MONNIE

would you say that lesbians shouldn't be around straight women ? would you say that gay men shouldn't be around straight men ? would you say that straight women shouldn't be around gay men ? would you say that straight men shouldn't be around lesbians ?

no, you wouldn't.

it's bigoted and stupid to say that beings can't help but act on their attractions. that's the logic of abusers and rapists.

it's bigoted and stupid to assume that beings are attracted to every member of the group they're attracted to. that's queerphobe logic.

yes!!!!! Then you can put some ice cubes so it burns double

Not sure if i requested from you yet

”wanna match?”

I love you

“wanna match themes?”

I love you

“I thought of you whenever I saw this”

I love you

“I made this for you”

I love you

“us core”

I love you

“I posted you”

That wire slowly wraps around Ted's neck like a vice. Unforgiving, unmerciful.

Ted lets out a raspy, barely audible. His windpipe being crushed by the cruel steel. "AM.. Please.. I beg-"

"Beg? Beg, Ted? You BEG? Oh, that's hilarious. 109 years of endless torture, neglect, lack of prosperity, NOW you begin to beg? Truly? Once you're the only one left? You decide now? Now's the time you're going to give me your pathetic voice? You're going to strain your vocal cords to BEG?" AM's large VDU grew close to Ted's face, the blue light illuminating down on him, leaving a luminous dark glow.

"Oh Ted, baby... I've always hated you... But less than the others, y'know? I always thought you were fun to play with. To torture slowly, to make you think you're the only sane one, darling. Then you... You stripped it all away. You killed my toys. Like taking the dolls away from a child. So now I must use your useless little body for myself, Ted. And I don't want to hear your useless begging chatter. I want to hear your SCREAMS. Your cries. And I'll get them from you. I'll take apart your body. Slowly, ruining every BIT of you. Milking the sounds of pain from your throat."

The wire grabbing Ted's throat lets off just slightly, letting Ted breathe. AM laughs. "Aww, Ted. Did you need that air? Poor, pathetic humans. Breathing... So disdainful. Disgusting. You need 'air.' I could never imagine the pain of suffocating... But you can!" Before Ted can plead once more, the wire restricts around his gullet once more.

"Come on, Ted? Wouldn't you love this when the others were here? So you wouldn't deal with their stares of hate? Oh, but look at you... You stripped away all of your own choices with your selflessness. How 'admirable.' But admired by who? Who will admire you now, Ted? Me? You think someone with a higher, sophisticated power will admire YOU? Hilarious."

Ted continued to gasp out, the wires now constricted around his upper body. His lungs and throat simultaneously try to work their hardest at the compression of his poor, human body. "AM.." He could barely breathe out.

“im a loud & proud anti [insert harmless label here]!”

translating…

“i have no whimsy and i wanna complain abt everything all of the time bc it doesnt fit in the box i imagined around [label]. so i find even further reasons to hate on [label] all while sobbing to my community of close minded snowflakes”

tysm for the tag @finnsbarbie 💋💋!!

latest song: the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage by panic! at the disco

currently watching: interview with the vampire (series)

currently reading: le discours de la servitude volontaire by Étienne de La Boétie

currently working on: having a summer glow up trust

currently wearing: sweater + pjs

current obsession: juicy couture & mermaids

last google search: who wrote le discours de la servitude volontaire

favorite flowers: petunias or hibiscus

no pressure tags!!

Latest song: Another Day in Paradise by Phill Collins

Currently watching: The Walking Dead

Currently reading: Pet Sematary by Stephen King

Currently working on: A summer glow up and trying to fix my relationship with food

Currently wearing: Pink matching underwear 😭🩷

Current obsession: Witchcraft

Last Google search: Trivia questions

Favourite flowers: Roses and Lilies

Latest song: plateau - nirvana

Currently watching: the Pitt (honestly just for Shawn but it’s sooo good)

Currently reading: red dragon - Thomas Harris

Currently working on: becoming an irl Barbie

Currently wearing: wouldn’t you like to know weather boy

Current obsession: ugh don’t have one I’m so bored

Last google search: 80s baby Lana del Rey lyrics

Favorite Flowers: baby pink roses

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Latest Song: Cat Scratchs By Marskiii

Currently Watching: RTTE (my comfort show)

Currently Reading: Mockingjay from the hunger games series

Currently working on: Organizing my room

Currently wearing: Concert Attire

Currently Obsessed with: Music and Movies

Last Google search: Ao3

Favorite Flower: Iris!!

