Resurgam

let me get what I want please please please

wait. turns out that sometimes even when I get what I want it’s not enough

Does anyone know what to do when you have no ambition or hustle or grind but also need to make money to live when every career in the world is now a miserable rat race.

The thing about grief is that if you are vocally honest about how it feels you sound like someone about to be involuntarily committed

this shit goes so hard #yep #listening to music

how to become good at everything no practice no effort no motivation no passion no talent fast free

Stop warning me about mature content I'm literally an adult

crazy how quickly dust accumulates. i should be allowed to put my trinkets on a shelf and not touch them and they remain in perfect condition forever. dont even get me STARTED on the inside of a computer. why do i have to brush your teeth. youre technology.

Can we want more or is that not allowed?

wanting to vent a bit/being worried about privacy will have you posting like i'm dealing with issues and problems. situations have happened to me. and there are emotions i'm experiencing about this. or not. gotta keep 'em on their toes.

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

im not gonna argue with a tall woman, whatever you say (remembers that reducing women to the features i find attractive is misogynist and unbecoming) Autonomous Person Worthy Of Respect

me at any point in time: I have got to listen to more music I have got to watch more movies I have got to read more books I have got t

parents love giving you job hunting advice that's like Have you tried destroying and betraying yourself for nothing

crazy how much i could get done if i didn't have "doesn't want to do things" disorder

no dude it's so cool how attached you are to that character who is singled out and ostracized due to the external monstrousness that clashes with their internal spark of humanity. and i love how drawn you are to themes of horror and love, nature versus nurture, otherness, isolation, and the abject. i bet you have normal feelings about your own personhood