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A New Year & After-Party ~ Dean’s girl knows him well. It only takes a few choice words to convince him to join her for a fancy New Year’s Eve celebration. However, neither needs to be seduced into admitting that the after-party is the best part. {A 2-part short story}
A Wedding to Remember
Part One ~ It’s the Winchester brother’s annual road trip to Vegas, and Dean has insisted you join them. Gambling, copious amounts of alcohol, and Sam leaving you and Dean on your own make for an eventful trip.
Part Two ~
Always You and Me ~ Dean needs a little assist when things take a turn with you/Y/N/the reader.
Beauty Out of Sorrow ~ Has Dean gone too far this time? Can hope come from pain?
The Beginning of the End ~ Sam almost died, again. Jack and Mary are missing. Is it time to get out of the family business?
Bullets and Bands ~ A perfectly planned evening doesn’t go according to plan.
Burden of Beliefs ~ Sometimes your conviction is too heavy to carry alone. {Ficlet}
The Girlfriend Who Remade Christmas {Master Post} ~ Dean’s holiday spirit is nowhere to be found. Fed up with his Grinch-like behavior, Nicole is determined to open his heart again to the wonders of the world around them and help him find joy in the Christmas season.
His Kiss ~ A mis-held belief is denounced, giving way to something better.
I Promised ~ He always keeps his promises.
I Promised, Too ~ A promise given is a promise kept.
Just Me & My Baby ~ There have been lots of missed opportunities, but one weekend will change everything.
Pure ~ Purgatory is heartbreaking in its purity. {Ficlet}
Run To You {Master Post} ~ Disillusioned by the world around her, Kasey has chosen to live a life of solitude. Accused of a crime he didn’t commit, Dean escapes custody. On the run from the law and out to prove his innocence, he stumbles headlong into Kasey’s life. The fateful encounter sets them on a winding path of desire, heartbreak, and perhaps the most incredible love they’ve ever known. However, time and the law are not on their side.
Sacrifice ~ v. 1 to give up something that is valuable to you in order to help another person 2 to give up something for something else considered more important (Cambridge Dictionary, 2020)
She’s Perfect ~ When it comes to the Impala, there’s no joking.
Childish Behavior ~ Sam intervenes as you and Dean devolve into petulant children.
If You Remember ~ Drunk words are sober thoughts, or so they say.
Together We Are the Storm ~ Angry with the way the brothers have been treating her, the reader decides to take matters into her own hands and fight through the storm that is Dean Winchester.
Thank you ~ A sweet bit of comfort for Dean
Well-Chosen ~ Always hoping that your one-night stand is creative enough to earn a notch on your bedpost, the man you’ve chosen this time surprises you in more ways than one.
What Matters ~ Sometimes there is no need for words.
~The Song In My Heart Master List~
Dirty Sweet ~ Dean’s girl is a handful and he wouldn’t have it any other way. {Ficlet} Song: Bang a Gong (Get It On) by T. Rex
Evermore ~ Living without Dean is an unbearable endeavor. Song: Evermore by Taylor Swift feat. Bon Iver
Never, My Love {Master Post} ~ An anthology of angst drabbles and ficlets based on times when Dean thinks she’s going to leave him. Song: Never My Love by Audra Mae feat. Billy Valentine
Never Wanna Say Goodbye ~ Dean gets a late-night phone call from the one that got away. Will it end in tragedy, or spark a new beginning? Song: Lips of an Angel by Hinder
Not Alone ~ Everything good slips through his fingers. Song: Not Alone by Patty Griffin
Rumors {Master Post} ~ Fear and anger forced them apart. Pain and regret kept them separated. An opportunity arises to repair the damage when a well-meaning friend pushes them into a reunion. Yet, rumors threaten to tear them apart for good. Song: There’s a Rumor by The August Empire
Run Away With Me ~ Timing is Everything. Song: Runaway by The Corrs {Ficlet}
Tell Me ~ Will Dean’s nerves get the better of him, or will he finally find the happiness he deserves? Song: The One by Kodaline
Why Don’t You Stay ~A longing to be needed. A light in the darkness. Song We’ve Got Tonight by Bob Seger
~ Let’s Make It Last ~ A sequel to Why Don’t You Stay. A longing to be needed. A light in the darkness. Confessions of love.
~Smutty, Smut Master List~
A Delicate Balance ~ PWP-aesthetic says it all.
Best Christmas Ever {Master Post} ~ Y/N decides to play Santa and give Dean a surprise Christmas present.
