bitter tea

"the time will pass anyways" has truly rocked me to my core since reading it and changed my life.

women of the world unlearn your massive guilt complex 

I cannot tell you how extremely common it is for specifically women to feel guilty about pretty much existing, to feel that they are horrible people for every little thing they do, to feel the need to apologize for everything. 

i literally have to romanticize almost everything or else i get sad

Having no sources of intimacy in your daily life and therefore resorting to learning as much as you can as a way to pass the time is such a sad cycle, every single day its like what can I become obsessively interested in this time to vaguely simulate companionship and a temporary sense of purpose that I know will eventually make me feel even more alone because even if I find meaning and enjoyment it is completely irrelevant to and isolated from everyone and everything else