Breakup |Heartbreak |Moving on

I had a dream that we met and caught up and I was sharing all my hobbies and interests with you(making earrings, playing ukelele). It was then that I realized you dont know this version of myself. It is so strange to me to think the hobbies that I pride myself with and are so essential to who I am now is someone you never got to know.

I am sorry it hasn't worked out for you and while I wish it had, I am now a firm believer of everything happening for a reason. As someone who has secured two 4 year relationships and one 2 year and had her heart broken each time, I know this to be true. There are certain lessons you have to learn each love that you lose. Theres a reason your past relationship(s) havent worked out because at any point if there is doubt, uncertainty or insecurity, then it is not for you. I have finally gotten to a point where I have found "the one" where I no longer feel like I am 'too much' or that I have to change who I am; there is no insecurity or mistrust. There is no uncertainty of how he feels nor any doubt in my mind that he is the one. I wish nothing more for you to find that too, and you will, someday.

A year ago I found a hat at a dollar tree with this tag on it. Its crazy to me how much it looks like you.

"Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life. Even after all I put you through, you still stuck around and stayed by my side. What really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you're a good girl and I had no right. I really wanna make things right cause without you in my life girl I'm so lonely..."

(J.C)

"Were good, so good, but not together. Made you smile for a while, but not enough to last forever. Nothings wrong, but it ain't right. We'll never know the reason why Were good,so good, but not together" (P.D.)

I will never forget what each of them taught me in my time with them. But it's time to let go and move on. My past self will thank me. ♥️

(We had an inside joke that I had a 45c monthly subscription, and I never took the coins off till this day)

-M.L.

-M.L.

(J.C.)

(J.C.)

Cause I was the groupie and he was the star.I knew all his stories, I knew them by heart. And I was the fangirl at the front of the show, pointing the spotlight that he didn't know." (M.L.)