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Summary: The first step to move forward is sometimes painful.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: post-breakup, heartbreak, grieving a relationship.
W/C: 880
Notes: sequel to 2AM
Pairing: Jake x ex-reader.
Word of the day (June 13, 2026)Â - Quell
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Anything that happens after midnight is a bad idea. Now is no exception, but Jake doesnât realize it until itâs too late.
Walking into your apartment is a gut punch heâs not prepared for. Itâs nothing dramatic like expensive furniture or bold colors. Itâs a blanket draped over the couch, an open book face-down on the coffee table, a half glass of water abandoned beside it. Itâs a space thatâs lived in. Itâs you. Everywhere.
Itâs the home you were trying to build with him, and as he sits at the kitchen table, he sees youâve built it anyway without him. Thatâs the gut punch. It hurts. It really fucking hurts.
Still, he manages the faintest of smiles when you set a steaming mug of coffee in front of him.
You sit across from him, and he knows you feel just as awkward as he does as you stare into your coffee mug.
This was a bad idea.
He should have driven awayâshouldnât have stopped in the first place. Still, he makes no move to leave, even though it would be best for both of you.
âRooster texted me yesterday,â you say, casually, âreminding me itâs our turn to bring snacks for game night next week.â
Our turn.
He feels sick. The Dagger Squad doesnât invite people in out of politeness. Fanboyâs squeeze of the week isnât invited. Roosterâs new girlfriend hasnât passed the test yet because they only invite people they love. Itâs more than a squad, itâs a family. Jake isn't the only one who's lost you. They have too. Theyâll never forgive him. Heâll never forgive himself.
âI assumed they knew.â
âCoyote knows.â Jake sighs. They probably all know by now, but he has neither confirmed nor denied. No one has asked him directly because he hasn't been around to let them. He isnât hiding the breakup, but not talking about it helps him keep the illusion that it isn't real. He takes a sip of his coffee, and his chest tightens. Itâs perfect, exactly how he takes it. Itâs not been long enough for you to have forgotten, but something about the fact you remembered cuts deeper than it should.
You chuckle, trying to lighten the mood. âAfraid theyâd uninvite you?â
âThey would.â Jake huffs. âThey tolerate me. They love you.â He pauses, biting his tongue, but decides he has nothing to lose and says it anyway. âWe all do.â
âJake, donât.â
âDonât love you or donât say it?â he asks.
The regret hits hard. A moment ago, he thought leaving would be best for both of you. Now, he's afraid youâll make him go.
You close your eyes. âPlease donât.â The plea in your voice is worse than anger. He can survive anger because it means there is somewhere for all this hurt to go, but you just sound tired.
âIt took me months to build the courage to leave.â A tear slips free, landing on the rim of your cup. âThen weeks of fighting the longing not to.â Your eyes finally meet his. âNone of this is easy, Jake.â
âI know.â He rubs a hand down his face. âBut I wonât apologize for how I feel either.â
You sigh, wiping the dampness from your cheek as you stand. Moving to the kitchen, you busy yourself with washing out your mug, a way of gaining some distance from him.
With your back to him, voice nearly inaudible, you state, âI havenât told anyone either. Saying it out loud made it too real.â
His eyes flit around the apartment, at the life you're making. âIf Iâd knownâŚ,â he says just as quietly, staring at the book, âIf I'd known the last time I kissed you was gonna be the last time. I wouldâve taken more care.â
You turn and lean against the countertop, tears flowing freely, as he looks back in your direction. His vision blurs, and the first tear slips from the corner of his eye. âIf Iâd known the last hug was the last one, Iâd have held on a little longer.â
The sound you make is heartwrenching.
He blinks to clear his vision.
Your fingers flex around the counter's edge. Your lip trembles.
âYou can h-hug me now.â
Jake swears his heart has stopped. Wondering if he misheard or if heâs just so desperate that heâs making it up, he remains still.
âP-please,â you say a little stronger with a watery, nervous laugh.
Jake stands so fast his chair nearly tips over. He rounds the table, and you take a step to meet him. The moment his arms wrap around you, everything in him breaks. âI miss you.â Voice cracking, he laments, âI love you, and Iâm sorry.â Squeezing his eyes closed, he tightens his embrace. âIâm so fucking sorry.â
Weeks of denial, of regret, of trying to quell the ache by pretending it wasnât there, vanish. This is all he needed. You. He buries his face against your neck as your fingers curl tighter into the material of his shirt.
For the first time since you left, neither of you is pretending youâre okay. It won't magically mend what was broken or spontaneously forgive the mistakes made, but it's a beginning.
A step forward to move through the grief. Together.
Part 5 - Coming very soooooon
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Summary: The first step to move forward is sometimes painful.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: post-breakup, heartbreak, grieving a relationship.
W/C: 880
Notes: sequel to 2AM
Pairing: Jake x ex-reader.
Word of the day (June 13, 2026)Â - Quell
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Anything that happens after midnight is a bad idea. Now is no exception, but Jake doesnât realize it until itâs too late.
Walking into your apartment is a gut punch heâs not prepared for. Itâs nothing dramatic like expensive furniture or bold colors. Itâs a blanket draped over the couch, an open book face-down on the coffee table, a half glass of water abandoned beside it. Itâs a space thatâs lived in. Itâs you. Everywhere.
Itâs the home you were trying to build with him, and as he sits at the kitchen table, he sees youâve built it anyway without him. Thatâs the gut punch. It hurts. It really fucking hurts.
Still, he manages the faintest of smiles when you set a steaming mug of coffee in front of him.
You sit across from him, and he knows you feel just as awkward as he does as you stare into your coffee mug.
This was a bad idea.
He should have driven awayâshouldnât have stopped in the first place. Still, he makes no move to leave, even though it would be best for both of you.
âRooster texted me yesterday,â you say, casually, âreminding me itâs our turn to bring snacks for game night next week.â
Our turn.
He feels sick. The Dagger Squad doesnât invite people in out of politeness. Fanboyâs squeeze of the week isnât invited. Roosterâs new girlfriend hasnât passed the test yet because they only invite people they love. Itâs more than a squad, itâs a family. Jake isn't the only one who's lost you. They have too. Theyâll never forgive him. Heâll never forgive himself.
âI assumed they knew.â
âCoyote knows.â Jake sighs. They probably all know by now, but he has neither confirmed nor denied. No one has asked him directly because he hasn't been around to let them. He isnât hiding the breakup, but not talking about it helps him keep the illusion that it isn't real. He takes a sip of his coffee, and his chest tightens. Itâs perfect, exactly how he takes it. Itâs not been long enough for you to have forgotten, but something about the fact you remembered cuts deeper than it should.
You chuckle, trying to lighten the mood. âAfraid theyâd uninvite you?â
âThey would.â Jake huffs. âThey tolerate me. They love you.â He pauses, biting his tongue, but decides he has nothing to lose and says it anyway. âWe all do.â
âJake, donât.â
âDonât love you or donât say it?â he asks.
The regret hits hard. A moment ago, he thought leaving would be best for both of you. Now, he's afraid youâll make him go.
You close your eyes. âPlease donât.â The plea in your voice is worse than anger. He can survive anger because it means there is somewhere for all this hurt to go, but you just sound tired.
âIt took me months to build the courage to leave.â A tear slips free, landing on the rim of your cup. âThen weeks of fighting the longing not to.â Your eyes finally meet his. âNone of this is easy, Jake.â
âI know.â He rubs a hand down his face. âBut I wonât apologize for how I feel either.â
You sigh, wiping the dampness from your cheek as you stand. Moving to the kitchen, you busy yourself with washing out your mug, a way of gaining some distance from him.
With your back to him, voice nearly inaudible, you state, âI havenât told anyone either. Saying it out loud made it too real.â
His eyes flit around the apartment, at the life you're making. âIf Iâd knownâŚ,â he says just as quietly, staring at the book, âIf I'd known the last time I kissed you was gonna be the last time. I wouldâve taken more care.â
You turn and lean against the countertop, tears flowing freely, as he looks back in your direction. His vision blurs, and the first tear slips from the corner of his eye. âIf Iâd known the last hug was the last one, Iâd have held on a little longer.â
The sound you make is heartwrenching.
He blinks to clear his vision.
Your fingers flex around the counter's edge. Your lip trembles.
âYou can h-hug me now.â
Jake swears his heart has stopped. Wondering if he misheard or if heâs just so desperate that heâs making it up, he remains still.
âP-please,â you say a little stronger with a watery, nervous laugh.
Jake stands so fast his chair nearly tips over. He rounds the table, and you take a step to meet him. The moment his arms wrap around you, everything in him breaks. âI miss you.â Voice cracking, he laments, âI love you, and Iâm sorry.â Squeezing his eyes closed, he tightens his embrace. âIâm so fucking sorry.â
Weeks of denial, of regret, of trying to quell the ache by pretending it wasnât there, vanish. This is all he needed. You. He buries his face against your neck as your fingers curl tighter into the material of his shirt.
For the first time since you left, neither of you is pretending youâre okay. It won't magically mend what was broken or spontaneously forgive the mistakes made, but it's a beginning.
A step forward to move through the grief. Together.
Part 5 - Coming very soooooon
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A/N: Iâm cheating a little bit because I already had the road trip scene in my drafts and it just fit perfectly for these two.
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
The late afternoon sun spills through the windscreen, drenching everything in a glimmering golden hue. It's annoyingly cinematic, and you know Jake will take credit for it if you say anything.
The road trip was his idea, a few days off from the academy that he wanted to make the most of. Though he refused to share the details of the destination, you trust him enough to know it won't be horrible.
He glances over, one had loose on the wheel, the other tapping to the beat like heâs conducting an invisible orchestra.
Since he's driving, Jake declared that you could be in charge of the playlist. However, it seems he can't bring himself to relinquish the task fully.
âYouâve skipped almost every song Iâve put on,â you accuse, arms folded as you sink deeper into the passenger seat.
âBecause your music taste is,â he tilts his head, pretending to consider it carefully, âhow do I say this nicely...â
âAwesome.â
â...a cry for help.â
Your loud, dramatic gasp of offense fills the air. âThat was Sleep Token, Jake.â
âExactly.â
âYou have no taste. You lack⌠enlightenment.â
âI have standards. And I lack nothing,â he shoots back, flashing that grin that should come with a warning and a government-issued permit.
