A Day In The Life Of Royalty: Wheelz Edition

Current state of mind 👑

Book here

“ El que se va sin que lo boten , vuelve sin que lo llamen”. 💋 #bella #baddie https://www.instagram.com/p/CewlotjlF0G/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

𝓣𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂 𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓾 𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓵𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓽 𝓪𝓲𝓷‘𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓴 💯 #itslevelstothis https://www.instagram.com/p/CelmRnPge4i/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I really hate this feeling, I feel so stupid and helpless. I can’t even get mad when people say I’m doing this to myself because at this point, I’m moving like I lost all self respect my whole logic behind everything was to let him move in so I can eventually become that friend again and he can see I really changed but instead it’s getting worse. We barely talk because it’s ackward … every part of me wishes that I can physically run to him and just hug him, I wanna tell him I want another chance to start over but I just know he won’t do it. Today, today I just hate him with everything in me, for not seeing my efforts to mature for the wishy- washy behavior nobody gets to see. The fake ass I love you’s, the random gifts and playfulness that confuses the fuck outta me. I feel trapped because if I say how I feel my mom will definitely get on my ass. Those random actions are the only thing that’s giving me hope that I can get a second chance, so I shut up to avoid me the headache of people not understanding me but the result of that is me having to bite my tongue when he wants to tell MY MOTHER (because that’s my mom not his) everything about his new prospects like I can’t hear what he’s saying. My feelings are so hurt, I hate that my mom loves him the way she does because everything he does is politically correct because we’re not together but sometimes I just wish that my mom would stop him from talking to her when I’m here because it hurts to hear and nobody cares. I can’t blame nobody but myself though I let him come back here knowing deep down this was a possibility. So I put myself through the pain of having him here every day, I’m watching him move on more and more everyday and it hurts. I wish that I can just pause, rewind and do everything different (at least my part) I hate the fact that I’m still head over heels in love with him and I can’t just use the fucked up shit he put me through in his addiction to move on but the reality is we’re both confused and we don’t know what we want but 1 thing for sure 2 things for certain I pray everyday for a new beginning for me and him. My heart feels like it’s not over but watching him emotionally detach hurts so fuckin much I don’t want to loose him forever. Why the fuck did I put myself in this fucked up ass predicament?

I want you to crave me❣️...Not just sex but My scent...My vibe...My company 🤞🏻💯‼️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CRAAGVelW0C/?utm_medium=tumblr

Hace un año no hubiera creído que hoy estuviera sonriendo si me lo hubieran dicho 💛Soy bendecida en más de una forma mi esposo, mi familia y mis estudios… no puedo pedir más, la desdicha siempre puede cambiar porque Dios nunca se olvida de sus hijos 🙏🏻 If someone would’ve told me a year ago that I would’ve been smiling I wouldn’t believe them, I am blessed today in more ways than one. My husband, my family and my career. I can’t really ask for more it goes to show that misfortune can really change because God never forgets about his children 💙#romperseason #disabledandcute #blessedandgrateful https://www.instagram.com/p/CQjcQ7EF4Ax/?utm_medium=tumblr

💯♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/COJaFRxlzlj/?igshid=1bzbcndxdzfgc

I AM HER ♥️✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CN_JKaDlLKM/?igshid=1n5ra1yolgazc

Living my life like it’s golden ✨♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CNN-kvnlL6z/?igshid=1tfntsawh36i1

So this happened, and just like that I snapped back ♥️ #redhair #dontcare #inlove https://www.instagram.com/p/CNJPxUkFhlw/?igshid=a0oj7q1e4iiz

I may not be a mommy yet, but this is my baby ✨🐶🐾💗#Ashie #furmom #therapydog #love #mentalhealthmatters https://www.instagram.com/p/CM_E3qnF_fz/?igshid=44y2ipzrfrql

All I wanna do is just keep doing me ❤️ #quotestoliveby #queen https://www.instagram.com/p/CM48AEbl5ZC/?igshid=1hgpfq70a6e4

#goodmorning sometimes it takes you a while in life to figure out where you belong & why not quite understanding why shit happens in life... But I understand this, HE KNOWS BEST!! I’ve always had love and even help from all kinds of people in my life and when that unconditional love hit with some unquestionable LOYALTY shit hit DIFFERENT 😊🥰💯 These 2 right here??? Are more than my “ direct care workers” and “my extra set of hands and feet”. THEY’RE MY FAMILY ♥️ The proof that blood doesn’t have to be a factor in order to have an UNBREAKABLE BOND 🔒 To my Mommy: @joannetaylor2770 thank for the everyday lessons, the protection you give me, your talks , dedication and love 💗 God really never left me and gave me back the mother I once lost 🙏🏻 To My Big Sissy: I have so much that I can say, thank you so much for making me feel included and never alone FOR MAKING FEEL LIKE I BELONG , protected & never left out, loved and respected BUT NEVER PACIFIED 🙌🏻 God gave the sister I’ve always wanted, the one that’s preparing me for the real world 🌎 the one that listens to me and wipes my tears off even on her bad days 🥲 The one that shares whatever little she has to make sure I don’t go without 💯 I LOVE YA’LL SOO MUCH 😘😘😘 #squad #familyaintalwaysblood #mixedandwhat https://www.instagram.com/p/CMwoyrrloin/?igshid=abu4xvang9pj

No hay mas na’ 💋💯💎 https://www.instagram.com/p/CMc55xXlIco/?igshid=l1r78t95qsbo