hiya! call me red, and i use any pronouns!
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im looking forward to running this new blog. :)
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hiya! call me red, and i use any pronouns!
i blog about deltarune, various shows and videogames, and current events!
im looking forward to running this new blog. :)
feel free to dm me and/or ask me for my discord!

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...but who are YOU, really?
of all the motifs in deltarune, lost girl is always the biggest jumpscare to me when it appears in other songs. like i hear it and i go oh no. what lore pie does Noelle have her fingers in now.
we gotta get back to torrent distribution, i just watched someone eat eight grand in bandwidth charges because they ran a direct-download piracy site with local file hosting through cloudflare. torrents were invented literally for this exact reason
torrents work like this
i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3
unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it
i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map
i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs
this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.
crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.
please learn to torrent
An expert guide to get started using torrentsTorrents are one of the most popular forms of file sharing on the internet, accounting for over
always use qbittorrent, do not use bitorrent or utorrent.
wait, why not utorrent? I'm pretty sure I've been using it since childhood but i was never explained how everything actually works in there
bittorrent and utorrent were both owned by the guy who originally invented torrents, bram cohen. he sold his company to weird crypto guys in like 2018 or somethin and they put a bunch of sketchy shit in there. qbittorrent is just objectively the best client at this point (plus it's open source yay yippee)
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Moving On.
watching pocahontas definitely reinforced a lot of stereotypes about native americans for me when i was a kid, and it was very much historically inaccurate. but it was also one of the things that helped me empathize with native americans, taught me that native american cultures are beautiful and worthy of respect, showed me the wonder and spirituality of nature, and was one of the first times i'd seen american colonizers portrayed as what they were: an invading force that disrespected the people and the land.
which isn't to say i wouldn't have arrived at those same values without watching pocahontas, just that it was one of the things that led me to them.
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phrasing of this is taking me out
Harder to crucify a being with eight legs
#spider Jesus died on the asterisk for our sins
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tbh i kinda think cognitive behavioral therapy is a scam. correct me if im wrong but im pretty sure people cant change their thoughts or behaviors without processing the emotions and experiences that caused them, even if theyre intellectually aware of those emotions and experiences. it feels like cbt, and most modern medicine tbh, is focused more on treating symptoms than causes. which keeps you coming back. which makes them more money.
like,, a lot of psych meds may be necessary long term, but not all of them should be! instead of being given strategies on emotional regulation when i had autistic meltdowns growing up, they thought i had bipolar and prescribed me a fucking mood regulator. i took that shit for years. and im sure its very helpful for people who need it, but i very much did not!
does your psychiatrist ever talk to you about lifestyle changes or the causes of your issues, or do they just medicate you? meds are great, but they shouldnt be the be-all end-all of mental health treatment.
does your therapist actually talk to you and work you through your problems? or do they just say "mhm" and make little observations about you? maybe they suggest box breathing or some other basic shit idk.
just. dont feel discouraged if treatment isnt working for you. youre not untreatable, theyre just bad at their jobs. i mean it. some people may need to be in therapy for most of their life, but for most people, the goal of therapy should be to graduate from it. if youre not making any progress towards that its probably not because youre not trying hard enough, its probably because your therapist is trash. and most are