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the walter brothers x jackie howard x reader

warning : swearing, 18+ DNI, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it always!), cursing, underage drinking, shower sex, public sex, loss of virginities, oral (f & m receiving), cussing, rough sex, soft sex, degrading, creampies and realism of how fast first times are.

in which y/n is a virginity snatcher in the walter household. y/n is friends with jackie and she makes her way through the house.

listen i have been non stop thinking about y/n taking all of the brothers and jackie’s virginities (other than danny (him and erin are together), lee, nathan and obvi the young babies)

tags : @sagittariusmoonlover @hvreticz @thefrontbottomsmademesad @phantompoguefangirl @wolflover384

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y/n had become friends with jackie when she first moved here. jackie had no idea y/n knew the inside of the house already after sneaking out multiple times from the one and only cole walters bedroom.

it started about two years prior to jackie coming along, y/n had met the blonde haired boy at school and that’s when the secret meet ups began.

they started in the janitors closet, y/n would end up on her knees for the brother or his hand in her pants and the other over her mouth to keep her quiet. until he finally invited her over.

she had snuck in that night in the side door, as she went through the kitchen she got to peer into the living room, where her eyes met alex walters. she waved her fingers at him and winked, his face going flush. she smirked as she made her way up the stairs with cole.

as we made it into his room, danny lay on his twin size mattress across the room “danny, can you step out for a little while?” cole asked throwing a glance back at y/n and then to danny again

danny sighed as he grabbed his pillow and gave me a look “hi y/n” “hi danny sorry to kick you out”

he offered a warm smile “it’s okay as long as it doesn’t happen all the time”

“of course not, i’ll see you later” she smiled and patted his shoulder as he walked out. coke locked the door and got straight to business

he had y/n bent over the bed, her dress riding up over her ass. he landed a smack over her right cheek, a hand print beginning to form. he smirked at it. “cole please”

“shhh im taking my time with this, sweets. been to rushed in that closet at school” he leaned down and left kissed in the nape of her neck, hands roaming over her body until the met her clothed core.

she let out a soft moan as he began to move her panties to the side, one singular digit running through her folds and into her sopping core.

she let out another moan as he added another digit and pumping into her.

“god sweetheart you’re gonna be the death of me”

“cole before we do this, i need to know that this is okay,” she said standing up and turning to him as his hand found her pussy again. “i mean i’m taking your virginity, coley.”

he sighed looking down at her “i’m aware, y/n/n. yes this okay. i promise” she searched his eyes for any doubt and she found none. her lips crashed into his and he pushed her back onto the bed, landing on top of her. he pulled her panties down as she unblocked her pants and sliding the down along with his boxers, he reached to the side to grab a condom but y/n stopped him.

“i’m on birth control baby boy. no need for that plus it feels better without” she rubbed his face and he smiled flipping them over so she was on top of him.

“you ready coley?” she looked down at him, giving him the chance to back out now. “yes y/n. please. i need to feel you” he looked at her, his eyes dark and pupils blown with ecstasy.

“okay coley.” she kissed him softly on the lips and aligned his thick cock to her opening and slid down slowly, not being used to such a thick size.

she let out a gasp as he filled her to the brim, still more to go down onto. she could believe he was touching her in spots no one ever had before.

that’s when she heard it, something she knew she would only hear from someone who has never had such a velvet feeling around their cock before.

the gasp and head tilt made her inside explode. she felt prideful knowing her pussy was making THE cole walter feel good. she took a second to balance herself and looked down at him

his eyes screwed shut and mouth hung open “i’m gonna move now coley” she whispered to him and he nodded. she lifted herself up along his shaft and slowly brought herself back down. she wanted him to enjoy this and not feel bad if he came too fast, which was likely going to happen.

“y-y/n. please. faster, i need it” she nodded at him and began to bounce on his cock. she felt so full and satisfied. “oh god, cole. you feel so fucking good” “yeah baby?” he asked as his eyes opened he saw her for the first time since her cunt started hugging his cock so fierce. he was about to cum just looking at her face. he flipped them over and put her on her hands and knees and began drilling into her pussy. he watched as his dick glistening when pulling out of her, he watched as she gripped his cock and he swore he saw stars.

before he knew it, he was slumped over top of her pumping out his seed deep into her warm velvet walls. he rubbed her back as they both gained back their breath.

“that was… great.” he sighed

“yes it was coley but i do need to get going. we should do it again. maybe.” she said she grabbed her panties and gave cole a kiss to the temple. she shoved her panties into his hand and said “that’s just for the memory of tonight baby boy. see you later”

she made her way down the stairs trying her best not to leak out coles cum, she would wait till she got home to shower and decompress from the night

that’s when she signaled danny to go back uostairs and she caught a glimpse of alex and isaac sitting on the couch, staring at her. she walked into the room and saw they were playing a game

“we’ll i hope you both have a good night. i’ll see you two very, very soon” she winked at them and turned on her heels and out of the walter household

she made up her mind that night that eventually she would take isaacs and alex’s virginity too. she enjoyed it, the way it filled her with pride. it was better than an orgasm.

———— 2 years later ——————

y/n had been staying a few nights with jackie to go to school and they planned a girls weekend together, it was friday night and y/n had brought so many snacks and movies from her place to watch with jackie.

she also brought a bottle of bacardi zombie just incase she decided she wanted to play a drinking game with jackie and maybe some of the boys.

it was around 11:45 when y/n became bored with the rom coms and asked jackie to turn on a comedy movie, jackie picked Benchwarmers which y/n was okay with.

