safeword: "safeword", "stop", "red light"
check in signal: "pause", "check in", "🫨"
keep going signal: "💚", "green light", "thank you"
more/harder signal: "❣️", "ez"
my current role: submissive, bladder holder
i want: attention, praise, teasing, to be controlled
treat me like a: plaything, good girl, and cute slut
(updated may 2026) i want to be denied permission to pee 95% of the time, and controlled in some other way the other 5%. the signal that i need to pee immediately is "pretty please", but i may also pee without permission. if i do, it is encouraged to threaten punishments about it. i'll sometimes use parentheses to (talk like this) to clarify tone or intention.
about me: i'm a switch, age in my 30s, from north america. nonbinary tme bisexual & trans. this is a kink blog, so 18+ only.
pronouns: that one, they, it, or mirror pronouns. gender neutral or androgynous language is best, mix it up if you like.
i have an omo server on discord called the cuddle puddle. main rules: 18+ obviously, no age regression kinks, no incest kinks, no 'momm/y' or 'dadd/y' titles or roleplay, no sexualizing littles or kids, no art of minors. introduce yourself first, and within a couple of days a mod will grant access to the main channels.
omo challenge wheel: https://pickerwheel.com/?id=N8r9U
fict omo prompt wheel: https://pickerwheel.com/?id=eqM8h
i love interaction; anons, asks, reblogs, and replies are all good! the dm system doesn't like me, and i prefer keeping things semi-public here until i know someone better. communicate your limits too, especially titles and pet names. i love pet names 💖
B: object insertion, lingerie, dacryphilia, hard s&m, temperature play, costumes and uniforms, worship
C: petplay, feet, wax play, body writing, sneezing
top tier fantasies: being denied permission to pee, especially if it's until i beg/admit that i'm going to have an accident if i don't get permission. being told what to drink. being told to hold it all 'or else'. being told to leak a little. having to ask permission to cross my legs or hold my crotch. being told if i can't hold it/obey whatever holding rule, i'll be punished: i love funishment oh my god. i love being threatened with no toilet breaks or with lots more drinks and nowhere to relieve myself. praise! praise + humiliation! bondage predicaments!
also great: sexual omo. sharing fantasies. someone describing accidents or their own relief to make my desperation more urgent. talking about how full i must be and how much i'd love to pee. multiple doms giving me attention. multiple subs holding with me, competing for attention. sensory play. pressing or massaging my full bladder. mild intox. being told what to wear.
good: teasing about waterfalls, water sounds, etc. fantasies about consensual public stuff. golden showers. light s&m. sounding. holding contests. peeing somewhere besides a toilet. holding a long time. rapid desp. making me admit/explain what i want in detail. some watersports.
ok: 'you only want to pee, you don't need to.' measuring capacity (it's a lot. and therefore kind of a pain to measure)
ask first: 'you don't need to pee, you're not desperate, you just think you are' gaslight type teasing. unrealistic hold goals. holding indefinitely without a goal. short term no touch. pleasure denial / joi. piss drinking. overstim. hard s/m.
no: diap/ers or agep/lay. actual oppression or abuse, including under/age. orgasm denial.
i'm a fat trans person with a fat trans dick and 3 holes. i call my cunt a hole or a cunt but 'pussy' just doesn't do it for me. gender neutral, masc, or androgynous language preferred. you can switch it up, i'll let you know if i like/dislike something.
i have a wand vibe, several other vibes, several dildos, other toys and plugs, a stand to pee funnel, and a decent amount of bondage supplies that you should also feel free to ask me about
i love talking to people, even if you don't want to talk about sex or bdsm explicitly. i live in an apartment so i can't really do jumping jacks at 3am.
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DAILY AFFIRMATION EVEN IF IT MAYBE IS VISIBLE IT DOESN'T MATTER THIS IS FINE I'M FINE IT'S ALL FINE IT'S UNDER CONTROL JUST CAN I USE THE BATHROOM PLEASE
We basically walk around the house as nudists 80% of the time and we never close the door when we’re using the bathroom because we’re comfortable with each other and that stuff doesn’t bother us.
The second I open up to this man about my piss kink and he starts doing shit like:
I’m actively peeing on the toilet and he sees so he stops by and whispers in my ear that I’m doing a very good job (I also have a praise kink…)
He loves asking me if my bladder is full before/during sex
He’s always been very good about making sure I pee after sex as a good health/sex practice, but now he will lead me there or carry me there to watch me go
We shower together often and he’ll suggest if either of us has to pee we should go in the shower, for the environment of course… (and yes he’s let me hold it like a hose and it’s pretty awesome, highly recommend)
He’ll never be into golden showers or anything to do with touching pee in either direction, but y’know what that man is doing everything he can to play into my kink within his comfort zone and I fucking love him 😭❤️
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Hi Juliet! I’m very new to this, but I find your blog incredibly hot and it inspired me to start my first ever hold today… I was wondering if you could give me a challenge or just some advice? I really love the condescending or downright mean tone some of your posts have.