While you aren't truly mad, you try to pretend, but then he starts singing. Purposely loud and off-key, twisting the lyrics into something ridiculous to make you laugh.
Absurdly, it works.
By the time you stop for gas, youâre not speaking to him. Not because youâre actually mad, but because he knows heâs charming, and you refuse to reward that.
You lean against the car while he pays, scrolling your phone like youâre deeply invested in something.
He comes back with snacks. âIt was the last one,â he says, holding out your favorite chocolate like heâs presenting a tribute to a mildly hostile queen. âPeace offering.â
You donât take it.
He raises an eyebrow. âStill doing this?â
âI donât negotiate with men who insult Sleep Token.â
âAlright,â he nods thoughtfully, "but I didn't insult them. I just chose not to listen to them." With a smug grin, he unwraps the chocolate and takes a bite.
Your head snaps up. âYou did not!â
âOh, I did,â he says, chewing slowly. âAnd wow. This is really good. Shame youâre missing out.â
You snatch it out of his hand so fast it would impress a magician.
He laughs, head tipped back slightly, sunlight catching on his sunglasses, a bead of sweat on his throat drips down into the collar of his shirt.
It hits you, sharp and inconvenient. You like him. Not just in a âthis is funâ casual way. You like him in the 'this feels dangerous and real' whole-lot-terrifying way.
Great. Fantastic. Brilliant timing.
You shove the chocolate into your mouth like it will choke the realization.
The teasing settles into something softer once you're back on the road. Windows down, music lower, the world stretching out in long, lazy miles.
Youâre turned slightly toward him, one leg tucked up under you. He has one hand on the wheel, the other on your knee, loosely holding your fingers while his thumb smooths over your knuckles.
âYouâre staring,â he says casually.
âIâm not.â
He glances over, smirking. âYouâre doing it right now.â
You look away immediately. âShut up.â
âMake me,â he challenges.
You hesitate, just for a second, but it's enough for him to notice because usually youâd accept the challenge by kissing him to stop the charm and smugness from leaking out.
His demeanor shifts, no longer teasing, but curious. âSomething on your mind?â
âJust thinking,â you shrug.
âDangerous.â
âPlease. I think all the time.â
Jake chuckles. âAnd I usually end up in the dog house.â He pulls your hand to his lips and kisses your knuckles. âWhatâs on your mind?â
You donât answer because the truth is sitting right there, heavy and impatient at the back of your throat, like a tickle that you canât clear away but has decided, inconveniently, that now is good enough.
You should ignore it. You should swallow it down. You should absolutely not say anything while heâs driving seventy miles an hour.
So naturally you say, âI think Iâm in love with you.â
The car jerks to the side, but only slightly. Years of training keep him in control, but the mood shifts.
Pulling your hand from his, you clap it over your mouth like it will physically grab the words and shove them back in.
âI,â you start, voice muffled. âI didnât. That just...â
Heâs too calm. âYouâre in love with me?â he repeats, not looking at you.
âI didnât mean to say it like that.â
âLike what? Out loud?â
âJake.â
Finally, he glances over, the look on his face isnât panic or confusion, itâs warm and soft, and it makes your stomach drop in an entirely new way.
âYou picked a hell of a time,â he says.
âI know,â you groan, dragging your hands down your face. âI was going to be cool about it. Maybe wait until we werenât in a moving vehicle. Face to face.â
âBold strategy.â
âShut up.â
He huffs a quiet laugh, then looks back at the road. A beat passes. Two. Three. You brace yourself for the deflection, the gentle letdown.
âI was going to say it first.â
Your head snaps toward him. âWhat?â
He shrugs, like he didnât just casually rearrange your entire emotional framework. âBeen trying to figure out when. Didnât think blurting it out at the Hard Deck or between gas stations was the move, but...â
"Youâre kidding.â
âI donât joke about stuff like that.â
âYou literally just ate my chocolate out of spite.â
âThat was different, that was war.â
Despite yourself, you laugh. A small, disbelieving, half-hysterical laugh. âYouâre serious?â
âIâm serious.â He reaches over, his hand finding yours, giving it a steadying squeeze. âI love you.â
Your heart tries to somersault out of your chest. âI love you too.â
Jake smiles at you. âYouâre still not touching the aux,â he adds.
"Hey," you protest, "I just confessed my love...â
âDoesnât mean I trust your playlist.â
âYouâre unbelievable.â
âAnd youâre in love with me,â he shoots back, grinning smugly.
You roll your eyes, but your fingers tighten around his anyway. âYeah, unfortunately for me.â
Jake laughs, and you turn to hide your smile.
You stopped at the same gas station on the way back to Fighter Town, and Jake had emerged with a magnet of your favorite chocolate bar. It lived on the fridge in the apartment you shared with Jake until you left. Now it lives on your fridge.
Hugging a coffee mug, you stare at the faded souvenir, wondering how it all came to this. Funny how a cheap magnet could become a token for a life you no longer have. You kept it because throwing it away felt too much like admitting your relationship was over.
âHey.â
Jakeâs voice startles you from your reverie, and you twist to see him leaning against your bedroom door. Shirtless and beautiful and rested. The dark circles and redness his eyes had worn last night are nearly invisible.
âMorning.â
His eyes move beyond your shoulder, and when that boyish smile appears, you know he's seen the magnet and had a brief flash of the same memory that sent you spiraling into the past. His smile fades faster than yours had, and the silence that follows is heavy, filled by the hum of the refrigerator and the distant sounds of the city waking up.
Neither of you can pretend last night didnât happen, and neither of you knows what happens next.
Jake scratches the back of his neck. âI still think Sleep Token sucks.â
You shake your head, laughing despite yourself. âYou still have no taste.â You take one last look at the magnet, then move to grab another mug from the cupboard.
âDo you regret it?â Jake blurts at your back.
âWhat?â
Heâs at your side before youâve set the mug down. âDo you regret it?â he asks again, âNot last night or this morning or whatever.â He frowns, shaking his head like heâs trying to shake his thoughts into order. âUs. Do you regret us?â
âNo,â you say softly, âI donât regret any of it.â
âOkay,â he says, nodding. âI know last night doesnât magically fix anything, and I donât expect it to," he winks, "although I was in top form."
You roll your eyes, chuckling, âThere he is.â
âSeriously,â he sighs, taking your hands, âcan I come back tonight? Or tomorrow maybe?â
âJake.â
âI donât mean,â he gestures vaguely toward your bedroom. âWell, okay, maybe I mean that a little, but thatâs not what Iâm asking.â He takes a deep breath. "Iâm asking if I can come back and have dinner with you? Can I call you when Rooster does something stupid today? Can I send you videos of dogs doing cute stuff? Can we go to dinner and you steal my fries when I specifically told you to order your own?â
Your eyes well with tears because you miss all of those seemingly trivial things. âStolen fries taste better.â
He chuckles but brushes his thumb over your knuckles, and it seems to ground him. âI know we canât just pretend nothing happened. I know I hurt you, and there are things we need to talk about. What Iâm asking is,â he smiles weakly before dropping his gaze to where your hands are joined. âCan we start over?â
âStart over?â The hitch in your breath draws his attention back to your face.
âNot all the way over." The gravity in his tone contrasts with the glint in his eyes. Lifting his chin toward the refrigerator, he asserts, âIâm not sitting through the Sleep Token phase again.â
âIt wasnât a phase.â Your attempt at sterness is thwarted by the involuntary curl of your lips.
It seems to ease the tension in him. The urgency in his voice is gone. âI don't want to erase how this began or pretend we havenât loved each other,â he sighs, âor ignore that I screwed this up.â
He squeezes your hands, searching your face as he seemingly searches for words. The vulnerability in his expression is so rare that your body reacts with a sharp stab in your chest.
âWeâll go slow this time, like normal people.â
âWeâve never been normal people.â
âThatâs true.â He grins. âJust... let me take you on a date tonight?â
âA date?â
âYeah. It's been a long time since we've done that. So let me take you on a real date.â He rolls his eyes, smirking, âIâll even let you pick the playlist.â
You gasp. âWowâ
âI know. Huge personal growth.â
Your laugh feels lighter than any youâve managed in months. Jake watches, hopeful and terrified.
âOne date,â you agree.
His grin arrives slowly, bright as the rising sun.
A/N 2: I'm sure I'll be exploring more of these 2 in the future so be sure to get on my tag list so you don't miss it.
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Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Steve waits on the porch. The state-of-the-art security system warned of the breach long before the armed man came into view.
Wanda steps up next to Steve, eyes warily looking over the man, Dante, your head of security. "He looks like a mountain put on a suit."
Steve hums at the hushed statement, "I told you to stay inside," keeping his eye on the manâthe way his feet shift, finger twitching on the trigger. Dante knows a bullet won't take him out, but Steve can sense his anger as well.
âI can take care of myself,â she smiles, red mist swirling around her fingers.
âWhere is she?â Dante bellows.
Steve frowns. âNot here.â
âWe left a meeting hours ago. I followed her here as far as the gas station. She sent me on another errand.â His voice is dangerously calm. âShe hasnât checked in. Nobody has heard from her. Where is she?â Jaw flexing like he's grinding metal, Dante looks like he wants this to end with someone's funeral.
Dante barks a humorless laugh. âIâm not leaving here until I find her.â
Steve pulls Wanda out of the way of the charging brute, lumbering up the steps. âYouâre wasting time,â he grits out.
âRogers, I swear if you did something.â
âShe isnât here. Hasnât been here in over two weeks.â
âWhen did you last speak to her?â Dante questions.
âLast night,â Steve answers. He warned that the meeting could be a trap, she'd laughed, and he could picture the eye roll that followed. âWhat happened at the meeting?â
âNothing. Went to plan. It was simple. Easy.â
âToo easy?â Steve asks.
Dante purses his lips. âYou think it was a setup?â
âThey could have followed you. Waited until you peeled off, and she continued. Caught her off guard.â
Danteâs ringing phone halts any further theorizing. He answers with a curt, âYeah?â
Steve focuses, wanting to hear the full conversation.
âWe got the car and a body.â Steveâs heart stops until the caller adds, âItâs not one of ours. Looks like she put up a fight.â
A grim relief calms him for a moment, one of your enemies but not you. Hearing the location before Dante hangs up, he declares, âIâm coming with you."
Dante hesitates for a moment before growling. âFine.â
The first one to fall is a low-level soldier. The second was killed execution style after refusing to give up information. The third body to drop finally gives them the secondary location where they took you.
