Cuckold Marriage

Early on in a cuckolds journey those are the things he fears most. Knowing she needs more you rationalize, she is just being fucked. As you grow, blossom, encourage you see it in her eyes. The half truths. She teases you and tells you about the amazing sex but she leaves out the intimate details. You can see her energy has shifted, you know even before she does she is falling in love with him. Then it is those details that start to arouse you, that you fantasize about, that get you off the most. At the same time it causes you cuckold angst, humiliation and shame. Us cuckolds are made to suffer because of our inadequacies. On the flip side we need to suffer because of our inadequacies because we have learned that is how we get off.

It was painful to know that your wife did not want you to father any children with her -- or with any woman -- but you also knew she wanted a big family, so you did as she asked and got the vasectomy, and then stepped aside as much and often as was needed to give her and her boyfriend the privacy they wanted when she was trying to get pregnant. And now that she is, you're just grateful that you will still have a place in her life as the one who will do most of the baby and child care. You do wish you could be there when she gives birth, but she has made if clear that she will want her boyfriend with her then.

Sometimes you are in the room during these calls, but even when you are, she makes no effort to hide how strong her feelings for her boyfriend are, and in fact, she has told you -- several times -- that she loves him more than she ever loved you.

Your wife makes no attempt to hide the fact that you are no longer the number one man in her life -- and your best friend likes to tease you about the many times she has chosen to be with him instead of with you. And although she has never said this to you explicitly, you know it is only a matter of time until she decides to simply leave you to be with him.

When your wife first started cuckolding you, it actually seemed to enhance your own sexual relationship with her. But ever since she started dating this one man -- her "boyfriend" -- she has seemed to be less and less interested in having sex with you, so as painful for you as this decision is, you're not really that surprised by what she's telling you.

The thought is definitely arousing, though I’m nervous about being overwhelmed by the jealousy. The fact that she’s asking means she’s ready to openly share her feelings for him. To make it clear that I know she is in love with him. The fact is the emotions are already there, she loves him. Her saying it out loud in front of me to him just makes it more real. It’s a step that feels inevitable now.

It went so fast and came so suddenly. First it was theory and now it's practice.

She looks so amazing in her wedding dress. I feel a bit jealous but I guess it's understandable after a year of dating

Of course – it wasn’t as if you had much choice. It was either accept being cuckolded, and accept her boyfriend becoming the man of the house, or lose her to him completely.

If you had known that this might be the end result, you would never have encouraged her to cuckold you to begin with. But over time you have learned to be a good supportive cuckold and to put her happiness above all else.