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Sorcery & Scandal - Gale x Seraphina
In a Regency era AU where magic is 'social currency', ladies and gentlemen are expected to marry partners who are highly skilled at wielding the Weave. Mr Gale Dekarios' wealthy patroness, Lady Mystra, is expecting him to make an advantageous match, lest he be cut off from his inheritance from her. Alas, at the start of the new social season, he makes acquaintance with Miss Seraphina Damaris and sparks fly instantly⦠but for all of Seraphina's other accomplishments, she is not at all magically gifted.
7 chapters | 15,479 words
First Snow - Gale x Seraphina
Post-game domestic fluff in which Gale's new wife Seraphina sees snowfall for the first time in real life.
One shot | 1,549 words
In The Sanctuary Of The Library - Gale x Seraphina - explicit
Gale meets his wife after work as her shift at the library comes to an end - and they discover that there are certain⦠benefits to having the place all to yourself after hours.
One shot | 3260 words
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Chosen - Gale
Tranquility - Gale x Seraphina
Undress For Me - Gale x Seraphina (mildly NSFW)
Keeping Warm by the Fire - Gale x Seraphina
A Relaxing Evening In Waterdeep - Gale x Seraphina
Moonlight Kisses - Gale x Seraphina
"We Made It!" - Gale x Seraphina
Ponder The Orb - Gale x Seraphina
Introductions - regency AU Gale x Seraphina
First taste of spring - Seraphina
Gifts & Art Trades
I feel so incredibly blessed to have been gifted such precious things which I deeply cherish. From the bottom of my heart - thank you! š„¹
The Weight of My Heart's Desire - post-game short fic featuring Gale x Seraphina, by bladesingerlily
Spellwork & Starlight - regency AU fic featuring Seraphina, by bladesingerlily
Watch Me Unfold - portrait of Seraphina, by defira85
The Catcident - act 1 short fic featuring Gale x Seraphina, by optimisticgrey
First Snow - 3D art by WildMagicKatie, gifted by optimisticgrey
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In my self imposed exile, I speed red as many of the relevant FR novels as I could to sort through some pre-canon, and I came away with a very different Gale in my head, who he would be and what he would have done in the canon of 1487-91 Waterdeepā¦and how singular his intellect really is in that moment in timeā¦
Iāve been writing it a lotā¦soā¦here is a bit..
The Arcanabulum
(Lorewise~arcanabula may be the singular, but my Latin studying brain would not allow it)
From ~ The Dekarios Cut
He woke in the early almost-light on his back, one arm tucked behind his head, the other curled near his cheek. The sheet had slipped low on his hips, and one knee had fallen open around the place where she sat.
Lily was bare, half tucked between his legs, his spellbook open across her knees. She turned the pages without realizing he was awake, murmuring over the shape of his spells, the architecture of his theory, the small vanities of his notation, while she twirled a lock of silver hair around one finger. The small earring he wore by day had unfolded beneath her hands into folio and vellum, its glamour shed, its pages bright with ink only the Weave could keep from fading.
Gale lay there and felt the slow, unmistakable pull of desire tighten low in his stomach, the weight of it stirring against his thigh. He watched her for a long moment, his chest tightening with a fondness that was almost painful in its intensity. She was a stunning creature āthe curve of her hips, the elegant slope of her shoulders, and the absorbed stillness of her posture.
His lips traced a slow path along the elegant line of her spine, lingering before he pressed his mouth to the curve where her neck met her shoulder, open-mouthed kisses down the side of her neck, tasting the salt of her skin. He inhaled her scent, rainwater and clean, floral soap, and groaned low in his throat. His hand roamed over her stomach, tracing her gently, feeling the subtle answering tension beneath his touch.
