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MY SHIFTING CONFESSIONS : very honest edition

(i want to mention that this behavior is from when I was in MIDDLE SCHOOL which is when i found out abt shifting, at that time i didnt know that was I was doing was insensitive and just weird. I am now 17 and obviously know better and do not act this way anymore. I also want to apologize in advance to anyone who might feel triggered or hurt by anything i say. At the end of the day this is my blog and a safe place for me to air out my thoughts thank u.)

Sexuality: in a couple of my first ever scripts I did write down that I was acesexual even tho im very much not, I was lowkey ashamed of have having normal human feelings and I was scared of having to do the boombaya before marriage?? I seriously dont know why I thought that was the ultimate sin 😭

Anti era: during 2024, i was super religious and completely gave up on shifting. I remember i use to call myself delusional and crazy because "i couldn't believe i ever believed in that shit". I never harassed anyone who was still a shifter tho, I could never be that hateful. I got back into it in late 2024 and shifted so that era didnt last very long.

Race Changing: back in 2023 during my parasocial army phase, in my first ever bts script I was in fact a Korean woman. My excuse at the time was that "i would look weird and out of place" but honestly I think i was going thur a identify crisis and I was insecure of my ethnicity. Now I am proud of being Hispanic and I wouldn't change it for nothing plus it makes me unique. It s not everyday you see a Dominican baddie performing at MAMA 🤭

so im a black dude shifter(we exist surprisingly, ha) and i have a discord and am on a few shifting servers and i met this guy on one of these servers. i was excited to befriend him because as much as i love my shifting sister and non binary siblings, i like connecting with other guy shifters and he and i became good friends. we both have a jjk Dr. he's shifting for Nobara and im shifting for Maki(that's wifey).

so we had been friends for a few months, everything was toasty and cool. one day we have a talk about our niche drs. i talk about one of my drs where im a sailor who falls for a mermaid and he shares with me a dr in which he's a slave owner...he says he just wants a dr like that so he can get as many slaves as he can to like 'help' them and treat them better than the other slave owners and give them education and help abolish slavery. needless to say we aren't friends anymore. im not good with confrontation so i just blocked him. i dont wanna dox the dude, but be cautious when making friends, folks.

Sorry for the very late response but omfg??!

I am the type of person to say everyone is entitled to live however they want as long as their not hurting others but i find he's behavior is very weird and the fact that he took time out his day to script for a dr like that is beyond me.

SHIFTING AS MEMES

(I miss when ppl use to post tiktok like these)

On the topic of scripting has the “I never get sick” part actually worked?? I scripted that and now I’m wondering I should just remove it

DO YOU HAVE MORE? (kindly asking ofc)

MY EXPERIENCE WITH SCRIPTING (while in my dr) pt2

S/O : only in a handful of my dr's I have established relationships because im to indecisive and I rather shift as a single girl. The ones I have a established relationships in are so heartwarming, being in love is probably the best feeling ever and I wish for every single of you guys to experience that. In my influencer dr i scripted that me and my s/o have really good chemistry (this is very important) and its like he's my best friend and lover. We understand eachother so deeply and ugh I just love that man anyways if any of yall are having doubts about shifting for someone dont that person will love you in ways you didnt even was possible 💗

Languages : I feel this one is mainly for my kpop shifters cause they always ask this question 😭 but yes it feels completely natural because well it is unless you script that you're still learning than obviously you will have trouble with things like pronunciation. In my bts dr im fluent in 4 languages English, Spanish, Korean and Japanese. Overtime if you dont talk in a certain language after awhile you will start loosing fluency like you might forget how to say certain words but that happens to me in this reality also so I dont really care (im bilingual 🇩🇴). If you're a poly glot be prepared to become the translator of the group this is a not a joke 😞

n$fw : I wont go into too much detail cause I dont feel comfortable doing that but in every. single. script. yes even the ones where im single I scripted that I taste like the best vanilla bean Ice cream ever and all imma say my man be having a blast 😌 🙌

I dont know if I have some undiagnosed memory loss because I tried so hard to think of more things lmao 😭💀

eek your lowkey so iconic, I just fully stalked your blog omg !!! moots?

me and bakugo: shifting storytime

Okay for context I've never really liked this boy mainly because of his attitude and his mf ego. I just found him irritating especially when he starts being rude to izuku for just existing. I KNOW his ass didnt like me either because I always had something to say back.

He deadass told me he hated me after I beat him during the sport festival like my fault gang 😐✋️ Now this is the bad thing about me im lowkey into red flags like the less you want me the more I want that cookie 👅 and I just hate the fact that katsuki is actually fine shyt because he does not deserve that face card im sorry.

So with this in mind I started to catch feelings but I was kinda in denial because why him? Yk. I started talking to mina and tsuyu about this and they're like yea girl no. Now dont get me wrong bakugo isn't a bad person per say....but his personality is kinda ass.

After like a week of going back and forth with myself I decided to tell him just to get it out of my system. So I went to his dorm room it was like night but it wasn't that late maybe 8 something. I knock his door and he open it and yall this man was already giving me some dirty ass look smh so anyways I told him I needed to tell him something and he started giving attitude so I just said it and yall...tell me WHY this boy looks at me and shuts the door in my face.

MY EXPERIENCE WITH SCRIPTING (while in my DR's)

Beauty : I swear i spend more time scripting the type of beauty i have than anything else in my script. The first thing I immediately noticed is the STARES like they are so intense to the point that whenever I go out with people some of them have told me that it lowkey makes them uncomfortable. Which is something I never considered beforehand but I can understand their point of view, so just beware before scripting some wild shit 😭

Family : I always try to script things for family because in my cr, Im not close with my extended not even my cousins so its nice that in my dr's whenever I go to family events I can actually enjoy myself and its not awkward. My family in my bts dr is so open minded and loving that sometimes I be talking to my cr family and I mention something that might be lil woke for them.. I genuinely cannot fathom how someone can be so narrow minded like gang its not that serious 😕

Random stuff : I scripted my jokes are always funny now im the class comedian, I scripted my cooking is very much deliciouso all the sudden everyone want me to cook for them. I also scripted that school never drained me (mha dr) AN BOI that one is a must especially when you're dealing with mf's like monoma.

The consequences : now in all of my dr's i am basically the embodiment of a y/n why? because why shift to be poor and miserable. I do have main character syndrome, i am very well aware and I could care less. Now the bad thing about this is the hating ass hoe's, the ENVY goes crazy and its so noticeable too. Unless you script that everyone likes you, their will be people praying on your downfall. For me the way I handle this is usally telling myself "oh their just jealous" but thats just the ego talking but if im being honest it's does hurt when people that you have never even spoken to start saying mean and just simply disrespectful things about you.