finally went to a kink rave
I have two strict rules whenever I go to an event alone: stay at least an hour, and talk to at least 3 people I don't know.
so I was doing that, and the night was kinda lame, not quite getting going yet but i was tired, and I was set on my final person to talk to being a really cute older bear I'd been noticing all night. I complimented him on his leather garter - he made it!! - and we got to talking very naturally.
we chatted about leather, and craft, and movies; I mentioned "the descent" is one of my favorites, and he asked if I was claustrophobic.
"no, I actually love tight spaces. if I can squeeze myself in somewhere nice and snug, I'll be happy."
he eyed me and asked if I liked rope. I stuttered, not having thought of it that way. when I've been tied before, it's been lose and decorative, not very functionally restrictive.
so we got to talking about things we like... he's a soft dom, and one who likes to give masochists pleasure. I needed to kiss him so bad at this point lol so i asked if he wanted to play.
his only rules were he wouldn't slap on the face, and that I couldn't call him "daddy" (that is reserved for his spouse).
fuck it's been so long since I've been confidently, lustfully handled by someone who knows what they want and how to give me what I need. the way he appreciated, and handled, my body, not shyly at all, but firm and strong and competent, was intoxicating. I felt seen and desired as i was. I loved touching his round firm belly, his nipples, his wiry hair.
he tied me up. he said he was a novice, and they were simple harnesses, but his ability to improvise was impressive to me! he bound my tits first, in a way I thought might make me dysphoric, but I just...felt hot. he slapped my chest and warmed me up nicely, then started tying down my belly. he looped the rope between my legs and finished the tie binding my wrists behind my back.
and then he beat me until his (home-made, admittedly first attempt, but MEAN) paddle broke.
he retied my hands, this time in front of me, and slapped me around until I was bent over and shaking. then we just made out a lot and I fumbled my hands down between us to stroke him as best I could. we kept on like that until the lights went on. all I wanted was to get on my knees but held onto some of my dignity, lol.
he said his spouse would like me a lot 🥺 they're moving out of the country soon, but I hope to see him again. FUCKKK
the sun is coming up now. two life goals achieved: dance til dawn, and fuck an older bear.
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