Heat ~ No plot, just smut.
Not a Dry Pair ~ A fun little glossed-over glimpse into the life of a ‘groupie’.
~Wild Hearts Master List~
A Hunter’s Heart ~ Cardiophilia. Choose your Winchester {Ficlet}
Trust You With My Heart {Masterpost} ~ She trusts him with her life, but can she trust him with her heart?
~Drabbles Master List~
Desire ~ Any male x reader
Dominion ~ A little Dom!Jensen
He is the Storm ~ Look for me in the whirlwind
Kinesthesia ~ Any male x Female Reader
Not Without You ~ Any male x Female reader
Seen ~ A chance encounter could lead to something more.
~Odd Couples Master List~
Chance Encounter ~ Aggrieved mandatory attendance at a friend’s party turns into an exhilarating chance encounter. (Jeffrey Dean Morgan x Female Reader) {Ficlet}
Forever's a Long Time ~ Rick made a mistake. Before he has a chance to fix it, he’s called away on a mission. (Rick Flag x Female Reader)
Happy Birthday, Doll ~ Bucky has a special surprise planned for her. (Bucky Barnes x Female Reader)
I Can Explain ~ Beau may not survive. (Beau Arlen x Reader) {Ficlet}
I Kinda Thought ~ One night is never enough. (Jeffrey Dean Morgan x Female Reader) {Drabble}
Lightning Rod ~ Despite the chaos that often surrounds each of your lives, he is the calm in the storm. (Jack Reacher x Female Reader)
Run Away With Me (Sam’s version) ~ He can’t let go. {Ficlet}
The Edge of Fate ~ Cursed by a jealous witch, Benny and Isalie must wander through time to find their way back to each other. (On Hiatus)
Tiny Terror ~ You rescue Bucky once again.
We Should Change That ~ Reacher has a point that he intends to make you understand.
Your Smile ~ A ridiculous pick-up line leads to something stunning. (Any Male x Reader)
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Summary: Distance won’t stop you from joining game night.
Warnings/Genres/Troupes: bit of angst, fluff, slight jealousy.
W/C: 2,301
Pairing: reader x Jake.
Notes: sequel to Another Wednesday
Word of the day (July 16, 2026) - Butte
Betas: @deanwinchesterswitch
Graphics: title card design @deanwinchesterswitch
Master Lists: Word Of The Day - July 2026 // Main // Beyond Repair-verse
It’s been three weeks since you left for Colorado. Three weeks of new routines, a new job, a new apartment, a new city. Three weeks to prove every fear Jake had voiced in the airport before you left wasn’t entirely irrational.
You’ve exchanged a total of seven phone calls, each one shorter than the one before, and a hundred or so texts. Jake had become the king of the double text and had no shame in triple or quadruple-texting.
Jake: Hope your day isn’t too crazy.
Jake: Call me later, need to tell you about Fanboy setting off the fire alarm. 😂
Jake: No rush though.
Jake: Ignore me. Call me when you can. 😘
Even when you don’t reply until the next morning, he reminds himself you’re busy, not ignoring him.
It’s easier said than done. He’d overheard a colleague on your third phone call, a bold bass tone that made Jake picture a large, muscular guy with tattoos. The sort of broad-shouldered guy who ended up shirtless on the covers of those extremely spicy romance novels you insisted you only read ‘for the plot’. He’d talked himself into an insecure spiral of losing you to this faceless man, and Phoenix had talked him off the ledge when he’d suggested taking some early leave for a surprise visit.
“You heard from her much?” Jake asks Phoenix, propping his iPad atop a stack of flight manuals and papers he really needs to grade, on the kitchen island. He makes it sound conversational because the others are in the next room and he knows Natasha hasn’t mentioned his spiraling to anyone else. He’s grateful for it.
“Not much,” she answers just as quietly as he had asked. “A couple texts, and obviously the photos in the group chat.”
Jake smiles despite himself, remembering the selfie you’d dropped in the group chat two nights ago. Mountains behind you, smiling so brightly he’d stared at the picture for five minutes before realizing everyone else had moved on to arguing about something stupid.
Rooster wanders in, taking a chip from the bowl on the countertop. “You bought fancy tortilla chips.”
Jake doesn’t look up from his tablet positioning. “They were on sale.”
“Bullshit,” Rooster scoffs as the rest enter, and all take a sample of said chips.
“You put them in a bowl,” Coyote adds.
