Pookie

okay au where dean is a ballerina and he teaches little kids how to do ballet and jack is the only boy in a class of little 6 year olds and omg jack’s dad is hot 😳

situation where jo has to go back to the 1970s for a hunt and fucks mary and has to spend the rest of her friendship with dean trying to never ever make a 'your mom' joke

oughhh the way baby dean runs into John’s arms in the opening scene :( and mary’s “you got him?”/ “I’ve got him” and John holds him close and rubs his back and is just. GOOD with him. and then…..and then the fire happens and dean is sitting there with his hands in his lap shell-shocked and there’s no one snuggling him close anymore. no more protective embrace. the minute sam is shoved into his too-small arms dean’s childhood is over AUGHHH

Sam who is oblivious to whatever is going on between his brother and their angel buddy but he’s also the only one who can see the blue sparkles whenever Dean and Cas hug or get affectionate. when he brings it up everyone goes Sam what are you talking about. this is how psychic Sam makes a comeback in s16

tbh i see a lot of talk about how cas doesn’t know what his death does to dean but i think that if he knew/actually saw it first hand there’s a solid chance that he’d decide that if the problem is Him Dying the answer is to Stay Gone. give dean a chance to properly grieve and settle things and then he can’t be hurt like that again because cas won’t be there to die again in the first place. of course this is the worst approach that a person could take to this but my friend castiel is solution-focused and goal-oriented and often fails to consider things like feelings and emotions along the way