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Sorcery & Scandal - Gale x Seraphina
In a Regency era AU where magic is 'social currency', ladies and gentlemen are expected to marry partners who are highly skilled at wielding the Weave. Mr Gale Dekarios' wealthy patroness, Lady Mystra, is expecting him to make an advantageous match, lest he be cut off from his inheritance from her. Alas, at the start of the new social season, he makes acquaintance with Miss Seraphina Damaris and sparks fly instantly⌠but for all of Seraphina's other accomplishments, she is not at all magically gifted.
7 chapters | 15,479 words
First Snow - Gale x Seraphina
Post-game domestic fluff in which Gale's new wife Seraphina sees snowfall for the first time in real life.
One shot | 1,549 words
In The Sanctuary Of The Library - Gale x Seraphina - explicit
Gale meets his wife after work as her shift at the library comes to an end - and they discover that there are certain⌠benefits to having the place all to yourself after hours.
One shot | 3260 words
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Chosen - Gale
Tranquility - Gale x Seraphina
Undress For Me - Gale x Seraphina (mildly NSFW)
Keeping Warm by the Fire - Gale x Seraphina
A Relaxing Evening In Waterdeep - Gale x Seraphina
Moonlight Kisses - Gale x Seraphina
"We Made It!" - Gale x Seraphina
Ponder The Orb - Gale x Seraphina
Introductions - regency AU Gale x Seraphina
First taste of spring - Seraphina
Gifts & Art Trades
I feel so incredibly blessed to have been gifted such precious things which I deeply cherish. From the bottom of my heart - thank you! đĽš
The Weight of My Heart's Desire - post-game short fic featuring Gale x Seraphina, by bladesingerlily
Spellwork & Starlight - regency AU fic featuring Seraphina, by bladesingerlily
Watch Me Unfold - portrait of Seraphina, by defira85
The Catcident - act 1 short fic featuring Gale x Seraphina, by optimisticgrey
First Snow - 3D art by WildMagicKatie, gifted by optimisticgrey
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I'm back on my regularly scheduled "I can't write" low self-esteem trip, so no indulgent writing from me this week I'm afraid! đ
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Trying my hand at writing down my headcanons for the companions starting with the males! Next batch will focus on the females.
Astarion
Flirting is second nature to Astarion, but it's also a tool sharpened by centuries of necessity. Whether he's luring prey or disarming suspicion, his every word and gesture is curated for effect.
He doesn't ask if you're interested, he assumes you are.
His confidence is intoxicating, deliberate, overwhelming. He doesn't give you space to not want him.
âYouâve been watching me, havenât you? Donât bother denying it â Iâd recognize that kind of hunger anywhere.â
But behind that ease is calculation. Every flirtatious word is a chess move. He wants to know what makes you squirm, fluster, melt. You are both a puzzle and plaything.
He rarely flirts directly. Instead, he laces his every comment with insinuation, elegance, and a touch of threat just enough to leave you off balance.
Elegant insults wrapped in compliments:
âYouâre clever. Not clever enough to hide your tells, but clever. Itâs adorable, really.â
Carnal metaphors twisted with menace:
âThereâs something exquisite about restraint, isnât there? The way anticipation lingers on the tongue. Almost⌠painful. But then â release is so much sweeter.â
Astarion touches to control the room. To control you. Heâll invade your personal space like a whisper at the nape of your neck â there, then gone, leaving heat and confusion behind.
He doesnât hold hands. He trails fingers across knuckles.
He doesnât kiss, he hovers close, lets you ache for it, and then smirks when you do.
âCareful. Lean in any closer, and Iâll have to assume youâre offering something.â
Flirting is his mask. He uses it to avoid intimacy, even while pretending to offer it.
When he flirts with strangers, it's a dance of masks. Heâs dazzling, merciless, intoxicating.
When he flirts with someone he actually likes, it becomes more dangerous for him. The flirtation falters, just slightly â too honest, too slow to deflect.
