I can’t believe i actually did it!! I woke up several times during the night due to sleeping on a bloated bladder that I’d been holding for well over 12 hrs while drinking plenty of water and a large coffee. When i woke up at my alarm in the morning i jumped out of bed with one of the most painful urges to pee I’ve ever experienced that i had to grit my teeth and stamp my feet to get through. My belt, still locked around my waist on my jeans, sat heavily on my wildly overfilled bladder.
And then i got a phone call from my boss. It’s my day off, but i recently got a promotion and want to keep up my reputation as a hard worker, so i answered. Lo and behold, my boss needed me to come in for about an hour. I was agonizingly desperate but it wasn’t like i had much of a choice, it was either hold it through to the end or piss myself in front of my coworkers. I work at a spa, so occasionally we have new service providers who have to perform a certain number of practice services before they can provide to actual clients. So i have to go to work and get a free facial. It’s a nice perk, but not when i have 24hrs worth of pee pounding to get out of me.
Throughout the facial I’m getting pampered in a nice warm bed and being treated basically like a princess, meanwhile all i can think about is my huge bladder, overstretched, stuffed into my jeans and locked up tight. The entire thing was an exercise in concentration like I’ve never felt before. I can’t help but think about how whiny and desperate i felt the night before, cleaning the same room I’m currently pretending to relax in. I wanted nothing more than to beg the esthetician to let me off the table for a bathroom break, but i knew when i got in there I’d still be locked in my jeans. I would just have to hold it, no matter the pain.
At 11:30am I’m home from my appointment and I’ve been holding my pee in my tired lil bladder for a hair shy of 26 hours. The heavens smile upon me and I’m granted permission to finally, finally empty. The long-awaited release! I almost leak just thinking about it. All i have to do is… climb up onto a stool to stretch to reach my key on the tippy top cabinet. The act of climbing onto the stool nearly undoes me, every step to the bathroom is painful. I’m in a daze, overwhelmed by my need to pee. I struggle with the belt and lock and getting my clothes out of the way and a 10-second burst of pee explodes out of me.
Then my muscles clamp shut again and i bite my lip and moan. I can’t empty. I’ve been holding for so long that I’m totally locked up. I breathe deep and try my very hardest to push the piss out of me, forcing a few more sputtering releases that give only slight relief to my numb, heavy bladder. After a solid 2 minutes I’ve given up on feeling “empty”, and get off the potty, wishing i could have felt the incredible gusher i wanted to produce.
It takes me 5 or 6 more tries at the toilet to finally feel sufficiently emptied, and for the better part of the day I’m panged with sudden, overly desperate urges without much pee as the result. Over the course of a much needed break, the pain in my bladder slowly eases, it’s angry after being overworked.
When it’s time to lock back up again, i find myself on the edge of leaking, bursting to pee after only 5 ½ hours. Again, i have to ask for permission and wait patiently until it is granted. The need spikes from manageable to extreme in just a short length of time. Again, i go through the ordeal of climbing up to the cabinet and waddling to the bathroom, whining under my breath and bouncing up and down desperately as i work the lock and have to further compress my bladder in order to undo my belt. I can hardly get my clothes out of the way in time, and I’m finally rewarded with a delicious, strong spray of pee as soon as my butt hits the seat. I savor it, now fully recognizing the pleasure of relief after having been locked up for so long earlier in the day. A warm glow of relief washes over me, pure satisfaction.