u know. I genuinely enjoy the work of the job I'm at. like doing the job part of my job is great. I don't spend too much time either sitting or standing, it's engaging and skill-based but not overly intense or complex, I have my scripts to work from for every customer interaction which keeps my social anxiety with them low, and my coworkers are competent and smart so if I make a mistake I know there's a safety net in place. however management is absolute dogshit so we hemorrhage workers at an insane rate, and frankly it does also make me want to quit eventually.
...and also I have one coworker who disliked me on sight and made that my problem for several weeks, and things are still on the rocks with her because even though she isn't pointedly ignoring my existence anymore I struggle to engage with her normally because of. you know. the whole ignoring my existence thing.