“i have an idea jacks” y/n smirked mischievously at her

“oh god. what?” jackie sighed and turned from her stomach to face y/n

“let’s play a drinking game” y/n said rather loud, hoping some of the boys would hear. which made jackie jump up and cover y/ns mouth “shhh mr. and mrs. walter might hear you!” she whispered at y/n but she shrugged and removed jackie’s hand from her mouth “come on, jacks. live a little”

that’s when cole, alex, isaac and nathan appeared in the doorway all at once. like they had been waiting to hear something come up between the girls.

“you guys wanna play a drinking game?” y/n asked pulling out the alcohol from her bag, still chilled from being in the freezer at her house.

everyone nodded but nathan just shook his head but then smiled at y/n “i’m good but i would love to sit and watch” he laughed. cole sat on the floor in between y/n and jackie, then alex on the right of y/n and issac next to alex and jackie, making a circle for them to drink.

“the game is, never have i ever..” y/n smiled looking at everyone

“the rules are simple. you say ‘never have i ever’ to something you’ve never done before and whoever has, has to drink. i’ll go first”

y/n unscrewed the top of the bottle and pulled out the stopper. “never have i ever had surgery”

cole stared hard at y/n and grabbed the bottle then passed it to issac and y/n looked at him surprised.

“i got my tonsils out when i was little.” he blushed at her

“okay my turn” jackie said and she thought hard for a second

“never have i ever uh… kissed anyone” she blushed hard. y/n couldn’t believe her own two ears, jackie had never kissed anyone ever?

y/n grabbed the bottle from the middle and took a big gulp, so did cole, alex and isaac. jackie flushed even more “how is that even possible” she shook her head.

“i’ll be your first kiss, jacks” y/n nudged her and she blushed even deeper. “don’t threaten me with a good time” jackie smiled back, snorting while she laughed but y/n wasn’t joking and she made that evident in the way she looked at jackie, jackie knew it too.

it was then coles turn and he looked at y/n with a giant smirk. “never have i ever given a blowjob in a public place” y/n literally choked on her own spit and glared at him hard knowing she has gone down on him in almost every space of their town

she took another big gulp while staring at cole.

alex sat up a little straighter and began “never have i ever been with the same gender” and her mouth gaped at him “i feel so personally attacked right now” y/n scoffed playfully and took another swig, she was feeling warm now.

“never have i ever had sex” isaac said softly

y/n and cole made slight eye contact as she reached for the bottle, their hands meeting “ladies first” he smiled and pushed her arm playfully

they both took their shots and everyone looked at them with wide eyes “what?” they said at the same time and everyone just shook theirs heads.

the game went on for a little while longer before jackie leaned back and fell asleep so cole said he’d take her upstairs to bed “hey be nice. don’t hit her head on anything” y/n giggled as he scooped jackie up off the ground and started up the stairs “y/n/n i would never. yk how many times i’ve done this with you? do you have any bumps or bruises?” which made her shake her head “goodnight cole” he nodded at her

y/n was a little tipsy, seeing as she was more experienced than most of the people playing the game.

“i’m gonna sleep down here if that’s cool with you guys” y/n yawned as she stood up and stretched her arms above her head

alex and isaac both watched as her tank top rode up her stomach, revealing a belly button piercing and tattoos on both hips. a moon on one and the sun on the other

they both felt like they were lightheaded, blood rushing to their cocks “g-goodnight, y/n” alex smiled at her “oh goodnight sweet, sweet alex.” y/n smiled and made her way to him and gave him a tight hug, wrapping her arms around his neck. his hands wrapped around her waist and he pulled away quickly before heading to his room “let me get some of that love” isaac smiled at her

“yes sir.” and she gave him a hug too but he held on just a little longer. praying it would never end, her hand found his hair and his found the round of her ass. he just had to feel it, he had to.

she didn’t stop him, this is exactly where she wanted him.

she wanted him to want her so bad he couldn’t help himself but to touch her. she pulled her head back and stared into his eyes “you know, issac. i could take-“ and before she could even finish isaac just nodded frantically “please. yes yes” she smiled at him, pulling his into her and onto the couch. their lips finally met and isaac became so excited. she felt his growing member against her thigh as their kisses got heavier.

she palmed isaac through his pants and he threw his head back and moaned “shhh we don’t wanna get caught, do we?” “no no no” issac shook his head and began to rut his hips against y/ns hand.

she flipped on top of him and pulled him out of his sweats and boxers. she began to pump his member. she then moved her shorts and panties to the side and slid his red and leaking member through her folds, he hissed at the feeling

that feeling started bubbling up in her again. pride. confidence. triumph. her ego swelled in her chest, her head spinning.

she finally sank down on him and she watched as he threw his head back and gasped, his hands flying to her hips like a lifeline. as if he would float away if he didn’t grab ahold of her. she leaned down and kissed his cheek and whispered “tell me when you’re ready for me to move” and biting his earlobe. his whole body shook at just that feeling alone

“o-okay..” he whimpered as she began to lift off of him and back down. his eyes stayed shut and he sighed as she felt her walls wrapped around him.

she only got about 6 bounces in before he was a complete mess underneath her. he was whimpering and her name leaving his lips in such a hushed town made her chest tighten, in a wonderful way. “i’m gonna cum, y/n”

“then do it sweet boy. be a good boy and cum in me” and those words alone sent him over the edge. moans slipped from his mouth like gods prayer.

finally she slipped off of him, gently putting him away in his sweats. she kissed his forehead and offered some snacks to him which he gladly took. she rubbed his arms as he snacked on some chips

“goodnight y/n” he smiled at her and she nodded back at him as he got up to go upstairs.

y/n grabbed her wash bag and went to the downstairs bathroom to shower.