âDonât look at me like that. Iâm not⌠Iâm not some tragic thing you can fix. Iâm far more interesting than that.â
And yet, the plea hides beneath the jest.
If someone earns his trust (which is rare), his flirtation starts to change. It's less about dominance and more about connection but heâll never admit it outright.
He might say:
âI suppose Iâve grown used to your company. Annoyingly so. There, are you happy? Thatâs practically a declaration of love from me.â
But heâll mean:
Donât leave.
Gale
Gale doesnât flirt so much as he courts â with words. Lots of them. He offers compliments as if heâs reciting from a sonnet he wrote in your honor, then revises it mid-sentence because technically, thereâs a better metaphor.
Heâs the kind to start a sentence with "Forgive the boldness, butâŚ" and then say something bold anyway.
âForgive the boldness, but when you smile like that, it puts the sunrise to shame. Not in hue, mind you, but in how it warms the world around it.â
Heâs not afraid of sincerity. In fact, itâs his default setting.
He gives affection like he's offering a gift â open-palmed, hopeful, slightly nervous.
Galeâs compliments are poetic, precise, and occasionally too much. He speaks like heâs writing you into an epic poem, and sometimes heâs aware of how ridiculous he sounds but he leans into it anyway.
Youâre not just beautiful â youâre âresplendent,â âarresting,â âa living stanza.â
âThereâs a rhythm to you, you know. A cadence I canât quite match, but I find myself wanting to try.â
He loves analogies. Everything is a metaphor. Youâre the flame to his magic, the gravity to his orbit, the comma in his sentence.
Unlike Astarion, who touches to test, Gale touches to reassure. His hand lingers a second longer than necessary, as if memorizing the moment.
He brushes hair from your face not to seduce but because itâs in the way, and you deserve to be seen clearly.
âThere. Much better. Your face deserves an unobstructed view of the stars.â
His gestures are protective without being possessive â hovering, not holding, unless you lean in first.
To Gale, being understood is the deepest intimacy. He flirts through discussion, especially if you match his curiosity.
Heâs most drawn to someone who can challenge him, surprise him.
A battle of wits? Thatâs foreplay.
âI had a theory about you, but every time I think Iâve unraveled the mystery, you delight in proving me wrong. Please â donât stop.â
Magic is seduction. If you show interest in the arcane, youâve already claimed part of his heart.
What makes Galeâs flirtation touching is how often it trips over genuine feeling. The deeper he falls, the less polished it becomes.
He second-guesses, hesitates, smiles softly in the middle of his own sentence.
âIâve lived through the ecstasy of magic and the terror of loss⌠and yet, you â you â somehow feel more dangerous than either.â
And when he truly lets go:
âItâs foolish, perhaps, how much I wish to be someone worthy of the way you look at me.â
Halsin
Halsin doesnât flirt to impress or manipulate â he flirts because he means it. Everything he says comes from a place of deep sincerity, laced with the calm assurance of someone who knows exactly who he is.
His gaze holds yours like a quiet forest â no pressure, just presence.
âYou move through the world with such purpose. Itâs⌠beautiful to witness.â
He speaks plainly, but with a natural poetry â his words arenât practiced, theyâre felt.
âWhen I look at you, I see strength. But itâs your kindness that draws me in.â
Halsin doesnât pile on flattery â he notices things. Deep, subtle things. And when he speaks of them, it feels like sunlight warming you from within.
Heâs observant, not performative. You might not even realize heâs flirting at first â it just sounds like honest admiration.
âYou speak gently, even when the world demands fury. Thatâs a rare kind of courage.â
He isnât embarrassed by affection. He says what he feels, and he doesnât play coy.
âYou make the world feel less heavy. I hope I do the same for you.â
Halsinâs touch is deliberate, comforting, and patient. He touches with permission, not presumption. But when he does touch â itâs undeniably intimate, as if saying, Iâm here. I will not break you.