Steveâs already moving before Dante gives the order to his men.
Rain hammers against the windshield. The countryside blurs in streaks of green and brown. Every second feels stolen, every mile feels impossible. He keeps hearing your voice, confident and amused.
âIâm not made of glass, Rogers, and my men are tough.â
God, he hopes you are too.
The windshield frames a farmhouse collapsing in on itself, surrounded by overgrown fields. Steve is out of the vehicle before it stops rolling. Fresh tire tracks lead around the back. He doesnât wait for the others, rushing into the house, eyes scanning for anything out of the ordinaryâany sign of you.
Nothing.
Reaching the back of the structure, he glares through a broken window pane, contemplating his next move. An animal darts across his line of vision, drawing his attention to a trampled area of grass, surrounding a rain-soaked patch of recently overturned dirt.
His breath falters, and he hisses out a strangled, âNO,â as if he can change reality through sheer refusal. Breaking into a run, the door doesnât survive the collisionâwood and metal explode outward from the force of his shoulder, the rotted wood wall crumbles as the ceiling caves in on itself.
Steve doesn't even notice, shouting for the others as he drops to his knees and begins to dig. His bare hands tear through earth, mud cakes beneath his fingernails, and stones rip skin from his knuckles. He doesn't hear the others, doesn't slow his pace even as more hands join the fray, because his world is washed in a sepia haze, like the old silent movies.
Minutes stretch into a lifetime, but not far beneath the surface, a thud sounds⌠hollow wood. The outline of the box emerges from the dirtâa crudely built coffin.
For one terrible second, nobody moves, nobody breathes. Itâs been hours. Have you been trapped all this time?
Then Steve lunges forward. Pressing the tips of his fingers between warped slats, he yanks a board free. Wood groans and splinters as he continues his assault on the container. The opening frames your pale, tear-streaked face. Despite the noise of the box being destroyed and the shouts of your name, you remain motionless, and he fears that heâs too late.
Then a gasp, a cough, and a wheezing intake of breath as you frantically scramble upright.
Steve makes a sound somewhere between a relieved sigh and a laugh. Pushing the hair out of your eyes, he cups your cheek, thumb brushing a streak of dirt from your chin. âHey, hey, look at me.â
Another choked breath, eyelids fluttering and squinting. âS- Steve?â
It's barely above a whisper, voice hoarse, but the hit of relief loosens his chest. âYeah, itâs me. I'm here.â
Placing a shaky hand over his, you lay your head on his shoulder, whispering. "Thank you."
By the time he lifts you from the mess of wood and mud, the rain has eased to a drizzle. Someone drapes a blanket over your shoulders, Dante presses a bottle of water into your hand, then hovers close by.
Steve sits beside you on the open tailgate, one hand fixed firmly on the small of your back. The other rests on your thigh. Dried blood paints the creases of his knuckles, dirt still packed beneath his fingernails, evidence of how he saved you.
You've been staring at them for a while now, a finger lightly drawing shapes on the back of his hand. You haven't said much other than to order a hit on the person who ordered the one on you.
âYou need to see a doctor.â He frets.
âI will.â You sigh, taking another sip of water. âHowâs my hair?â
A few of your men bark surprised laughs, but Dante's quick to reply, âItâs terrible, boss.â
Steve shakes his head. âYou were buried alive, and youâre making jokes?â
Your shoulders lift in a weak shrug. âWhen you say it out loud, it sounds worse.â
Danteâs phone rings, but he sends you a worried look before answering, âI gotta take this,â he says, slowly edging away, âIâll be just over here.â
âIâm good, D.â You give him a weak smile.
âI got her,â Steve says, nodding for him to go.
Dante answers, his expression immediately changing with a promise of violence in the tense greeting, âGive me something."
Steve responds in kind when you squeeze his hand. âThank you.â
âYou already said that, but you're welcome.â
There are too many eyes, and you release his hand far sooner than he wants. If he thought you'd let him, he'd carry you to the passenger seat, drive you back to the safe house, and take care of you for the rest of the evening, or maybe a few days.
With a freer intake of breath, you plaster on a smile. âI told you so.â
Steve frowns. âTold me so?â
âI told you having the infamous Steve Rogers owe me a favor would be good for business.â
Steve chuckles. âDoes that mean Iâve paid back my debt?â
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Summary: The first step to move forward is sometimes painful.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: post-breakup, heartbreak, grieving a relationship.
W/C: 880
Notes: sequel to 2AM
Pairing: Jake x ex-reader.
Word of the day (June 13, 2026)Â - Quell
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Anything that happens after midnight is a bad idea. Now is no exception, but Jake doesnât realize it until itâs too late.
Walking into your apartment is a gut punch heâs not prepared for. Itâs nothing dramatic like expensive furniture or bold colors. Itâs a blanket draped over the couch, an open book face-down on the coffee table, a half glass of water abandoned beside it. Itâs a space thatâs lived in. Itâs you. Everywhere.
Itâs the home you were trying to build with him, and as he sits at the kitchen table, he sees youâve built it anyway without him. Thatâs the gut punch. It hurts. It really fucking hurts.
Still, he manages the faintest of smiles when you set a steaming mug of coffee in front of him.
You sit across from him, and he knows you feel just as awkward as he does as you stare into your coffee mug.
This was a bad idea.
He should have driven awayâshouldnât have stopped in the first place. Still, he makes no move to leave, even though it would be best for both of you.
âRooster texted me yesterday,â you say, casually, âreminding me itâs our turn to bring snacks for game night next week.â
Our turn.
He feels sick. The Dagger Squad doesnât invite people in out of politeness. Fanboyâs squeeze of the week isnât invited. Roosterâs new girlfriend hasnât passed the test yet because they only invite people they love. Itâs more than a squad, itâs a family. Jake isn't the only one who's lost you. They have too. Theyâll never forgive him. Heâll never forgive himself.
âI assumed they knew.â
âCoyote knows.â Jake sighs. They probably all know by now, but he has neither confirmed nor denied. No one has asked him directly because he hasn't been around to let them. He isnât hiding the breakup, but not talking about it helps him keep the illusion that it isn't real. He takes a sip of his coffee, and his chest tightens. Itâs perfect, exactly how he takes it. Itâs not been long enough for you to have forgotten, but something about the fact you remembered cuts deeper than it should.
You chuckle, trying to lighten the mood. âAfraid theyâd uninvite you?â
âThey would.â Jake huffs. âThey tolerate me. They love you.â He pauses, biting his tongue, but decides he has nothing to lose and says it anyway. âWe all do.â
âJake, donât.â
âDonât love you or donât say it?â he asks.
The regret hits hard. A moment ago, he thought leaving would be best for both of you. Now, he's afraid youâll make him go.
You close your eyes. âPlease donât.â The plea in your voice is worse than anger. He can survive anger because it means there is somewhere for all this hurt to go, but you just sound tired.
âIt took me months to build the courage to leave.â A tear slips free, landing on the rim of your cup. âThen weeks of fighting the longing not to.â Your eyes finally meet his. âNone of this is easy, Jake.â
âI know.â He rubs a hand down his face. âBut I wonât apologize for how I feel either.â
You sigh, wiping the dampness from your cheek as you stand. Moving to the kitchen, you busy yourself with washing out your mug, a way of gaining some distance from him.
With your back to him, voice nearly inaudible, you state, âI havenât told anyone either. Saying it out loud made it too real.â
His eyes flit around the apartment, at the life you're making. âIf Iâd knownâŚ,â he says just as quietly, staring at the book, âIf I'd known the last time I kissed you was gonna be the last time. I wouldâve taken more care.â
You turn and lean against the countertop, tears flowing freely, as he looks back in your direction. His vision blurs, and the first tear slips from the corner of his eye. âIf Iâd known the last hug was the last one, Iâd have held on a little longer.â
The sound you make is heartwrenching.
He blinks to clear his vision.
Your fingers flex around the counter's edge. Your lip trembles.
âYou can h-hug me now.â
Jake swears his heart has stopped. Wondering if he misheard or if heâs just so desperate that heâs making it up, he remains still.
âP-please,â you say a little stronger with a watery, nervous laugh.
Jake stands so fast his chair nearly tips over. He rounds the table, and you take a step to meet him. The moment his arms wrap around you, everything in him breaks. âI miss you.â Voice cracking, he laments, âI love you, and Iâm sorry.â Squeezing his eyes closed, he tightens his embrace. âIâm so fucking sorry.â
Weeks of denial, of regret, of trying to quell the ache by pretending it wasnât there, vanish. This is all he needed. You. He buries his face against your neck as your fingers curl tighter into the material of his shirt.
For the first time since you left, neither of you is pretending youâre okay. It won't magically mend what was broken or spontaneously forgive the mistakes made, but it's a beginning.
A step forward to move through the grief. Together.
Part 5 - Coming very soooooon
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Steve waits on the porch. The state-of-the-art security system warned of the breach long before the armed man came into view.
Wanda steps up next to Steve, eyes warily looking over the man, Dante, your head of security. "He looks like a mountain put on a suit."
Steve hums at the hushed statement, "I told you to stay inside," keeping his eye on the manâthe way his feet shift, finger twitching on the trigger. Dante knows a bullet won't take him out, but Steve can sense his anger as well.
âI can take care of myself,â she smiles, red mist swirling around her fingers.
âWhere is she?â Dante bellows.
Steve frowns. âNot here.â
âWe left a meeting hours ago. I followed her here as far as the gas station. She sent me on another errand.â His voice is dangerously calm. âShe hasnât checked in. Nobody has heard from her. Where is she?â Jaw flexing like he's grinding metal, Dante looks like he wants this to end with someone's funeral.
Dante barks a humorless laugh. âIâm not leaving here until I find her.â
Steve pulls Wanda out of the way of the charging brute, lumbering up the steps. âYouâre wasting time,â he grits out.
âRogers, I swear if you did something.â
âShe isnât here. Hasnât been here in over two weeks.â
âWhen did you last speak to her?â Dante questions.
âLast night,â Steve answers. He warned that the meeting could be a trap, she'd laughed, and he could picture the eye roll that followed. âWhat happened at the meeting?â
âNothing. Went to plan. It was simple. Easy.â
âToo easy?â Steve asks.
