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What's worse? Painful memories or finding out that you're alone in that feeling and you can't tell anyone?

Systems are a thing Nature repeated this over and over again On dense studies and research papers But you saw red Click on every link, mocking Saying they aren't ... But they are

Diagnosed with a vice named you. Ask your DSM the diagnostic criteria, go all the way back to the first entry, before they named the disorder, use a different book, the ICD-11, no. No. No version has ever required you.

what i feel like lacking how to be plural afloat with atypical experiences full of fragments in the mind complicated

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Everyone just seems to forget You can't know the journey of strangers online You just see a part of individual people NOT the whole People with DID are real We are VAST You do not look for that in social media You can't conceptualize something you view in part How do I know that but not YOU?

People with DID/OSDD And similar experiences We support each other We reach out Grounded as one And choose to be vulnerable To be okay

you struggle Online with ruined mental health subreddits flooded with bullshit hate horrific misinformation wars pointless Syscourse suck systems Out of this community like an execution

you sometimes don't remember things but you put much effort into learning learning the unsaid things things about plurality that people really don't know that beyond plurality is strength that strength is you

survivors using terms you decided are bad describing abuse you decided they cannot experience you police them due to their voices voices you are not trying to hear do they matter? you found other terms organized lists for them like a ritual talking about how you stand against harm while untying yourself to survivors

come here, hold hands with us. you're begging to be seen. scarred, your mind split, coping in the best way that it can. talk about it. you're not a burden on us. we want you in our spaces. you are meant to heal.

i had a bad experience i hope to mend safely people still say "i don't believe you" i want to be free of it

Many people believe that there is no reason why someone could experience being a system as being incredibly complete. That being in the mind as loose parts or interrupted states of one person disregards all existing. But is that so bad? To have no singular self, but to be whole; a continued presence with a multitude of subjective ways. Is that so bad?

interact with endos believe them understand they are traumatized with syscourse they ARE systems they aren't BAD

another user hunting to find and see who is bad. a random person in online drama? what happened to you?

alters sharing every thing. a name, a body, a gift, a date. it is romantic. pushed close, not wanting to hurt, wanting to be okay. consciousness can be warm.