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About Me:

Nice Jewish Femme Lesboy

One of the few remaining true Democratic Socialists.

Vaccine Advocate. Seriously, vaccinate your damn kids. They save lives.

Diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and Auditory Processing Disorder. Haver of rare genetic disorder/disability Beals Syndrome (Very Mild Case).

Hi, I’m an Ashkenazi Jew from Orange County, CA. Born and raised ☀️🍊🌊🤙🏄‍♀️🛹🎢. The home of Diane Keaton, Michelle Pfeiffer, Steve Martin, and Austin Butler. My Mom is an Ashkenazi Jew and my BioDad is not Jewish of Mixed European Heritage (Italian, French, English, Scottish, German, and Irish). I was raised Jewish, had a Bat Mitzvah, but I “celebrate” Christmas and Easter.

Pronouns/Gender: They/She/He Genderfluid (Agender, Woman, Man)

Terms: Feminine Terms, Gender Neutral Terms, Masculine Terms. However, do not use Masculine Familial Terms for me; I only like Feminine Familial Terms.

Sexuality: Aroacespec Femme Lesboy

Age: 30

Things I Like: Art of All Kinds, Travel (I’ve been to 11 States and 14 Countries), Eating Foods from Around the World, Learning About Other Cultures (16 Years of Studying other Cultures), Hockey (Anaheim Ducks, St. Louis Blues, Pittsburgh Penguins), Soccer (Borussia Dortmund, SSC Napoli, Liverpool FC, Orange County SC), Being From California (West Coast Best Coast), Being Jewish (I’m religious and believe in G-d), Predicting Geopolitical Trends, and Family/Friends.

Things I Don’t Like: Bigots and Extremists, also Onions and Dried Fruit. Any unsolicited sexual messages from anyone.

I’m a Socialist Pacifist Zionist who supports a Two State Solution 🇮🇱🤝🏽🇵🇸. If you have a problem with that, block me. I believe we can coexist and get along. I don’t like extremists from both sides. I'm also against the Occupation of the West Bank and Gaza. True peace can only exist when we recognize the Humanity of the Other. As a Jew, Palestinians are my cousins. We are family and I see your pain as my own.

Definition of Zionism: The right of Jews to Self Determination in our Ancestral Homeland.

Also Magneto from the X-Men was right.

Send me a message, I’m always open to making new friends 👋

Header by me. It’s a photo I took while visiting Copenhagen, Denmark.

Pfp by me, I drew it. It’s not the best thing I’ve ever drawn, but it’s the most recent drawing I’m proud of.

#jumblr #טאמבלר ישראלי #ישראבלר #ישראל #judaism

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happy pride month to all the kike dykes out there

#pride month #jewish and queer #jumblr #lesbian #jewish lesbian #genderfluid

Controversial opinion, but Demiboys can't be Lesbians.

#lesbian #lesbian visibility day #sapphic

jockoppressor

Spin the wheel. Tomorrow, you wake up in this country with, however implausible, a passport for both it and your home country. How do you feel?

This is awful; I’m booking a trip home immediately.

I really don’t like this; I’ll stick it out briefly, but I’m heading home soon.

This isn’t great; I’d rather be back home, but I’ll manage until I can get back.

Being here isn’t better or worse than being in my home country.

This is pretty nice; I’ll stay a little while, but go home eventually.

I love it here; I’ll be staying a long while before I go home.

This is amazing; it’ll be a long time before I go home, and I may stay here.

Voting ended onApr 20

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#armenia #the history culture and food is delicious but the political climate is tough #can’t be much worse than america

An evil person like me doesn’t deserve to live.

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I really put my foot in my mouth a couple days ago. I just upped my dose of my Zoloft and I feel most of the side effects of the medication. My suffering shall be my repentance.

#actually ocd #moral ocd #self harm #self harm ocd

Ever since I’ve come out as Genderfluid, I’ve been wanting the part of me that’s a Man approved by other Men. I want Men to treat me like a Man, to see me as one of the bros. It's interesting, feeling like a young Man seeking approval from his peers, and being a Lesbian who center's their/her attraction/connection to Women/Lesbian Nonbinary People so heavily at the same time. Genderfluidity is funny sometimes.

#genderfluid #gender stuff #trans jews #jewish lesbian #i’m just a boy #i’m just a guy #nice jewish boy #nice jewish girl #i’m just a girl

awakefor48hours

Not just "fuck ICE" but also "love immigrants"

awakefor48hours

ICE is a domestic terrorist group that promotes behaviors similar to literal slave catchers and nazis that needs to be stopped yesterday.

and

Immigrants are human beings who deserve no more or less love than anyone else on the planet.

queenofnotknowing

I work with immigrant kids/families as a substitute teacher. I see it as my job to keep these kids safe and celebrate them. I’m also going back to school to become a full teacher. As an educator, fuck ICE and I love my kids.

#future teacher #substitute teacher

Sexuality Quirks

When I’m a Sapphic Woman or Sapphic Genderless Person, I’m so attracted to Butches and Masculine Presenting Sapphics. When I’m a Straight Boy, I’m really attracted to Feminine Women. However, this is not a set rule and I’ve been super attracted to Feminine Women when I’m a Sapphic Woman/Genderless Person.

#genderfluid #sexuality stuff

Realized I’m Genderfluid and I like Being a Boy/Man Sometimes.

