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dating dbf!Sam Winchester

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"Sam, I'm fine! We can go!" You started to attempt to get out of your hospital bed and Sam quickly reached out and put his hand on your arm.
"Stop," he said.
"But I'm fine! I'll prove it to you. Fight me!"
He stared at you, incredulous. "No," he said with a sigh.
"Why not?"
"Because we're in the hospital and you just had abdominal surgery."
You crossed your arms and pouted, falling back into the pillow and immediately wincing.
Sam stood up and shook his head, giving you a fond smile and adjusting the pillow behind your back. "I promise I'll fight you as soon as the doctor says it's okay."
"You're just scared I'll beat you..."
"Sure. Let's go with that," he said, sinking down in the chair beside you again.
PLEASEEEEE thoughts on a boss!sam x reader now?? 🫦
okay this ones slightly easier for me because I think I get more of a vibe of what boss!Sam would be like...
✮ boss!Sam starts off with small touches, hand on the small of your back when he walks past, fingers brushing yours when you hand him his coffee
✮ boss!Sam offers you innocent smiles and polite words every time you're around, hoping you're naive enough not to realize he already has his sights set
✮ boss!Sam welcomes you into his office one day with a clear proposal- you're not gonna get fired if you say no to him, but saying yes would help your career a lot
✮ boss!Sam who looks so innocent no one suspects your new personal development meetings are actually just excuses to get you on your knees in his office every time he's feeling stressed
✮ boss!Sam gets off on fucking you on every surface in the office, he likes the images of you moaning and begging to follow him around
✮ boss!Sam doesn't punish you for getting things wrong, he rewards you for getting things right. Going down on you for good work with shareholders, fingering you every time you write up a report correctly, letting you cum only when you do something right for him
✮ boss!Sam who pretends he's doing it all for you but he's actually just a sick fuck who enjoys making you work for it
✮ boss!Sam who slowly trails his hand up your thigh under the table during meetings. By the time it finishes you have two of his long thin fingers slowly thrusting into you. Then he just pulls them out and leaves you needy for the rest of the day
✮ boss!Sam who doesn't let the sex get in the way of hard work, he makes you read out reports while he's got you bent over the desk, fucking you so deep you won't be able to sit down tomorrow
✮ boss!Sam who likes it slow- he rolls his hips into you just to make you feel every inch as you stretch around him. It doesn't last long, he always ends up fucking into you until you feel like you're going to break
Dating Sam Winchester aesthetic
I love Sam so much
Creds to @s0ullesslullab1es for the inspiration
If you ever read this
Sam Winchester x reader (gn)
Summary: after years of knowing each other Sam truly believes that there’s nothing you would keep from each other, even if it was hurting you. But over the past few weeks you’ve seem to be trying so hard to keep everything out of you and Sams way and relax. Something’s not right, but what?
Warnings: established relationship, suicide note, major angst
Authors note: thank u to @localpanicattack for this idea, I hope you like it!!!!!
Sam had always believed he would know.
That was the thing about loving someone for as long as he had loved you.
You learned the smallest details.
The things no one else noticed.
The things that slipped through the cracks.
He knew the difference between your real laugh and the one you used when you were trying to convince everyone you were okay.
He knew the way you stole his hoodies and acted completely innocent when he asked where they went.
He knew the way your fingers searched for his in your sleep, like even unconscious you needed the reassurance that he was still there.
He knew the quiet moments.
The pauses before you answered questions.
The way your smile changed depending on whether it was genuine or forced.
The way you looked at him when you thought he wasn’t paying attention.
Sam knew you.
Or at least,
he thought he did.
Because that was the part that haunted him later.
The realization that someone could be standing right in front of you every day…
Could love you.
Could hold you.
Could tell you everything was going to be okay.
And still be carrying something so heavy they were slowly disappearing beneath it.
That morning, the bunker felt safe.
Normal.
The kind of normal hunters rarely got to have.
Music drifted softly from Dean’s room somewhere down the hall, and the smell of coffee had already filled the kitchen.
Sam sat in the library with a book open in front of him, though he hadn’t turned a page in several minutes.
Not when you walked in.
Not when he saw what you were wearing.
One of his hoodies.
Again.
He looked up.
And smiled.
Because somehow, no matter how many times it happened, it still made something warm settle in his chest.
“I’ve been looking for that.”
You glanced down at the oversized sweatshirt.
“Oh.”
A grin spread across your face.
“This old thing?”
“My favorite hoodie.”
“I know.”
