(former) editor by day, (published) writer by night. Heinrix-admirer day and night.
Background painting by my wonderful friend TZC.
Bi-Heinrix icon also by TZC.
All my writing and artwork and stuff relating to Chris Tester (VA of Heinrix van Calox) in one handy place.
My ongoing long fic Much Ado About The Lord Captain
Part 1 of a two part long fic series about Isha x Heinrix
A gift from @mayoonrices that could very well be the cover of Much Ado as part of the Rogue Trader Gift Exchange
The masterpiece that is Heinrix as Saint Sebastian, painted by @thatzombiecat
Chris Tester reads the letter from chapter 11
Isha's own blog (mainly fashion and jewellery and character inspo).
A character profile of Isha
ART:
Artwork by the lovely @archtech-fox for chapter 12
A tender moment - artwork by @al-norton
A tender handkiss by @cadencespark
Another handkiss because I'm a sucker for them by @aevari
A ribbon is tied by @skolas-a for chapter 18 of Much Ado About The Lord Captain
A chest to snuggle on - artwork by @maggotknight for chapter 21 of Much Ado About The Lord Captain
A beautiful portrait of my RT Isha von Valancius by the talented @indigo-scribbles
Another beautiful interpretation of Isha by @aevari
Isha - Saint of the Koronus Expanse by the amazing @thatzombiecat
Mystery commission by @jaal-ama-daravv of a young Isha with short hair
Isha's official Rogue Trader portrait painted by @plushchimera
Another great portrait of Isha in Disco Elysium style by my friend @thatzombiecat
Sanguinala gift exchange painting of Isha receiving a gift from Heinrix by @hotarutheconscience
A stunning gift from @thatzombiecat - Isha and Heinrix lost in each other
A sweet moment under the Janusian moonlight by @lyannatropes
A dance to sweep away a heart by @sanzosin, illustrating the dance scene of chapter 35 of Much Ado About The Lord Captain
For RT appreciation week @annahenriart sketched Isha in all her glory (tysvm again!)
And @raeb33s-art also sketched Isha for RT appreciation week in their stunning style <33333
And Isha's Magnae Accessio portrait by the mega-talented @bqpsy
@thatzombiecat illustrated a quiet moment at the von Valancius hunting lodge
NSFW ART:
Heart Day gift exchange gift by @misscoet - Heinrix lost in the sauce, and Isha in his chest hair XD
A whisper in the Garden of secret delights by @nananarc mixing the sexy with the creepy (and Papa Nurgle)
Trade gift from @misscoet Isha and Heinrix sharing their first night together <3333
FICS:
To be alive beneath cherry blossoms - The companion piece to my long fic, and a story how Isha and Heinrix have met once, before the events of the game, in the Calixis sector.
Gift exchange story for the lovely @captastra and her pairing Lethyan x Heinrix - A leap into the void
Gift exchange story written by Captastra featuring Isha x Heinrix - Radiance on the bridge
Gift exchange story featuring LI Heinrix van Calox and Lienna von Valancius @indigo-scribbles Rogue Trader A rare flower amidst Chaos
Sanguinala gift exchnage story written for @pycnolite featuring her RT Amber x Heinrix - Snow waits where love is
Heart Day gift exchange fic written for @skolas-a set in her Interrogator Elena x LI Heinrix AU - What weakness lies concealed
The winner of two beef sweller awards and an April's Fool joke:
Ser Heinrix's (k)nightly conquest
Ser Heinrix's rising root
Little drabbles form the kiss prompts:
A kiss to pretend
A kiss were it hurts
My Achilleas x Heinrix smut fic The Observer
And a little one-shot for Valentine's Day with Achilleas x Heinrix
Interview with Chris Tester (VA of Heinrix)
Part one - full audio and transcript
Part two - full audio and transcript
Part three - full audio and transcript
Other stuff
An art board for Isha x Heinrix
Isha as a flower
Nine images that capture your OC's vibe
I will update this post continuosly when new stuff is published.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
In exchange, I could show you some of the Wittelsbach haunts in and around Munich next time you're around for more than a forced stop-over courtesy of DB.
Last tabletop session was quite an intense experience for the exodite hunter Lyndir and the Decadence retinue with them encountering a massive warp apparition that tested their willpower. And of course it's that the resident drukhari hellion Hotline (@nanivel♥) quite enjoys savouring of them recollecting the troubling memories.