He places a hand over yours when you're tense. Holds your gaze, anchoring you.
âBreathe. You donât need to carry this alone.â
And when desire simmers beneath the surface, itâs elemental â not rushed, not performative, but felt in his closeness, his stillness.
âIf I touch you, it will be with all that I am. Say the word.â
Halsin doesnât need grand declarations. He flirts by showing up â carrying your burdens, tending your wounds, sharing the quiet.
He listens with his whole self. Even your silences are welcome with him.
âYou donât need to fill the space with words. Iâm content just being near you.â
Heâs drawn to strength, but moved by vulnerability.
And if you let him in, he will never belittle it.
âYou let me see you. That is no small gift. And I cherish it.â
Though gentle, Halsin is not shy about attraction. When he wants you, it is unmistakable and entirely honoring.
Heâs open about it, but never pushy.
âYou stir something in me I havenât felt in years. Not just desire but hope.â
And if you respond to his touch or words, heâll smile â slow, unguarded.
âThen let me show you what it means to be cherished.â
Wyll
Wyll leads with charm but itâs never hollow. He knows how to wink and tip his head just right, but every line carries an undercurrent of sincerity.
He wants to make you smile. Thatâs the whole goal of his flirting: to brighten, to uplift, to show you youâre worth every stolen glance.
âIf I had a coin for every time you crossed my thoughts today, Iâd have enough to buy you something nice. Though⌠Iâd much rather earn your smile than your silence.â
Thereâs always a touch of theatricality. He is the Blade of Frontiers, after all. But he never uses the title to elevate himself above youâonly to make you laugh.
âWould you believe the famed Blade of Frontiers was brought to his knees by a glance? Because Iâm about ready to kneel.â
Unlike Astarionâs razor-sharp innuendo or Galeâs encyclopedic poetry, Wyll gives tender compliments. And if you compliment him back? He flusters, adorably so.
He notices the little things, and they move him.
âYou tend to others before yourself. Thatâs not something I see often and it humbles me.â
If you flirt back, he might laugh â low and genuine â but youâll catch the faintest blush.
âCareful now⌠keep that up and I might forget Iâm supposed to be the charming one.â
Wyll touches sparingly but when he does, itâs full of reverence. A hand to steady you, fingers brushing yours when passing something, a palm pressed over your heart after battle.
Heâll ask before crossing a boundary.
âMay I?â (Offered hand. An honest question.) âOnly if youâd like me to stay close.â
Even his teasing has warmth:
âIf you keep looking at me like that, Iâll start thinking Iâm special.â
Wyll doesnât just flirt with words â he flirts through action. Standing by your side. Letting you see the cracks in the armor.
He wants to be someone you trust. And that starts by offering you his truth.
âI made mistakes. I carry them with me but Iâd carry yours too, if you let me.â
He brings you into his world, slowly and willingly. If he tells you a story from his past, it means he sees you as part of his future.
When Wyll desires you, it burns low and steady â never rushed, never careless. Itâs controlled, because he wants to earn the right to want you.
He doesnât take. He offers.
âI wonât ask for anything youâre not ready to give. But know this â if you choose me, I will never leave your side.â
And if you do choose him?
That smile â the real one, soft and reverent â comes to life.
âThen let me be the man who proves you were right to.â
Rolan
Rolan is not here to charm you. In fact, he would very much like to be left alone, thank you. But thereâs a twitch in his mouth when you say something clever, a pause before he looks away. Heâs fighting it and thatâs exactly how you know itâs real.
Flirting often sounds like irritation at first. Heâs too observant. Too annoyed. He notices you far more than he admits.
âYou're always putting yourself in danger. Someoneâs going to have to clean up your mess. âŚDonât look at me like that. I didnât say itâd be me.â
He flirts like a man sharpening a blade â precise, deflective, and with his guard raised.
âYou keep looking at me like Iâve said something sweet. I assure you â I havenât.â
(He has.)
