's just Doll feeling tired because she has to deal with school, grief and the solver at the same time idk

gonna try fasting (only dirty fast if need be) for a week!!

ima take this time to hopefully get back into a morning/night routine. ive been a sad ho or wtv so neglected self care :// and broke out badd.. so need that

Oh, um... I have no idea?

Probably the moment when Doll became comfortable enough to stay in the same room with V for over an hour. To be honest, I never even thought that the hat might be a problem for her.

@rubyrobindraws

I made a short comic with the idea of Doll having sensory issues a while ago (since for those who don't know, I also have but I don't know why yet)

where I live schools do drum practices for 4 months because there's an annual parade where most schools participate. I've been skipping the days they practice (twice per week) since not even noise cancellers or being in the library helped me

Sin maimed V, V maimed Doll, and Doll did everything she could to maim those around her. (True, she didn’t maim anyone in particular, but she did kill a bunch of worker drones, leaving a bunch of mothers and fathers without their children, and that’s not all. She also actively tried to hinder Uzi and the others, putting them in mortal danger.)

And in both cases, you can’t say that the responsibility lies solely with them, or solely with Solver. Anyway, it’s clear that the whole story was a total mess.

And the only way to atone is to break free from this cycle of samsara.

What has happened cannot be changed, forgotten, or undone. It will remain forever. But continuing this war simply means slowly heading toward complete self-destruction.

In this regard, I love voll post-canon. V is the one who managed to put an end to all of this and join the light side, but now that she’s allowed herself to be a person again—rather than a soulless killing machine—the conscience she’d suppressed for so long has resurfaced. She saved herself, but she hasn’t atoned.

And the ideal form of atonement for her is to help someone who couldn’t do that and was left behind. And who better than Doll to fill that role? Because Doll is the living embodiment of all of V’s mistakes.

But Doll herself must also be ready to take a step toward reconciliation if she wants to climb out of the depths to which she has fallen.

but I wanna focus on the paralles now

Lizzy is Doll's first girlfriend while Lizzy has already dated someone before -> Doll is J's first girlfriend

when she first started dating Lizzy, Doll was very clingy -> J also does that