āYou little thief,ā he said with an indulgent smile. āFirst my heart, then the coverlet, and now my spellbook. Shameless.ā
She laughed softly, āGale? Youāre awake?ā
āIt would appear so.ā His arm tightened around her waist, drawing her closer. He pressed his mouth to the hollow behind her ear again, slower now, savoring. āSay it again.ā
āWhat?ā She shifted against him, settling more fully into the cradle of his body, resting her head against his shoulder to look up at him with those pale eyes. The motion pressed her bare hips against him, and his want of her stirred more insistently now.
"My name."
She smiled. āGaleā¦ā letting it linger in her breath.
He hummed softly, his hand roaming up her stomach to rest between her breasts, feeling the steady rhythm of her heart. āI am, I confess, absurdly fond of the sound of my name in your mouth.ā
Lily made that small sound he loved, too delicate to be called a snort and too unrestrained to be called a laugh. It was for him alone, here, in his bed, in the ruin of the sheets, with his spellbook balanced over her knees and her hair coming loose because he had put his hands in it too many times to allow any elven plait a fair chance.
She turned another page.
"Lily," he said.
āThere must be a thousand spells in here,ā she murmured.
His mouth moved against her neck. āMhm. Something like that.ā
She turned another page. He felt the change in her body: the way her breath caught, the way all the soft warmth of her attention went pouring down into ink.
āLily,ā he said.
She did not answer at once. āWhy are there a thousand spells in your arcanabulum?ā
His lips brushed just beneath her ear, her pulse soft against his lips. āBecause the other two thousand are mostly derivative.ā
āBut ⦠youāre so young.ā
A quiet laugh moved through him, warm against her skin. āThen what does that make you?ā
Her attention had gone back to the page, but something in her had changed. The amusement had thinned into astonishment, and beneath that, almost reverence.
"Gale," she said quietly, "this is a lifetime's worth of theory. An elven lifetime. Itās extraordinary.ā
His mouth stilled at her shoulder.
Her fingers hovered over the page. "No wonder she wanted you."
The words entered the room softly, but they altered it. The air seemed to thicken with the weight of old grief, of choices made in devotion and paid for with regret.
Gale's arm tightened around her waist. Not sharply. Only enough to feel the living certainty of her there: her warmth against him, her breath moving beneath his hand, the long line of her body drawn back into his.
But she did not close the book.
He kissed the hollow beneath her ear, slower this time, less in seduction than petition. "Come back to me."
āWhatās this?ā Her finger hovered over the page. āThatās my sigil.ā
"It is." His hand moved over the spellbook, not quite touching it. "I have been reworking some of my abjurations. You are reckless, and more so when Astarion is at your side."
"Gale."
"I couldn't bear it, Lily." The words came rough, unbidden. "The thought of youā" He swallowed. "It is only a little warding glyph, folded through a contingency. Nothing so dramatic as that expression deserves." He turned her enough to meet his eyes, his mouth still near her skin. "And any further answers will cost you a kiss."
Her expression softened as she set the spellbook carefully on the bedside table, her movements deliberate and precise, and then turned in his arms to face him.
The sheet slipped lower as she moved. He could see the swell of her breasts, the strong plane of her stomach, the silver hair that fell over her shoulder like moonlight caught in a waterfall.
"Then I suppose I'll have to pay," she said.
Her mouth found his.
The kiss was slow, unhurried. Her lips moved against his with tender patience. Her tongue traced the seam of his mouth, and he opened for her with a sound that was halfway between a sigh and a groan.
āWhat does that get me?ā She looked at him wide eyed.
His hands found her waist, then slid up the curve of her back. Her skin was smooth beneath his palms, warm from sleep and the tangled sheets. He traced the line of her spine, feeling the way her muscles shifted as she pressed closer to him.
"Lily," he breathed against her mouth.
She answered by deepening the kiss, her fingers finding the hair at the nape of his neck. She pulled, just enough to tip his head back, and her mouth moved to his throat.
"Gods," he managed.
She laughed against his pulse point, the vibration of it running through him like a river breaking its banks. "You have a thousand spells," she murmured, "but you crafted new ones for me?"