Rolan doesnât give you praise straight. Heâll call you reckless when he means brave. Annoying when he means magnetic. And when you catch on? Heâs flustered â genuinely.
Heâs the king of âI didnât mean it like thatâ after saying something surprisingly intimate.
âYouâre⌠capable. For someone with such an irritating tendency to leap before they look.â
If you catch him staring, heâll roll his eyes. But he wonât deny it.
âDonât flatter yourself. I wasnât⌠I wasnât admiring. I was assessing.â
(He was admiring.)
Rolan is awkward about physical affection unless itâs practical. Helping you up, catching your arm in battle, brushing past you on purpose. When he does reach out first, itâs a big deal even if he pretends it isnât.
Touches are brief, careful, and loaded with tension.
âHold still. Youâve got something on your â here. There. Itâs gone.â
He touches like he's expecting to be rejected. When you donât pull away, it floors him.
â...Huh. You didnât flinch. Thatâs new.â
Rolan connects through arguments, side glances, shared snark. He bonds with people who can keep up, challenge him, call him out and not back down.
He flirts through tension. Youâll know youâve gotten close when he actually stops snapping at you.
âYouâre not as infuriating as usual today. âŚDonât let it go to your head.â
And if you tease him back? His ears go pink. Every time.
The rare moments when Rolan lets down his guard are intensely vulnerable. He wonât wax poetic but when he says something kind, it matters. He wonât say it unless itâs true.
It slips out before he can stop it:
âYou make things⌠bearable. More than bearable, actually.â
And when he finally stops fighting it:
âIâve spent so long pushing people away, I forgot what it feels like to want someone to stay. âŚI want you to stay.â
Though my next batch will focus on the females, Iâm open to any scenarios you will like me to explore, so feel free to drop in a request!Â
So, sometimes, when I just exist (or try to) peacefully, I can get random flashes of ideas in my mind. A random dialogue that "just works", or a scene that doesn't specifically make sense, but it exists now. It's one of those. I imagined Gale and Deia becoming more comfortable around each other. That is to say: Gale starts doubting himself less, and Deia becomes more animated and alive around him. This little snippet is one of those moments that I wanted to capture. Hope it makes you smile or giggle. Or both, that'd be nice too.
Deia appears at the mouth of his tent without warning. No greeting. No polite cough. No announcement. Just the soft sweep of canvas, the sudden spill of black hair and moon-shadow, and then her voice, already halfway through a sentence as if Gale has been part of the conversation for the last ten minutes and simply failed to keep up.
ââand then, of course, Astarion says, âHow was I supposed to know the man had an emotional attachment to the goat?â As if anyone with eyes could not tell the goat was clearly beloved. It had a ribbon, Gale! A ribbon!â
Gale, propped against his pack with a book open in one hand, lifts his eyes over the page. One brow rises. Deia does not wait for permission. She never has. She slips inside like smoke with opinions, boots quiet against the ground, one hand already gesturing in sharp little arcs as she speaks. There is dried mud on her trousers. A faint smear of soot near her jaw. Her hair has half-escaped its tie and moves around her shoulders every time she turns her head, restless and glossy as spilled ink.
âKarlach, naturally, wanted to free it.â
âNaturally,â Gale says.
âAnd I said, reasonably, that stealing a goat from a man whose only crime was poor taste in companions would be morally questionable.â
âRemarkably measured of you.â
âYes, thank you. Then the goat bit Astarion.â
Galeâs mouth twitches. Deia points at him immediately.
âDo not look pleased. He deserved it, but that is not the point.â
âI would not dream of taking pleasure in Astarionâs misfortune.â
âYou are a terrible liar.â
âOnly when the cause is noble.â
She snorts, reaches for the cup near his things without asking, takes a swallow, and instantly winces so hard one eye closes.
âGods. What is this?â
âMy tea.â
âThis is an insult in a cup.â
âIt was a gift.â
âFrom who? Someone who hates you?â
Gale lowers the book a fraction.