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her original plan was to skip with cole and jackie, she never thought she’d be in a game of truth or dare, having cole kiss her infront of everyone and y/n kissing jackie due to not telling anyone who she lost her virginity to, dylan giving her a warning look before she refused and kissed jackie.

but she actually liked jackie, a lot. jackie and y/n grew very close, so close that night when cole had brought y/n and jackie back from the party, jackie made a move on y/n. y/n would’ve never expected it but being under the influence, she had the liquid courage to return the kiss. it got heated fairly fast

jackie crawled on top of y/n as she gripped her hips, jackie was straddled across y/ns thigh which only fueled y/n to move her hips against it. jackie gasped and y/n took the chance to kiss down jackie’s neck “is this okay?” y/n asked

“yes. oh god yes” jackie’s sounded so desperate to be touched, like she had never been before. which she hadn’t, not by anyone else atleast. only herself

so when y/ns hands tore off jackie shirt and her lips made her way down jackie’s chest she moaned, loud. she covered jackie’s mouth and laid her down “shhh babygirl. we can’t be too loud or the boys will hear us. we don’t want cole to try and join” “why would cole try and join?”

“you didn’t know we have been fucking?” y/n sat up and jackie shook her head

“what if i want him to join?” jackie whispered

“oh baby girl i can make that happen. just gotta let me get a taste of you before he ruins you” she smirked as she pulled jackie’s panties off

jackie gasped at the cool air making contact with her most intimate parts

y/n couldn’t have put collect the wetness in her folds and getting a taste. she immediately knew she needed a taste, as her tongue made contact with jackie’s swollen bundle of nerves she gasped loudly. “fuck y/n” she moaned out

“shhh babygirl let me take good care of you”

“hey! how are you feel- oh wow” it was no other than cole himself. i looked at him and so did jackie. “jesus christ. that’s so sexy” he stepped in and shut the door, turning the lock.

“jackie it’s fate. still want him here to join or do you wanna make him watch?”

“i don’t care but if you don’t put your mouth back on me y/n i might lose it”

“okay baby girl. okay.” she smiled at her

“cole, i want you to fuck me while i eat her pretty pussy” i said looking at him and he wasted no time

i went back to devouring her sweetness as coke slid into my dripping cunt and began rocking into me like he never had before. my fingers met jackie entrance, sliding in with ease. she was a moaning mess and it turned me on even more.

soon jackie came and cole not long after.

“goodnight princess.” y/n said to her as her eyes began to get heavy “goodnight coley” she winked at him and he lets himself out.

‘man i need a shower’ y/n thought to herself as she grabbed her night gown and wash bag.

y/n went downstairs to shower so she didn’t wake anyone upstairs.

as she crept past alex and nathan’s room she saw alex was still up and nathan was passed out on his bed.

“alex” she whispered

his hand found his headset and he looked at y/n like he had been caught doing something he wasn’t supposed to “oh hey, y/n” he looked at her

“just wanted to say hi. i’m going to shower” he nodded and stared at the back of her as she walked away

he heard y/ns name leave jackie’s mouth, only in the way he saw in porn. he couldn’t believe she had sex with almost everyone except him.

‘when was it his turn, when did he get to experience y/ns moans? when was it his turn to feel so good?’ he thought

he decided he would need to make the first move, he didn’t know when but he would.

unfortunately the more he thought about it, the harder he got. he couldn’t do it anymore.

before he knew it, his feet were taking him to where he knew she was.

he stood there, hand on the doorknob. he hoped it wasn’t locked. he prayed it wasn’t.

he turned the knob and thankfully it wasn’t.

he opened the door and heard y/n humming but as soon as the door creaked, it stopped. “hello?” she said in a scared voice.

he cleared his throat “it’s alex”

that was the first time y/n had ever heard his voice sound that way, deep and needy.

she pulled the shower curtain and looked at him

“are you.. are you okay?” she asked, concerned

his eyes traveled over her face and wet hair. he felt his mouth dry and his cock jump in his sweats. the words began to just fall out of his mouth

“how is it you’ve fucked almost everyone in this house and you still haven’t made a move on me. i’ve wanted you longer than anyone in this house. longer than anyone in school. longer than anyone in this fucking town, y/n/n… it’s not fair.”

“oh alex..” she sighed but before she could continue he stepped closer

his eyes held so much lust and need in them, her knees felt weak.

no one has ever made her feel so small yet so good at the same time

“hearing jackie moan your name, cole, and isaac. they all get to praise your name but it would never mean as much as it leaving my mouth. i would praise it, i would use it like a prayer. my vise. my lifeline. plus i know. i just know i can make you feel so much better” he was face to face with her name, feet just at the edge of the shower. he contemplated on just getting in, fully clothed he didn’t care. he wanted her so unbelievably bad.

she wanted him too. she could feel herself becoming wet at his words. her pussy clenching around nothing, which killed her.