"I did," his voice ragged as her mouth traced a path to his collarbone. "Lilyāah."
He moved without thinking, rolling her beneath him in one fluid motion. Her back pressed into the bed linens, her hair fanning across the pillow in a spill of silver. She looked up at him with those pale eyes, and he felt the weight of her trust like something sacred placed in his keeping.
"I love you," he said, the words escaping before he could catch them. āIāve loved you since the first night, when you kissed me in the Weave, when you enchanted me.ā
Her hand came up to cup his cheek. Her thumb traced the line of his jaw. "Gale," she said, and there was no mischief in her voice now, no teasing. "I did, āShe smiled. āThe look on your face.ā
āI invited you to witness the very nature of my heart, and you answered with illusion. Wicked girl.ā He kissed her again, and this time there was nothing slow about it.
His mouth claimed hers with an intensity that surprised them both. His tongue swept past her lips, tasting her, consuming her. She arched against him, her body pressing up into his, her legs falling open to cradle his hips.
The sheet was nothing between them now. He could feel the heat of her against his thigh. His desire, hard and heavy, pressed insistently against the soft curve of her belly.
She looked up at him, breathless. āHow many?ā
āHow many?ā
āHow many spells are for me? Can I see?ā
āThat was a question. Two, in fact. I demand my kisses.ā
Her eyes narrowed. āWhat if ⦠I made it worth your while?ā
āI would be a fool to enter into negotiations with you in my present state.ā
She smiled. āWhat state is that?ā
āUtterly in love and willing to give you anything.ā He bent to her, mouth grazing the tip of her ear. āPinned beneath me, bare and flushed, and you still make me speak of abjurations. Lily, you torment me.ā
She turned her face to him, soft as a whisper, āIllusion then?ā
Gale drew back only far enough to look at her. In the pale morning, with her hair loose across his pillow and his spellbook closed beside them, she was still watching him as though desire had only sharpened her attention. That undid him more thoroughly than the warmth of her body beneath his. āI dreamed of that night for quite some time,ā he said. āBy every sensible measure, the spell was indefensible. We were half-starved, hunted, marching through a cursed land toward an army and an elder brain, and I spent enough of the Weave to fortify a battlefield because I wanted you there with me. In Waterdeep. Under my stars. I wanted to give you eternity.ā His thumb brushed the curve of her cheek. āI had not allowed myself that kind of extravagance in years.ā
Lilyās hands rose into his hair. She held him there, fingers threading through the grey at his temples, keeping his face close enough that he could not retreat into theory. āIt was reckless,ā she said. āIrresponsible. Wasteful past reason.ā
His breath caught.
āAnd I loved every moment.ā
His eyes searched hers.
āBecause you gave me the city that made you. The sky you missed. The home you thought you might never see again.ā Her thumbs moved softly against his temples. āYou wanted to be known by me. Not admired. Known.ā
Her voice lowered. āThat was extraordinary.ā A breath. āYou are extraordinary.ā
For a moment, he did not move.
āI understand you better now,ā she said. āI know what I saw in your arcanabulum. A thousand spells, Gale. A thousand. You could have stood apart from us. You could have answered every danger with the kind of power most wizards only meet in legend and footnote.ā Her fingers tightened gently in his hair. āInstead, you stood beside me. You trusted me with your life, and then spent a kingās ransom of the Weave because you wanted me to have a night outside deathās reach.ā
She turned her face and kissed his palm.
āIf you had loved me less, you would have been wiser.ā
His breath broke.
āI love the man who made that spell,ā she whispered.
He turned his face into her hand as he exhaled.
Her fingers tightened in his hair, and he kissed her wrist, her palm, the inside of her thumb, each touch slower than speech. When his mouth found hers again, there was no flourish in it, no cleverness, no attempt to master the moment.
Only her.
The arcanabulum lay closed beside them, its thousand spells shut away for a moment.
No spell answered him. No silver fire came singing to his hand. No borrowed grace stood between them. Just breath and skin, and the mortal wonder of wanting her while morning mists gathered at the glass.