âAre you here to insult my tea, my evening, or my general existence?â
âYes.â
Then she keeps talking. She paces as she does, not anxiously, but with that bright excess of her, that storm-in-a-bottle energy she sometimes gets after danger has failed to kill her and therefore must be mocked for its poor manners. She sways when she turns. She acts out Astarionâs offense with a hand to her chest and a wounded aristocratic tilt of the chin. She deepens her voice for Karlach, mangles the accent terribly, then laughs at herself before Gale can.
And Gale watches her. He pretends, with admirable dedication, to return to his book. He even turns a page. He does not read a word.
His eyes keep finding her over the top of it, narrowed with poorly concealed amusement. The corners of his mouth betray him in slow increments. A man under siege by affection, attempting to defend himself with literature.
Then, without warning, Deia finishes some sentence about âgoat-related tyrannyâ, crosses the small space between them, and drops bonelessly onto his bedroll, her head landing on his thigh as if it has always belonged there. Gale stills. Only for half a breath. Then he looks down at her.
âWell,â he says, voice dry as old parchment and twice as fond, âhello to you too.â
Deia grins up at him, upside down and shameless.
âHello, pretty wizard.â
âYou do realize most people begin with that.â
âMost people lack imagination.â
âMost people possess manners.â
âTragic for them.â
She rolls onto her stomach, chin near his knee, and squints at the book.
âWhat atrocity are you reading tonight?â
His hand tightens around the spine.
âAtrocity?â
âThat title looks self-important.â
âThat title,â Gale says, wounded in several academic places at once, âis A Treatise on the Harmonious Application of Transmutative Principles in Layered Defensive Enchantments.â
Deia stares at him. Blinks once.
âMy deepest condolences,â she says with genuine sympathy.
âIt is a highly respected work.â
âBy whom?â
âScholars.â
âUnwell scholars?â
He moves the book away when she reaches for it. Her grin widens.
âLet me see.â
âNo.â
âGale.â
âAbsolutely not.â
âI need to judge it properly.â
âYou judged it before knowing what it was.â
She sighs with theatrical disappointment and begins to push herself upright.
âFine. Keep your little wizard brick.â
Before she can get far, his fingers close gently around her forearm. Not hard. Not commanding. Just enough. A quiet hook cast into the river. Deia pauses. Gale does not look away from the book when he draws her back down beside him, but the faint satisfaction in his face gives him away entirely. She lets herself be pulled because of course she does. Because the game is sweeter when they both know the rules and pretend they do not. She settles against his side this time, shoulder pressed to his hip, hair spilling over his thigh.
âOh,â she says, amused. âLook at that.â
âLook at what?â
âYou.â
âI am doing nothing.â
âYou are getting attached.â
âI would argue I am merely preventing further disruption.â
âWith your hand on me?â
âA necessary restraint.â
âA necessary restraint,â she repeats, delighted. âShould I be worried?â
âAt present? No. Later, perhaps, depending on whether you insult any more of my books.â
She laughs, low and pleased, and pokes his ribs with one finger. Gale inhales sharply and gives her a look. Deiaâs eyes gleam.
âOh, that was interesting.â
âIt was not.â
âIt was.â
âIt was a normal human response to being attacked.â
âAttacked,â she echoes. âBy one finger. Gods, the mighty wizard falls.â
âI am beginning to suspect,â he says, gaze returning to the page with suspicious deliberation, âthat you came into my life with the express purpose of making my evenings difficult.â
Deia props her chin on her hand, watching him from below, smile slow and blade-bright.
âOh, truly, how tragic. A poor suffering wizard," she murmurs. "And yet, still, you kissed me. So really, that speaks more about you than it does about me.â
Gale turns a page. Does not look at her. His voice, however, drops into something far too even to be innocent.
âI seem to recall Iâve done more than that.â
The silence changes shape. Deiaâs expression shifts at once. The grin does not vanish, exactly. It sharpens. Her eyes narrow, silver catching the candlelight, and her head tilts by the smallest degree. There she is, Gale thinks helplessly. Not the storm. The spark before it.