I’m almost done with my third bottle of water and there’s definitely some pressure in my tummy but it’s not unbearable yet. I keep wondering how it’ll happen and what it’ll feel like when I finally let go.
<3
awww hai sweetie <3
are you still holding? you still need a challenge baby? or just any advice you can get~
you want me to be mean to you?
i’m excited for you to feel it. i hope you wet yourself. that’s what i want most of all, you know? i want you to hold it for hours. squirming, fidgeting, trying to keep your hips relaxed, your knees shoulder length apart..
i want you watching porn, or listening to running water. i want you drinking water just to have something to do. i want you feeling needy, and helpless, and feeling completely out of your mind with desperation.
you need to pee. i want your opening twitching. i want your hands covering your crotch like a pathetic little toddler doing the potty dance. that’s what you want to be, right? so unbearably wanton, you can’t even think about anything other than trying not to humiliate yourself?
i hope you cry. and most of all, i hope you know how adorable you look doing all of that just to get yourself off on your own helplessness ~
I had a dream yesterday that the most adorable lanky, shy lil nerd was holding for me. He kept giving me the most pitiful looks when nobody was looking at us and quietly pleading with me when no one was around. At one point, the group we were with were about to leave the building we were at when someone asked if somebody could go up one of the floors and check something, and when I grabbed his hand and volunteered us I could feel him start trembling. I led him to an elevator around the corner and once we were out of sight, he jammed his hands between his legs and begged so very sweetly for me to help him. I slipped a hand into the pocket of his sweats and was able to squeeze his cock through the fabric. He curled in on himself and whined that even that wasn't enough and that he wasn't going to make it. When the elevator door opened, I loosened my grip just a bit as I went to step forward and immediately felt a spurt against my fingers. The heat from it was what really drove me crazy, and I reached around with my other hand to yank on his shirt and drag him into the elevator with me. He was babbling desperately, pleading for permission to let go, whimpering about how badly he needed to empty, how he couldn't hold it, and the whole time I just kept squeezing and touching and coaxing leak after leak out of him and watching as the wet spot between his thighs got bigger and bigger and-
I was absolutely soaked when I woke up lmao. I need to go back.
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i just fucking love playing hard into other peoples kinks i love it so much like oh honey im sorry i didnt know you had such a praise kink before i started gushing about how much i like how good a job you did, oh im sorry i didnt realise how much playing with your inner thigh while we were in public in front of our friends would mess with you, my fuckin dream job is being some kind of demon of lust sent to tempt people into fucking me
I should stress, the appeal here isnt in pleasing you per se, its in making you lust after me, it's to turn your mind to the desire to have sex with me, its to make you unable to think about anything else, its about using your deep secrets i shouldn't know and silly manipulable brain to make me the centre of your mind, thats why im a demon
I’m in bed edging my clit with my vibe while typing this out.
I finished my 40oz lemonade with an hour and a half left in my shift, and then I had a rush of customers. I was standing and walking and talking and selling while trying not to visibly squirm a potty dance as my bladder just kept filling.
Finally with 45 minutes left on shift and an empty store, I went to the bathroom. I haven’t peed so much for so long in years. It was easily a two minute steady stream of relief.
Then my boss sent me home ten minutes early, so I drove to dinner and forced myself to drink the entire glass of water with my meal. Then I went to my pole fitness class, drank more water, and came home.
Today was day 1 of 5 consecutive work days for me this week. With 6 hour shifts, I’m planning on repeating this. Only one bathroom break at work and only 30 minutes or more after finishing my 40 oz cup.
I’m also probably not getting out of bed until my alarm goes off in the morning, which means edging before my first bathroom break in 10-ish hours.
I’m a blushy, squirmy, horny mess. I need to be bullied about all of this. It would be so much better to have someone in charge of my bladder and my orgasms in person. For now, it’s just your voice in my head and your followers getting off to my self-imposed predicaments.
-😖
(hopefully you didn't think i had forgotten about you!! little miss frequently vanishes uh. did do that.)
it's a delightful little bathroom schedule you set for yourself!! and you did such a good job following it—i'm sure my followers will love reading along here.
i do think there's some synergy between denial and doing customer service, at least when i've happened to be doing both. even outside a sex context, there's a sort of attentiveness to others that comes along with it to me. the squirmy full bladder situation... well, as a customer i'll admit i would have noticed and probably taken some pleasure in thinking about the interaction, even if most people probably wouldn't have caught it.
... well... you have said you don't have much in the way of a poker face. maybe they could tell. would be a little humiliating, in a thrilling way, having everyone know you were so full of piss.
you did a great job, though! edging and following a bathroom schedule that keeps you nice and full is a great thing to do. maybe the next time the girl in my life is denied for a couple days i'll see if i can't set a few ground rules for her bladder.
Princess omobait would like to remind her maids that she does not appreciate being denied any kind of throne, her discomfort has nothing to do with the fact that this specific throne is porcelain
Princess omobait royally decrees that that is Not a leak, she just- ohfuckokfine it's a leak pleasepleaseplease can she go to the bathroom now she'll give the maids riches power anything just let her go now pleaaaa- oh dear.
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