I think my feelings for you are genuinely fading away. I thought Iβd never get over you, but now I find myself deleting those pictures, deleting those little memories, traces of you are slowly leaving my heart. The butterflies are fluttering away, the blush on my cheeks is disappearing, the idiot grin I had when I thought of you is turning into a blank expression.
Iβm starting to feel grateful that it didnβt work out, when just months ago I was heartbroken over it. Iβm realizing how wrong you are for me, how damaging my feelings for you were, just overall how bad the situation was.
But the thing is, if I could go back and make it so that I never liked you in the first place, I wouldnβt change it. The whole experience taught me so many lessons that if it werenβt for how it played out, I wouldnβt have learned. So thank you, for being both the best and worst person that I have fallen for.