âOh?â she says softly. âDid you?â
He keeps his gaze on the book, though his thumb has stopped moving along the margin.
âI believe so.â
âHm.â Deia drags the sound out, considering him with wicked solemnity. âHow unfortunate.â
âUnfortunate?â
âMy memory is terribly unreliable.â
âIs it?â
âDreadful," she shifts closer, slow now, all that bright animated energy gathering into something warmer, more deliberate. Her fingers walk lightly over the blanket near his knee, not touching him yet. âI might need you to refresh it.â
At that, Gale finally looks down. The book is still open in his hand. Neither of them believes he is reading anymore. His eyes move over her face, over the smirk she is trying and failing to keep casual, over the softness beneath it. The trust hidden in the provocation. The invitation dressed up as mockery because it is easier, still, to tease than to ask. His expression warms. Dangerously. Fondly. Thoroughly.
âAh,â he murmurs. âA scholarly exercise, then.â
Deiaâs mouth curves.
âIf you must make it sound boring.â
âI assure you,â Gale says, closing the book with one careful hand, âI am a very dedicated tutor.â
And Deia, wicked thing, has the audacity to look pleased with herself when he sets the book aside.
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Fire is the theme today, so let's burn some shit down.
Warning for absolutely uncensored use of fire magic and general durgeness.
And, because a new Maphra cover is out, allow me to shamelessly use it for this Sunday's WIP.
It was a strange period of my life, if I am being entirely honest.
Fire had always lived within me. My magic was volatile by nature, flames curled around my heartbeat as naturally as blood through my veins, and it had never troubled me. I enjoyed it, if anything. There was a simple satisfaction in coaxing a fire to life in a cold stove, in filling an empty hearth with warmth at the flick of my fingers.
And if fire escaped where it ought not, it obeyed me just as readily. A lantern overturned at the docks, a spark caught by dry timber, a careless accident threatening to become a tragedyâI could command the flames into submission until enough water arrived to finish the work.
It is as natural to me as breathing.
Unfortunately, at that age, I also possessed a temper to rival any blaze.
For the first time in my life, I was truly free.
I had coin in my purse, no one watching over my shoulder, and a city sprawling endlessly before me. I indulged enthusiastically in all of it: good food, good wine, and whatever delightful company my gold could purchase. Freedom suited me perhaps a little too well.
It made me arrogant.
I knew I was powerful, and worse, I enjoyed knowing it.
So when someone wronged me, when they mistook politeness for encouragement and persisted after being told no, my patience often ran short. My anger flared quickly, and occasionally quite literally. Nothing serious, mind you. Usually. A scorched sleeve. A blistered hand. A brief lesson delivered through skin made uncomfortably aware of just how hot a sorceress could become when irritated.
I am not proud of it.
At least, not anymore.
And then there was the house.
To this day, I maintain that burning down an entire residence was a somewhat disproportionate response to the circumstances.
Still, it was a glorious night.
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So, this technically isnât super WIP-y because I wrote it a long time ago as a sort of roadmap to keep me focused on the end of Gale and Lilyâs story, but Iâve been doing so much editing that Iâve been looking at it a lot lately, along with this amazing VP by @alstromeri-a
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From ~ His Best Year
The Dekarios Cut
The sun sank behind the western ridge, slow and sure, spilling apricot light across the terraces until the vineyards below looked washed in molten gold. The last warmth lingered on the stones beneath their feet. Somewhere down the slope, leaves whispered against each other in the evening breeze, and the grapes hung heavy on the vineâdark, tight-skinned, full of the seasonâs gathered sweetness.
Gale set a bottle on the low stone table between them. âThis may be my best yet.â The smile that followed was mostly for himself as he drew a small knife, cut the seal with care, and eased the cork free with a steady twist.
