Forever A Nerd

imagine being suo. you have one billion responsibilities on your shoulders while trying to meditate petty conflicts between fully grown adults, all while taking care of orphaned and traumatized children despite the lack of sufficient resources your organization has, and at the same time training starry-eyed new recruits (also children) who have no idea for what theyre in for, and potentially fighting with other rival groups trying to infringe on your territory (and thus threatening your civilians livelihoods) and then. your ex-classmates show up in droves shouting about how bad theyre gonna punch you and beat you up (you know this equals a form of communication. everybody else in red chanpuru does not. Also you are allergic to direct conversation)