funky lil pixels

i have so much c!beeduo angst in my heart right now and i’m making it everyone else’s problem. so! tubbo knows that the only way to get ranboo back is through dream, the one with the revival book. and he hates the idea of having to crawl back to the person who he once thought was friend, the person who manipulated him and abused his best friend and spread a plague throughout their home that rotted away anything it touched. but what other choice does he have? so tubbo goes to ranboo’s vault and gathers a ton of the valuables his husband has collected in the chests. he sends a note to the masked man, requesting that they meet for a trade: dreams revives ranboo and in return tubbo will give him a bunch of totems, golden apples, diamonds, etc. tubbo hates having to beg, but he needs ranboo. he can’t go through life without him. and besides, dream just go out of prison. wouldn’t the extra resources help?

hey so uh ya think that since tommy came back from the dead part of tubbo is hoping that the same will happen with ranboo and that’s why he’s in denial? and even though he knows that ranboo doesn’t mean the same to dream as tommy does, he spends every night slightly praying that he’ll get his husband back. weeks pass and he refuses to acknowledge ghostboo and mentally tubbo still makes plans for the future that would only work for two ppl, not one, and constantly checks that everything he has is enough for double and when he does move out of snowchester (bc even his denial isn’t strong enough to hold the weight of his heart when he’s there) he builds a bed big enough for two people and has a set of empty chests in one corner that tubbo doesn’t let anyone else use because they’re not for them, they’re for his other half in case he needs to clear out his inventory or wants to leave something behind and he faces an empty chair on the other side of the dinner table whenever he sits down to eat, a chair that collects dust faster than should be possible so tubbo is constantly having to clean it because when ranboo comes back he definitely doesn’t wanna sit in dust it would get his suit dirty and-

me: i think i’m slowly loosing interest in the dream smp since there’s not much new content from the streamers i usually watch :(

i’d write something proper about this but i’m too lazy rn so have this instead: c!punz & c!tubbo. they were was a time when they were decently close right? remember Squeeks, the pet fox that punz got for tubbo? well, after c!punz “saves” c!clingyduo, he and tubbo begin to get close again. tubbo trusts him because without punz, dream would have killed him and taken tommy. punz “betrayed” dream for them. their friendship grows and punz just listens as tubbo thanks him again and again for what he did. he takes tubbo’s trust, stores it away for later, and gives back a decaying, broken version of his own “trust” that’s really just a bunch of sugarcoated lies. c!punz becomes like a brother to c!tubbo, all instead while still holding his alliance to c!dream and just waiting for him to break out from prison. once he does, not only does punz willingly give all the information to dream that tubbo entrusted to him, but he continues to lie to tubbo, saying that he’ll protect him from dream and that he’ll have his back like he did before.

ok so thoughts and opinions:

Who are you gonna be watching for MCC :D