Dante purses his lips. âYou think it was a setup?â
âThey could have followed you. Waited until you peeled off, and she continued. Caught her off guard.â
Danteâs ringing phone halts any further theorizing. He answers with a curt, âYeah?â
Steve focuses, wanting to hear the full conversation.
âWe got the car and a body.â Steveâs heart stops until the caller adds, âItâs not one of ours. Looks like she put up a fight.â
A grim relief calms him for a moment, one of your enemies but not you. Hearing the location before Dante hangs up, he declares, âIâm coming with you."
Dante hesitates for a moment before growling. âFine.â
The first one to fall is a low-level soldier. The second was killed execution style after refusing to give up information. The third body to drop finally gives them the secondary location where they took you.
Steveâs already moving before Dante gives the order to his men.
Rain hammers against the windshield. The countryside blurs in streaks of green and brown. Every second feels stolen, every mile feels impossible. He keeps hearing your voice, confident and amused.
âIâm not made of glass, Rogers, and my men are tough.â
God, he hopes you are too.
The windshield frames a farmhouse collapsing in on itself, surrounded by overgrown fields. Steve is out of the vehicle before it stops rolling. Fresh tire tracks lead around the back. He doesnât wait for the others, rushing into the house, eyes scanning for anything out of the ordinaryâany sign of you.
Nothing.
Reaching the back of the structure, he glares through a broken window pane, contemplating his next move. An animal darts across his line of vision, drawing his attention to a trampled area of grass, surrounding a rain-soaked patch of recently overturned dirt.
His breath falters, and he hisses out a strangled, âNO,â as if he can change reality through sheer refusal. Breaking into a run, the door doesnât survive the collisionâwood and metal explode outward from the force of his shoulder, the rotted wood wall crumbles as the ceiling caves in on itself.
Steve doesn't even notice, shouting for the others as he drops to his knees and begins to dig. His bare hands tear through earth, mud cakes beneath his fingernails, and stones rip skin from his knuckles. He doesn't hear the others, doesn't slow his pace even as more hands join the fray, because his world is washed in a sepia haze, like the old silent movies.
Minutes stretch into a lifetime, but not far beneath the surface, a thud sounds⌠hollow wood. The outline of the box emerges from the dirtâa crudely built coffin.
For one terrible second, nobody moves, nobody breathes. Itâs been hours. Have you been trapped all this time?
Then Steve lunges forward. Pressing the tips of his fingers between warped slats, he yanks a board free. Wood groans and splinters as he continues his assault on the container. The opening frames your pale, tear-streaked face. Despite the noise of the box being destroyed and the shouts of your name, you remain motionless, and he fears that heâs too late.
Then a gasp, a cough, and a wheezing intake of breath as you frantically scramble upright.
Steve makes a sound somewhere between a relieved sigh and a laugh. Pushing the hair out of your eyes, he cups your cheek, thumb brushing a streak of dirt from your chin. âHey, hey, look at me.â
Another choked breath, eyelids fluttering and squinting. âS- Steve?â
It's barely above a whisper, voice hoarse, but the hit of relief loosens his chest. âYeah, itâs me. I'm here.â
Placing a shaky hand over his, you lay your head on his shoulder, whispering. "Thank you."
By the time he lifts you from the mess of wood and mud, the rain has eased to a drizzle. Someone drapes a blanket over your shoulders, Dante presses a bottle of water into your hand, then hovers close by.
Steve sits beside you on the open tailgate, one hand fixed firmly on the small of your back. The other rests on your thigh. Dried blood paints the creases of his knuckles, dirt still packed beneath his fingernails, evidence of how he saved you.
You've been staring at them for a while now, a finger lightly drawing shapes on the back of his hand. You haven't said much other than to order a hit on the person who ordered the one on you.
âYou need to see a doctor.â He frets.
âI will.â You sigh, taking another sip of water. âHowâs my hair?â
A few of your men bark surprised laughs, but Dante's quick to reply, âItâs terrible, boss.â
Steve shakes his head. âYou were buried alive, and youâre making jokes?â
Your shoulders lift in a weak shrug. âWhen you say it out loud, it sounds worse.â
Danteâs phone rings, but he sends you a worried look before answering, âI gotta take this,â he says, slowly edging away, âIâll be just over here.â
âIâm good, D.â You give him a weak smile.
âI got her,â Steve says, nodding for him to go.
Dante answers, his expression immediately changing with a promise of violence in the tense greeting, âGive me something."
Steve responds in kind when you squeeze his hand. âThank you.â
âYou already said that, but you're welcome.â
There are too many eyes, and you release his hand far sooner than he wants. If he thought you'd let him, he'd carry you to the passenger seat, drive you back to the safe house, and take care of you for the rest of the evening, or maybe a few days.
With a freer intake of breath, you plaster on a smile. âI told you so.â
Steve frowns. âTold me so?â
âI told you having the infamous Steve Rogers owe me a favor would be good for business.â
Steve chuckles. âDoes that mean Iâve paid back my debt?â
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Steve waits on the porch. The state-of-the-art security system warned of the breach long before the armed man came into view.
Wanda steps up next to Steve, eyes warily looking over the man, Dante, your head of security. "He looks like a mountain put on a suit."
Steve hums at the hushed statement, "I told you to stay inside," keeping his eye on the manâthe way his feet shift, finger twitching on the trigger. Dante knows a bullet won't take him out, but Steve can sense his anger as well.
âI can take care of myself,â she smiles, red mist swirling around her fingers.
âWhere is she?â Dante bellows.
Steve frowns. âNot here.â
âWe left a meeting hours ago. I followed her here as far as the gas station. She sent me on another errand.â His voice is dangerously calm. âShe hasnât checked in. Nobody has heard from her. Where is she?â Jaw flexing like he's grinding metal, Dante looks like he wants this to end with someone's funeral.
Dante barks a humorless laugh. âIâm not leaving here until I find her.â
Steve pulls Wanda out of the way of the charging brute, lumbering up the steps. âYouâre wasting time,â he grits out.
âRogers, I swear if you did something.â
âShe isnât here. Hasnât been here in over two weeks.â
âWhen did you last speak to her?â Dante questions.
âLast night,â Steve answers. He warned that the meeting could be a trap, she'd laughed, and he could picture the eye roll that followed. âWhat happened at the meeting?â
âNothing. Went to plan. It was simple. Easy.â
âToo easy?â Steve asks.
Dante purses his lips. âYou think it was a setup?â
âThey could have followed you. Waited until you peeled off, and she continued. Caught her off guard.â
Danteâs ringing phone halts any further theorizing. He answers with a curt, âYeah?â
Steve focuses, wanting to hear the full conversation.
âWe got the car and a body.â Steveâs heart stops until the caller adds, âItâs not one of ours. Looks like she put up a fight.â
A grim relief calms him for a moment, one of your enemies but not you. Hearing the location before Dante hangs up, he declares, âIâm coming with you."
Dante hesitates for a moment before growling. âFine.â
The first one to fall is a low-level soldier. The second was killed execution style after refusing to give up information. The third body to drop finally gives them the secondary location where they took you.
Steveâs already moving before Dante gives the order to his men.
Rain hammers against the windshield. The countryside blurs in streaks of green and brown. Every second feels stolen, every mile feels impossible. He keeps hearing your voice, confident and amused.
âIâm not made of glass, Rogers, and my men are tough.â
God, he hopes you are too.
The windshield frames a farmhouse collapsing in on itself, surrounded by overgrown fields. Steve is out of the vehicle before it stops rolling. Fresh tire tracks lead around the back. He doesnât wait for the others, rushing into the house, eyes scanning for anything out of the ordinaryâany sign of you.
Nothing.
Reaching the back of the structure, he glares through a broken window pane, contemplating his next move. An animal darts across his line of vision, drawing his attention to a trampled area of grass, surrounding a rain-soaked patch of recently overturned dirt.
His breath falters, and he hisses out a strangled, âNO,â as if he can change reality through sheer refusal. Breaking into a run, the door doesnât survive the collisionâwood and metal explode outward from the force of his shoulder, the rotted wood wall crumbles as the ceiling caves in on itself.
Steve doesn't even notice, shouting for the others as he drops to his knees and begins to dig. His bare hands tear through earth, mud cakes beneath his fingernails, and stones rip skin from his knuckles. He doesn't hear the others, doesn't slow his pace even as more hands join the fray, because his world is washed in a sepia haze, like the old silent movies.
Minutes stretch into a lifetime, but not far beneath the surface, a thud sounds⌠hollow wood. The outline of the box emerges from the dirtâa crudely built coffin.
For one terrible second, nobody moves, nobody breathes. Itâs been hours. Have you been trapped all this time?
Then Steve lunges forward. Pressing the tips of his fingers between warped slats, he yanks a board free. Wood groans and splinters as he continues his assault on the container. The opening frames your pale, tear-streaked face. Despite the noise of the box being destroyed and the shouts of your name, you remain motionless, and he fears that heâs too late.
Then a gasp, a cough, and a wheezing intake of breath as you frantically scramble upright.
Steve makes a sound somewhere between a relieved sigh and a laugh. Pushing the hair out of your eyes, he cups your cheek, thumb brushing a streak of dirt from your chin. âHey, hey, look at me.â
Another choked breath, eyelids fluttering and squinting. âS- Steve?â
It's barely above a whisper, voice hoarse, but the hit of relief loosens his chest. âYeah, itâs me. I'm here.â
Placing a shaky hand over his, you lay your head on his shoulder, whispering. "Thank you."
By the time he lifts you from the mess of wood and mud, the rain has eased to a drizzle. Someone drapes a blanket over your shoulders, Dante presses a bottle of water into your hand, then hovers close by.
Steve sits beside you on the open tailgate, one hand fixed firmly on the small of your back. The other rests on your thigh. Dried blood paints the creases of his knuckles, dirt still packed beneath his fingernails, evidence of how he saved you.
You've been staring at them for a while now, a finger lightly drawing shapes on the back of his hand. You haven't said much other than to order a hit on the person who ordered the one on you.
âYou need to see a doctor.â He frets.
âI will.â You sigh, taking another sip of water. âHowâs my hair?â
A few of your men bark surprised laughs, but Dante's quick to reply, âItâs terrible, boss.â
Steve shakes his head. âYou were buried alive, and youâre making jokes?â
Your shoulders lift in a weak shrug. âWhen you say it out loud, it sounds worse.â
Danteâs phone rings, but he sends you a worried look before answering, âI gotta take this,â he says, slowly edging away, âIâll be just over here.â
âIâm good, D.â You give him a weak smile.