NSFW Not for Minors

#trans jews #genderfluid #my masculinity #i’m just a boy #nice jewish boy #i’m just a guy

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I deleted my previous post because I love Butches so much. When I say I want a NJB, it means I want a Nice Jewish Butch. I want her/them/him (I’ve done some research and think I’m okay with being with a He/Him Lesbian as long as they’re not a man), to be sweet, gentle, and nerdy. A Nice Jewish Butch who gets flustered easily and loves to to ramble about her/their/his special interests. I would love to be with an academic Jewish Butch, maybe they even study Talmud.

#jewish lesbian #jewish butches #jumblr

To the Leftists who decided not to vote for Harris, I’m so pissed at you right now. If Harris got elected, we wouldn’t have Trump’s Oprinichiki going around disappearing people and killing people. Fuck ICE.

#jumblr

My little brother took me to a Hockey game for Hanukkah a week ago. Hockey is my favorite sport because there’s constant movement, truly the best sport for those who struggle to watch slower games. One of the best parts is that I got a free shirt, too. I had a great time and I always enjoy going to a game. Even though we lost in overtime, we’re still doing better than Kings. No, I haven’t seen the gay hockey show, I’m not interest in watching it. I’m glad people are enjoying it though.

#hockey #i love hockey #anaheim ducks

If my partner came out as a trans guy, I would break up with them immediately. The thought of being in a relationship with a man fills me with existential dread. My sexuality isn’t fluid and I’m tired of people telling me it is. It’s especially annoying when it comes from other queer people.

It’s official, I have let the Antisemites win; I genuinely hate being an Ashkenazi Jew. A variety of factors contributed to this and all I feel in this moment is shame, guilt, and pain. I need to heal and I don’t know how or what to do.

#jumblr #leftist antisemitism #right wing antisemitism #antisemitism

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I’m not Israeli. I don’t live there. I didn’t vote for Netanyahu. I can’t control what he does. Neither can most American Jews.

The American Jewish community is dealing with the agony of watching a country that is supposed to represent Jewish ideals, and which represents a very important part of Jewish life, commit genocide. The dream of Zionism is a PEACEFUL homeland for Jews, not endless war and bloodshed. There’s no reason Zionism isn’t compatible with Palestinian liberation. There’s room enough for everyone. But we’ve had to watch Netanyahu and his ilk twist Zionism into a monster.

Do you think we’re not discussing this? We are! We’re angry and hurting, for Palestinians, for the hostages, for everyone. But there’s so little energy to speak up about it because we have to protect ourselves from violent antisemitism everywhere in America, and especially at rallies.

If you want me to march with you, you’re gonna have to stop being antisemitic. You’re gonna have to listen to Jews at your rally if they tell you something is antisemitic. I promise we are not doing it to silence you, we are speaking up so more of us don’t get murdered. American Jews dying in the streets does not help liberate Palestinians in Gaza.

Here’s some starting points: Stop treating American Jews like pariahs, parasites, or traitors. Stop using antisemitic slurs made up by the KKK like “Zio”. Stop acting like every Jewish symbol is equivalent to a swastika. We’re angry at the government of Israel, right? Not Jews in general? RIGHT?

Like, wouldn’t a strong presence of Jews at your rally be a powerful symbol to the government of Israel to say “look, the country with half the world’s Jews is marching against you!” ? But we’re not going to come out if there’s a good chance we’re going to be attacked for being there.

Please DO feel free to keep calling Netanyahu a murderer though. He is one. He should be arrested and go to trial for this, as should all his generals.

queenofnotknowing

I agree with most of this, but I'm still going to defend Israel's right to exist. Us Jews still have a right to have self determination in our ancestral homeland. To deny Jewish Indigeneity is also antisemitic. I would say 95% of these protestors deny Jewish History and our connection to the land. I hate the Israeli Government and what they're doing, but I'm not going to throw half of my people under the bus. I'm not going to let Antisemitic Leftists and Kahanists twist what Zionism actually means. I believe in a peaceful Two State Solution.

prof-grace-aspen

Oh me too. That’s why I’m so upset about what Netanyahu and his “friends” have done.

dandalfthe-gay-deactivated20251

Get a load of this character who believed the Palestinazis when they said they were the REAL victims of genocide 🫵😂

prof-grace-aspen

I’m not a character, I’m a real person. Also, it’s just as bad to call Palestinians Nazis as it is to call Jews Nazis. Please fuck off. Israel’s government is committing genocide.

queenofnotknowing

You're starting to sound like someone who's going to start denying Jewish Indigeneity to the land and calls Ashkenazi Jews white colonizers. I want this war to stop, too. I also think calling Palestinians Nazis gets us nowhere. I want peaceful co-existence in the land. However, I'm not going to listen to people who call Ashkenazi Jews white colonizers.

prof-grace-aspen

Who on this post are you talking to? No one on this post is calling Ashkenazi Jews white colonizers, certainly not me.

queenofnotknowing

I want to preface this by saying I want to live in peace with our Palestinian cousins and that we can share the land. None of us are going anywhere. I’ve seen what you’ve been reblogging and I know the path it takes you down. It ends at calling for the destruction of Jewish Self Determination and calling Ashkenazi Jews white colonizers. I want the current Israeli government gone. However, I don’t trust the international community to keep us safe. If anything, these last two years, my trust in the international community has completely vanished.

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