i haven’t posted in a very long time but rest assured, i am still three wasps in a trench coat. the last year’s been weird. i haven’t touched TES or Fallout or rping or really, most of my old interests in a very long time; i do miss rping in specific very much. most of my ventures have been quite solitary & that’s something i want to amend but i’m not sure how. due to Various Reasons, it’s hard for me to not to simply curl up and die and be completely embarrassed of having any interests or hobbies at all; my natural instinct is to hide them. i more or less fell off the face of the world & stopped talking to almost everyone i used to interact with in fallout/tes fandom but that has nothing to do with them and more to do with brain goblins. i’m 30 now and i don’t know what to think of it. i’m doing overall ok in life right now & my life in general is much more stable, so i am basically in the process of figuring out who and what i am and who i want to grow into; my life is a thousand identity crises one after each other. still, things are well! i’ve watched a little anime. i’ve been listening to a lot of music. i bet there are many other things i would like to do.