“al-alex” she whispered

“i’ve been hearing cole fuck you into his mattress and against these walls for two years. now you fuck isaac and jackie? two years i’ve dreamt of getting to feel you, to kiss you, to taste you, to fuck you and take care of you. yet you fuck everyone who only is in it for themselves? pathetic” he spat

y/ns legs almost failed her.

“a-alex..”

“no. you don’t get to say anything, y/n/n. i’ve wanted you for so long. i remember the first time i watched you walk into this house, you were wearing that sundress with a jacket over your arm. you waved at us and i watched you go up those stairs and i prayed you’d come back down. i prayed and begged the universe to let you come back down but you didn’t for a while. i knew it was too late, i could only ask myself one question and it was ‘why not me?’ because i wanted it to be me so bad and then i had to wait. i’m done waiting. it’s too much, y/n. i keep myself up at night wondering when it’ll be MY turn.” he sighed rubbing his temples and dragging his hands down his face

“it’s just not fair” he whispered to her, putting his forehead against her wet one

so she did the only thing she could think to do and pulled him into the shower with her.

he held onto her hips tight and kept his forehead on hers, the warm water soaking his clothing.

“tell me this is okay, y/n. or i’ll get out right now and we can pretend this never happened. i’ll walk away and pretend i’m not dying to fuck you.”

y/n almost lost it

somehow no one had ever truly asked her if SHE was okay with it, if SHE felt good.

and it truly made a world of difference.

y/n felt something she hadn’t before, it was hunger. desire. a need penetrating so deep inside of her she thought she’d starve.

alex stared into her eyes waiting for something, anything.

“please, alex. this is okay, completely okay” she sighed brushing her lips against the shell of his ear.

he groaned and wasted no time dropping to his knees and wrapped her legs around his head and dove into her

he licked a strip through her cunt, tasting so much better than he could have ever dreamed

“a-alex” she moaned out

he thanked her music being on a speaker in the bathroom because he needed to hear her pretty moans.

he was devouring her like a man starved.

she could barely hold back her orgasm before she let out a shrill gasp

Alex felt such a pride in his chest knowing that in minutes he had her cumming on his face

he quickly stood up and discarded his clothes, throwing them to the back wall.

he wrapped his hand around y/ns throat and crashing his lips into hers.

the kiss was so needy and passionate. nothing y/n had ever felt before.

soon enough he turned her around, chest agains the wall of the shower. he let a hand glide over the curve of her ass before bringing his hand down onto it, leaving a perfect mark against it.

he did it again and again, y/n couldn’t help but squeal at the last one as it was the hardest one.

“and that’s for saving me for last, angel.” he smirked, kissing the back of her shoulder.

soon enough, he slid into y/ns velvet warmth

his groan couldn’t be contained no matter how hard he tried, he had never felt such a feeling against himself before

she moaned as she felt him slide in, inch by inch.

as soon as he bottomed out, she let out a loud moan “oh alex” she sighed, her head falling against the cold shower wall

her skin felt like it was on fire

alex felt the exact same

his hands found her hair, wrapping a makeshift ponytail around his fist and pulling back hard.

her head met his shoulder and he gave her a simple and sweet kiss to the cheek before pounding into her relentlessly

he held himself back from cumming right then and there as her mason slipped out with his name in between a few of them.

he didn’t let up as her moans became more high pitched

knowing she was close he kept his thrusts the same, soon enough he felt her clenching around him.

her whole body felt like it was being electrocuted, her legs began to shake and tremble.

y/n thought they would give out from underneath her, alex took notice of this and put his arms around her hips, holding her up.

his hand found her clit and her moans somehow grew louder

his relentless attack inside of her was beginning to slow and get sloppy

she knew he would cum soon, she wanted him to cum soon. she didn’t know if she could handle another orgasm but sure enough he brought it upon her

he went to pull out but y/n stopped him “cum in me, alex. come on baby boy, cum in me”

that itself sent alex in a tumble, y/n felt his hot ropes painting her walls.

she moaned at the feeling itself and before she knew it, she was cumming again.

how could just him cumming in her, make her orgasm? this orgasm was different too, it was heavy, it was stronger than anyone’s she’s ever had.

“you just squirted” alex laughed

“what? no i didn’t” she stood up and sure enough, beads of water sat on his thickness and pelvic bone (it wasn’t from the water of the shower either)

she gasped

“that’s never, uh, happened before”

“what did i tell you? hmm?” alex grabbed her hips and pulled her into a sweet kiss, which she just melted into.

“you’re right. you’re right” she smiled pushing her forehead against his

“come on let’s actually clean up” he replied grabbing the body wash for them.

they showered together, washing eachothers bodies and hair.

something so intimate that y/n had never experienced before, it was nice.

y/n ended up falling asleep in alex’s room that night with no consequences from the walter parents

to say the least, nights like those lasted for years.

and years.

and years.

until y/n and alex had their own little babies running around on farm land

hi guys ! i’ve really been in a writing mood lately. if someone wants to do some request my messages are open or comments! either way i’ll write for just about anyone.

gilbert blythe x reader

18+ minors DNI, secret hookups, soul crushing pining from both sides, angst, humiliation, secret pregnancy, slut shaming i guess ?? i’m so bad at warnings lol. this is also really long sorry not sorry :))

gilbert blythe, one of the most eligible bachelors with brains and handsome looks no less. though he only sees one true match for himself and how they’ve grown together. growing up together brings tension and unresolved feelings. y/n and gilbert have primal urges and no one to stop them from acting on such feelings.

a/n I just have to say that i need for gilbert blythe in my life. he is the poet in my heart who is too smart and good with words. im drowning over the fact theres nothing for him.

the wind wisps through her h/c hair as she held on tighter to the reins of her black beauty named Knox, galloping towards the Blythe household. she hadn’t been in months to visit Mr. Blythes grave, not since her last letter came in from gilbert.