“So…”
“So…”
“You planning on giving it back?”
You walked around the table until you were standing between his knees.
Then you leaned down and kissed him.
Slow.
Gentle.
Like there was nowhere else either of you needed to be.
Like the world outside the bunker didn’t exist.
When you pulled away, Sam rested his forehead against yours.
“I think that means no.”
“It absolutely means no.”
He laughed quietly before wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you onto his lap.
“You know,” he murmured, “you’re lucky I love you.”
You smiled.
“I know you do.”
“I really do.”
He kissed your forehead.
Then your temple.
Then the corner of your mouth.
“I love you.”
Your smile softened.
“I love you too.”
The words came easily.
Naturally.
Like they always had.
Sam never would’ve guessed that one day he would replay that moment over and over again.
Never would’ve guessed he would wonder how long you had been hurting while saying those words back.
The hunt that afternoon wasn’t anything unusual.
A simple salt-and-burn.
The kind of case they could handle without much trouble.
Dean complained the entire drive home.
Castiel disappeared the second they returned.
Everything felt ordinary.
Almost painfully ordinary.
By the time the bunker had settled down for the evening, Sam was exhausted.
You had disappeared somewhere to shower.
He had expected you to come back.
Expected you to curl up beside him on the couch.
Expected another quiet night where nothing happened.
Where everything was fine.
Dean interrupted those thoughts.
“Hey, Sammy?”
Sam looked up.
Dean held up a folder.
“Can you grab that old Men of Letters map from storage? Pretty sure Angel left it down there earlier.”
“I’ll find it.”
Dean nodded.
And Sam headed downstairs.
Not knowing that a few minutes later, everything he thought he knew about you would change.
The storage room was cluttered as always.
Boxes lined the shelves.
Old journals.
Weapons.
Stacks of dusty files no one had opened in years.
The kind of room where forgotten things went.
The kind of room where secrets stayed hidden.
Sam spotted the map sticking out from beneath a pile of books.
He reached for it.
And that was when something shifted above him.
A notebook slid from the shelf.
It hit the floor with a soft thud.
Sam froze.
For a second, he thought nothing of it.
Just another old journal.
Another piece of the bunker’s history.
Then he saw the cover.
Dark blue leather.
Worn edges.
Your initials pressed into the front.
His expression changed.
“…Angel’s.”
The name left his mouth quietly.
Almost like saying it louder would make the moment more real.
He stared down at the journal.
A strange pressure began building behind his ribs.
Not fear.
Not exactly.
Fear was something he understood.
Fear had a shape.
A monster.
A weapon.
A threat he could fight.
This was different.
This was the feeling of standing at the edge of something and knowing, somehow, that stepping forward would change everything.
His instincts screamed at him to leave it alone.
To put it back.
To respect the fact that this was yours.
Because he loved you.
Because trust mattered.
Because privacy mattered.
Because the last thing he ever wanted was to become someone who invaded the safe spaces you had created for yourself.
He reached down anyway.
Not to open it.
Just to move it.
Just to put it back where it belonged.
That was what he told himself.
But then he saw the paper tucked inside the front cover.
A folded piece of paper.
Carefully placed.
Not forgotten.
Not accidental.
Waiting.
His fingers hovered over it.
His heartbeat grew louder in his ears.
There was something about the way it was positioned that made his stomach twist.
Like you had left it there for a reason.
Like some part of you had wanted him to find it.
Or maybe some part of you had been afraid he would.
Slowly, he pulled it free.
There were only three words written across the front.
For Sam.
His stomach dropped.
The room suddenly felt too quiet.
Too small.
He stared at his name written in your handwriting.
His name.
Not Dean’s.
Not someone else’s.
His.
A thousand thoughts collided at once.
Was this a goodbye?
Was this something from before him?
Was he about to learn something you had been trying to hide?
His fingers tightened around the paper.
Slowly, carefully, he unfolded it.
And the moment he saw your handwriting, his heart began to race.
Because he knew that handwriting.
He knew the curve of every letter.
He had seen it on grocery lists.
On notes left beside his coffee.
On little reminders stuck to the fridge.
He had seen your words everywhere.
But never like this.
Inside were the words:
“If you ever read this… I’m sorry.”
Sam stopped breathing.
For a moment, the entire world narrowed down to those words.
Not the bunker.
Not the hunt.
Not the life he had built around you.
Just those five words staring back at him like a wound opening in real time.
Sorry.
The word felt impossible.
Wrong.
Like it belonged to someone else’s story.
