Radio Silence

I think I'm a sad person. I don't "feel" sad, of course, otherwise I'd just go play my guitar for a bit and be fine. There's this... Ache, in the back of my mind. I'm not sure how to describe it, other than explaining that when I'm alone for too long, once I've played all of my games and played my guitar until my hands went numb and there isn't anything else to do, all I can do is lay in my bed. Often I try to distract myself, be it by watching the same YouTube video for the fiftieth time or by sleeping.

Does anyone else feel genuine physical pain at the thought of someone cheating on someone? On Twitter, a porn artist made a post alluding to a future NTR work they've decided to work on, and in a later post they and the people in their comments were making fun of people who are vehemently against NTR, saying these people have "definitely been cheated on before."