His handsome yet serious face flashed in her mind as she thought about her last farewell with Gilbert. How intimate it had truly been, how tightly they held each other the night before he departed from her, fearing he may never come back. she shook her head of such thoughts as she saw the house come into view.

It still looked empty, unoccupied as it had been for the last nine months. letting out a heavy sigh, she tied Knox to the hitching post outside of the house. she checked the mail for a letter from gilbert but ultimately found nothing. her frown was etched into her features as it would be until she got a response back from him.

she walked around to the back and towards the patch of now overgrowth where gilbert’s father lay to rest. remembering she had packed up scissors to make it more comfortable and clearer for visitation, even though she were the only person to come by as far as she knew. as she began clearing out the overgrowth and pulling weeds, making it presentable enough a voice startled her out of her thoughts “ay, what is you doin’ to Mr. Blythe's property, m’lady” the accent was not familiar to her as she stiffened, not expecting anyone to be there.

she turned slowly to see a dark but smooth skinned man with facial hair wearing a button up and brown hat, his suspenders draped off of his shoulder but the other over tightened against his shoulder.

“oh! hi, my name is y/n l/n. I'm very good friends with the family, say you’re not from avonlea are you? I was just fixing up Mr. Blythe's area, he would hate it to be messy” hair being pushed back and hand shielding her eyes from the sun.

“names Sebastian but you can call me bash. i see now. you’re the y/n. Gilbert could never stop talking about you, you know? you look exactly as i pictured you, considering he gave me every little detail and even drew you a few times. like a love sick puppy that one” he laughed a deep laugh but all she could think of was him. where was he? is he okay?

“oh-uh you know Gilbert? have you spoken to him since his departure from avonlea?” she stepped closer

the man seemed quite confused by her question, as if she grew a separate head. "Bash; you seem to be having some trouble with your suspenders." to ease the tension some she added, as she reached to pull up his slouching suspender and tightened it to his right shoulder and loosening the other, so it wasn't as tight. "So, gilbert?" you whispered

“uh- we arrived here together” he rubbed the back of his neck and looked towards the house; her also head clocked towards the house. Hoping he'd be there.

the door flung open and with her mouth agape and tears brimming

he looked older, more refined. he was also taller, everything felt as it had slowed down.

his only thoughts were of her, every scent, every kiss, every secret, every spark left behind after her fingertips trailed his body.

his feet had their own thoughts as they sprung off of the step and towards her.

she was also running, tears swelling and throat burning. she made contact with his chest and threw her arms around his neck.

he was quick to wrap his arms around her, scared she'll disappear. like he was dreaming as he did many times upon the ship.

"Please tell me this is real, you're really here and I'm not losing my mind or daydreaming." she sniffled into his neck.

he rubbed her hair taking in every feeling of her warmth wrapped around him, "I'm here, y/n. I'm here. This is real." she pulled back and grabbed his face, tears soaked her cheeks "When did you get back, Gilbert? Oh, how I have missed you. I have missed you so dearly. I daydreamed of you; I dreamt of this day." she sniffed, grabbing his face, scared he'd float away if she let him go.

Bash patted Gilbert on the shoulder "I'll go put on some tea, it was a pleasure to meet you, Ms. l/n"

"i came back last evening-"

"there's no gold" she cut him off suddenly remembering what she had told him in his last letter.

"I know. Marilla was here upon my arrival and informed me" she sighed looking at Bash.

"Oh gilbert, I have so many questions. I missed you so much, how was it? did you see any extravagant landmarks? what did you do on the ship? Is that where you met Ba-" he cut her off by grabbing her face, she was suddenly aware how close he was.

"We have all the time in the world to answer your question, love. I missed you so much, my heart has craved to be beside you again. My insides have done nothing but burn at the thought of you." she felt his warm breath fan across her face, suddenly warm. She could feel her ears burning pink

"as have mine, i can't believe you're really here." he rubbed his thumb across her cheek before slowly leaning in, eyes never leaving hers.

she closed the gap faster than he expected, pulling his face closer to hers as if that were possible. She hadn't felt his soft lips since the night before his disembarkation.

~nine months ago~

Standing in the empty kitchen with nothing but the candle in her hand, her eyes were stinging from the cold. She had ridden her horse over when Gilbert hadn't shown up to her home for dinner like he had the last few nights.

"Gilbert, I can't believe you're leaving. Any idea of how long you'll be gone?"

"I'm not sure, my heart. i just know i need to do this” his head was held in his hands. she knelt down infront of him, hands meeting his thighs as she set her head on his knees, “would it be selfish to beg you to stay with me?” her question came as a whisper, praying he would tell her no, that he would stay in avonlea with her.“no but i have to do this, i swear i will come back. i don’t know when but i will be back here for you” he grabbed her hands and pulled them to his heart, “you feel my heart? it beats only for you, it will never be for anyone else to beat for”

the look on her face and the tears in her eyes could’ve made him stay, his heart sped up as he looked at her sad features. they had never been away from each other, not even since birth. he pulled her up into his lap and held her close to him, hear head laying on his shoulder.

gilbert could see the rest of his days just like this, in the wake kitchen holding his y/n forever. one day, he swore to himself he would. that one day, it would be them living out their days together. they were to be married and raise a family together. to tend to his fathers farm while his children ran amuck the fields.