âI got her,â Steve says, nodding for him to go.
Dante answers, his expression immediately changing with a promise of violence in the tense greeting, âGive me something."
Steve responds in kind when you squeeze his hand. âThank you.â
âYou already said that, but you're welcome.â
There are too many eyes, and you release his hand far sooner than he wants. If he thought you'd let him, he'd carry you to the passenger seat, drive you back to the safe house, and take care of you for the rest of the evening, or maybe a few days.
With a freer intake of breath, you plaster on a smile. âI told you so.â
Steve frowns. âTold me so?â
âI told you having the infamous Steve Rogers owe me a favor would be good for business.â
Steve chuckles. âDoes that mean Iâve paid back my debt?â
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Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Summary: The first step to move forward is sometimes painful.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: post-breakup, heartbreak, grieving a relationship.
W/C: 880
Notes: sequel to 2AM
Pairing: Jake x ex-reader.
Word of the day (June 13, 2026)Â - Quell
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Anything that happens after midnight is a bad idea. Now is no exception, but Jake doesnât realize it until itâs too late.
Walking into your apartment is a gut punch heâs not prepared for. Itâs nothing dramatic like expensive furniture or bold colors. Itâs a blanket draped over the couch, an open book face-down on the coffee table, a half glass of water abandoned beside it. Itâs a space thatâs lived in. Itâs you. Everywhere.
Itâs the home you were trying to build with him, and as he sits at the kitchen table, he sees youâve built it anyway without him. Thatâs the gut punch. It hurts. It really fucking hurts.
Still, he manages the faintest of smiles when you set a steaming mug of coffee in front of him.
You sit across from him, and he knows you feel just as awkward as he does as you stare into your coffee mug.
This was a bad idea.
He should have driven awayâshouldnât have stopped in the first place. Still, he makes no move to leave, even though it would be best for both of you.
âRooster texted me yesterday,â you say, casually, âreminding me itâs our turn to bring snacks for game night next week.â
Our turn.
He feels sick. The Dagger Squad doesnât invite people in out of politeness. Fanboyâs squeeze of the week isnât invited. Roosterâs new girlfriend hasnât passed the test yet because they only invite people they love. Itâs more than a squad, itâs a family. Jake isn't the only one who's lost you. They have too. Theyâll never forgive him. Heâll never forgive himself.
âI assumed they knew.â
âCoyote knows.â Jake sighs. They probably all know by now, but he has neither confirmed nor denied. No one has asked him directly because he hasn't been around to let them. He isnât hiding the breakup, but not talking about it helps him keep the illusion that it isn't real. He takes a sip of his coffee, and his chest tightens. Itâs perfect, exactly how he takes it. Itâs not been long enough for you to have forgotten, but something about the fact you remembered cuts deeper than it should.
You chuckle, trying to lighten the mood. âAfraid theyâd uninvite you?â
âThey would.â Jake huffs. âThey tolerate me. They love you.â He pauses, biting his tongue, but decides he has nothing to lose and says it anyway. âWe all do.â
âJake, donât.â
âDonât love you or donât say it?â he asks.
The regret hits hard. A moment ago, he thought leaving would be best for both of you. Now, he's afraid youâll make him go.
You close your eyes. âPlease donât.â The plea in your voice is worse than anger. He can survive anger because it means there is somewhere for all this hurt to go, but you just sound tired.
âIt took me months to build the courage to leave.â A tear slips free, landing on the rim of your cup. âThen weeks of fighting the longing not to.â Your eyes finally meet his. âNone of this is easy, Jake.â
âI know.â He rubs a hand down his face. âBut I wonât apologize for how I feel either.â
You sigh, wiping the dampness from your cheek as you stand. Moving to the kitchen, you busy yourself with washing out your mug, a way of gaining some distance from him.
With your back to him, voice nearly inaudible, you state, âI havenât told anyone either. Saying it out loud made it too real.â
His eyes flit around the apartment, at the life you're making. âIf Iâd knownâŚ,â he says just as quietly, staring at the book, âIf I'd known the last time I kissed you was gonna be the last time. I wouldâve taken more care.â
You turn and lean against the countertop, tears flowing freely, as he looks back in your direction. His vision blurs, and the first tear slips from the corner of his eye. âIf Iâd known the last hug was the last one, Iâd have held on a little longer.â
The sound you make is heartwrenching.
He blinks to clear his vision.
Your fingers flex around the counter's edge. Your lip trembles.
âYou can h-hug me now.â
Jake swears his heart has stopped. Wondering if he misheard or if heâs just so desperate that heâs making it up, he remains still.
âP-please,â you say a little stronger with a watery, nervous laugh.
Jake stands so fast his chair nearly tips over. He rounds the table, and you take a step to meet him. The moment his arms wrap around you, everything in him breaks. âI miss you.â Voice cracking, he laments, âI love you, and Iâm sorry.â Squeezing his eyes closed, he tightens his embrace. âIâm so fucking sorry.â
Weeks of denial, of regret, of trying to quell the ache by pretending it wasnât there, vanish. This is all he needed. You. He buries his face against your neck as your fingers curl tighter into the material of his shirt.
For the first time since you left, neither of you is pretending youâre okay. It won't magically mend what was broken or spontaneously forgive the mistakes made, but it's a beginning.
A step forward to move through the grief. Together.
Part 5 - Faded Souvenir - An object from the past may be the catalyst for a new beginning.
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Steve waits on the porch. The state-of-the-art security system warned of the breach long before the armed man came into view.
Wanda steps up next to Steve, eyes warily looking over the man, Dante, your head of security. "He looks like a mountain put on a suit."
Steve hums at the hushed statement, "I told you to stay inside," keeping his eye on the manâthe way his feet shift, finger twitching on the trigger. Dante knows a bullet won't take him out, but Steve can sense his anger as well.
âI can take care of myself,â she smiles, red mist swirling around her fingers.
âWhere is she?â Dante bellows.
Steve frowns. âNot here.â
âWe left a meeting hours ago. I followed her here as far as the gas station. She sent me on another errand.â His voice is dangerously calm. âShe hasnât checked in. Nobody has heard from her. Where is she?â Jaw flexing like he's grinding metal, Dante looks like he wants this to end with someone's funeral.
Dante barks a humorless laugh. âIâm not leaving here until I find her.â
Steve pulls Wanda out of the way of the charging brute, lumbering up the steps. âYouâre wasting time,â he grits out.
âRogers, I swear if you did something.â
âShe isnât here. Hasnât been here in over two weeks.â
âWhen did you last speak to her?â Dante questions.
âLast night,â Steve answers. He warned that the meeting could be a trap, she'd laughed, and he could picture the eye roll that followed. âWhat happened at the meeting?â
âNothing. Went to plan. It was simple. Easy.â
âToo easy?â Steve asks.
Dante purses his lips. âYou think it was a setup?â
âThey could have followed you. Waited until you peeled off, and she continued. Caught her off guard.â
Danteâs ringing phone halts any further theorizing. He answers with a curt, âYeah?â
Steve focuses, wanting to hear the full conversation.
âWe got the car and a body.â Steveâs heart stops until the caller adds, âItâs not one of ours. Looks like she put up a fight.â
A grim relief calms him for a moment, one of your enemies but not you. Hearing the location before Dante hangs up, he declares, âIâm coming with you."
Dante hesitates for a moment before growling. âFine.â
The first one to fall is a low-level soldier. The second was killed execution style after refusing to give up information. The third body to drop finally gives them the secondary location where they took you.
Steveâs already moving before Dante gives the order to his men.
Rain hammers against the windshield. The countryside blurs in streaks of green and brown. Every second feels stolen, every mile feels impossible. He keeps hearing your voice, confident and amused.
âIâm not made of glass, Rogers, and my men are tough.â
God, he hopes you are too.
The windshield frames a farmhouse collapsing in on itself, surrounded by overgrown fields. Steve is out of the vehicle before it stops rolling. Fresh tire tracks lead around the back. He doesnât wait for the others, rushing into the house, eyes scanning for anything out of the ordinaryâany sign of you.
Nothing.
Reaching the back of the structure, he glares through a broken window pane, contemplating his next move. An animal darts across his line of vision, drawing his attention to a trampled area of grass, surrounding a rain-soaked patch of recently overturned dirt.
His breath falters, and he hisses out a strangled, âNO,â as if he can change reality through sheer refusal. Breaking into a run, the door doesnât survive the collisionâwood and metal explode outward from the force of his shoulder, the rotted wood wall crumbles as the ceiling caves in on itself.
Steve doesn't even notice, shouting for the others as he drops to his knees and begins to dig. His bare hands tear through earth, mud cakes beneath his fingernails, and stones rip skin from his knuckles. He doesn't hear the others, doesn't slow his pace even as more hands join the fray, because his world is washed in a sepia haze, like the old silent movies.
Minutes stretch into a lifetime, but not far beneath the surface, a thud sounds⌠hollow wood. The outline of the box emerges from the dirtâa crudely built coffin.
For one terrible second, nobody moves, nobody breathes. Itâs been hours. Have you been trapped all this time?
Then Steve lunges forward. Pressing the tips of his fingers between warped slats, he yanks a board free. Wood groans and splinters as he continues his assault on the container. The opening frames your pale, tear-streaked face. Despite the noise of the box being destroyed and the shouts of your name, you remain motionless, and he fears that heâs too late.
Then a gasp, a cough, and a wheezing intake of breath as you frantically scramble upright.
Steve makes a sound somewhere between a relieved sigh and a laugh. Pushing the hair out of your eyes, he cups your cheek, thumb brushing a streak of dirt from your chin. âHey, hey, look at me.â
Another choked breath, eyelids fluttering and squinting. âS- Steve?â
It's barely above a whisper, voice hoarse, but the hit of relief loosens his chest. âYeah, itâs me. I'm here.â
Placing a shaky hand over his, you lay your head on his shoulder, whispering. "Thank you."
By the time he lifts you from the mess of wood and mud, the rain has eased to a drizzle. Someone drapes a blanket over your shoulders, Dante presses a bottle of water into your hand, then hovers close by.
Steve sits beside you on the open tailgate, one hand fixed firmly on the small of your back. The other rests on your thigh. Dried blood paints the creases of his knuckles, dirt still packed beneath his fingernails, evidence of how he saved you.
