Fool d'Hill

for the last time! dean understands his emotions! he talks about them too! he just doesn't want to talk about them with SAM!!!

the point of fanfiction is to write something so self indulgent that nobody else has thought of it before or cares

wait. dean needed someone else to pull him out of hell? back in my day we dragged ourselves out without any help. maybe if the boy had any work ethic he could have pulled himself out by his bootstraps-

I think one of Dean's self soothing techniques is to just recite the entire plot of a movie he really loves all the way through, and often when they're driving back from a case, especially one that leaves them shaky and exhausted, Dean will talk the entire time, low and soft, reciting scene for scene, movie after movie, plot and dialogue and points of interest until they get back to their motel or the bunker, and Cas doesn't realise how much it soothes him also until he's alone, and I think when he is alone, when he has to pause for an hour or a night, he puts the tv on and closes his eyes and imagines it's Dean sitting beside him

The first time Dean sleeps more than 8 hours it's also the first time Dean sleeps with Cas as the big spoon.

maybe all i wanted for dean was the safety he could have felt just by hearing cas' breathing quietly beside him in bed, the sound enough for him to drift off again after being waken up by a bad dream

idk what to draw :/

i think more final girls should be forty and kind of weird and off-putting

no one cares that you shave your legs because of sensory issues shut the fuck up forever

really galling amount of people misinterpreting this post so i'd like to clarify. i'm saying that when discussions about patriarchal beauty standards and the way women are heavily shamed and coerced into eschewing their own natural state of being (hairy) are occurring, it is unhelpful (AT BEST) to interrupt and say that the reason YOU remove the hair from your body is because of sensory issues. that's not what we're talking about. stop asking for validation for doing something that society at large wants you to do. stop derailing the conversation because you feel uncomfortable about being made aware that you, for whatever reason it is, adhere to harmful, unfair and ridiculous beauty standards. you're stepping into the middle of an important conversation that needs to be had and making it all about you. shut the fuck up forever.

also quite frankly i think a lot less people would experience sensory issues if they let their hair grow out so that it isn't bristly and rough and irritating. and i cannot help but wonder why these sensory issues aren't as predominant in men. maybe you're uncomfortable with the hair on your body because you've been taught to be uncomfortable with it. just a thought.