“my heart, please look at me” he whispered into her soft hair, “please”

“i can’t, gilbert. i cant” she whimpered, gilbert could feel his heart breaking at the sound itself, he had only heard it once before and it was when she became orphaned but was found to be able to live on her own considering how close she lived to the blythe family. now what would she do when he was gone?

“please, love. i need to see your beautiful and wondrous face” she slowly brought her head up to face him, she was trying to stop the tears from coming but her face was already stained with tears. he frowned at her and wiped away the marks down her face. “i promise, i will be back for you. only you, my heart” she gave a small but broken smile.

“what am i to do without you, gilbert blythe”

“go to school, spend time with anne and diana, just promise you will wait for me?”

“of course i promise that! you are the only person for me, my dear gilbert”

“good then.” he smiled, he couldn’t help but look over her features, embedding every single dot, crevasse, bump and mark. every line and the shape of her eyes, the way her eyebrows were shaped. he would entrap it all into his mind so he could doodle her while he was away. when his eyes fell onto her lips, he took note of the pink hue to them from the cold outside, the round shape of them. when all he could feel was a primal urge to lean in to meet their lips.

he fought with himself to not do it, to ask first like a gentleman but when his eyes met hers, they held the same need inside of her e/c orbs.

finally, with a more possessive grip of the back of her neck, he pulled her in. when their lips met this time, it was different than any small peck they’ve shared on the cheek or hand. this felt different. much different.

she kissed him back with as much passion as she could muster. she turned in his lap to face her body to him, needing more. feeling more. she pulled away quickly, once it dawned on her what they were doing. “g-gilbert” she whispered setting her forehead against his, “i’m-i’m sorry y/n. i don’t know what came over me, im so sorry”

she hated hearing it, like he regretted it. she didn’t, why should she? just because they shared a not so appropriate kiss? well forget that, she declared. keep out of mind of what mrs. lynde would say or think. she wanted to do it again, she needed to do it again. something in her mood shifted and her stomach turned. something felt much different than before to her. something she had never felt before.

“no, no. please don’t be sorry, i actually enjoyed it very much.” she brushed her nose against his, he let out a breath he didn’t know he had been holding in.

“do it again.” she demanded, he was taken back, “what?” he pulled away from her to look at her eyes, they were darker than before, something hungry in them that he was sure his mimicked, “please. again” and something in him snapped. he lunged forward almost taking them both to the ground. his lips met hers in such fierce and fever, he couldn’t stop this monster inside of him that he didn’t know resided. picking her up with ease, he cradled her but lips never leaving hers.

he never wanted this to end.

as he made his way to his bedroom, all he could think of was her. how greatly it felt to have her this way, a way he’s never had before. he set her on the bed, she whimpered as he pulled away.

before he could even get a word or thought out, her hands grabbed him and pulled. pulled with such force, he fell on top of her. their lips met once again, he could feel himself growing in his pants. this had only happened a few times and the ache was too much for him. he found himself grinding into her, her gasp was enough for him to take their kiss farther. their tongues danced so carefully together, y/n didn’t know what to make of it. she had only seen this in a few settings.

“gilbert…” she whispered softly, pulling away from the kiss. their foreheads meeting as they took their first breaths of air.

“do you want to stop?” he asked her, still huffing new air into his lungs that smelled like her, like lavender and cedar wood.

“i.. i don’t want to stop” she shook her head “do you?” his mouth fell open and his eyes widened “no” his lips met hers again.

he stood up and brought her with him, he began to unbutton his shirt but she stopped him “let me” she said softly as she began to unbutton his shirt. he pulled off her shawl and jacket slowly, more intimate than anything they could imagine.

he lifted her dress off and then undid her corset, sliding it off of her body. her hands slid his shirt off, her cold hands meeting his chest and back as she did so. her hands met the button of his pants, sliding them down his legs and he stepped out of them.

he looked at her again “still okay?” his whispered rang through the air as she nodded softly, he slid off her undergarments leaving her in her brazier and underwear, him also in his underwear. they looking at each other with nothing but love. not lustful craze, not just passion but real love.

y/n slid her hands behind her back and began to undo her brazier and slid down her underwear, he did the same.

“you’re resplendent, y/n” his voice came out as he looked over her body and face. she felt her cheeks warm at his compliment. he reached out and pulled her flush against him, letting instincts take over.

as they laid in the bed he kissed her gently, wishing they could stay in this moment forever. his eyes met hers once more for confirmation and it was met with a small nod.

he did what he was taught in books and articles. he lined himself to her entrances and slowly pushed in.

she let out a gasp at the intrusion, never having felt anything like it before “g-gilbert…” she whimpered “i know, love. it’s okay. i’ve got you” he reassured her. he finally broke through the resistance and moaned as he bottomed out inside of her, the warmth enveloped him in a way he couldn’t even explain. he stayed still for a moment collecting himself and letting her adjust.