The scent rose at once: ripe blackberry; a clean thread of cedar; something faintly spicedâclove, perhaps, or pepper.
Lily stood with her cloak open to the breeze, hair unpinned, the last of the sun catching along her cheekbones. âAhâŚso your meticulously planned cooler evenings finally paid off? â
He poured a glass from the heavy glass bottle, the label written in his precise handâvineyard name, year, a small note in the margin like an annotation in a beloved book. âI believe this may be a perfect year. You tell me.â He poured her a goblet.
He offered his glass toward hers, but didnât rush the clink. He waited until she met him in the middle, until the moment was shared on purpose.
Crystal touched crystalâ a small, bright note in the sunset.
Lilyâs mouth curved as she lifted her glassâan expression for him alone, fond and faintly amused. She sipped.
Dark fruit and smoke, then a clean bright edgeâcedar and spice and the quiet vanilla of the barrel. It tasted of patient seasons and weather coaxed into gentleness.
She studied him in the amber of eveningâthe calm set to his shoulders, the silver threaded through his hair, the contentment bright in his brandy-colored eyesâand let the present tune the past into focus. For a blink she saw him as heâd been the moment they met: rumpled, sharp with hunger for answers, dangerous with brilliance, dragged from a collapsing demiplane on the banks of the Chionthar with his dignity left somewhere in the spellâs wreckage. The memory startled her with its fondness, then slipped away like breath on glass.
To perfect years,â Lily murmured.
Galeâs gaze went past her shoulder to the vines, to the patient geometry of his pet project, to the quiet miracle of a life that had somehow stretched far enough to include this.
âTo earned years,â he corrected gently, and thenâafter the smallest pause, as if letting the truth settleâadded, âand to you.â
They drank again. The wine warmed as it opened, each taste a little rounder, a little more generous than the last. The light thinned along the rows below, leaving the vines in long bands of shadow, the terrace stones cooling underfoot.
Gale did not look at her at once. His gaze went back out over the vine valeâcalm, measuredâtracking the neat geometry heâd made of weather and soil and patience, quiet pride settling in his chest.
When he spoke, his voice held that same carefulness as his hands had with the cork.
âDo you ever look back,â he said, âto the years before these?â
Lilyâs fingers tightened on the stem of her glass, just slightly.
âThe choices we made,â he continued, eyes still on the darkening vines. âand wonderââ
He paused. The Mythal hummed on, indifferent and enduring.
Lily sighed, a soft deflection. âI do believe this is your best yet.â She moved beside him, sliding her fingers through the curls at his temple.
âLily,â he looked out over the vale and back to her, âdo youâŚ.am I, is this worth what it cost you?â
âThis truly is a wonderful glass of wine,â she smiled, âwhy is this front of mind, now?â
âIâm writing,â he said. âAbout what happen on the island.â
Lilyâs fingers stilled in his hair. âAhâŚthat. Gale,â Lily sighed, fond and faintly exasperated.
His smile flickered, but didnât quite hold. âHumor me.â
She studied him for a long moment, then softenedâhand still in his hair, anchoring him to now.
âLily⌠are you happy?â he asked. âNot content. Not fine. Not we made it. Happy. And if you are, tell me. If you arenâtâtell me that too. I can bear it. I would rather bear it than never know.â
She breathed outâslow, like setting something heavy down without letting it shatter.
âSome nights I wonder what I might have become if they hadnât made my love a disqualifier,â she said. âAnd then I remember: I did become something.â Her fingers found his hand and held it. âNot what they would have praised. What I chose.â
A beatâsmall, fierce.
âI did what I did,â she added softly. âAnd I would again.â Lilyâs mouth curved. âTheir edicts never saved anyone I loved.â
She kissed his temple. âAnd youâdo you still dream of Elysium?â
Her mouth curved, almost kind. âDo you ever wonder what divinity might have made of you⌠if I hadnât knocked you out by the Chionthar?â
Galeâs breath left him in a soft huffâhalf laugh, half surrender. âI did,â he admitted. âFor longer than I care to confess.â
He turned his hand under hers, palm to palm, as if anchoring himself to something that could not be bargained away.