Morning paled at the window. Gale did not turn toward it.
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I've started seriously playing with black and white. So far pairs haven't worked too well, but I'm quite pleased with some solo portraits. Posted solo Halsin earlier, so here is him and Ethery together, and Ethery solo.
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Trying my hand at writing down my headcanons for the companions starting with the males! Next batch will focus on the females.
Astarion
Flirting is second nature to Astarion, but it's also a tool sharpened by centuries of necessity. Whether he's luring prey or disarming suspicion, his every word and gesture is curated for effect.
He doesn't ask if you're interested, he assumes you are.
His confidence is intoxicating, deliberate, overwhelming. He doesn't give you space to not want him.
āYouāve been watching me, havenāt you? Donāt bother denying it ā Iād recognize that kind of hunger anywhere.ā
But behind that ease is calculation. Every flirtatious word is a chess move. He wants to know what makes you squirm, fluster, melt. You are both a puzzle and plaything.
He rarely flirts directly. Instead, he laces his every comment with insinuation, elegance, and a touch of threat just enough to leave you off balance.
Elegant insults wrapped in compliments:
āYouāre clever. Not clever enough to hide your tells, but clever. Itās adorable, really.ā
Carnal metaphors twisted with menace:
āThereās something exquisite about restraint, isnāt there? The way anticipation lingers on the tongue. Almost⦠painful. But then ā release is so much sweeter.ā
Astarion touches to control the room. To control you. Heāll invade your personal space like a whisper at the nape of your neck ā there, then gone, leaving heat and confusion behind.
He doesnāt hold hands. He trails fingers across knuckles.
He doesnāt kiss, he hovers close, lets you ache for it, and then smirks when you do.
āCareful. Lean in any closer, and Iāll have to assume youāre offering something.ā
Flirting is his mask. He uses it to avoid intimacy, even while pretending to offer it.
When he flirts with strangers, it's a dance of masks. Heās dazzling, merciless, intoxicating.
When he flirts with someone he actually likes, it becomes more dangerous for him. The flirtation falters, just slightly ā too honest, too slow to deflect.
āDonāt look at me like that. Iām not⦠Iām not some tragic thing you can fix. Iām far more interesting than that.ā
And yet, the plea hides beneath the jest.
If someone earns his trust (which is rare), his flirtation starts to change. It's less about dominance and more about connection but heāll never admit it outright.
He might say:
āI suppose Iāve grown used to your company. Annoyingly so. There, are you happy? Thatās practically a declaration of love from me.ā
But heāll mean:
Donāt leave.
Gale
Gale doesnāt flirt so much as he courts ā with words. Lots of them. He offers compliments as if heās reciting from a sonnet he wrote in your honor, then revises it mid-sentence because technically, thereās a better metaphor.
Heās the kind to start a sentence with "Forgive the boldness, butā¦" and then say something bold anyway.
āForgive the boldness, but when you smile like that, it puts the sunrise to shame. Not in hue, mind you, but in how it warms the world around it.ā
Heās not afraid of sincerity. In fact, itās his default setting.
He gives affection like he's offering a gift ā open-palmed, hopeful, slightly nervous.
Galeās compliments are poetic, precise, and occasionally too much. He speaks like heās writing you into an epic poem, and sometimes heās aware of how ridiculous he sounds but he leans into it anyway.
Youāre not just beautiful ā youāre āresplendent,ā āarresting,ā āa living stanza.ā
āThereās a rhythm to you, you know. A cadence I canāt quite match, but I find myself wanting to try.ā
He loves analogies. Everything is a metaphor. Youāre the flame to his magic, the gravity to his orbit, the comma in his sentence.
Unlike Astarion, who touches to test, Gale touches to reassure. His hand lingers a second longer than necessary, as if memorizing the moment.
He brushes hair from your face not to seduce but because itās in the way, and you deserve to be seen clearly.
