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per the idea of jay having a dissociative disorder, and in general him being an oea survivor (which means he likely dissociates anyway), i want people to think about him with memory issues due to this subconscious strategy, and his possible issues with time this has caused.
for example, he may not even fully remember how long its been since he broke up with jon, or how long its been without his mother; he logically knows the date for each, but in his mind, due to these problems, it feels longer than it actually is. time feels warped due to dissociation, especially dissociation caused by torture. he knows logically when he was tortured, but it feels much longer than that to him, and it may even start to slip away from him exactly how old he was, or any other plethora of things.
Jay Nakamura or Gossamer is headcanoned to have a Complex Dissociative Disorder! He is a canonical survivor of RAMCOA.
@wtfkit Hi Hello, you asked me about the JayCam DKOS/ fantasy AU and I apologize, you've fallen for my trap, I'm going to reply to you with PARAGRAPHS.
Jay is the prince of Parousia, a country that's been in turmoil for centuries due to invasion from a group of kingdoms that have been in an alliance with each other for centuries(name undecided yet), which contains like, the fantasy equivalent of Metropolis, Gotham, Star City, Central City, etc etc sans Themyscira who've got their own thing but are still friendly with these United.......Kingdoms(AHAHAHAHAH). This Kingdom had ruler changes(the current JL team are the rulers) and were like okay let's stop attacking this nation we're wasting resources and we don't need to conquer their land based on a vote. So for the past 20-ish years, they're on somewhat friendly terms.
Jay met Jon during an annual visit to like, an event held by this, Allied Kingdom-Country situation when they were around 10-12 ish and became friends. They hung out often and the noblemen of the Allied Kingdom-Country situation(seriously, a name, need one) are honing in on this because why bother with invasion if they could just set an arranged marriage between JayJon and get things rolling? There's lots of discussions and feuds, a huge dramatic JayJon love story wrt succession and all that, and it's decided Jon's gonna go to Gamorra and Otho will take over after Clark. During these visits, they also befriend Nia who's the second daughter of a Duke and Duchess whose family is famous for their prophetic powers.
Jay goes to visit Jon during the succession problem.
Cameron's almost the same as he is in canon, his mother came from a poor family but had caught the eye of nobleman. She abandoned Cameron to marry into that man's family and ever since, Cameron has been roughing it on the streets. He got his powers when he stumbled into a magic ritual by a group of nobles who were opposed to the power transition when the JL came into power in their respective kingdoms and got powers which allowed him to control cities. He doesn't do much with it, doesn't want to. He wants to stay as lowkey as possible because magic's a bit of an on-demand resource and he wants nothing to do with nobles.
He travels across the lands, and he's known for his uncanny ability to find anything and navigate anywhere without getting lost. He makes a bit of money like that, and he's often quests to find precious things(and he pickpockets).
One one of Jay's visits to the Kent fam's Kingdom, he decides to go exploring on his own and gets lost. He asks around and finds Cameron. Cameron is reluctant, he doesn't trust the royalty in any capacity, but Jay's charming enough and he knows they've been invading Parousia previously, so he shows him around(with a level of reluctance). Once Cameron shows him the palace, Jay sneaks out sometimes to go wandering on his own and asks Cameron to show him around. Their friendship is brief, but they bond and then comes time for JayJon's wedding!
EXCEPT NOT
Because there's a coup and a conflict between the ruling houses and the noblemen and everything goes to shit with a massiv civil war! In this chaos the people doing the coup decide to invade Parousia once more. Parousia is small, they were already exhausted fromc centuries of fighting the allianced kingdoms off and they had let their guard down a little after the engagement was finalized between JayJon but the coup never respected that. Sara dies(Jay doesn't know that), Jay's taken prisoner, Parousia's invasion is led by Bendix. He takes Jay to experiment on him with magic for months on end and he gets the phasing powers. He manages to escape, and because he was held captive in Metropolis, he knows Cameron's around. He goes to find him in the hopes he'd help him Jon.
Cameron does help but on their quests to hide from the soldiers roaming the cities and reaching Gotham which the families were using as their base, Jay learns that Nia had (been forced to) help the people leading the coup to invade Parousia with her prophecies. She had managed to escape and rejoined Jon and the others to help the ruling people. When they arrive, Jay's angry. Jon promises to help but after shit in the kingdoms have settled and he offers for Jay to stay with him.
Jay's like "fuck you, engagement's off". Cameron kinda starts falling for Jay during this whole trip but he'll never, ever speak of this because as the Fairy Godmother from Shrek put it; "She's a princess, you're just some guy" is that how it goes? On the return trip to Parousia, Jay's entering his mentality pre S6. He asks if Cameron wants to come with him because during this whole trip, they both tell each other about their powers and bond over the loss of autonomy. They have a common enemy(ish). Cameron decides to go with him with no real plans, he was always moving around anyways and had no attachment to the Allied Kingdom's lands so he goes. AND THEY FALL IN LOOOOOVE~~
I need to think more on the Cameron aspect of this setting, I feel like I keep neglecting him for Jay. A random civilian who befriends royalty of another kingdom, fast forward like 15 years and suddenly he's prince consort(not really, Parousia technically doesn't have monarchs, but a leader elected by varying clans who rule for as long as they live and then the elections start over again).
I haven't really thought too much about a story or anything. Hope this answers it!
yeeeeah, i really do think decolonization is not a metaphor needs to be required reading for anyone writing this conflict, in canon or fanon