You've been staring at them for a while now, a finger lightly drawing shapes on the back of his hand. You haven't said much other than to order a hit on the person who ordered the one on you.
âYou need to see a doctor.â He frets.
âI will.â You sigh, taking another sip of water. âHowâs my hair?â
A few of your men bark surprised laughs, but Dante's quick to reply, âItâs terrible, boss.â
Steve shakes his head. âYou were buried alive, and youâre making jokes?â
Your shoulders lift in a weak shrug. âWhen you say it out loud, it sounds worse.â
Danteâs phone rings, but he sends you a worried look before answering, âI gotta take this,â he says, slowly edging away, âIâll be just over here.â
âIâm good, D.â You give him a weak smile.
âI got her,â Steve says, nodding for him to go.
Dante answers, his expression immediately changing with a promise of violence in the tense greeting, âGive me something."
Steve responds in kind when you squeeze his hand. âThank you.â
âYou already said that, but you're welcome.â
There are too many eyes, and you release his hand far sooner than he wants. If he thought you'd let him, he'd carry you to the passenger seat, drive you back to the safe house, and take care of you for the rest of the evening, or maybe a few days.
With a freer intake of breath, you plaster on a smile. âI told you so.â
Steve frowns. âTold me so?â
âI told you having the infamous Steve Rogers owe me a favor would be good for business.â
Steve chuckles. âDoes that mean Iâve paid back my debt?â
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Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Summary: Sam intervenes as you and Dean devolve into petulant children.
Author Notes: A collab with @princessmisery666, and a continuation of She's Perfect
Word Count: 590
Characters: Dean Winchester, Reader, Sam Winchester
Word of the Day: (June 11, 2026)Â - Testy
Graphics:Â Made by me.
Word of the Day Master Lists: June // May
"What'd I miss?"
You and Dean simultaneously huffâŚ
"Ask her!"
"Ask him!"
Sam looks between the two of you, waiting for an explanation.
Dean looks like a grieving widow, while your smile is tight, and you can feel the pressure of tears welling in your eyes. It's a trait you hate. Exhaustion always makes you weepy over the dumbest things.
âYou two look like somebody died."
âJust Deanâs sense of humor,â you mutter.
Dean lets out an offended scoff. âIt wasnât funny.â
âYouâre just testy because you're tired and hungry.â
âNo! Iâm pissed because you were being disrespectful.â
âOh, câmon! You compared alloy rims to a hate crime.â
âThey should be.â
Sam pinches the bridge of his nose. âDoes someone want to explain?â
âShe suggested racing stripes!â Dean spits, lightly running a hand over Baby's hood.
"Did not! Gary did." You don't care that you sound like a petulant child.
Pitch louder and more aggravated, he throws his hands in the air, "W-well then the purple mica velvet whatever!"
"Hey, Velvet Purple is sleek and dark. It also looks awesome with that bit of shimmer added." Your level of snark rises to match his overblown outrage. "Would you prefer Envy Lime or Alta Orange?"
Before either of you can say more, Sam intervenes.
âOkay. Iâm sorry I asked."
You hadn't realized it, but you and Dean have been shifting closer to each other with each heated exchange.
Moving to be a buffer between the two of you, Sam questions, "Who is Gary?"
"The mechanic!" Dean and you shout, each aggressively pointing toward the shop next door.
"She agreed," a finger jabbed in your direction again, "when he said I could make improvements to Baby!"
Sam raises an eyebrow, looking in your direction. Crossing your arms, your response is an eye roll and a huff.
Dean continues undeterred. "Said I should lower her suspension!" The icy glare is the last straw.
Angrily dropping your arms, you take a step forward, lean around Sam, and shout, "IT WAS A JOKE!" as Dean puffs his chest and sets his stance.
"SLANDER!" His fingers flex, and his jaw clenches tight enough to snap teeth. You have a fleeting thought that it's probably good that Gary isn't within striking distance right now.
"OK. Whoa!" Sam raises his hands to keep you separated while quickly looking around. "Let's, uh, let's go to the rooms before one of you commits a felony.â
Placing a hand on your back and one on Dean's shoulder, Sam practically shoves the two of you away from the entrance and down the covered walkway, apologizing as you pass an elderly couple staring from the doorway of their room.
When he stops at a door further down and pulls out a key, you spit. "I'm not sharing a room with him."
"Yeah, well, right back at ya!"
"Fine." Sam's pinched face and clipped tone leave no space for discussion. "But we're all three going in this room before someone calls the cops on us."
Neither you nor Dean moves, and Sam snaps. "NOW!"
Feeling slightly chastised, you stomp into the room, immediately taking up occupation on the bed closest to the door because you know that it's always the one Dean prefers, and watch through the doorway as they have one of their stupid silent conversations.
With an exaggerated eye roll, Dean finally trudges inside. Neither of you has time to react as Sam tosses the room key onto the table and orders, "Figure it out," slamming the door closed as he leaves.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: mob boss reader, flirting.
W/C: 948
Word of the day (June 9, 2026)Â - Wharf
Notes: sequel to Good For Business.
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
The air is dank. A storm had hit earlier, speeding the last vestiges of light into blackness and leaving behind a humidity that clings like spiderwebbing to the skin. Fog is slowly rolling in, swallowing the reflection of twinkling stars dancing on the water's surface. A cargo ship's horn sounds a mournful note in the distance.
On your orders, the wharf is deserted. The city glitters behind you, alive and restless, but here the world feels quietâŚlonely. It's the perfect beginning for a noir-style thriller, ripe with low paranoia and fatalism.
It's why you chose it.
You don't bother to turn when the warped boards announce his arrival. As agreed, he's alone, though you know the rest of his team is nearby. Hidden in the shadows, the same as yours.
âI'm curious,â Steve says as he comes to stand beside you. âThis place is pretty out in the open for a meeting spot.â
Murky water laps at the pilings, a soothing background to a tense situation. âPublic places are safer.â
âFor who?â
Your lips curve, but you donât give in to it. âI havenât decided yet.â
That earns a chuckle, and you finally look at him. Dressed in simple dark clothing with a baseball cap pulled low over his face, it's a poor attempt at anonymity for anyone who dared to look close enough.
âYou look disappointed.â
Steve leans against the railing beside you, casually, as if meeting a friend. âI was hoping for a more private space.â
âFor any particular reason?â you tease.
He grins and doesnât hesitate to answer, âThe company and conversation.â
You'd find that kind of confidence insufferable from anyone else, presumption bordering on arrogance. Instead, his sincerity makes him dangerously charming.
You remind yourself to tread carefully. Emotions beget recklessness. Recklessness leads to mistakes. Mistakes ensure downfall. Before the conversation can wander into precarious territory, you pull a set of keys from your pocket and toss them to him.
âThatâs it?â
âThatâs it.â
He straightens, stepping closerâŚmuch closer than necessary. âNo instructions?â
âThe gray Honda in the parking lot. The location address is programmed into the GPS. Memorize it, then destroy the GPS before you leave.â
âAnd the car?â
âYours.â
The wind whips a lock of hair across your face, and seemingly without thinking, Steve tucks it behind your ear. His finger slowly traces the shell of your ear and along your jaw. It's intentional, but you don't flinch away. The contact lasts a heartbeat too long.
The slight widening of his eyes notes the realization of what he's doing. Clearing his throat, he quickly drops his hand, as well as his gaze.
You remain silent. Mercy seems appropriateâat least this time.
âWhatâs the catch?â
âNone.â
âFor now,â he adds for you.
You gift him a small smile. âThe house is off-grid. Only one other person knows of its existence.â
His brow lifts. âA house?â
âOne of my private residences. If it were only you, Iâd have given you something smaller. However, the women in your party deserve a little luxury.â
âThe other person?"
"Someone I trust with my life."
Brows pulled together, he asks, "Luxury?"
"Crime empire."
âCrime empire," he repeats with a chuckle.
The joviality between you is comfortable and unexpected. It will become a problem if you don't stop it now.
âWhat do I owe you?â His eyes flick to your mouth, there and gone, but not fast enough.
âYouâll know when I decide to collect.â
âThat sounds ominous.â
âIt was supposed to.â
âYou practice these lines?â
âComes standard with the crime boss starter kit.â
This time, his laugh is warm and unrestrained. It catches you off guard. You know that Captain America is a persona he wears for the public, and this isn't the public figure. This is Steve Rogers. This is the man behind the superhero. A man out of time, carrying too much weight on his shoulders and trying to help his friends.
His laughter fades, but neither of you moves to end this clandestine rendezvous. The harbor stretches endlessly before you, and for a moment, you contemplate how easy it would be to slip into the shadowy depths and let the weight you carry be swept away by the fog.
âI should go,â Steve mutters, breaking through your thoughts.
He seems reluctant to actually take action, so you encourage his exit. âYou should.â
The broad smile and perfect teeth are infuriatingly stunning. Attraction is dangerous. Personal involvement with a client is deadly.
âMinimal contact is best,â you state, tone back to stern professionalism. "You have my direct line should something arise that needs my attention."
"What if I just want to talk?" His face is unreadable, his tone matching yours.
"Unadvisable."
"Will you visit?"
The hint of hope is fleeting in his eyes, and you bite back a cheeky remark. Instead, asserting, "My time is money, Mr. Rogers. If needed, I will be there, but there will be a cost."
The nonchalant shrug is exasperating. âIâm starting to enjoy being in your debt.â He doesn't turn to leave, but slowly walks backward, eyes hidden beneath the hat's brim.
âThen clearly Iâm doing something wrong,â you scoff.
He steps into the dim halo of an overhead post lamp, which highlights that infuriating yet endearing smile. âNot from where Iâm standing.â Another step, and the fog engulfs him, leaving you, once again, alone on the wharf.
The purpose of the meeting was to finalize the deal. A place for him and his team to lay low for a yet-to-be-decided favor. Somehow, it feels as if something far more invaluable took place.
His acceptance when you handed him the keys was also an exchange of trust.
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Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: mob boss reader, flirting.
W/C: 948
Word of the day (June 9, 2026)Â - Wharf
Notes: sequel to Good For Business.
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
The air is dank. A storm had hit earlier, speeding the last vestiges of light into blackness and leaving behind a humidity that clings like spiderwebbing to the skin. Fog is slowly rolling in, swallowing the reflection of twinkling stars dancing on the water's surface. A cargo ship's horn sounds a mournful note in the distance.
