RENOVATIO

When life gets rough. Never let it keep you down. Forgive forget and move on. Even if you don't agree with something, say what you mean kindly because you are entitled to feel how you feel and explain why. I don't react like I should when I get hurt or told things I don't want to hear, and I am always regretful and apologetic rom the bottom of my heart every damn time. But I've gotten better with it and still have a lot to work on. Im not perfect. I know that. I never claimed to be. Nobody is. But I stick to my word. 110"%;;;;;I've always been too kind hearted of a person and people can take advantage of that. Anything is possible if you want it bad enough. With persistence, honesty, patience, faith and courage. Without them, we can't become good people. With them; we can master anything. I decided two months ago who my family was. And swore to never give up on them no matter what. unless after years, my mental and physical health prove Im in a toxic situation I make a change. But never once did i think or want to give up on them. If I didn't hunk it would ever work and the issues we had couldn't be responded loved over time, I wouldn't have opened my self up and put myself vulnerable situation again. Not once did I have a doubt we could make things work and know a happy healthy family would be built from nothing with my child, and i know it won't happen in a week, a month, whatever, and I was and still am willing to do whatever I have to. Rome wasn't built in one day. Im sure many people gave up building it, but the ones that stuck around, l could do not again with their eyes closed. I can't 100% say I know who the love of my life is, well 2 now, and never once did or do I doubt being together is the best possible option, if both sides want it the same, if not oh well. Just never give up, look at the big picture and always forgive. #ILoveYou #Family #ImSorry #Dedication #BeHumble #BeThankful #PublicApology #SometimesIThrowATantrum #NeverAgain #MyFeelingsAreWack (at Lafayette, Louisiana)

Holler at me.

Lyrics are everything. #RIP (at Lafayette, Louisiana)

Hit up my boy @barberkizzle for all your barber needs. Detail and Service is fantastic, does exactly as you say and ask no matter what, and won't let you leave until your cool with every square inch. You can tell him this isn't short enough blah blah, whatever it is 10 times over and he's got you. Poor mans is like my therapist.. Much love and thanks for all the effort and being a positive influence to me. 🙏🏻 Glad I can call you a homie and know you're good people without a doubt. Also That chin strap came out A1 but now he has me embracing the "dad beard" and reshaping my hair so I can let my hair grow long and wear man buns😂 Can't wait to get back in the seat....✂️💈 #Lafayette #Barber #Kizzle #LineGame #Fade #Parlor #ParlorDowntown (at Parlor)

Idk what I would do without these baby girls. I just need a Beamer Now, Boy. #BeamerBoy #Babies #Relating #FoodPorn

Lyrics are everything. #RIP (at Lafayette, Louisiana)

❤️ #Rosie #Rosay #TooLit (at Moncus Park)

My favorite big dummy. #Rosie #Rosay #PitbullThings #AmericanBully #Staffy (at Moncus Park)

FR tho. It's always something new right when I feel like I made some progress I get kicked right back down. 2018 is NOT going to be anything like 2017 was. Ps: All I want for Christmas is a real best friend. #INeedARideOrDieHomie #ItsATwoWayStreet #WtfMoments #SomebodyHugMe #INeedABackRubTooWhileYoureAtIt #AndAMillionDollars #DearSanta (at Lafayette, Louisiana)

I wish my little buddy was in town. I need his laughs more than ever right now. #LittleEmling #Kemper #PuppyDogsAreTight #SnugPlug #BestNephewInTheWorld #CuteBoi

🔵🔥Loving the color flops of thisnpaint in light and dark...🔥🔵 #DasBae #Infiniti #Q60S #VQNation #VQKrewe #CustomPaint #DrippinWet #StayGlossy #HartlessCustoms #TheAutoClinicLA #AtlantisBlue #RefinisherPorn #PPG #Waterborne #EnviroBase (at Hartl3ss Customs)

Finishing up the little details for my Infiniti Q60S this week. Front bumper is painted; Two Toned the fog light pockets gloss black and it looks awesome especially when I get the lip kit in (the top lip should've been black all the way across but I'll just throw some gloss black pinstripe tape over it to see if it looks better). Just have to reassemble both doors, headlights once painted and re double side tape all the emblems and badges after I test out colors with removable AutoFlex paint. Also going to refinish the stock wheels to match for the time being until I figure out what route I'm going with suspension and wheels. Also Redoing the brake calipers in either yellow or the same blue in the near future. Once the car is assembled completely I'll be step sanding the whole car with 1000, 1200, 1500, 2000, 3000 grit sandpaper on blocks and buffing it out to prep it for 10+ Layers of #CeramicPro #9H This will be plenty enough protection and enhancement for right now since I can't afford the material to wrap the whole car in #XPEL clear bra once it's finished lol. It's very important to preserve it now before it sees too much sunlight so I can maintain better than brand new condition of the color and gloss of the finish. Huge shoutout and thanks to @hartl3ss_customs for putting up with my ideas and bugging him about it constantly but it came out perfect and I can't wait to re do it red next year...😉😂 #HartlessCustoms #VQNation #CustomPaint #RefinisherPorn #PPG #PPGPaint #EnviroBase #BMWAutoColor #AtlantisBlue #Complete #CompletePaintJob #PaintShop #Lafayette #Louisiana #BodyShop #Automotive

The last two are a visual representation of how I am in the mornings. I can see where my animals get it from now... 😂😂 Also Rosie just hopped in the shower with me last night so I guess that's a frequent thing now. Easiest dog to bathe..I wish I got tucked in like anubis does when I'm getting up. Lol #Spoiled #AnimalHouse #EnglishStaffy #AmericanBully #Pitbulls #PitbullsOfInstagram #Anubis #Rosie #Trish (at Lafayette, Louisiana)

My car is slowly coming together. I can't wait to see it together. Z💦 #DasBae #BuiltNotBought #Inifniti #Q60S #HartlessCustoms #AtlantisBlue #BMWAutoColor #PPG #PPGRefinishing #RefinisherPorn #DetailersOfInstagram #TheAutoClinicLA #CeramicPro #VQNation #VQKewe (at Auto Clinic LA.)

Today was the greatest day in my entire life so far. Actually seeing and hearing the heartbeat of your first child is one of the most astounding things I've experienced so far and it all didn't hit me until I heard it. I'm more excited to see this little bean sprout over the next few months than I have been for anything ever. (Even car related) 😂 #ComingSoon #LittleEmling #June2018 #MiniHuman #MyEyesAreWet #AnActuallDaddy #Offspring #GangGang #FamBam #LifeIsWeirdSometimes (at Women's & Children's Hospital)

I found these old pictures of tiny pupper Rosie the day I picked her up and I can't help but miss@how precious and innocent she was. What happened?! 😂 However the tables have turned 6 Months Later and now she smothers me in my sleep rather then me being paranoid I would smother her being she was so tiny, and as for Madeline, Rosie used to ride on her lap in the car, but now she’s almost big enough for Mads to ride her. 😂 She still thinks she’s that tiny trying to lay on top of you wherever and whenever she can. I love my lil pupper so much words cannot explain… Stop growing!😭❤️ & Not too long from now there will be a new "pupper" in the family. I CANNOT wait. 👶🏻 Updates #ComingSoon ... #NewBeginnings #FamBam #PupperLove #GrowingTooFast #NewAdditions