🍂 patreon | tip jar
the actual meme reference from True Detective TV (2014) ofc xD:
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
🧠 : What is your OC’s most mentally attractive attribute?
💌 : How would they plan a romantic evening for a significant other?
Isha's most mentally attractive attribute is her wit, and she mostly recognises when she crosses the boundary from light-hearted teasing into being mean or cutting too close to someone's secret shame. At least, that's something I love exploring with her - her quick wit and sharp tongue, tempered by a diplomat's charm and emotional intelligence.
Heinrix and Isha had a few dates, and going sailing was perhaps Isha's no. 1 idea, with an excellent dinner her no. 2. But if she were to do something special for a romantic evening with Heinrix, she'd invite him into a greenhouse - filled with the scents of exotic flowers, lit only by candlelight, with music playing softly in the background, and a picnic laid out in a cosy corner - and she'd like to sit with Heinrix and enjoy the relative quiet. She wouldn't tell anyone where they went, and for a few hours she could only be Isha, not the Lord Captain, and Heinrix could be only himself, too.
Thank you so much for asking <333 I love thinking about Isha in ways I hadn't before. <333
1. are there themes in Isha‘s story that hold special personal significance for you?
2. are there any outfits you didn’t yet get to put Isha (or Heinrix, or someone else?) in but would like to?
3. Is there something we have in our current time that isn’t available in 40k you think Isha would enjoy?
This is so old, but I was thinking about it again, and so much happened in the meantime (fuck cancer and all its side effects, truly), and with an incredibly unfashionable delay...
1) Oooff, that all my characters have dead mothers says something, but I'm not sure what... (just kidding). The sea features prominently in my writing, as do journeying and finding belonging in the most unlikely places and people - that holds huge significance for Isha, as well as second and third chances. Characters trying to improve, succeeding, failing, getting back up, trying to do better, and an environment that doesn't shut the door on them is another huge theme (for Isha and Heinrix separately and for them as a couple).
2) Yes, her Magnae Accessio outfit. I didn't write about the crowning ceremony because my focus in these chapters was on the personal conflict between being on cloud nine and being six feet under on the way to hell, culminating in the Calcazar/Heinrix/Isha confrontation. Fortunately, I have art of it. :)
3) Catamaran racing. Fydea has sailing regattas, but the thought of racing in a catamaran, with your ass inches above the water and going at 50 knots (93 km/h) across the waves - yeah, I think she would be delighted and would participate in races. Other than that, I would like to show her the old Nordschleife Nürburgring race course - first in a fast car and then on a motorbike. I think she'd enjoy speeding down Doettinger Hoehe at 350 km/h. In short, I'd like to bring out the speed freak in Isha.
Thank you, again, Voss, for these wonderful questions. <3333
Strange racists and homophobes on the internet seem to have access to an alternate way cooler version of TV than me. "every white character on TV is in an interracial relationship" "every show has a gay couple in it" "main characters keep having to secretly be bisexual and nonbinary" "every show has gratuitous full frontal nudity" like damn promise?? What channel???
for real though, those DO NOT WATCH OR YOU'LL CORRUPT YOUR CHILDREN lists put out by conservative christian family groups is where I find all the stellar tv shows. Like, shit I didn't know half of those existed, thanks for finding them for me, gonna go watch 30 hours of gay tv now!
For personal context, before I went to the '98 Burning Man festival, one of the things I'd read from a couple different journalists was that "everybody" runs around naked. Which, fine by me, I'd already spent a lot of time in clothing-optional spaces, I'm not fanatic about it but it's nice.
So I got there early and set up a public shade structure on one of Black Rock City's main roads and spent most of each afternoon just watching the crowds go by. I don't remember seeing more than one actually naked person the whole week. I think a topless woman passed by my intersection maybe every half an hour, sometimes once an hour. So why in the hell were people, normally pretty smart and observant writers, coming away with the impression that everybody was naked?
Then I remembered an unrelated passage from Joel Garreau's great book about the history of the outer-ring suburbs, Edge City. Mall developers told him flat-out that they tried to keep the crowds in their malls less than 5% black. Not because they themselves were racist, but because they had determined, experimentally, that if more than 5% of the people in the mall are black, the median white shopper will wrongly describe the mall as at least half black, as mostly black. And not a few of them would describe it, at 6% black, as a mall where "only black people go." Why?
