Dante

but I feel like i should introduce myself:

Hi I'm dante, I'm African American.

I'm bisexual and trans masc

I use she/dey but i prefer "hisself" when switching POV's

I'm speaking about blackness and being gay more often than not.

I do like to yearn so don't worry about me

I like to read, write, and listen to music

I love to interact with other black bisexuals/mlm/nblm and most of my posts will be about specifically those things though I don't mind interacting with black wlw/nblw cause i love my sisters 💕

yes I'm aware that I (will) refer to myself with fem pronouns and fem terms, that doesn't make me any less of a man.

I prolly need some magnesium. Took some today and the jerks seemed to get a tiny bit better, but if i resist while im relaxed i get a full body jerk. Sometimes if my hands aren’t by my side or gripping something, they will absolutely get thrown

No painting it from the horrid whitey-yellow, because i would be “going to college soon” (i was 7).

Couldn’t have posters up, no reason besides he said so.

I only had one drawing on my wall for the entirety of my life and that’s because i taped it on the wall parallel to the door so nobody could see.

I never got furniture beyond dresser and bed. I had a chair my mom bought but my brothers broke it so obviously i never deserved another one. There was an exercise ball (that i bought) but it deflated and i never got another.

I also had to have specific hairstyles. No long hair, no straight hair, no added hair to braids, no hairdye, no haircuts, i had to either have it braided, twisted, or in a ponytail. I could not wear pigtails, he tolerated my box braids.

no makeup or nail polish (even the fake shit). Even as a teenager

No perfume or scented products beyond soap (certain lotions were pushing it).

Not allowed to go out with friends, even to public places unless my brothers went (they never did).

So you know how people call IBM 7094 her grandfather? Well IBM didn’t sing on his own, he had a little help.

The song “Bicycle for two” was programmed by physicist John Kelly Jr. and Carol Lockbaum in 1961. 7094 ran a program called ‘MUSIC’, which i declare is Hatsune miku’s grandma. Developed by Bell labs, they employed the help of Max Matthews who had created ‘MUSIC’.

Matthews hooked his violin up to his own IBM704 in 1951, and thus the pioneer of music was the first to transfer live music for computer synthesis, and to have it play back.

forgot tumblr was a thing hihihi!

i’m not very mentally stable right now and would love some internet friends who also aren’t having that good of a time and would like company. You don’t have to talk, just one message is fine.