not your average thoughts

So, while I find that I still have these type of thoughts, and that my imagination and creativity thankfully continue in much the same channels, I have also been relieved of the incessant and inopportune timing of said thoughts.

ESPECIALLY CANINES?!?!

they are so freaking in tune with the feelings of the creatures around them!

like what if they noticed a significant improvement in the mental thought process and order in their mind. what if suddenly they weren't almost caught outside as the sun rises because they simply HAD to finish what they were doing.

which, of course, led to the thought that if I got bit by a vampire right now, they'd go on one hell of a trip. because two of my meds, which are also at very high dosages (one of them is the highest dosage available per capsule) are the kind of medications/drugs that are brilliant and helpful ONLY if you have what they treat, and even then you need to work up to the higher doses.

they seriously fuck up your mental state otherwise.

so then I got thinking of this vampire having the worst fucking trip ever because they bit someone who is neuro-divergent and treating it medically.

....all of the seemingly long dead and unfinished fanfics I've been getting notifications for!

LET'S HEAR IT FOR ALL OUR WRITERS OUT THERE! 👏🙌👏

thanks for making the best of this situation and sharing your brilliance with the world (again, for some)!

there's been updates for some of my ships that have been dormant or haven't been updated for years! I am so happy for all you writers out there!

that we just kinda inherently find dolls have this feeling.

like, say you didn't notice a doll when you walked in the room, and you happen to look over your shoulder and notice it, even at my most rational of times there is a part of my mind that questions if it was there a minute ago, or if it moved. as if somehow that's a logical thought, that the doll moved on its own.

be able to hear people's thoughts?

or

be able to manipulate time?

or

report: cause of death --head trauma

special note: Bullet to the head

detective: You're telling me, that Beatrice "BB" Scott, Head of the PTA, Miss Suburban Soccer Mom, got hold of a gun and shot her husband in the head, AND you're telling me, that the cause of death was just trauma, not the actual shot to the head!?

examiner: no

detective: NO!? *disbelief*

I know the obvious choice is Ravenclaw because, hello, "research gal".

but, like when she throws on her resolve face there is nothing stopping her.

and she is super ambitious as we find when she taps into her witchy stuff.

and it makes me wonder...was it really a pursuit of knowledge (as that would place her in Ravenclaw) or was it simply that that is what she had been taught made people pay her attention/make her feel useful; tutoring, buffy/demon research, high marks for her parents to boast about, whatever. and if this was the case, then maybe it's actually her ambition behind everything.

they were upstairs when I arrived, and I dont think it knew I'd arrived