Because, emotionally, they were still upset over the last one when the next one came into view.
Same as the journalists describing Black Rock City as all naked. Same as the right-wing religious culture warriors describing television as entirely mixed-race and gender non-conforming. Not because it's even vaguely true, we know that, but because they haven't gotten over their discomfort over the last one by the time the next one comes along. The anger, not the stimulus, is the part that's continuous, so their mind lies to them that it's "all" the thing they can't get over.
Similar effect for the presence/proportion of women in things, by the way: https://health.howstuffworks.com/mental-health/human-nature/perception/how-17-equals-496-the-amazing-multiplying-women.htm
Your kiss pulls me to the light - Isha and Heinrix share an intimate moment in the Lord Captain's quarters in chapter 23 of Much Ado About The Lord Captain; painted by the wonderful @annahenriart <3
Anna, your talent is perhaps only surpassed by your generosity! I will treasure this gift forever, it perfectly encapsulates Isha and Heinrix's relationship. I'm still stuck on the many details you included, from the roses on Isha's dress, the champagne and caviar, to Heinrix's almost fairytale outfit. In one word: perfection! I love, love, love this so much. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for surprising me with this amazing piece of art! <333333
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
if you want to experience life more deeply you have to find more beauty. stop training yourself to dismiss, to mock, to assume the worst all the time — when you do this you build walls between yourself and the world. and after a while you stop feeling the warmth of it entirely.
beauty requires openness. it asks you to let things reach you, to soften enough to be moved. it’s not naive to see beauty everywhere—it’s a skill, a form of intelligence, a kind of quiet bravery. because it is so much easier to critique than to create, to detach than to engage, to dismiss than to love.
let yourself be affected. let yourself find things beautiful and let that be enough. life is not asking you to be cool, sitting on the sidelines and nitpicking everything. it’s asking you to see life and experience it fully.
Upon meeting the interrogator, Coranna's first reaction was horror. Memories of the torture she'd endured in her past were deeply ingrained in her, and she couldn't completely contain her reaction. But then Heinrix began to speak, and she wondered: was he the only one who was this rude and impudent, or was this characteristic inherent to this entire Ordos? (Her previous experience with the Inquisition had been so different.) After all, she'd been looking for an interrogator first to join forces and get to the bottom of what was happening in the monastery. And only then to take him somewhere.
What was Heinrix's first thought? He noted her reaction to the sight of torture and that it could be used against her if necessary.
I want to talk about policing the use of AI in creative writing fan spaces any why attempting to investigate and punish people this is a terrible idea.
Now let me be clear - Gen AI is awful and most people agree that it has no place in creative spaces, but that's besides the point. I'm not here to debate AI in creative spaces, I'm here to talk about the moderators who feel the need to investigate and punish writers who they believe use AI.
I'm going to start by reminding people of two important things:
There is no way for anyone to know for certain if someone is using AI to write - unless they tell you they are. The common "tells" that are cited online are found in the work of people who have excellent control of functional grammar, good vocabularies, and an excellent control of sentence structure. AI is trained on the work of talented writers.
There is no way for an author to defend themselves against a claim that they are using AI, especially in an online environment. Nor should an author have to. The rule should not be "prove you are innocent or we will find you guilty!"
I feel very passionately about this and have for quite some time. I've seen fandom witch hunts before, and I know how easy it is for some people to climb to moral high ground and punish those they believe are doing the wrong thing.
My friend recently chose to leave a discord server after the mod team contacted them to announce that there had been reports made by people who wished to be anonymous who suspected their work was AI generated. The mods explained that they had investigated these claims by looking over their writing, and although they admitted they could not be 100% certain the work contained AI, they were issuing a strike/warning to them in accordance with their discord rules because they believed they might have.
The investigation involved them reading some of their work.
That was it.
They read their work and decided that, in their own words, they thought it might be AI so they were issuing a strike. They then proceeded to delete the writing they had shared on the server without any opportunity for this person to retrieve it.
There was no communication prior to them issuing a strike. My friend was not told about these accusations ahead of time, the moderators did not talk to them about the accusations or raise concerns, and did not stop to ask themselves why the people making these claims wished to do so anonymously.