āThere. Much better. Your face deserves an unobstructed view of the stars.ā
His gestures are protective without being possessive ā hovering, not holding, unless you lean in first.
To Gale, being understood is the deepest intimacy. He flirts through discussion, especially if you match his curiosity.
Heās most drawn to someone who can challenge him, surprise him.
A battle of wits? Thatās foreplay.
āI had a theory about you, but every time I think Iāve unraveled the mystery, you delight in proving me wrong. Please ā donāt stop.ā
Magic is seduction. If you show interest in the arcane, youāve already claimed part of his heart.
What makes Galeās flirtation touching is how often it trips over genuine feeling. The deeper he falls, the less polished it becomes.
He second-guesses, hesitates, smiles softly in the middle of his own sentence.
āIāve lived through the ecstasy of magic and the terror of loss⦠and yet, you ā you ā somehow feel more dangerous than either.ā
And when he truly lets go:
āItās foolish, perhaps, how much I wish to be someone worthy of the way you look at me.ā
Halsin
Halsin doesnāt flirt to impress or manipulate āĀ he flirts because he means it. Everything he says comes from a place of deep sincerity, laced with the calm assurance of someone who knows exactly who he is.
His gaze holds yours like a quiet forest ā no pressure, just presence.
āYou move through the world with such purpose. Itās⦠beautiful to witness.ā
He speaks plainly, but with a natural poetry ā his words arenāt practiced, theyāre felt.
āWhen I look at you, I see strength. But itās your kindness that draws me in.ā
Halsin doesnāt pile on flattery ā he notices things. Deep, subtle things. And when he speaks of them, it feels like sunlight warming you from within.
Heās observant, not performative. You might not even realize heās flirting at first ā it just sounds like honest admiration.
āYou speak gently, even when the world demands fury. Thatās a rare kind of courage.ā
He isnāt embarrassed by affection. He says what he feels, and he doesnāt play coy.
āYou make the world feel less heavy. I hope I do the same for you.ā
Halsinās touch is deliberate, comforting, and patient. He touches with permission, not presumption. But when he does touch ā itās undeniably intimate, as if saying, Iām here. I will not break you.
He places a hand over yours when you're tense. Holds your gaze, anchoring you.
āBreathe. You donāt need to carry this alone.ā
And when desire simmers beneath the surface, itās elemental ā not rushed, not performative, but felt in his closeness, his stillness.
āIf I touch you, it will be with all that I am. Say the word.ā
Halsin doesnāt need grand declarations. He flirts by showing up ā carrying your burdens, tending your wounds, sharing the quiet.
He listens with his whole self. Even your silences are welcome with him.
āYou donāt need to fill the space with words. Iām content just being near you.ā
Heās drawn to strength, but moved by vulnerability.
And if you let him in, he will never belittle it.
āYou let me see you. That is no small gift. And I cherish it.ā
Though gentle, Halsin is not shy about attraction. When he wants you, it is unmistakable and entirely honoring.
Heās open about it, but never pushy.
āYou stir something in me I havenāt felt in years. Not just desire but hope.ā
And if you respond to his touch or words, heāll smile ā slow, unguarded.
āThen let me show you what it means to be cherished.ā
Wyll
Wyll leads with charm but itās never hollow. He knows how to wink and tip his head just right, but every line carries an undercurrent of sincerity.
He wants to make you smile. Thatās the whole goal of his flirting: to brighten, to uplift, to show you youāre worth every stolen glance.
āIf I had a coin for every time you crossed my thoughts today, Iād have enough to buy you something nice. Though⦠Iād much rather earn your smile than your silence.ā
Thereās always a touch of theatricality. He is the Blade of Frontiers, after all. But he never uses the title to elevate himself above youāonly to make you laugh.
āWould you believe the famed Blade of Frontiers was brought to his knees by a glance? Because Iām about ready to kneel.ā
Unlike Astarionās razor-sharp innuendo or Galeās encyclopedic poetry, Wyll gives tender compliments. And if you compliment him back? He flusters, adorably so.