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A lot of people have misinterpreted Secret Six (2025) to be Jay's villain origin story and I think that's really funny, cause the only way to get to that conclusion is if you're reading exclusively from Jon's perspective.
Two characters (veterans from The morally gray and gay team) in separate occasions tell another character who's wronged Jay that he's in the right and they're in the wrong. Plain and simple.
Catman even out right says that people like him, that means Jay, aren't villains just because they do things the JL considers evil, like killing. Mind you this is a man who got scolded for saving a child from human traffickers because Nightwing didn't want villains in the city.
The story tells you, more than once, that Jay is right, and it tells you through subtext and plain text that he's not a villain. Maines' writing couldn't be more straight forward, even in her other comics like Bad Dream, so the only way that anyone interprets this as Jay's villain arc is if they refused to see anyone's side except for Jon. A lot of people take Secret Six as an offense to Jon's character and not the challenging of it, and it shows in the way they talk about Jay's arc here.
On a personal note: let's get rid of the communist villain who "had a point," that's a tired red scare trope that has no place in 2025 and especially not in a character like Jay.
Nia Nal vs Jay Nakamura could be one of the most nuanced and greatest conflicts in modern dc but it has to be done so perfectly and while I mostly trust Nicole Maines I just need everything to be perfect
Nia Nal vs Jay Nakamura could be one of the most nuanced and greatest conflicts in modern dc but it has to be done so perfectly and while I mostly trust Nicole Maines I just need everything to be perfect
I think for a dc pride variant cover they should do Jay Nakamura in the Gamorra swimsuit special magazine. DC comics hear me now
"but mimo, ultimately, if you dont think jay owes nia forgiveness, then what do you want from nia?" this #bossbitchenergy

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A Thought about Nia, Jay, and Jon
To be clear, I am on team "it's complicated" here. Nia didn't feel like she had much choice: her family was threatened. And she's right to say "I didn't want to do this, and I wouldn't have if my family wasn't at stake." Nonetheless, she committed a massive violent betrayal, both colonial and personal, against Jay and never really apologized for it, and he's right to hate her for it. I wouldn't forgive her either, in his place. And Jon... okay Jon's just kind of generally traumatized and clinging to anyone who's ever treated him like a friend and not like Superman's son.
People with more experience than I have a lot more relevant thoughts about why Jay has every right to feel furious about being colonized and why it's heartbreaking that nobody else seems to comprehend the weight of what he's lost. And I think it's fairly obvious why Jon has no sense of how bad the colonization is. But Nia, I think, has something a little more complex going on.
Because Nia's whole life has been a struggle between human and alien. If you're homo sapiens on this planet, you are privileged, you belong here, you make all the rules and have all the power. And if you are any other type of sapient being, you don't have any of that going for you, and have no choice but to hide, or submit, or fight back.
I wonder if, on some subconscious level that Nia isn't clearly aware of, she doesn't think of Jay as being a vulnerable minority. Specifically because he is human. So she apologizes to Jon. The alien she wronged. The one who, in her subconscious, is more vulnerable than Jay. And doesn't apologize to Jay, because she still thinks of him on some level as an oppressor.
Now, obviously this subconscious assumption is all sorts of incorrect. Yvette would be the first to tell Nia that, even, if Nia knew she thought this way enough to actually say it out loud. But I don't think Nia knows she has this unconscious bias. And until she realizes it, and does the work to start unpacking it, there is absolutely no hope for her to ever, ever, ever reconcile with Jay. Because otherwise she can't explain why she turned on Waller to save Jon, but not to save Jay. -Diana
a jay focused story that opens with a harkening back to this specific opening narration from Cybernary would go soooo hard by the way
Hualian JayCam send tweet
Wordle ain't shit, I've been getting it right straight for days with minimal effort.

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Jay probably had to DIY his own HRT both in America and at home. In america Testosterone is a controlled substance, basically impossible to get for people who say, are here as unrecognized "illegal" refugees. We also know across several comics that Gamorra experiences frequent blockades and often what comes in and out is heavily controlled, so medications like HRT were probably some of the first things to be banned from entering/leaving the country under Bendix and then likely re-banned under whatever puppet state Gamorra currently has.
But of course a man who's closest friends include The Revolutionaries could probably get his T through other channels. I mean, you gotta consider where they're getting their own HRT.
Jay probably had to DIY his own HRT both in America and at home. In america Testosterone is a controlled substance, basically impossible to get for people who say, are here as unrecognized "illegal" refugees. We also know across several comics that Gamorra experiences frequent blockades and often what comes in and out is heavily controlled, so medications like HRT were probably some of the first things to be banned from entering/leaving the country under Bendix and then likely re-banned under whatever puppet state Gamorra currently has.
But of course a man who's closest friends include The Revolutionaries could probably get his T through other channels. I mean, you gotta consider where they're getting their own HRT.