in which dr robby is the medic in your camp during the zombie apocalypseâŚ. and you want to help.
The med tent smelled like iodine, old blood, and damp canvas. Outside, the fence rattled faintly in the windâalways that low threat of the dead pressing closer. You stood just inside, arms crossed, notebook clutched tight enough that the spiral bit into your palm.
Robby was finishing with a woman whoâd taken a bad fall during a supply run. Her ankle was swollen, purple blooming under the skin. He wrapped it with the same precise, economical movements youâd memorized over the past weeks: two layers of gauze, tension just right, no wasted motion.
âYouâre lucky itâs a sprain,â he told her, voice low and steady like always. âStay off it. Ice if we can spare any.â
She hobbled out. You stepped forward before the flap even settled.
âIâve been thinking about the antibiotics,â you said, keeping your tone even. âThe batch from the pharmacy run two weeks agoâsome of the cephalexin looks degraded. We could test efficacy on cultures from that infected bite yesterday. I sketched a quick diagram using the petri dishes we found. Itâs not perfect, but if we diluteââ
Robby straightened, peeling off his gloves. He didnât look impressed. Tired, mostly. The lines around his eyes seemed deeper in the lantern light. âWeâre not running a lab, kid. We use what works until it doesnât. Save the science project for when weâve got power that lasts more than four hours.â
The dismissal landed like a slap. You werenât some wide-eyed teenager playing doctor. Youâd had a full ride to a microbiology program before the world ended. Youâd read every medical text in the camp twice, cross-referenced survival manuals with actual pathophysiology, tracked infection patterns like it was your old thesis. But to him you were still just⌠young. Earnest. A liability waiting to happen.
âIâm not playing,â you said, quieter. âThat guard yesterday? The one with the forearm laceration. I saw the streaking before you did. If weâd started targeted dosing instead of broad-spectrum, we might not have burned through the last of the clindamycin.â
He paused, rag in hand, and finally met your eyes. There was no cruelty thereâjust that flat, battle-weary pragmatism. The kind forged in ERs where residents talked big and patients still coded. âYouâve got a sharp eye. Iâll give you that. But seeing one red line doesnât make you ready to call shots on limited meds. People die when the wrong person gets confident.â
Your jaw tightened. Heat rose in your chestânot the dramatic kind, just raw frustration that made your voice shake slightly. âSo I keep hauling water and counting pills while you decide what Iâm ready for? Iâm not asking to lead rounds. Iâm asking you to stop treating me like Iâm going to faint at the first debridement.â
Robby exhaled through his nose, rubbing the back of his neck. The silence stretched, broken only by the distant groan of something dead beyond the treeline.
âListen,â he said eventually, gentler but still firm. âIâve buried more smart kids who thought they could outthink the collapse than I care to count. Youâre sharp. Cool as hell with that notebook full of diagrams and theories. But this isnât a classroom. One wrong call out here and itâs not a failed examâitâs someoneâs kid bleeding out while we watch.â
You wanted to argue. Tell him about the viral load models youâd adapted from memory, the way youâd already predicted the last two resistant infections based on patterns no one else bothered tracking. Instead you just nodded once, tight and controlled.
âGot it. Iâll stick to hauling.â
You turned to leave, shoulders rigid.
âDonât,â you cut in without looking back. The flap fell shut behind you.
The night air felt colder. You walked the perimeter path, notebook heavy in your jacket. Part of you understoodâhe was protecting the camp, protecting you, in that gruff, older-doctor way of his. But the rest of you burned with the knowledge that you were right more often than he gave credit for, and he still saw the age gap and the inexperience label first.
Tomorrow thereâd be another injury. Another chance to prove it. You just hoped it wouldnât cost someone too much before he finally took you seriously.