He notices the little things, and they move him.
āYou tend to others before yourself. Thatās not something I see often and it humbles me.ā
If you flirt back, he might laugh ā low and genuine ā but youāll catch the faintest blush.
āCareful now⦠keep that up and I might forget Iām supposed to be the charming one.ā
Wyll touches sparingly but when he does, itās full of reverence. A hand to steady you, fingers brushing yours when passing something, a palm pressed over your heart after battle.
Heāll ask before crossing a boundary.
āMay I?ā (Offered hand. An honest question.) āOnly if youād like me to stay close.ā
Even his teasing has warmth:
āIf you keep looking at me like that, Iāll start thinking Iām special.ā
Wyll doesnāt just flirt with words ā he flirts through action. Standing by your side. Letting you see the cracks in the armor.
He wants to be someone you trust. And that starts by offering you his truth.
āI made mistakes. I carry them with me but Iād carry yours too, if you let me.ā
He brings you into his world, slowly and willingly. If he tells you a story from his past, it means he sees you as part of his future.
When Wyll desires you, it burns low and steady ā never rushed, never careless. Itās controlled, because he wants to earn the right to want you.
He doesnāt take. He offers.
āI wonāt ask for anything youāre not ready to give. But know this ā if you choose me, I will never leave your side.ā
And if you do choose him?
That smile ā the real one, soft and reverent ā comes to life.
āThen let me be the man who proves you were right to.ā
Rolan
Rolan is not here to charm you. In fact, he would very much like to be left alone, thank you. But thereās a twitch in his mouth when you say something clever, a pause before he looks away. Heās fighting it and thatās exactly how you know itās real.
Flirting often sounds like irritation at first. Heās too observant. Too annoyed. He notices you far more than he admits.
āYou're always putting yourself in danger. Someoneās going to have to clean up your mess. ā¦Donāt look at me like that. I didnāt say itād be me.ā
He flirts like a man sharpening a blade ā precise, deflective, and with his guard raised.
āYou keep looking at me like Iāve said something sweet. I assure you ā I havenāt.ā
(He has.)
Rolan doesnāt give you praise straight. Heāll call you reckless when he means brave. Annoying when he means magnetic. And when you catch on? Heās flustered ā genuinely.
Heās the king of āI didnāt mean it like thatā after saying something surprisingly intimate.
āYouāre⦠capable. For someone with such an irritating tendency to leap before they look.ā
If you catch him staring, heāll roll his eyes. But he wonāt deny it.
āDonāt flatter yourself. I wasnāt⦠I wasnāt admiring. I was assessing.ā
(He was admiring.)
Rolan is awkward about physical affection unless itās practical. Helping you up, catching your arm in battle, brushing past you on purpose. When he does reach out first, itās a big deal even if he pretends it isnāt.
Touches are brief, careful, and loaded with tension.
āHold still. Youāve got something on your ā here. There. Itās gone.ā
He touches like he's expecting to be rejected. When you donāt pull away, it floors him.
ā...Huh. You didnāt flinch. Thatās new.ā
Rolan connects through arguments, side glances, shared snark. He bonds with people who can keep up, challenge him, call him out and not back down.
He flirts through tension. Youāll know youāve gotten close when he actually stops snapping at you.
āYouāre not as infuriating as usual today. ā¦Donāt let it go to your head.ā
And if you tease him back? His ears go pink. Every time.
The rare moments when Rolan lets down his guard are intensely vulnerable. He wonāt wax poetic but when he says something kind, it matters. He wonāt say it unless itās true.
It slips out before he can stop it:
āYou make things⦠bearable. More than bearable, actually.ā
And when he finally stops fighting it:
āIāve spent so long pushing people away, I forgot what it feels like to want someone to stay. ā¦I want you to stay.ā
Though my next batch will focus on the females, Iām open to any scenarios you will like me to explore, so feel free to drop in a request!Ā