Not yours.
Not his.
His eyes moved over the sentence again and again, desperate for some hidden meaning.
Some explanation.
Some reason that didn’t make his chest feel like it was collapsing.
But there was nothing.
Only your handwriting.
Only your apology.
Only the terrifying realization that you had written something meant for him when you were afraid he might need it.
His throat tightened.
His fingers went numb around the page.
Why were you sorry?
What had you been carrying that made you think you owed him an apology?
His eyes lifted toward the doorway.
For one desperate second, he almost called your name.
Not because he wanted answers.
Because he needed you.
He needed to hear your voice.
Needed to see you walk through that door and roll your eyes at him for looking so worried.
Needed you to tell him this was nothing.
Needed the world to go back to five minutes ago, before he knew there was a part of you he had never reached.
“…No.”
The word broke out of him before he could stop it.
A denial.
A plea.
A desperate attempt to hold reality back with nothing but a whisper.
But the silence stayed.
And the page stayed in his hands.
“If you’re reading this, then something must’ve happened… or maybe I just wasn’t brave enough to throw this away.”
Sam felt something inside him crack.
Because he knew you.
He knew the way you apologized when someone else bumped into you.
He knew the way you carried guilt that never belonged to you.
He knew the way you tried to make yourself smaller when you were afraid of being a burden.
And suddenly, every memory he had of you felt different.
Not changed.
Just incomplete.
Like he had been looking at a picture of you and never noticed the cracks running through the glass.
His hands trembled.
He should stop.
He should close the journal.
He should put it back exactly where he found it.
He should wait for you to tell him when you were ready.
But what if you never were?
What if you had spent every night beside him believing you were one mistake away from losing him?
What if you had been loving him while quietly preparing yourself to be left?
The thought nearly destroyed him.
Because Sam Winchester knew what it meant to lose someone.
He knew the helplessness of watching people slip away.
He knew the guilt of wondering what he could have done differently.
But this was worse.
This was realizing someone he loved had been hurting in silence while he held them and called them safe.
He had been so sure he knew you.
So sure that love meant seeing everything.
And now he was staring at proof that love could exist beside pain and still miss it.
His thumb turned the page.
The first sentence stole the air from his lungs.
“The greatest thing that’s ever happened to me was falling in love with you.”
For one fragile second, Sam smiled.
Because that was you.
That was the two of you.
A love that had felt impossible in a world that had taken so much from both of you.
A love he had trusted.
A love he had believed would be enough to keep the darkness away.
Then he read the next line.
And everything inside him went cold.
“The worst thing that’s ever happened to me… was believing you deserved someone like me.”
Sam went completely still.
His eyes moved faster.
Every time you tell me you love me…
“…a part of me wonders how long it’ll take before you realize you were wrong.”
His hands began to shake.
No.
No, that wasn’t possible.
Not you.
Not the person who laughed with him in the kitchen.
Not the person who kissed him goodbye before hunts.
Not the person who fell asleep against his chest like she trusted him with every broken piece of herself.
But the words kept coming.
And every sentence felt like another piece of the world he knew being ripped away.
“He’ll leave eventually.”
“He’ll get tired of you eventually.”
“You’re too much.”
“You’re not enough.”
Those thoughts never stop.
Sam’s vision blurred.
He blinked hard, but the tears came anyway.
Because suddenly he could see it.
All the moments he had missed.
All the times you had smiled while fighting something he couldn’t see.
All the times you had said you were fine because you thought needing help made you harder to love.
His hand pressed against his chest.
How many times?
How many times had you looked at him and wondered if he would leave?
How many times had he held you while you were afraid of losing him?
The pain of it was unbearable.
Because he would have spent every second of every day proving you wrong if he had known.
He would have told you until his voice disappeared.
He would have reminded you until you believed him.
You were not a burden.
You were not too much.
You were not something he tolerated.
You were the person he chose.
The person he loved.
The person he would have fought the entire universe for.
And yet,
you had been fighting yourself alone.
A tear slipped down his cheek.
Then another.
He didn’t wipe them away.
He couldn’t.
Because this wasn’t just sadness.
It was grief for every moment he couldn’t go back and fix.
Slowly, he turned the page.
And his heart stopped.
Because this wasn’t just a journal entry.
It was a goodbye.
Sam,
If you’re reading this, then I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I didn’t know how to say this out loud.
I’m sorry I let you believe I was okay when I wasn’t.