On your orders, the wharf is deserted. The city glitters behind you, alive and restless, but here the world feels quietâŚlonely. It's the perfect beginning for a noir-style thriller, ripe with low paranoia and fatalism.
It's why you chose it.
You don't bother to turn when the warped boards announce his arrival. As agreed, he's alone, though you know the rest of his team is nearby. Hidden in the shadows, the same as yours.
âI'm curious,â Steve says as he comes to stand beside you. âThis place is pretty out in the open for a meeting spot.â
Murky water laps at the pilings, a soothing background to a tense situation. âPublic places are safer.â
âFor who?â
Your lips curve, but you donât give in to it. âI havenât decided yet.â
That earns a chuckle, and you finally look at him. Dressed in simple dark clothing with a baseball cap pulled low over his face, it's a poor attempt at anonymity for anyone who dared to look close enough.
âYou look disappointed.â
Steve leans against the railing beside you, casually, as if meeting a friend. âI was hoping for a more private space.â
âFor any particular reason?â you tease.
He grins and doesnât hesitate to answer, âThe company and conversation.â
You'd find that kind of confidence insufferable from anyone else, presumption bordering on arrogance. Instead, his sincerity makes him dangerously charming.
You remind yourself to tread carefully. Emotions beget recklessness. Recklessness leads to mistakes. Mistakes ensure downfall. Before the conversation can wander into precarious territory, you pull a set of keys from your pocket and toss them to him.
âThatâs it?â
âThatâs it.â
He straightens, stepping closerâŚmuch closer than necessary. âNo instructions?â
âThe gray Honda in the parking lot. The location address is programmed into the GPS. Memorize it, then destroy the GPS before you leave.â
âAnd the car?â
âYours.â
The wind whips a lock of hair across your face, and seemingly without thinking, Steve tucks it behind your ear. His finger slowly traces the shell of your ear and along your jaw. It's intentional, but you don't flinch away. The contact lasts a heartbeat too long.
The slight widening of his eyes notes the realization of what he's doing. Clearing his throat, he quickly drops his hand, as well as his gaze.
You remain silent. Mercy seems appropriateâat least this time.
âWhatâs the catch?â
âNone.â
âFor now,â he adds for you.
You gift him a small smile. âThe house is off-grid. Only one other person knows of its existence.â
His brow lifts. âA house?â
âOne of my private residences. If it were only you, Iâd have given you something smaller. However, the women in your party deserve a little luxury.â
âThe other person?"
"Someone I trust with my life."
Brows pulled together, he asks, "Luxury?"
"Crime empire."
âCrime empire," he repeats with a chuckle.
The joviality between you is comfortable and unexpected. It will become a problem if you don't stop it now.
âWhat do I owe you?â His eyes flick to your mouth, there and gone, but not fast enough.
âYouâll know when I decide to collect.â
âThat sounds ominous.â
âIt was supposed to.â
âYou practice these lines?â
âComes standard with the crime boss starter kit.â
This time, his laugh is warm and unrestrained. It catches you off guard. You know that Captain America is a persona he wears for the public, and this isn't the public figure. This is Steve Rogers. This is the man behind the superhero. A man out of time, carrying too much weight on his shoulders and trying to help his friends.
His laughter fades, but neither of you moves to end this clandestine rendezvous. The harbor stretches endlessly before you, and for a moment, you contemplate how easy it would be to slip into the shadowy depths and let the weight you carry be swept away by the fog.
âI should go,â Steve mutters, breaking through your thoughts.
He seems reluctant to actually take action, so you encourage his exit. âYou should.â
The broad smile and perfect teeth are infuriatingly stunning. Attraction is dangerous. Personal involvement with a client is deadly.
âMinimal contact is best,â you state, tone back to stern professionalism. "You have my direct line should something arise that needs my attention."
"What if I just want to talk?" His face is unreadable, his tone matching yours.
"Unadvisable."
"Will you visit?"
The hint of hope is fleeting in his eyes, and you bite back a cheeky remark. Instead, asserting, "My time is money, Mr. Rogers. If needed, I will be there, but there will be a cost."
The nonchalant shrug is exasperating. âIâm starting to enjoy being in your debt.â He doesn't turn to leave, but slowly walks backward, eyes hidden beneath the hat's brim.
âThen clearly Iâm doing something wrong,â you scoff.
He steps into the dim halo of an overhead post lamp, which highlights that infuriating yet endearing smile. âNot from where Iâm standing.â Another step, and the fog engulfs him, leaving you, once again, alone on the wharf.
The purpose of the meeting was to finalize the deal. A place for him and his team to lay low for a yet-to-be-decided favor. Somehow, it feels as if something far more invaluable took place.
His acceptance when you handed him the keys was also an exchange of trust.
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Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: mob boss reader, flirting.
W/C: 948
Word of the day (June 9, 2026)Â - Wharf
Notes: sequel to Good For Business.
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
The air is dank. A storm had hit earlier, speeding the last vestiges of light into blackness and leaving behind a humidity that clings like spiderwebbing to the skin. Fog is slowly rolling in, swallowing the reflection of twinkling stars dancing on the water's surface. A cargo ship's horn sounds a mournful note in the distance.
On your orders, the wharf is deserted. The city glitters behind you, alive and restless, but here the world feels quietâŚlonely. It's the perfect beginning for a noir-style thriller, ripe with low paranoia and fatalism.
It's why you chose it.
You don't bother to turn when the warped boards announce his arrival. As agreed, he's alone, though you know the rest of his team is nearby. Hidden in the shadows, the same as yours.
âI'm curious,â Steve says as he comes to stand beside you. âThis place is pretty out in the open for a meeting spot.â
Murky water laps at the pilings, a soothing background to a tense situation. âPublic places are safer.â
âFor who?â
Your lips curve, but you donât give in to it. âI havenât decided yet.â
That earns a chuckle, and you finally look at him. Dressed in simple dark clothing with a baseball cap pulled low over his face, it's a poor attempt at anonymity for anyone who dared to look close enough.
âYou look disappointed.â
Steve leans against the railing beside you, casually, as if meeting a friend. âI was hoping for a more private space.â
âFor any particular reason?â you tease.
He grins and doesnât hesitate to answer, âThe company and conversation.â
You'd find that kind of confidence insufferable from anyone else, presumption bordering on arrogance. Instead, his sincerity makes him dangerously charming.
You remind yourself to tread carefully. Emotions beget recklessness. Recklessness leads to mistakes. Mistakes ensure downfall. Before the conversation can wander into precarious territory, you pull a set of keys from your pocket and toss them to him.
âThatâs it?â
âThatâs it.â
He straightens, stepping closerâŚmuch closer than necessary. âNo instructions?â
âThe gray Honda in the parking lot. The location address is programmed into the GPS. Memorize it, then destroy the GPS before you leave.â
âAnd the car?â
âYours.â
The wind whips a lock of hair across your face, and seemingly without thinking, Steve tucks it behind your ear. His finger slowly traces the shell of your ear and along your jaw. It's intentional, but you don't flinch away. The contact lasts a heartbeat too long.
The slight widening of his eyes notes the realization of what he's doing. Clearing his throat, he quickly drops his hand, as well as his gaze.
You remain silent. Mercy seems appropriateâat least this time.
âWhatâs the catch?â
âNone.â
âFor now,â he adds for you.
You gift him a small smile. âThe house is off-grid. Only one other person knows of its existence.â
His brow lifts. âA house?â
âOne of my private residences. If it were only you, Iâd have given you something smaller. However, the women in your party deserve a little luxury.â
âThe other person?"
"Someone I trust with my life."
Brows pulled together, he asks, "Luxury?"
"Crime empire."
âCrime empire," he repeats with a chuckle.
The joviality between you is comfortable and unexpected. It will become a problem if you don't stop it now.
âWhat do I owe you?â His eyes flick to your mouth, there and gone, but not fast enough.
âYouâll know when I decide to collect.â
âThat sounds ominous.â
âIt was supposed to.â
âYou practice these lines?â
âComes standard with the crime boss starter kit.â
This time, his laugh is warm and unrestrained. It catches you off guard. You know that Captain America is a persona he wears for the public, and this isn't the public figure. This is Steve Rogers. This is the man behind the superhero. A man out of time, carrying too much weight on his shoulders and trying to help his friends.
His laughter fades, but neither of you moves to end this clandestine rendezvous. The harbor stretches endlessly before you, and for a moment, you contemplate how easy it would be to slip into the shadowy depths and let the weight you carry be swept away by the fog.
âI should go,â Steve mutters, breaking through your thoughts.
He seems reluctant to actually take action, so you encourage his exit. âYou should.â
The broad smile and perfect teeth are infuriatingly stunning. Attraction is dangerous. Personal involvement with a client is deadly.
âMinimal contact is best,â you state, tone back to stern professionalism. "You have my direct line should something arise that needs my attention."
"What if I just want to talk?" His face is unreadable, his tone matching yours.
"Unadvisable."
"Will you visit?"
The hint of hope is fleeting in his eyes, and you bite back a cheeky remark. Instead, asserting, "My time is money, Mr. Rogers. If needed, I will be there, but there will be a cost."
The nonchalant shrug is exasperating. âIâm starting to enjoy being in your debt.â He doesn't turn to leave, but slowly walks backward, eyes hidden beneath the hat's brim.
âThen clearly Iâm doing something wrong,â you scoff.
He steps into the dim halo of an overhead post lamp, which highlights that infuriating yet endearing smile. âNot from where Iâm standing.â Another step, and the fog engulfs him, leaving you, once again, alone on the wharf.
The purpose of the meeting was to finalize the deal. A place for him and his team to lay low for a yet-to-be-decided favor. Somehow, it feels as if something far more invaluable took place.
His acceptance when you handed him the keys was also an exchange of trust.
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Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
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Summary: Steve needs a favor and the last person he should trust is the only person who can help.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: mob boss reader, flirting.
W/C: 984
Word of the day (June 8, 2026)Â - Mafia
Notes: Set between Civil War and Infinity War.
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Reports filter in every few seconds now. The Falcon and his flying contraption are in the adjacent building, no doubt scanning images through the walls. The Winter Soldier is on the roof of the opposite building, with a clear line of sight despite the rain painting streaks down the floor-to-ceiling windows.