“Because I don’t want all your crumby hands touching my stuff.”
“Taste expensive,” Fanboy says around a mouthful.
“They taste like chips.” Jake defends.
“They taste like you were given a list of what to buy,” Payback smirks, crunching a chip loudly.
“Fine,” Jake huffs, adjusting the iPad a half-inch to the left. “I was given strict instructions and a detailed list with pictures. Satisfied?”
“Your girl really knows how to spoil us,” Bob grins.
Even when she’s not here. Instead of saying that aloud, he beams proudly. “My girl really does.”
“Our girl,” Phoenix corrects sternly.
“Exactly,” Rooster agrees, “we’re all emotionally invested now.”
“You did that to yourselves,” Jake shrugs.
Before anyone can throw something at him, the iPad lights up and buzzes against the countertop.
Weirdly, he becomes nervous, his stomach doing a little flip. You promised you’d join game night. Well, you promised Rooster. Jake had smiled and nodded because saying ‘please don’t forget about us,’ would’ve sounded pathetic. Somewhere during the last week, he’d convinced himself you’d cancel.
Ignoring the nerves, he swipes to answer.
Your face fills the screen almost instantly. The backdrop is unmistakably different from San Diego. Beyond the window, the evening sky glows amber against dark silhouettes of distant mountains.
“There she is,” Phoenix cheers.
Before Jake can even say hello, everyone is crowding toward the iPad, waving, shouting greetings over one another until your laugh crackles through the speakers.
“Hi! I can see exactly none of you.”
Jake chuckles, zooming out on the screen so the camera picks up more of the room. “Better?”
“Perfect.” Your gaze settles on him for a beat longer than anyone else, long enough for the corners of your mouth to soften. “Hi.”
His answering smile comes just as easily. “Hi yourself.”
Beside him, Rooster makes an exaggerated gagging noise. Without taking his eyes off the screen, Jake reaches back and blindly punches him on the shoulder. It lands perfectly. Rooster stumbles a step, clutching his arm in mock pain.
“That’s assault,” Rooster teases, “and it’s on video.”
“Worth it,” Jake counters.
“Behave, children,” Phoenix sighs before turning back to the screen. Her brow furrows. “Wait...are you still in the office? It’s after seven.”
“Yeah,” you shrug. “The Wi-Fi at the apartment isn’t great. I didn’t want to risk freezing through game night.”
The apartment.
Not my apartment. Jake isn’t entirely sure why the distinction settles something restless in his chest, but it does.
Before he can examine it any further, Bob leans over the island, toward the screen. “Can we see it?”
You smile, genuinely happy to oblige as you reach to pick up your phone. “Hold on,” you say a moment before the camera flips to show the room.
A wall of built-in bookshelves stretches floor to ceiling, broken only by framed awards and carefully arranged photographs. A charcoal sofa sits opposite two matching armchairs around a low oak coffee table that looks more at home in a designer showroom than a workspace.
“Damn,” Coyote mutters.
The camera pans toward the glass front of the office, the frosted panels offering privacy, but you’d see silhouettes of people pass through the corridor outside.
“You’ve got a lounge?” Payback asks.
“Technically it’s a meeting area.”
“It’s a lounge.”
You laugh but don’t argue.
The camera continues across the room, catching a massive television mounted on the wall before settling on the window behind your desk.
The city stretches out beneath the building, lights beginning to flicker to life as the last of the sunset paints the distant mountains in shades of gold and burnt orange.
Fanboy whistles. “Okay, that’s ridiculous.”
“She earned it,” Jake says.
There’s a knock against the glass wall of your office. Three light taps. Jake’s attention snaps to the movement, and you haven’t flipped the camera back to you yet.
“Come in,” you call.
As you turn, the camera swings with you. For a split second, Jake catches a broad frame filling the doorway before the phone dips toward the floor as you lower it to your side.
All he can see now is the bottom of a dark oak bookshelf and designer shoes.
His stomach drops.
Him.
Even before the man speaks, Jake knows it’s the owner of the same voice he’d overheard on the phone.
“You left this in the conference room.”
“Oh wow,” Phoenix gasps, eyes flaring wide for a split second before she schools her features.
Jake tears his eyes away from the screen just long enough to glare at her. “Oh wow?” he whisper-shouts, “Seriously?”
She winces apologetically. “Not wow wow,” she gestures helplessly toward the screen. “Just wow, he’s got a deep voice.”
“That’s not any better,” Rooster mutters, trying not to laugh.