I’m sorry for every time you looked at me and saw someone worth saving, while I was still trying to convince myself I wasn’t worth staying for.
His grip tightened around the paper.
“No…”
The word barely escaped.
Because suddenly he understood.
This wasn’t about him not loving you enough.
This was about you not believing you could be loved at all.
And that realization broke something inside him that he didn’t know could break.
He kept reading.
Please don’t blame yourself.
I know you will.
That’s who you are.
You’ll search through every memory and wonder what you missed. You’ll wonder what you could’ve done differently.
But this was never because you didn’t love me enough.
You loved me more than anyone ever has.
The tears fell faster.
He moved the page carefully, almost desperately, like protecting the words could somehow protect you.
“You gave me a home when I didn’t think I deserved one.
You gave me a reason to smile on days when I forgot how.
You made me feel safe.
And I need you to know that.
I need you to know that loving you was the easiest thing I ever did.”
Sam covered his mouth.
A broken sound escaped him.
Because he could hear your voice in every word.
And somehow that made it worse.
He searched through every memory.
Every laugh.
Every kiss.
Every quiet moment where you rested against him.
Had you been saying goodbye without him knowing?
Had he been holding onto moments you were already afraid you wouldn’t have forever?
The thought hollowed him out.
Because Sam Winchester knew how to fight monsters.
He knew how to face demons.
He knew how to drag people back from impossible places.
But he didn’t know how to fight the voice inside your head.
He didn’t know how to save someone from a pain they had spent years hiding.
And for the first time in a long time,
Sam Winchester felt completely powerless.
He kept reading.
Because stopping meant accepting that this was all he had left.
Your words.
Your handwriting.
Your goodbye.
“I hope you know I tried.”
“I hope you know I fought.”
“I hope you know that every moment I spent with you was real.”
“Every kiss.”
“Every laugh.”
Every “I love you.”
“I meant all of it.”
His vision blurred again.
“You were the best part of my life.”
“Please don’t ever think you weren’t.”
“Please don’t let my goodbye become something that hurts you forever.”
“Remember me for the way I loved you.”
“Remember me for the way I laughed.”
“Remember me for the way I stole your hoodies and pretended I didn’t know where they went.”
A broken laugh escaped him through his tears.
It hurt more than crying.
Because even now,
Even here,
Even in the words you left behind,
You were still trying to make him smile.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t stay.”
“I’m sorry I couldn’t be as strong as you believed I was.”
“But I need you to know something.”
“You saved me.”
“You saved me every single day.”
“And I hope someday you believe that you were worth saving too.”
The room disappeared around him.
Sam leaned back against the shelf, the letter shaking in his hands.
The cold metal behind him pressed into his shoulders, but he barely felt it.
All he felt was the unbearable weight of loving someone he couldn’t reach in time.
All this time.
All this time you had carried this alone.
And he had been right there.
Holding your hand.
Kissing your forehead.
Telling you he loved you.
Never realizing that part of you was still waiting for him to leave.
His heart broke because his love for you had never been the problem.
It had never been missing.
It had never been small.
It was enormous.
It was everything.
And now it had nowhere to go except into grief.
Slowly, carefully, he folded the letter.
Like it was something fragile.
Like it was the last piece of you he had left.
He pressed it against his chest and shut his eyes.
For a moment, he couldn’t breathe.
He wanted to run upstairs.
He wanted to find you.
He wanted to hold you so tightly the world couldn’t take you away.
He wanted to tell you every cruel thing your mind had ever whispered was a lie.
He wanted one more chance.
One more conversation.
One more moment where he could look into your eyes and tell you that you never had to earn his love.
Then, barely above a whisper—
“…Baby…”
His voice shattered.
“I wish you’d told me.”
The storage room stayed silent.
No explanation.
No answer.
No chance to go back and notice sooner.
Only your goodbye sitting in his hands.
And somehow,
That hurt the most.
Sam didn’t remember leaving the storage room.
He didn’t remember putting the journal down.
He didn’t remember walking through the halls, didn’t remember the sound of his own footsteps, didn’t remember anything except the weight of your pain sitting in his hands.
One moment he was sitting on the cold concrete floor, your journal clutched against his chest like it was the only thing keeping him standing.
The next,
He was standing outside your bedroom door.
His hand hovered over the wood.
He was terrified.
Not of what he had read.
Of what he hadn’t known.
He wanted to knock.
He wanted to pretend he hadn’t seen the words you had hidden away.
He wanted to go back to yesterday, back to when he thought your tired smiles were real and your quiet moments were just exhaustion.