You donât blame them. Theyâre being smart. Respectful, even, because they take the threat you pose seriously.
Though not officially closed, patrons and most of the restaurant's staff were made to leave a half hour ago.
Lights cast a warm glow against the dark wood surroundings, and music still plays softly through hidden speakers. A busser remains, moving between tables, clearing up after a busy dinner service. The chef waits in the kitchen for your order.
You're armed, as are the men in your employ located throughout the space. You doubt the need for violence will arise, but it pays to be cautious.
The swish of the door opening announces his arrival, and he patiently allows himself to be patted down before being escorted to your table.
You donât bother to stand when your guest arrives at your table. Money talks, but wealth whispers, and power, real power, doesnât grovel for attention.
Steve Rogers. The golden boy. Except these days, the shine has diminished. Exhaustion caresses his demeanor like a second skinâdrooped shoulders, dulled blue irises, and the beard that has replaced the clean-cut image plastered across newspapers suggests sleep has become a luxury rather than a necessity. You're surprised he showed up.
Fingers tracing the stem of your wine glass, softly you accuse, âYou kept me waiting.â
âTraffic.â
Interesting. The corner of your lips curls upward, but you keep the smile in check. Without hesitation or waiting for permission, he pulls out the chair opposite yours and sits.
Your father would have hated him immediately. You find yourself admiring his confidence.
âYouâre staring,â you say.
âIâm observing.â
âThatâs a polite way to put it.â
His lip twitches, but as you did, he restrains the gesture. âSo is âbusiness woman.ââ
You softly laugh, âThere it is.â
âWhat?â
âThe judgment of my character âŚmy reputation.â
Steve leans back in his chair, seemingly relaxed, as if he's meeting an old friend, but the tension he carries is palpable. âYou're the head of the biggest Mafia organization in modern history. Iâd assume youâd want a reputation.â
âMy father built the empire.â You pause and shrug. âI run it. Reputation follows.â
Steveâs expression shifts, not fear or surprise, more like acceptance. âI heard rumors.â
Now you smile. âSo you came to see for yourself.â
Rich amber liquid lightly swirls as you push a glass toward him. He doesnât immediately reach for it.
âExpecting poison?â
âNo.â Eyes briefly flicking between you and the glass, he smoothly replies. âYou wouldn't waste good whiskey.â
âTrue.â You take a sip of your own drink to hide your growing admiration. âSo, Mr. Rogers-"
"Steve."
The slight arch of your brow is the only indication of your surprise. "Steve. Why are you here?â
If you were anyone else, his steady gaze would be disconcerting. Instead, you hold that contact as you lean back in your chair.
âNeeded to see for myself if the stories were true.â
âWhat stories?â
He takes his time to respond, leaning forward to rest his arms on the table. The action makes the room feel smaller, more intimate.
âAbout your intelligence.â
"Exaggerated, I'm sure,â you deadpan, knowing full well they are not.
âYour ruthlessness.â
âDepends on the circumstance.â
âYour beauty.â
The word lands softly, effortlessly, as if he isn't currently sitting in the lion's den while complimenting the lioness.
Rain patters against the window, refracting light from the city below into a glittery haze. The gentle sound fills the momentary weighted silence.
Crossing your arms, you lean forward to rest them on the table. âYou flirt with all the crime bosses?â
Steve flashes a devastatingly handsome smile. âJust the beautiful ones.â
It appears to please him when you laugh at his reply. âCareful, RogersâŚSteve,â you correct when he raises a brow, âmy father used to feed men to the sharks for less.â
âGood thing youâre not your father.â
You will never admit it aloud, but you are entertained by the man. No one seems to understand, except, apparently, the super soldier who's quietly challenging you. Your father ruled through fear. You rule through loyalty. Your father demanded respect. You earn it. Steve neither fears you nor is loyal to you, yet despite going against all he believes in, he respects you.
Standing, you take another sip of wine before moving toward the window. The city, your city, sprawls below your feet. A kingdom built on secretsâa throne made of whispered threats, owed favors, and corrupt deals.
Steve joins you. Not close enough to touch, but near enough to matter.
âYou know,â you quietly say, âmost people prefer to actively avoid being in debt to me.â
Steveâs gaze drops briefly to your mouth. The movement is quick, barely noticeable yet impossible to miss. âI think Iâll survive,â he states, âbesides, I know you're intrigued.â
âHaving the infamous Steve Rogers owe me a favor would be good for business.â
Though he outwardly remains stoic, you know he's smart enough to know the consequences of what his request means for him and his teammates. Still, he doesn't hesitate. âWe just need a place to lay low.â
âHalf the planet is out looking for you. It wonât be easyâŚor cheap.â
âYou seem like you can handle the challenge.â
You give him a calculated, flirty smile. âAlright, Steve, letâs discuss details over dinner.â
The charming smile you receive is slow but certain, making you wonder whether you're dealing with a future ally or a formidable opponent.
For the first time in a very long time, you're uncertain if the most powerful person in the room is actually you.
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Summary: Steve needs a favor and the last person he should trust is the only person who can help.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: mob boss reader, flirting.
W/C: 984
Word of the day (June 8, 2026)Â - Mafia
Notes: Set between Civil War and Infinity War.
Betas:Â @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitchÂ
Master Lists:Â Word Of The Day- June 2026Â //Â Main
Reports filter in every few seconds now. The Falcon and his flying contraption are in the adjacent building, no doubt scanning images through the walls. The Winter Soldier is on the roof of the opposite building, with a clear line of sight despite the rain painting streaks down the floor-to-ceiling windows.
You donât blame them. Theyâre being smart. Respectful, even, because they take the threat you pose seriously.
Though not officially closed, patrons and most of the restaurant's staff were made to leave a half hour ago.
Lights cast a warm glow against the dark wood surroundings, and music still plays softly through hidden speakers. A busser remains, moving between tables, clearing up after a busy dinner service. The chef waits in the kitchen for your order.
You're armed, as are the men in your employ located throughout the space. You doubt the need for violence will arise, but it pays to be cautious.
The swish of the door opening announces his arrival, and he patiently allows himself to be patted down before being escorted to your table.
You donât bother to stand when your guest arrives at your table. Money talks, but wealth whispers, and power, real power, doesnât grovel for attention.
Steve Rogers. The golden boy. Except these days, the shine has diminished. Exhaustion caresses his demeanor like a second skinâdrooped shoulders, dulled blue irises, and the beard that has replaced the clean-cut image plastered across newspapers suggests sleep has become a luxury rather than a necessity. You're surprised he showed up.
Fingers tracing the stem of your wine glass, softly you accuse, âYou kept me waiting.â
âTraffic.â
Interesting. The corner of your lips curls upward, but you keep the smile in check. Without hesitation or waiting for permission, he pulls out the chair opposite yours and sits.
Your father would have hated him immediately. You find yourself admiring his confidence.
âYouâre staring,â you say.
âIâm observing.â
âThatâs a polite way to put it.â
His lip twitches, but as you did, he restrains the gesture. âSo is âbusiness woman.ââ
You softly laugh, âThere it is.â
âWhat?â
âThe judgment of my character âŚmy reputation.â
Steve leans back in his chair, seemingly relaxed, as if he's meeting an old friend, but the tension he carries is palpable. âYou're the head of the biggest Mafia organization in modern history. Iâd assume youâd want a reputation.â
âMy father built the empire.â You pause and shrug. âI run it. Reputation follows.â
Steveâs expression shifts, not fear or surprise, more like acceptance. âI heard rumors.â
Now you smile. âSo you came to see for yourself.â
Rich amber liquid lightly swirls as you push a glass toward him. He doesnât immediately reach for it.
âExpecting poison?â
âNo.â Eyes briefly flicking between you and the glass, he smoothly replies. âYou wouldn't waste good whiskey.â
âTrue.â You take a sip of your own drink to hide your growing admiration. âSo, Mr. Rogers-"
"Steve."
The slight arch of your brow is the only indication of your surprise. "Steve. Why are you here?â
If you were anyone else, his steady gaze would be disconcerting. Instead, you hold that contact as you lean back in your chair.
âNeeded to see for myself if the stories were true.â
âWhat stories?â
He takes his time to respond, leaning forward to rest his arms on the table. The action makes the room feel smaller, more intimate.
âAbout your intelligence.â
"Exaggerated, I'm sure,â you deadpan, knowing full well they are not.
âYour ruthlessness.â
âDepends on the circumstance.â
âYour beauty.â
The word lands softly, effortlessly, as if he isn't currently sitting in the lion's den while complimenting the lioness.
Rain patters against the window, refracting light from the city below into a glittery haze. The gentle sound fills the momentary weighted silence.
Crossing your arms, you lean forward to rest them on the table. âYou flirt with all the crime bosses?â
Steve flashes a devastatingly handsome smile. âJust the beautiful ones.â
It appears to please him when you laugh at his reply. âCareful, RogersâŚSteve,â you correct when he raises a brow, âmy father used to feed men to the sharks for less.â
âGood thing youâre not your father.â
You will never admit it aloud, but you are entertained by the man. No one seems to understand, except, apparently, the super soldier who's quietly challenging you. Your father ruled through fear. You rule through loyalty. Your father demanded respect. You earn it. Steve neither fears you nor is loyal to you, yet despite going against all he believes in, he respects you.
Standing, you take another sip of wine before moving toward the window. The city, your city, sprawls below your feet. A kingdom built on secretsâa throne made of whispered threats, owed favors, and corrupt deals.
Steve joins you. Not close enough to touch, but near enough to matter.
âYou know,â you quietly say, âmost people prefer to actively avoid being in debt to me.â
Steveâs gaze drops briefly to your mouth. The movement is quick, barely noticeable yet impossible to miss. âI think Iâll survive,â he states, âbesides, I know you're intrigued.â
âHaving the infamous Steve Rogers owe me a favor would be good for business.â
Though he outwardly remains stoic, you know he's smart enough to know the consequences of what his request means for him and his teammates. Still, he doesn't hesitate. âWe just need a place to lay low.â
âHalf the planet is out looking for you. It wonât be easyâŚor cheap.â
âYou seem like you can handle the challenge.â
You give him a calculated, flirty smile. âAlright, Steve, letâs discuss details over dinner.â
The charming smile you receive is slow but certain, making you wonder whether you're dealing with a future ally or a formidable opponent.
For the first time in a very long time, you're uncertain if the most powerful person in the room is actually you.
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