“i-im okay now, gil” she said softly and hiss his neck and cheek. he nodded and began to move, his thrust inside of her were like heaven. he could have sworn this truly was heaven. her gasps and moans only fueled him.

as he kept going, it became more messy, more powerful and less gentle. she grasped at his back leaving scratches in her nails wake. “g-gilbert! oh god..” he smirked down at her “feel good? cause god this has to be heaven on earth” he leaned down and kissed her lips.

after a couple of more thrust he felt himself becoming sloppier, he felt the coil about to snap but he didn’t pull out. without warning he groans and stiffens as he cums, thrusting through his orgasm slowly and slumps against her chest

she rubbed circles on his back and head.

they laid in the bed that night, tangled in each others arms and slept like they never had before.

the next morning she helped him pack the last of his things, the soreness between her legs and in her hips a constant reminder of what happened between them the night before. they quietly made their way to the town on knox and they hugged tightly

“promise me you’ll come back?” she sniffled against his neck, “i promise you, my heart. i will be back for you” he muttered into her hair. they pulled back and leaned their foreheads against each-others. he stole a kiss, one that was pained and heartbreaking. “i will see you soon then, gilbert blythe. don’t forget about me” she pulled back and sniffled, wiping a tear that had fallen to her cheek. he smiled sadly at her “i could never forget you, y/n l/n. don’t forget me” he saluted to her and she did it back, an ongoing joke they had since childhood. “never” she whispered as he turned away and stepped on to the ferry ramp. she stayed and watched as the boat drifted into the sea, he waved her goodbye and blew a kiss. she caught it and held her hand to her chest.

~present~

as they pulled away from the kiss, his pupils were dilated. “even better than i dreamt of” he whispered to her, she chuckled and sniffled. “i didn’t think i’d ever see you again, gilbert”

“i told you id come back for you, my heart” he smiled warmly and began to pull her towards the house, inside bash had already set out our cups of tea. they all laughed, told stories and cracked jokes.

as the sun began to set, y/n stood up “i do have to go, the cuthberts will be expecting me soon” she smiled softly at gilbert and bash “it was such a pleasure to meet you, bash.” she waved him goodbye as she stepped out into the cool winter air.

“won’t you stay tonight?” gilbert sighed out, grabbing her waist and pulling her flush against him, “i must go to the cuthberts, they have something of mine needing to be returned” she smiled softly, half lying. she knew the real reason they were expecting her.

“won’t you and bash come by tomorrow? i will make you both a good home cooked meal”

“of course. so i will be seeing you tomorrow?” he smiled leaning his forehead against hers “and everyday after that” she added giggling, she leaned up and pressed a soft kiss to his warm lips.

“tomorrow” she agreed and stepped onto her carriage attached to knox, waving him goodbye and blowing him a kiss, in result he caught and held to his chest.

as he watched her trail away on her horse in carriage he took notice of the maturity in her.

he noticed how her figure had changed and even though she always glowed in his eyes, her eyes looked tired, stressed even. he wondered what she had endured while he was away.

———

she made her way into the cuthberts, jerry opening the gate for her and waving her goodbye as he left for his own home.

she stepped up the front steps with a wince and knocked, anne opened the door and pulled her into a bone crushing hug. “how was he?” she asked

“he was well, thankfully” they began walking to the coming room where matthew sat in his chair, holding a bottle to an infants mouth.

“how was my bug today?” y/n smiled softly at the sight of matthew staring down at her son. “oh he was a good boy, as usual” he smiled at her widely, “i do appreciate you two watching him so much while i go to school and do the things i need to. thank you”

“oh my dear girl, you’ve been like our own for a while now. plus he is a good boy, just like you’ve always been” marilla said petting my hair back

“i know but you’ve both been more.. welcoming and understanding of my situation than most”

the flashbacks of mrs. lynde whispering to the other women about her when her stomach began to show and she could no longer hide it. when josie pie and the other girls basically disowned her as their friend, all except anne, diana and ruby. how the people whispered behind her “so unmarried, so uncourted. who would do such a thing?” she had heard it all.

“did you tell him yet, dear” marilla asked softly, staring at y/n with those wise blues.

“no, he and bash will be coming for dinner tomorrow, i figured i’d let him know then”

they all hugged her and bid her goodbye, matthew giving her a hand into her carriage and out their gates.

———

the next morning, y/n woke up early. she was growing anxious and running around frantically.

taking care of her son, john who was named after gilbert’s late father. she was a nervous wreck, all while making a wonderful dinner and getting herself ready. she put on one of her nicer dinner dresses and got john ready as well.

she paced around the kitchen with john in her arms, who gently cooed and smiled in her arms. then the sound brought her away from her child’s forest green eyes in, the ones she fell in love with also adorned by her son.

she took a bit deep breath and opened the door, she was met with two smiling faces which she matched until gilbert’s eyes fell on the child in her arms who resembled him.

his face fell, frozen in place, unmoved. bash looked at the baby and then at gilbert. “aye, let’s get you inside, boy” bash’s voice came out, cutting into the air. “take him to the living room.” she nodded her head in the direction, which bash had to physically move him towards.

bash sat gilbert down on my couch, his eyes never leaving the baby in my arms. “y-y/n” gilbert’s voice came out in a cracked whisper

“he’s yours” y/n said back “his name is john, he’s your son”

her throat was on fire, tears threatening to spill onto her cheeks. her heart hammered against her ribcage, aching, begging to be let free and climb into him. bash looked back and forth between the two young adults, feeling like he was overstepping “ah, miss l/n. where is your washroom?” he asked kindly “it’s down the hall to the left, you’ll see it” bash stood up, hand on gilbert’s shoulder, patting it as he walked away.