He wanted to be the version of himself who didn’t know how many nights you had cried alone.
Instead, he knocked softly.
“Angel?”
Your voice came from inside.
“Come in.”
He opened the door.
You were sitting cross-legged on the bed, still wearing his hoodie, a book open in your lap.
You looked so normal.
That was the part that hurt the most.
You smiled the second you saw him.
“Hey.”
The smile disappeared almost immediately.
“Sam?”
His eyes were red.
He hadn’t even tried to hide it.
You slowly set the book aside.
“What’s wrong?”
He looked at you for a long moment.
Like he was trying to memorize you.
Like he was afraid he had almost lost a part of you without ever knowing it was missing.
Then quietly, he held out the journal.
The color drained from your face.
“Oh…”
Your voice barely existed.
“You found it.”
“I wasn’t looking for it.”
“I know.”
Silence settled between you.
A heavy, painful silence.
The kind that comes when two people love each other but are both afraid of what the truth will change.
“I shouldn’t have read it,” Sam whispered. “I know that.”
You looked down at your hands.
“I never wanted you to.”
Another silence.
Then Sam crossed the room and knelt in front of you.
“You’ve been carrying all of this by yourself.”
Your eyes filled with tears.
“I didn’t know how to tell you.” You said, looking down at your lap.
Ashamed.
His voice broke.
“So you just decided to hurt alone?”
You shook your head quickly.
“No.”
“Then what?”
“I thought I was protecting you.”
His expression crumpled.
“Protecting me from what?”
You laughed weakly through your tears.
“From me.”
The words destroyed him.
You saw it happen.
You saw the pain cross his face.
“I don’t wanna live anymore Sammy.”
You shook your head before he could answer.
“My mind keeps telling me awful things, Sam.”
Your voice trembled.
“It tells me I’m not enough. It tells me one day you’re going to wake up and realize I’m too much work. It tells me you’ll get tired of loving someone who can’t always love themselves.”
Sam’s eyes filled.
“Some days it gets so loud that I don’t know how to fight it anymore.”
He reached for your hands.
You let him.
“I’ve been scared,” you admitted.
A tear slipped down your cheek.
“Not of you. Never of you.”
You looked at him.
“I was scared of what my own mind would convince me to believe.”
Sam squeezed your hands like he was afraid you would disappear.
“I love you more than anything.”
“I know,” he whispered.
“I just…”
Your voice broke.
“I don’t always know how to love myself.”
His face softened.
“You don’t have to prove you’re worthy of my love.”
“I know that here.”
You touched your chest.
“Here, I know.”
Then you tapped your temple.
“But here…”
Your voice became smaller.
“Here, I forget.”
Sam looked down, fighting back tears.
“Thank you for telling me.”
You shook your head.
“I didn’t.”
He looked back at you.
“You are now.”
You closed your eyes.
“I’ve had days where everything feels so heavy that I can’t imagine tomorrow.”
The room went quiet.
“I don’t want to lose you, Sam.”
Your voice cracked.
“I don’t want to leave this life forever. I don’t want to hurt you. I just get so overwhelmed sometimes that I don’t know how to make the pain quiet.”
Sam’s tears finally fell.
“I hate that you’ve been sitting with that alone.”
“I know.”
“You should have told me.”
“I was scared.”
“Of me?”
You immediately shook your head.
“No.”
Your fingers tightened around his.
“Of needing you too much.”
Sam looked heartbroken.
“You could never need me too much.”
You cried harder.
“You don’t have to hide it from me anymore.”
For the first time since he entered the room, you leaned forward and rested your forehead against his.
“I was so afraid you’d see me differently.”
Sam closed his eyes.
“I do.”
Your heart sank.
Then he whispered,
“I see how much you’ve been hurting.”
A pause.
“I see how hard you’ve been fighting.”
Another pause.
“And I love you even more because you survived every day you thought you couldn’t.”
You broke down against him.
And Sam held you like he was trying to make up for every moment you had ever felt alone.
For the first time in a long while,
You believed him enough to stop pretending.
Morning came slowly.
Neither of you had slept much.
The journal sat closed on the nightstand.
Neither of you touched it.
Not because it didn’t matter.
Because now you didn’t have to hide behind it anymore.
Instead, Sam sat beside you on the edge of the bed, your fingers intertwined.
“I’ve been thinking,” he said quietly.
You looked over.
“I can’t promise I’ll always know the right thing to say.”
A small, broken smile tugged at your lips.
