I’ll never forget the fanfic space on wattpad back in 2016-2017’ish where its culture was that writers would not post their new chapters until they reached x amount of votes (kudos) and comments. I mean I’d never judge anyone for how they chose to update their fics even though I didn’t agree with them. but like. it was the entire wattpad fanfic culture back then that made most writers believe they had to set these specific numbers of votes and comments that they must reach first before they posted the next chapters. so if you were on the fanfic corner of wattpad during that time, you’d most likely have seen fics where it said in the chapter something like “50 votes and 20 comments for the next chapter!” and it was literally the norm and so normalized that I didn’t see anything weird about it back then. but looking back, years after I’ve left wattpad for ao3, yeah that culture as a whole was weird and it shaped writers into thinking that they wrote for the sake of shallow engagement instead for the joy of getting to create, it shaped writers into thinking that their fics’ worth was decided and dictated by strangers’ approval. and then tiktok became a thing and this mindset continued. not to mention how wattpad is full of ads now unless you pay the site monthly for a premium, ad-free service.
so like. man, this is why I love ao3. there’s none of these capitalism or algorithm bullshit on ao3. just writers creating out of love and passion. everybody say thank you ao3
I'll never forget on fanfiction.net that some writers would make you donate money for them (usually to reach a set goal) to continue writing their work after a certain point lol. It was brutal bc I had a fav author, whose username I still remember to this day (despite not being on the site in over a decade) that seemed to be present in all of my fav fandoms at the time. And she was genuinely awesome at what she did, I could easily see her becoming a published author. But man. I really just wanted to read one of her finished works. I might have even given into donating, had I been old enough to have a job.
Thankfully I wasn't. I can imagine how much money I would have blown through.
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Older sister of Bella comes home from college to take a gap year after having a "nervous breakdown" (her words, downplaying the truth).
Her and Charlie are close but she still feels pressured to hide the truth of her situation from him because he dismissed it so much in her childhood- she thinks it's just easier to keep him out of it.
The real reason she came back early was because, in reality, she's been in a mental facility for the last 5 or so months. She admitted herself due to increasing hallucinations which almost caused a terrible incident (I'm thinking she was either tricked into almost killing herself or into almost killing her friends).
But... They're not hallucinations. She's actually been looking through the 'veil' into the Divine Lands. Initially, when she was younger, she could only see the angels and the content dead. But, as we know, Lucifer is an angel too.
So he, at some point, notices that she can see him- and maybe this is tied to the Cullens arriving, maybe he was only present in Forks because he could sense the tension between the local pack and the coven. He wanted to be there to see the fight, if it should break out.
But Catherine, "Cat", sees him- and this is the first time since he fell that anyone other than demons acknowledge his presence. So he becomes obsessed- maybe there's a prophecy about it that he seeks to fulfill. Something like in the movie Constantine where, through her, he can be 'birthed' into the human realm to rule.
And Lucifer is the great deceiver. It doesn't take much at all for him to gain the trust and adoration of a little, lonely girl who wanted to understand what's wrong with her. Over time, his influence becomes so great, that it isn't until Catherine is in too deep before she notices that something is horribly wrong.
She sees more than angels now- now her mind has been open to the demonic. And because of it, she can see into Lucifer's heart. He is a monster. A twisted creature, tucked tightly into the skin suit of the Angel it once was.
Lucifer can sense the change in her, so he stops playing nice. He doesn't have to anymore. He's already rooted himself so deeply inside her soul that there's no way out- none that she can find in Forks anyway. So she runs away to one of the oldest Catholic cities in the world to go to college (idk, this place can be made up). She begins studying demonology and becomes heavily involved in the church.
There she gains the support of a secret sector of the faith- one closed to those who cannot see through the veil. They become invested in her and her story, seeking to aid her and prevent Lucifer from crossing over.
But, slowly, they start dropping like flies. They're being hunted down and slaughtered in ways no human could ever replicate. Catherine distances herself immediately, managing to save the rest. Soon after that, she has the episode that sends her into psychiatric care. She wanted to be in a place that would keep her under constant surveillance and, as an unexpected bonus, the drugs they give her make her so out of it that she can no longer 'see'.