âBut Elysium was never the point. Not really. I sought redemption, to be something more than a cautionary tale.â
His gaze drifted past her shoulder to the vines, to the orderly rows heâd coaxed from stubborn soil. The symmetry of it had the quiet comfort of a theorem proven at last.
âI wanted proof,â he admitted, voice low. âProof that the brilliance wasnât just hunger. That the ambition wasnât only rot.â His mouth twitched, a self-aware ghost of humor. âThat I hadnât spent half my life composing an epitaph in advance, like so many before me.â
He lifted her hand and pressed his mouth to her knuckles, âAnd then you made the most infuriating choice imaginable.â A soft huffâhalf laugh, half surrender. âYou chose me as I was.â
âEven after you took my will. Even after I woke in Evereska and thought I would never forgive you.â He glanced at her, quiet and sincere. âAnd somehow⌠I did, and I donât regret a second of it. Life with you has been a wonder.â
âIf thereâs a paradise worth anything,â he said, eyes warm in the thinning light, âitâs one where I am lovedâand knownânot worshipped.â
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CW: gore
Much later, after endless discussions with the others, Ethery would replay the battle in her mind often enough to make herself sick. Eventually she came to one conclusion: they had made only one mistake, and it was exactly the one mistake Marcus needed.
Whether Karlach finally lost patience with the cramped room or merely caught her footing on something unseen, Ethery never knew. For a single fatal second the tiefling stumbled out of rhythm, swayed, froze in place. Shadowheart immediately reached toward her with Sanctuary. Ethery fired another cantrip at Marcus.
Under different circumstances it might have been enough. But Halsin lunged toward Karlach with a roar, forgetting the very thing he himself had repeated to Ethery countless times: never open yourself in combat. He turned sideways to shield Karlach, exposed for no longer than a heartbeat. Astarion was already moving to cover him.
Marcus needed no more than that single second. The blow landed with horrifying force.
Halsin dropped out of bear form at once. He staggered, somehow remained standing, blood pouring down him in bright streams. A healing spell left his lips in a hurried murmur, slowing the bleeding before he collapsed hard onto the floor.
âI have him!â Isobel shouted. Sanctuary flared around Halsinâs unmoving body.
No.
No, this was wrong.
This could notâŚ
Ethery screamed. Not words. Something rawer.
Scorching rays tore from her hands one after another, all of them aimed at Marcusâs face, his throat, his eyes. The red haze flooding her vision made aiming nearly impossible. Her skull pounded hard enough to split.
This was not the Urge. She simply wanted to kill.
She simply wanted Marcus dead. Dead painfully. Dead screaming.
She looked at Astarion for aid, and the vampire understood immediately. He discarded his bow and threw himself low, straight at Marcusâ legs. The Flaming Fist made his own mistake then - shielding himself for a fraction of a second with his empty arm against Etheryâs relentless barrage. Astarion struck at once. The slash was broad, theatrical, viciously precise.
Another scorching ray drove straight into the wound Astarion had opened. The smell of burned flesh hit a second later, thick and nauseating, together with the hiss of boiling blood.
Marcus shrieked.
âAstarionâŚâ Ethery rasped, collapsing beside Halsin.
Astarion did not hesitate. He vaulted upward, drove his dagger straight through Marcusâ screaming mouth, then buried his fangs in the Fistâs throat. Karlach ended it moments later with one savage strike.
âSorry, bear man,â she said thickly, dropping to her knees beside Halsin and Ethery. Both Shadowheart and Isobel were already pouring healing magic into the druid. He had not lost much blood, but he still wasnât moving. âSorry, soldier. Lost my footing andâŚâ
âShit happens,â Ethery muttered automatically. She did not even look at her friend.
She barely realized her hand was stroking gently through Halsinâs hair.