Jake completely misses whatever is being said in your office. All he catches is your laugh, not what was funny, just your laugh. He doesn’t like it, and his imagination supplies the rest of the conversation without permission. Some inside joke, mutual thoughts that are whispered behind closed doors to bond, to get closer.
The camera blurs as you move again. “Sorry guys,” you say as the camera lifts. “This is Evan.”
He’s tall. Really tall. Broad shoulders. Evan appears to be around the group's collective average age. Dark curls that somehow manage to look artfully untidy.
Definitely spends forty-five minutes doing his hair. Jake thinks.
The blue button-down looks custom-made, sleeves rolled neatly to below his elbow, the top button casually undone. One hand disappears into the pocket of expensive-looking trousers while the other offers a small, polite wave toward the camera.
Jake has no doubts that a tailored jacket and a tie in the same tone have been meticulously hung in an office closet somewhere.
He immediately decides he hates him. Not because he’s done anything wrong, simply on principle. And because he looks exactly like the cover models on your favorite books.
Probably says things like ‘let’s circle back.’
“Nice to finally meet you,” Evan says with an easy smile.
Jake narrows his eyes.
Huh, typical nice guy act.
“Evan’s been helping me settle in,” you explain. “I’d have died on day two if he hadn’t shown me the good coffee shops.”
He chuckles. “I’ve heard a lot about the legendary game nights.”
“Only the good stuff, I hope,” Rooster says because Jake can’t seem to find his voice.
“Mostly that they’re non-negotiable. So we’ve accepted we’re losing this one for the monthly Quiz Night,” He nods to you behind the camera. “Have fun.”
“You too.”
“See you Monday.” He calls over his shoulder.
It’s mundane, a polite thing to say, but Jake is suddenly intensely jealous. Evan gets to see you Monday. He doesn’t. It’s irrational, and he hates that.
Jake’s spiraling thoughts are apparently clearly visible on his face, so Bob steps in to save him. “Okay,” he announces loudly. “Let’s get this show on the road.”
Over the next hour, three arguments erupt. Phoenix has had to put Coyote in a timeout. Seven times, Fanboy accusingly fact-checks whoever is the Game Master for that round about the answers. Fanboy is wrong exactly seven times. Jake has been uncharacteristically quiet since Payback called you Colorado and everyone adopted the nickname, like he needs the reminder.
“Okay, okay, quiet down,” Phoenix calls like a kindergarten teacher, “Colorado won’t be able to hear.”
Coyote waits for the noise to dissipate and then pulls a card from the deck. "Okay, for the tiebreaker. If Team Two gets this right, you win the game." Pausing, he surveys the groups, ensuring everyone is paying attention before continuing. "Which geographical feature is an isolated hill with steep sides and a small flat top?”
Fanboy does a drum roll on the kitchen countertop, and Payback flips the timer.
“A cliff?” Rooster asks, looking at Phoenix, clearly not confident with his answer.
“It’s a butte,” you shout through the speaker.
Everyone turns toward the iPad. “Are you sure?” Phoenix asks.
You laugh. “I’ve spent the last three weeks surrounded by them and getting lectured on the differences between a mountain, a butte, and a mesa.”
“I’m going to need your final answer.”
“Butte,” you and your three teammates say simultaneously.
“Correct,” Coyote says.
“Show off,” Jake smiles at you.
Although the apartment is a mess, pizza boxes stacked haphazardly, empty beer bottles littering every available surface, Jake insists he doesn’t need help cleaning up. He’ll happily tackle it alone if it buys him ten more minutes with you.
He carries the iPad with him, holding it to his chest as he herds everyone out of the front door. They all call goodbye, and you promise to call Phoenix tomorrow three times before she agrees to leave.
Finally, the front door closes, and silence settles. Jake takes you both to the couch, propping the iPad on the coffee table.
“God,” You murmur, smile faltering. “I miss you guys.”
“Feeling's mutual.”
He watches as you drop your gaze, and he recognizes the deep inhale for what it is—an attempt to stifle your emotions.
“Hey,” he says gently. “You okay?”
“Yeah.” Your answer comes a fraction too quickly, and the rise of his brow makes you confess, “I’m just a little homesick.”
He nods slowly. He more than understands. It’s not an area code you miss. It’s the people in it. “That’s allowed.”
“Is it?”
“I’d be offended if you weren’t.”