Perhaps if they had, they would have learned that members of their discord had been harassing this person via Tumblr anons about this issue. Instead they chose to give the bullies anonymity, to deny a writer a chance to have open communication, and issued a punishment for a rule infraction that they themselves admitted they could not be certain had been broken.
When my friend gave the names of beta readers and editors who had worked with her in real time, these moderators chose not to engage with them or seek clarification, and instead doubled down and tried to justify their decision.
My friend asked for the evidence they had that their work contained AI content, and it was not provided to them. Instead they supplied a generic statement about how they had made their decision based on their use of syntax, grammar, tone, and word choice was rolled out. But again, they did not give examples or explain this.
As someone who admins and mods several creative spaces, this kind of behaviour worries me. Actually, it terrifies me. Because anyone can be next: you, me, the brand new writer eager to share their work, or the fandom oldie.
It sets a dangerous precedent for fan spaces and the policing of creative works, because it leaves writers in these spaces open to harassment, bullying, intimidation, and censorship under the guise of keeping fan spaces "AI Free". Anyone can accuse someone of using AI to write, and this can be used to bully people out of fan spaces.
Moderators are supposed to keep fan spaces safe for members, not take it upon themselves to play detective and police creative works in case someone is using AI. In fact, mods taking it upon themselves to police writers in fan spaces by handing out warnings and bans are making fan spaces unsafe and encouraging social exclusion. This kind of behaviour will actively scare and intimidate writers into simply walking away - because who wants to hear an accusation that their work is AI?
Facilitating AI witch hunts is killing fan spaces.
Attempting to police the writing of others is alienating writers.
And if you think someone is using AI to write, don't try to be a detective, just click away and stop reading their work.
This is such an important topic — and I want to help recontextualize it in a way that might make why this behavior is so problematic really hit home for people. Because I've seen a lot of these same arguments on reddit and other creative spaces of "guilty until proven innocent."
So putting aside the not-so-gentle slide the argument of "guilty until proven innocent" is into fascist thinking (which is honestly another good reason to sit and re-evaluate this position if you have it), here we go.
I'm a labor organizer. I've not been terribly vocal about that on tumblr, but that's been my job for the last 10 years, and so I'm approaching this through a lens of workplace justice to highlight just how fucked up it is to "do an investigation" that never involves asking the accused a single goddamn question.
Just imagine for me showing up to work one day, and your boss pulls you into their office. You sit down, maybe a little nervous, and your boss slides a piece of paper across the desk stating you have been formally written up and this is your first of three strikes. Three strikes and you're fired.
The offense? A coworker claimed they felt like you were eating someone else's lunch.
No one ever stopped to ask you, "are you eating coworker's lunch?" The person who's lunch was being eaten was also never asked if their lunch was being eaten. All the mattered was the feelings of the person who reported it, and the boss who decided well, you could have done it and so they issued you formal discipline, and now you are that much closer to being out of a job.
But the thing is, you never ate anyone's lunch. You make your own lunch, it's clearly labeled "my own fucking lunch" — yet none of that mattered, and no one even bothered to ask.
You'd be furious, right? That's not what a proper investigation is. The standard in any space should not be: we are presumed guilty and must, therefore, prove our innocence. But in my fictional scenario — and in the real life scenario above — the accused was never even granted the chance to prove their innocence. In my fictional scenario, I'd be writing up the grievance yesterday and I would fight that case all the way to arbitration and I'd fucking win in five minutes.
The notion that we must police other people's creative works in creative spaces and issue strikes (especially without doing any actual fucking investigation that is an actual fucking investigation) is harmful and you know what, fuck it, I'm not gonna go soft on anyone's ass — it promotes fascist thinking. If you engage in this type of behavior, if you believe that people must prove their innocence to you (while denying them the opportunity to do so), you are that much closer to being a fascist. You're not saving creativity, you're not a champion of what is just and good in this world.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Your kiss pulls me to the light - Isha and Heinrix share an intimate moment in the Lord Captain's quarters in chapter 23 of Much Ado About The Lord Captain; painted by the wonderful @annahenriart <3
Anna, your talent is perhaps only surpassed by your generosity! I will treasure this gift forever, it perfectly encapsulates Isha and Heinrix's relationship. I'm still stuck on the many details you included, from the roses on Isha's dress, the champagne and caviar, to Heinrix's almost fairytale outfit. In one word: perfection! I love, love, love this so much. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for surprising me with this amazing piece of art! <333333