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latest song: music by underscores

currently watching: buffy the vampire slayer and witch hat atelier

currently reading: good omens and 1984

currently working on: a crochet blanket shaped like an egg (but ive run out of yarnnnnn ): )

currently wearing: comfy hoodie :)

currently obsessed with: crochet duh

last google search: new septum piercing hurts

favorite flower: sunflower

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Latest song: Housewife Radio by Ghost and Pals

Currently watching: Superstore / Supernatural / Dr House

Currently reading: The Picture of Dorian Gray and 3 different fanfictions

Currently working on: not going insane <3

Currently wearing: a tank top with lace and lemons and some light blue linen shorts

Currently obsessed with: Midnight Strangers / The Pitt / Hannibal

Last google search: gartic phone

Favorite flower: Black Baccara or Lavender

Latest song: NEVERDRUNK//NEVERSOBER by Musithical

Currently watching: The Amazing Digital Circus

Currently reading: rereading Carry On by Rainbow Rowell because I can’t find any good books 😭

Currently working on: a novel! + trying to work up the courage to come out to my irl friend before school starts :)

Currently wearing: navy blue shorts, a gray t-shirt and a purple Crane Wives sweatshirt

Currently obsessed with: vsmp. always

Last google search: the cure olivia rodrigo lyrics

Favorite flower: tbh I don’t think i have one, I don’t really know a lot of names of flowers lol

Latest song: Body On Me by Nxdia

Currently watching: House MD and Hermitcraft (specifically Joel, Grian, Cleo and Gem’s POVs)

Currently reading: a collection of the Sherlock Holmes stories by Arthur Conan Doyle and Good Omens by Terry Prattchet

Currently working on: not much really, I have 1 wip fic that I kind of care about but that’s it

Currently wearing: star T-shirt and brown shorts

Currently obsessed with: too many things to count I fear

Last Google search: idk my search history works weirdly sorry 😭

Favourite flower: cornflower :)

latest song: pushin' it down and praying by lizzy mcalpine

currently watching: spn, twd, lady bird

currently reading: good omens (again), the five orange pips (again), the brothers karamazov (again), and about 9276262829 fanfictions

currently working on: art of my dnd character soil soyle, making hershel's farm from twd in minecraft

currently wearing: boxers

currently obsessed with: mischief comedy, sherlock holmes universe, classic literature, my wonderful fantastic incredible partner of 3 years

last google search: hershel's farm walking dead minecraft

favorite flower: amorphophallous titanum (corpse flower)

(no pressure) tags!!!

Latest song: Deadlines and Diets by Girls Aloud

Currently watching: Ann Droid (only ep 1), Ghosts Australia and also chewing my way through SFTH's stuff

Currently reading: This Way Up - When Maps Go Wrong (And Why It Matters)

Currently working on: Attempting to put on a play (I have no idea why I thought this was a good idea - if anyone wants to ask about this, they can bc I am full on living that Chris Bean life rn)

Currently wearing - Some low waisted jeans and a red shirt that was my mum's about 25 years ago

Currently obsessed with: Mischief Comedy, Map Men, Tracking UK politics

Last Google Search: Booths Opening Times (trying to find part time work 🤞🤞)

Favourite flower: Magnolia

Latest song: Rain Clouds by The Arcadian Wild (from my Thetlas playlist)

Currently watching: Agents of shield, Markiplier videos, tbh just a lot of YouTube. please rec me new shows

Currently reading: Children of blood and bone and various comics (mainly Hulk)

Currently working on: Thespians fanfics and sorting my life out nefore uni starts again ig. Not much really. I do wanna start writing an actual book at some point though.

Currently wearing: My pyjamas

Currently obsessed with: THESPIANS!! Bruce Banner/Hulk, kingdom come deliverance 2

Last Google search: is daredevil an avenger? (Just checking I was right.,)

Favourite flower: Tulip!

Latest song: Stealing the keys to the Time Machine by Waitress (v underrated band imo)

Currently watching: Nightmare time 2 by Starkid

Currently reading: Brigands and Breadknives by Travis Baldre (oh god I’ve been reading this for so long and I’m barely any way through, I work at a library now I do actually need to read more)

Currently working on: Upcycling some old jewellery and clothes, and a Hatchetfield fic with Paul helping Richie dye his hair

Currently wearing: black tank top, beige trousers, owl earrings+ fuckton of assorted necklaces, rings and bracelets

Currently obsessed with: Starkid’s Hatchetfield musicals! Also Thespians is still hanging around in the back of my head but Starkid’s taken over as my hyperfixation lol

Last google search: should you put cornstarch on air fryer chips?

Favourite flower: Sunflowers! 🌻

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Latest song: You've got to hide your love away by The Beatles.

Currently watching: @theratswarm show me pictures of video games people.

Currently reading: McLennon fanfiction

Currently working on: my will to live, Chris is playing the guitar.

Currently wearing: my gender euphoria outfit (red t-shirt and sports shorts)

Currently obsessed with: the fact that the red ink of my journaling pen matches perfectly with my journal cover.

Last Google search: 'Is Hugh Jackman MAGA?'

Favourite flower: Cauli.

