thank you to everyone that has loved n supported my work. it means so much to me that i could’ve shared my writing journey with yall. bye for now <3

jingle bell rocks • [ 567 words | suggestive crack ]

alec surprises you with a ridiculous little joke that’s turns on him

buy me presents • [ 1.8k words | suggestive fluff ]

your fiancé jensen makes you feel like the only girl in the world by spoiling you rotten

finding out soldier boy is alive [ 18+ canon typical violence]

*below 1k words

have yourself a merry little christmas • [ 386 words | fluffy fluff ]

you give castiel his first christmas present straight from the heart

angel’s first love heart • [ 814 words | cutesy fluff ]

castiel receives his first valentine's gift ever and he isn't sure how to act, but tries his best because it's from you

i would like to sincerely apologise and take responsibility for my actions and stubborn behaviour.

after logging back in after having some time to reflect, i understand now that my behaviour has deeply upsetted and confused many of you – followers and not – and that i’ve disappointed lots of people. i am truly sorry for that.

i acknowledge i’ve made a huge mistake, but i’d really appreciate if you stopped sending me death threats and telling me to kms. i am also a human being with feelings and lots of lessons yet to learn.

after posting this, i shall delete the fic and i will be logging off for a while to reflect further on my behaviour.

i by no means intended to come off as racist, as someone that lived as an immigrant in another country i should’ve known better as i’ve grown up around people telling me and my family to ‘go back to my country’ and other racist things, which i won’t mention because this isn’t about me rn.

again i am very very sorry, i don’t expect my former mutuals nor followers to forgive me, but just know that i have learned what i’ve done wrong and will never do anything like this again.

sending love and apologies to the people that were affected by my actions.

tw: themes of su*cidal thoughts.ᐟ loneliness.ᐟ depression.ᐟ

“i mean, what’s the point..” you let out a soft sigh without lifting up your gaze, you couldn’t stop the heavy feeling you had in your chest. the one that you’ve had for ever since you could remember.

“everyone always leaves.. forgets.” your lips trembled as you held back your tears. you knew the moment you’d look him in the eyes would be when you’d break, so you focused your gaze on your hands as you were scratching off your black nail polish, making it all cracked and patchy.

“have i or dean ever forgotten about you?” he asked softly, shifting in his spot, his brows frowned but eyes soft, looking at you with that typical worried puppy expression.

“you eventually will..” you sniffled, giving away that you’re on the verge of bursting into tears. “just like the rest.. it’s inevitable.”

darkness surrounded the both of you as you two sat at the edge of what seemed to be an abandoned bridge you found, legs hanging down, swinging loosely. the only source of light was the waxing gibbous moon and the accompanying stars spread out across the night sky.

sam found you here, alone. after running away from the motel room you, sam and dean shared. the location wasn’t far from.

now he was trying to convince you to stay, that you had reasons to continue moving forward, that you weren’t a burden or a problem like you always claimed to be due to your shitty upbringing.

he sat here with you to remind you that life was indeed worth living because you had him and dean by your side, supporting and helping you through whatever demons you were battling inside. the kind of demons you couldn’t simply defeat with salt and an exorcism.

ahhhh thank you so much 🥺💞

i’ve been fighting my period acne plus a cold rn so i just feel like shit, so the timing is crazy, but i needed that so tyyy 🫶

ilyyyy anon <3

hiii of course you can message me hun! <3

let’s make this clear; you don’t have to be a writer in order for you to yap with me (i’d hope that’s the case for most writers here but i can’t promise that)

so please don’t be shy to reach out if you wanna talk or yap about anything.

soldier boy (ben) x fem!reader | the boys

summary: ben gets this diabolical idea to tease and embarrass you in front of your friend hughie, as a way to remind you who you belong to

cw: 18+.ᐟ suggestive.ᐟ slight crack.ᐟ soldier boy being highly inappropriate & filthy.ᐟ ‘meat’ jokes.ᐟ vegetarian fem!reader.ᐟ

word count: 535

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soldier boy’s eyes lurked your way as he heard the sound of your laughter and chatter, which naturally meant you were having a lunch break with your best friend, hughie.

he felt a sharp pang of jealousy deep inside his chest. you were laughing, cutely giggling even – and that was thanks to another guy, the cumguzzler.

he was no real man, and definitely not your man. so how dare he make you laugh like that.

his eyes darted at hughie with hidden envy before letting himself silently observe you munching on your rabbit food – a salad with falafels or some shit like that.

i am not entirely sure when i’ll be back, as i also have stuff behind the scenes going on which i won’t get into.

but i hope to be back for spring time or so, i still have some drabbles & headcanons from last year sitting in my drafts so i might just post those in the meantime of my break, we shall see.

thank you for all the love and support this account receives from yall, it does keep me going knowing that there are people out there enjoying my work… but i just need some time away, that’s all.

and once i’m back i’ll dive into all your requests, i promise i haven’t forgotten nor am i ignoring them.

love u all <3

it’s one of the worst ways for an active person to die..

“a dancer dies twice – once when they stop dancing, and this first death is the more painful.” — martha graham

it’s just truly heart breaking to witness as an active person myself…

but he fought to the very end despite it all – which is extremely admirable.

he was (and still is) a great example for his family, friends and fans — to never give up and to fight to the very end no matter what, even if there is no hope.

eric you will be truly missed and most importantly never forgotten. you’ve left behind a legacy that will stay with us.