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Also me: writes 20 pages of an epic fanfic story that never sees the light outside my Google Drive doc 😭

I ❤️ self-loathing characters, characters who struggle with monstrosity (either fearing or embracing it), characters who are so lonely, who have a gaping hole in their chest, who bottle up & repress their feelings, who claw their way up & have ambitions, who fall down & lose everything, who search for identity & purpose yet can’t see themselves outside of what others want from or expect of them, who are hurt & hurt others, who long & grieve, who lie & pretend. characters who are messy & flawed & human

you ever read a fic so good you want to sit around and discuss it with people english class style

*subscribes to a fic that hasn't been updated since 2015* just in case

I need the shooting scene with her + brothers + Phillip from TSPWL SO BLOODY BAD.

Whoa, okay. Saw this on my feed. Umm...yeah. WHAT. Have to watch this now.

Something of note: Eloise is wearing green when she's talking about flower arranging. Green is Phillip's favorite color. 💚

I miss them. Been thinking about them recently. 😊

Every fucking time, man.