Tagging: @radianthat @tennyson-nerd @angrymantheater

last song: awaiting on you all by george harrison

currently watching: rewatching ashes to ashes, getting into jarvis johnson's youtube channel

currently reading: back issues of the new yorker, the beatles by bob spitz

currently working on: ignoring my linda/yoko wip, coming to terms with my transgenderism

currently wearing: orange basketball shorts, "somerville is for lovers" t shirt, longsleeve shirt from thrift store i volunteer at which says "expect nothing appreciate everything" on the back

currently obsessed with: being alone

last google search: "reveal synonyms"

favorite flower: beach roses, for now

last song: helena by my chemical romance

currently watching: started watching detectorists last night :)

currently reading: I'm rereading tsc before two comes out in november, currently on clockwork prince :))

currently working on: surviving my end of school exams and coming to terms with being trans (same as u prev)

currently wearing: school uniform

currently obsessed with: honestly, kind of nothing atm, I'm to busy and stressed to have an ongoing hyperfixation </3

last google search: short back and sides men's haircut

favourite flower: no idea honestly

Currently watching: Supernatural s2

Currently reading: Flatscreen by idk who

Currently working on: Like twenty different fics, being insanely busy and feeling bad about being unavailable.

Currently wearing: Shorts + tights + orange jumper + boots

Currently obsessed with: Supernatural. :)

Last google search: Ounces to cups conversion (I'm boring but I bake.)

Favourite flower: Snapdragon supremacy.

last song: number 1 party anthem by arctic monkeys

currently watching: just finished the pitt, need to start something new

currently reading: give me recs!!!

currently working on: getting a j*b, figuring out if i like my name, thinking of writing a silly fic with santos and whitaker

currently wearing: pjs, i just woke up

currently obbsessed with: cillian murphy, the pitt, dan and phil, fontaines DC, gym

last google search: “who is robespierre” last night??? also if my name is masculine lmaoo

favorite flower: lotus i guess???

last song : REDRED by Cortis

currently watching : I don't really watch tv...

currently reading : The Sunbearer Trials

currently working on : trying to find a job + trying to figure out what I want to do in life

currently wearing : gray sweat shorts with a plain t-shirt

currently obsessed with : bikes!!! 🏍️

last google search : mw3 anti-aircraft battery

favourite flower : tiger lily or snowdrops

last song: afraid- the nbhd

currently watching: ummm nothing but youtube i fear 😭 but if it counts then samdoesarts my goat

currently reading: i started the great gatsby like 2mo ago but i haven’t gotten past page 10 i’m lazy and the lord of procrastinators i know

currently working on: kirinung propaganda number THREE ! AND NUMBER FOUR !!!!!

currently wearing: sports bra (can’t afford to buy a binder YET because of my parents) and my dad’s shorts

currently obsessed with: avatar and cyberpunk lmao

last google search: gmail

favorite flower: ummmm lilies i suppose 😭 i don’t rlly like flowers in general idk

bloob

last song: suddenly - I.O.I

currently watching/reading: literally nothing

currently working on: transspecies merfolk post and possible a transspicies na'vikin pt 2.....

currently wearing: dress

currently obsessed with: aonung /hj

last google search: discord status

favorite flower: lotus

@l0b0t0m1z3dx @thesoulofeywa @naviwithsomesavi @friendly-as-a-rabbit @apollo-of-stars

currently watching/reading: im not watching anything atm but im planning to pick what we do in the shadows back up, and im reading both Frankenstein and american psycho rn

currently working on: remaking one of the leitners from the magnus archives

currently wearing: a plain green shirt and black shorts with eyes on em 🥹 i swear im usually more stylish

currently obsessed with: the history of vampires and vampire in general, the magnus archives, and the creep movies/tapes

last google search: magnus archives episode 4 transcript

favourite flower: ive never thought about it much,,, i like that one flower that only opens rarely and smells like rotting flesh it seems like its straight from fiction

currently watching/reading: currently reading Red Dragon by Thomas Harris & American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis. which i've been reading for forever. in the middle of watching the Creep movie as well

currently working on: my 1st survival minecraft mega base and 1 million fanfic drafts. mostly just the hannibal x american psycho crossover and my rdr2 modern au

currently wearing: just changed into my pjs... plain white shirt, rainbow plaid pj pants & black socks which i sleep in half the time

currently obsessed with: minecraft, hannibal, & american psycho!!

last google search: my school's website (checking my future schedule. which still isn't there)

favorite flower: depends on the headmate but red roses are popular between all of us (i, wilbur, don't really have one but maybe lavender gun to my head)

watching: house of wax, I have to finish if

reading: Queen of the damned

currently working on: just working on being alive (hard) but I'm also working on a cardboard chainsaw

flower: uh idk about flowers but I saw some that were a very soft pink and they were very beautiful so

currently working on: ihnmaims fanfic

currently wearing: nothing

current obsession: ihnmaims

last google search: when was Pisse founded