“why didn’t you… why didn’t you tell me?” gilbert’s voice rang through the air like a bullet, piercing her chest. he sounded angry, disappointed almost,

“gilbert… i..” he cut her off by standing up “no! i don’t.. why didn’t…” he began to pace around her living room. “y/n… you could’ve told me!”

“gilbert please. i knew you needed to go on your own. i didnt… i didnt want you to resent me for coming back before you were ready” she said sadly

“what i resent is the fact that i wasn’t here for you! i resent you for not telling me that i have a son!” he grew angry and sad. sad because he didn’t know for the nine months he was gone that she spent the time alone, she gave birth without him there to hold her.

“gilbert im sorry.. i thought i was doing the right thing!”

“well it wasn’t” he snapped making her flinch, he had never even raised his voice to her before. “i have a son and you didn’t even tell me! not even once. i read every letter of yours over and over and over. i memorized your handwriting, i read 12 different letter, over and over and not once did you mention even being pregnant!”

she knew he needed to let this out, she knew he was angry with me so she let him speak. she let him go on, “why y/n/n?” she took a deep breath and sighed

“because i didn’t want you to come back until you were ready, you came back when you were ready. i didn’t.. i made the wrong choice, im sorry” she said sniffling

he stared at her in disbelief, then down at the infant in her arms. “i- i don’t…”

“it’s okay, do you want to hold him?” she asked standing up slowly, holding john out to gilbert, his hands shook as he lead them outward from his body, taking in the baby’s small weight. “he’s so small” gilbert whispered, looking at his face.

“he’s only a couple of weeks old, almost 4 weeks” she said watching him, how his eyes softened and filled with tears. “i wish you had told me” gilbert said softly.

“i know, im so sorry.” his eyes met hers. “i know you are, it’s okay” she smiled at the sight of them. “he looks like you”

he chuckled, “he does, doesn’t he?” making her nod. “gilbert?” his head shot up at her voice and looked at her with a questioning look. “are you okay?” he looked back down at the infant and nodded, “more than” the baby began to fall asleep in gilbert’s arms, making me gesture to see him in his crib.

we all sat at the table, bash finally returning from the bathroom.

“i can only imagine what you went through, y/n/n. you did this alone.” gilbert sighed. “i didn’t do it alone. the cuthberts and the barry’s were exceptional with help but that didn’t stop others from whispering and talking. nobody knows that you’re the father except the cuthberts..” she said softly.

he nodded softly, sadly. “they’ll know soon enough” he said nodding as she served food to the two men sitting at her dining table, she made her plate and sat down. as soon as she sat down, the baby began to cry from his crib.

she went to stand but gilbert stopped her, “i’ve got it, eat” he stood up quickly and rushed to the babies crib, who stopped crying almost immediately. she sighed heavily and bash smiled “boys already taking to be a father” he commented “i know, it’s.. odd”

gilbert came back without the baby in tow, “he fell back to sleep” which made her smile grow wider “thank you” he looked at her with a serious expression, “i’m here now, you don’t have to do this alone”

later that night, as bash grabbed his hat gilbert stopped him “i’m going to stay with y-“ but bash cut him off “you stay with your lady, i’ll make it back home, it’s not far” patting gilbert’s shoulder and waved goodbye to her.

gilbert began to do the dishes in the sink “oh, gilbert you don’t have to” y/n stood up and began to walk over, he stopped her “sit down and rest, my heart. i’ve got it” she looked at him, as if she couldn’t love him more than she always had, he proved her wrong.

———

over the next few weeks of going to school, talk flew through the town of gilbert’s arrival and his newfound title as a father spread like wildfire.

y/n sat on her front porch, rocking her son patting his back as he lay on her chest. gilbert walked out with a cup of tea, handing it to her and sitting in the other chair, sipping his own tea.

“this is it huh?” she said softly looking over at him “what?” he chuckled, “this is how it’ll be from now on? us, him, our life”

“this is it” he smiled at her softly

suddenly mrs. lynde, mrs. andrew’s and mrs. pye were riding up in their carriages, along with their daughters. y/n took a deep breath as they all stepped out and infront of her porch steps. “miss l/n’s we all owe you a huge apology”

“what?” y/n asked sitting up, gilbert standing and taking their son from her arms. “we hadn’t realized that gilbert was the father.. that he planned to marry you when you got back” y/n was taken back and turned towards gilbert who was on one knee, holding the ring that was once his mothers.

“oh my…” she covered her face and tears welled in her eyes “y/n l/n. will you do me the wondrous delight of marrying me?” she smiled “of course, gilbert” she pulled him up and kissed him. the mothers and daughters all smiled at the sight.

“really though, y/n. we all owe you an apology, your son… he’s beautiful and we are so sorry for the things we said” she just just nodded “it’s okay, i forgive all of you”

———

years later, gilbert sat on the front porch watching 5 of their children run on the fields of his farm. he couldn’t help but smile at the exceptional life he had made for himself. y/n walked out and handed him a cup of coffee and their youngest child on her hip, half asleep. she planted a kiss on his lips and smiled “i’m about to lay ryker down, i’ll be right back” she said and went inside. laying him down in his bed and came back outside to gilbert, he stood up and pulled her in for a kiss. “how about for old time sake, we go have a little fun” he nudged his nose into the side of her neck. “hm?” he asked kissing her neck softly “please, yes. mhm” she giggled as she pulled him inside to their room, the door slamming closed behind them.

the spent their days like this, babies, children, a family. a wonderful community, a degree and wonderful job.