“Neither can I.”
“But I can promise you this.”
He turned toward you completely.
“When it feels too heavy, you don’t have to carry it by yourself anymore.”
His thumb brushed over your hand.
“You don’t have to pretend you’re okay just so I don’t worry.”
Your eyes filled again.
“You don’t have to earn a place beside me.”
You looked away.
“I still have bad days.”
“I know.”
“And there will probably be more.”
“I know.”
You swallowed.
“You aren’t scared?”
Sam smiled sadly.
“I’m scared because I love you.”
He brushed a tear from your cheek.
“I’m scared because I know how much pain you’ve been hiding.”
A pause.
“But loving someone isn’t leaving when things get hard.”
His voice softened.
“It’s staying.”
You let yourself cry.
Not because the pain was gone.
Not because everything was suddenly fixed.
But because for the first time, you weren’t crying alone.
He wrapped his arms around you, holding you close.
“I’m here,” he whispered.
“As many times as you need to hear it…”
He held you tighter.
“I’m here.”
You nodded against his shoulder.
Outside, the world hadn’t changed.
There were still monsters to hunt.
Still battles waiting.
Still long roads ahead.
Still difficult days that would come without warning.
But something had changed.
The silence between you no longer held secrets.
It held trust.
It held honesty.
It held two people choosing each other, even on the days when one of them couldn’t choose themselves.
And maybe healing wasn’t waking up one morning and feeling completely okay.
Maybe healing was having someone beside you when you weren’t.
And that was the first step toward tomorrow.
If you or someone you know ever feels overwhelmed by thoughts of not wanting to keep going, you don’t have to face that alone. Reaching out to someone you trust or a mental health professional can make a real difference. (I’m lowkey a hypocrite but wtv)

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An Entire Plan Just To Have You
Pairing: Pervert!Sam Winchester x Female Reader
Summary: When Sam has feelings for you but lacks the courage to tell you, there is only one thing he can do: come up with a plan to get you two together—and it starts tonight.
Word Count: 1,124
Tags/Warnings: mentioning of panties kink, Sam being his usual methodical self, kinda Dark!Sam
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Word count: 7k
Summary: She leans against the dark wood of the bar, seemingly lost in thought. You watch her shamelessly: dark chestnut curls spilling over her shoulder, a few loose strands veiling her face. Her dark-blue tank top exposes strong arms as she props herself on the counter. She isn't particularly tall, but she isn't short either. The air in the tavern suddenly feels thinner, charged with a new kind of static. You don't know her name or her story. But as the back-bar light catches her, one thing hits you with startling clarity. She looks like your quick decision.
Warnings: very explicit, minors do not interact <3
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It had been ages since you'd done anything that didn't involve a spreadsheet or a polite nod of agreement.
For a long time, you'd played the part to perfection: the golden child, the star student, the ever-reliable employee. You had become a master of the mundane, living a life so careful that you'd almost forgotten the sound of your own pulse, the feeling of adrenaline all but a fiction for you. The weight of being 'good' had started to feel less like a virtue and more like a cage.
Tonight though, the cage door is off its hinges.
You wander through the dry air of downtown Marbella, streetlights casting long, amber shadows across the pavement. You're not looking for anywhere specific, just an exit. You want a lapse in judgment — something reckless, something loud, something stupid.
You turn a corner and there it is: a splash of crimson bleeding into the night. Three vibrant red awnings flare against the pale stone of the building like a siren. The Tavern, it's called. It looks like the sort of place where people live second lives, where the constraints of the outside world can't quite get in. That's how you know this is the place.
Inside, the air shifts, heavy with aged wood, hops, and a hint of spice. The bar is a chaotic masterpiece: cluttered shelves, bottles in every colour climbing toward the ceiling, hanging glass tankards catching the low white light. A hand-lettered sign over the till declares that credit cards aren't welcome here. This is a place for cold cash and quick decisions.
And then, you see her.
She leans against the dark wood of the bar, seemingly lost in thought. You watch her shamelessly: dark chestnut curls spilling over her shoulder, a few loose strands veiling her face. Her dark-blue tank top exposes strong arms as she props herself on the counter. She isn't particularly tall, but she isn't short either. The air in the tavern suddenly feels thinner, charged with a new kind of static. You don't know her name or her story. But as the back-bar light catches her, one thing hits you with startling clarity.
She looks like your quick decision.
Which character should my next fic be about
Sam Winchester
Dean Winchester
Spike (William the Bloody)
(also I'm taking requests <3)