You smile, but it doesn’t quite reach your eyes. “I’m busy, which is good. But everyone keeps asking how I’m settling in.” You glance toward the office door before looking back at him. “I keep telling them I’m getting there.”
There’s too long a pause, so Jake asks, “And are you?”
“Some days.” You sigh. “But then I talk to you or Phoenix calls, and I’m back to convincing myself I made the wrong decision.”
“You didn’t,” he says, though he doesn’t entirely feel it. He changes the subject before he drops to his knees and begs you to come home. “Work’s good though?”
“Work’s,” you hesitate, searching for an answer, “everything I thought it would be.”
It’s not quite an answer. He notices now that you look exhausted, heavy shadows beneath your eyes.
“You’re working too hard.”
“Probably,” you huff a laugh.
“Take a day off.” Though he wants to say, ‘come home.’
“Mr. Seresin, are you encouraging poor work ethic?”
“I’m encouraging my favorite person to stop answering emails after eight o’clock.”
That earns him a genuine smile. “I’ll think about it.”
“That’s not a yes.”
“It’s the best you’re getting tonight.”
“I’ll take it.”
Swiveling in your chair to look out at the mountains, you sigh, “You ever seen them?”
“I’ve flown over them a couple times.”
“Going Mach 8 in a fighter jet doesn’t exactly give you time to take in the scenery.”
He chuckles. “True.”
“They’re beautiful,” you say quietly as if to yourself. “They’re just not home.”
He smiles. “Home isn’t going anywhere. And I’m coming to you in a couple weeks.”
You return the smile. “I know.”
“Go get some sleep,” he says, reluctantly.
“Copy that, Lieutenant,” you chuckle with a lazy salute.
He sits up straighter, uses his radio voice, “Hangman to Tower.”
You raise an eyebrow but play along. “Go ahead, Hangman.”
“Requesting permission to terminate communications.”
You smile sadly and take a moment to reply. “Permission granted.”
He salutes. “Sweet dreams, Colorado.”
“Only if you’re in them.”
“Flirt,” Jake teases. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
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When did you start writing fanfiction?
I started writing fanfic sometime in 2013. Originally. I posted on Ye Olde Fanfic.net and moved everything over to AO3 in 2016. But I was writing stories back in high school; my HS bestie and I wrote fiction about each other and our crushes, and it was ridiculous and fun.
What drew you to writing fanfic?
I've always loved writing. My imagination has always manufactured stories and scenarios, so when I fell head over heels for a certain green-eyed hunter (and then for every character he's played!), it just kind of happened.
I was terrified at first to post what I had written, but it got easier every time I posted. And then when readers started interacting with me - well, there's really no greater motivation than that. Readers sending messages, or reblogging with comments, or responding with gifs, or cutting loose in their tags - those are the things that really make you feel like you're not just dropping things into the void. Hearing that something you created made someone cry, or laugh (or flail with sexual frustration 😂) is the greatest feeling in the world.
I do believe that we should write for ourselves, to make ourselves happy, but readers who interact with us just fuel the inspiration! I absolutely love and appreciate every one of the readers out there who enjoy and respond to my fics. 💖
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Riz (@rizlowwritessortof) is the winner in the Novella category for her Russell Shaw featured story - Guardian.
Read on to see how her fanfic writing journey started...
When did you start writing fanfiction?
I started writing fanfic sometime in 2013. Originally. I posted on Ye Olde Fanfic.net and moved everything over to AO3 in 2016. But I was writing stories back in high school; my HS bestie and I wrote fiction about each other and our crushes, and it was ridiculous and fun.
What drew you to writing fanfic?
I've always loved writing. My imagination has always manufactured stories and scenarios, so when I fell head over heels for a certain green-eyed hunter (and then for every character he's played!), it just kind of happened.
I was terrified at first to post what I had written, but it got easier every time I posted. And then when readers started interacting with me - well, there's really no greater motivation than that. Readers sending messages, or reblogging with comments, or responding with gifs, or cutting loose in their tags - those are the things that really make you feel like you're not just dropping things into the void. Hearing that something you created made someone cry, or laugh (or flail with sexual frustration 😂) is the greatest feeling in the world.
I do believe that we should write for ourselves, to make ourselves happy, but readers who interact with us just fuel the inspiration! I absolutely love and appreciate every one of the readers out there who enjoy and respond to my fics. 💖
You can find more wonderful stories on Riz's Master List, and show her some love by reblogging and commenting on your favorites.
Check back as we highlight a couple of her personal favorites.
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