Eventually the order sends someone to contact her. They discuss the situation, what they've discovered, and tell her, "you have to go back to the place he bound himself to you. There will be residual marks, things that only you can see. To free yourself, you must destroy them. When you have, contact us again. One of ours will be stationed in the town over. You'll have bought yourself enough time for them to complete the final cleansing."
"I don't want to put anyone's life at risk... I should just-"
"No. We have a strong reason to believe that, after his binding to you, he lost some of his power. He cannot extend himself past your reach- nor, no longer, anyone who isn't already half through the veil. He's so close to being born into our world, he's poured all of his power into it. You'll be safe there, and so will everyone else. He thinks he's already won.
If it gets to be too much, remember that you can take your medication for a brief respite. But, this is how we win. This is how we keep him from crossing over."
And so she goes back home to uncover the binding marks- a ritual so powerful means he'd have had to create an array scaling miles, so it's going to take quite a bit of time to find them.
Here she finally directly meets the Cullens. Here she finally meets Carlisle- he's the doctor she has to go to for monthly evaluations to keep getting her prescription.
The fic will scale the entirety of her hunt for the marks and her battle to keep things a secret from her family, completely unaware that Bella is also keeping a secret from her.... Until, after not taking her medication for a few days due to mounting frustrations, Lucifer finally punishes her. He leaves visible claw marks over her upper arms and back, right in front of the Cullens when Catherine is visiting to bring Bella home (she agrees with Charlie that Edward sucks).
Lucifer is more horrifying to look at than ever, the closer he gets to escaping, the more his divine form is shredded.
(If you're curious to know why no other angels have intervened, it's because they literally can't. Lucifer is too powerful for them and the rule, as imposed by God, is that- until they are invoked, they cannot interact with the human world. This might have saved her early on, had Catherine known better, but at this point, until the ritual to save her life is invoked, there's nothing they can do. But, she does have several angels watching over her at all times, deeply worried for her. They'll be the ones to save her in the end.)
Carlisle and Catherine were already close before, having kissed (ik, he's married- tbh, I don't mind the cheating trope bc I'm messy af and like when characters I love have fatal flaws or make horrible decisions. Carlisle is so perfect otherwise that I feel the desire to make him shitty this way. And Catherine plays fast and loose bc she genuinely believes she's not making it out alive.) but this brings them together even more. Especially because Catherine is the answer to if God is real or not, and he's so devout.
(I'm atheist so in my verse God is chill af, dw. I really just like the aesthetics and I was raised southern baptist so I have a level of horror when regarding the faith anyway.)
I remember when my library had a sale to prevent just throwing away old books- as many as you can fit into a bag for $1. I went in, a wee lass, hoping for some scores. Nay, for the selection revealed itself upon me as entirely comprised of Patterson books. Terry not, good friends, for after much toiling and fraught searching, my eyes did landeth upon a singular box containing 5 copies of the xxx-holic manga. T'was a fruitful day, in spite of the truly mountainous piles that would have robbed me of such- with their deceitful, hidden ways.
When I was a kid, my mom used to take my sister and I to a little charity shop set up in a house on the bank of a lake. Like, I was 3 apples tall.
Anyway, it closed down years ago. I was probably 5 apples tall.
But a couple weeks ago I had a dream of visiting it again. Mentioned it to my mom and sister a little later and guess what? It re-opened and those whores went without me, literally on the day I had the dream.
Anyway, I'm psychic but only when someone ik doesn't invite me to do what I love most. Buying things.
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bella was lucky she didn’t have a cell phone of any kind because you know ya boi edward would be blowing up that phone 24-7 going “saw a snail today…. effervescent” or some shit equivalent
*Valley Girl voice*: I must, like, not fear. Fear is literally the mind-killer. Like it’s basically the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will totally face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me, and? When it’s gone? I’m gonna like turn the inner eye to see its path! Where the fear has gone there will be literally nothing. Only I will remain.
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Guys, I keep telling you- we CANNOT have PLASTIC DECORATIONS for the intervention. Paper only or nothing at all! We want to support him, not enable him.